Dreaming

We experience times where people obstruct ourselves. Find yourself else they will succeed.

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It's strange but it's still present.

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I’ve recently started an apprenticeship as a Programmer in a media school. In the beginning there are also apprentices as Merchants and Artists in my class, because of this conditions I also learn the usage of different programs, like Photoshop, Blender etc. 

This is my first Photoshop homework in the 2D Art class. The task was to symbolize myself somehow. 

What do you think about it?

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The weird but true dream

In this weird dream I was alone. All by myself. There was nobody. 

Anyways I had this urge to defend myself against something that wasn’t there. I felt lonely. 

My body parts were able to transform. My arm was able to transform into a skin shield, which could protect me. It was so huge, it would cover my whole body and even more above it. But there was nothing, what made this shield useful. 

My feet could transform into horse hooves, so I could run away fast or engage something. But there was nothing. 

I was in a white room. The spotlight was on me. But nothing showed interest in me. 

I had the thirst to make use of this ability I got. It made me feel sick because there was nothing. Nobody and nothing I could show it, or help it.

But why is this dream true? I know it. 

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Lonesome

It was a really weird dream I had. Even if it was so unrealistic it showed me how I actually feel in the reality. 

The dream I had was placed in some kind of future. I looked the same as I look like right now, but the people and buildings etc. were all different and new. The world was hostile and groups of people fighted other groups of people. 

Then there was me, I were in a building with a group I related to. Later another group came by, they were enemies and I was totally against them. So I decided to fight them. I tried to convince my group to stand up against the other group, but they were all scared because the others were stronger or more terrifying. 

I got angry because nobody listens to me, they think I’m silly. It is really difficult for me, to encourage somebody. They don’t believe me or trust me, they think I’m stupid, because I’m doing bad in things everybody else is better at. So it’s really difficult to convince somebody, I have to bring 100% A+ rational arguments to convince someone. There are not many people who would follow me without having a good reason or following me even if I don’t have a concrete plan. It’s sad in my opinion. It’s really sad that people are so scared of trusting me, or they believe I’m dumb and it’s not worth it at all. It is really hard to accept that people think of me like that, even if they never said so but I feel it. Some may say it’s “overthinking” but I think that’s reality.

Back to the dream. I got angry so I decided to convince them by attacking the strongest person of the other group. I attacked him and dealt some huge damage to him, but in the end I lost. He dragged me after my loss out of the room, I was terrified and was persisting. I fought as long as I could, suddenly I lost my conscious. 

I woke up in a bed, it was one of the hospital beds they use to drive people around in the building. But I wasn’t in the hospital. I woke up somewhere in one of the groups building. I stood up and was so angry and disappointed in all of them. They were so scared of helping me. I talked to a person and said to him, if we fighted together we would have won against the others, as I almost beat the strongest of them. The person I was talking was so insecure and hided behind a smile. I got sick of the group I was in. At that point I decided to leave them.

Shortly before I woke up, I had these crazy feelings and thoughts. They were so intense I woke up crying. It made me realize I’m better alone than together with somebody. But it also made me sad, because why are there so many people who don’t understand me really? It may be egoistic but I’m not a bad person and never try to be. But as time goes by I get forced to be an awful person just to show them how bad they are. I love it if I can be alone, but I can’t live with it if I have to be alone.

May the people follow me who want to follow me. I can’t force anybody to follow me. But for now I’ll only think about me, I’m sick of trying to help anyone.

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Paralized

On a common day I simply just go to sleep in the night. 

A lay down and tell myself to have a dream. I turn on the relaxing nature mp3. I hear a gently air breeze, and rain dropping beside me. My breathing gets slower and heavier. I feel so calm and serene, there is nothing that can be a burden right now.

My body gets heavier with every breath as it sink into my bed. My head is somewhere else, I only focus on my breathing and the sounds. I have no thoughts, nothing that can worry me. It is a relieve because my body feels so light even though it gets sucked in by the bed, the pillow and the blanket. 

The door of my room slowly opens. All of the sudden all the relieve is gone. I’m heavy and can not move. The door opens wider. I’m so scared that I can not move a single part of my body. My whole body cramps. My ears are deaf and only my eyes are wide open. I see how the door opens. I panic but still can not move. I have never had a feeling of dieing but this moment had probably the most intense feeling of being scared and dieing. 

It is so strange I did not see anybody opening the door. There was simply nobody. But the feeling I had, was because I sensed somebody. I expected someone. But still there was nobody. 

I thought I never fell asleep. It felt so real. I woke up sweating and was so affected by the feelings I had. 

I’m glad waking up, I never had a intense feeling like this.

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Soul

Your Soul is the whole world. 

The innermost of the human, is the Soul, they only linger in the Soul in their deep sleep.

All the beliefs live in the peoples Soul.

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Some dreams are...

weird. You wake up smiling and being happy. You remember them for a split second and forget them right away. It is a pity you don’t remember it, because you would really like to. 

And the whole day passes by, and you feel this emptiness simply by forgetting a dream. 

Weird isn’t it?

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The Girl

There was this girl.

I liked her so much and I don’t even know why. I loved her, yet I didn’t know her name. I didn’t see her face and she was so unfamiliar. But still I know you where the most beautiful woman I’ve ever met.

I smiled because of you. I felt safety because of you.

I woke up in tears; because of you.

Am I ever going to meet someone like you?

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Writing

If you have things you need to say to someone but can't, write them down. It can be easier for you than speaking or just thinking about it.

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The Truck

I am tired.

Lying in my bed watching an episode of Game of Thrones. I am so sleepy. 

I choose to close my eyes because it is so difficult to keep them open. I am listening to the audio and tell myself to not fall asleep. All the time. I try so hard to listen. I try to open my eyes often but they are so heavy and close immediatly. 

I fall asleep.  I don’t remember falling asleep. It is like I am still listening to the audio.

Suddenly I only see a bright light coming towards me. A really loud sound coming out of it as it gets nearer. I realize it is a Truck. The Truck hits me. I die. 

I startle in bed. I woke up. I am sweating and scared. It felt so real. It was so loud as somebody hitted a drum right next to your ear. 

The episode didn’t even end, I was about 10 minutes asleep.

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Goals

Asking yourself how you can reach your goal is too common. Ask yourself how you won’t reach that goal.

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Responding

It does not matter how much time passed, just respond.

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Backstabbed

I am standing in the hallway. The bright light of the living room enlightens the entrance but not the hallway itself. It feels so warm inside the living room, my parents are sitting on the couch and watch some TV. 

But why am I standing in the hallway? It’s dark and cold here. I choose to meet up with my family. I take one step after another, it takes me so long to reach the room I don’t understand. I feel heavy, everything’s slowed down except everything in the living room. I seem to never reach my destination.

After a while I’m about to enter the room. I’m happy to see my family. My foot is about to touch the floor of the living room as I get stabbed from behind. Suddenly everything changes, but my parents seem to not noticing me. I fall on the ground wounded and weaked. I try to crawl into the room, as I take one step forward I get dragged back by somebody. I can’t look back I am afraid. What can be behind me? A Monster? A Human? 

But why is nobody helping me? Why am I alone? Safe me please!

I desperately try to scream but nothing comes out of my mouth. I am all out of breath. 

I’m devoured into the outside. 

Safe me.