BTS Reaction || He Likes Your Friend [Part Two] [BFF Series]
A/N: For a lovely anon! I hope this okay, I have come to the conclusion I suck at Angst
It had been a month since you last saw Jin, you decided you needed space from him and took a break, you stopped replying to his messages, and calls, ignoring them whenever he would call you up to hang out, or when you finally did cave in and answer, cancel at the last minute, telling him you were busy with work or were sick, you couldn't face seeing him again, it would hurt too much to look him in the eyes and pretend that everything was fine when in reality your world was falling apart. Jimin spent more and more time with you and you began getting closer with him, spending a lot of his days off together and hanging out.
"I still think you should go out on a blind date, I'll set it all up and it'll be smooth," Jimin said to you one night, you were curled up together on your living room floor watching the Fast and Furious movies, you'd bought them and forced him to watch them since no one else would join you, you'd gotten onto the blind date conversation because you mentioned wanting a relationship like one of the main characters.
"Jimin, I'm not ready to date anyone yet, I still haven't really gotten over Jin yet which is stupid cause he wasn't even mine to start with." He sighed at you, pausing the movie and making you look at him, you put down the bowl of popcorn.
"Listen to me, you're going out on this date. It'll speed up the moving on process, I'll set it up for Friday at seven, Wickfords, your favourite restaurant." He knew you couldn't say no to him, especially when he brought out his puppy dog eyes to use on you.
"Fine whatever, just make sure he isn't a creep okay?" He nodded and took out his phone, starting to his work up and you just pressed play on the movie.
You felt shy about going to the restaurant alone, you were dressed up in an outfit Jimin had picked for you, blacktop with some black jeans and a pair of heels, he assured you, you were going to have a nice night and that you didn't need to worry but now you were sitting at the table alone and wondering if the dude was even going to show.
"Y/N Right?" You looked up to see a guy who was around Jimin staring at you, you stood up and shook his hand.
"Nice to meet you, I'm Jimin." He said with a smile, sitting down in front of you and talking to you a little more, you giggled at the fact that he was pretending not to know you, but you drowned out of the conversation, imagining Jin sitting there instead of Jimin,
"Sorry, just a little tired from work." You lied when he asked if you were okay, he chuckled along and began to tell you what he did for a living, making up some kind of story for you so it would feel like a real date. You continued talking to him, trying to ignore all the thoughts of Jin when you saw Jin coming into the restaurant, you blinked and rubbed your eyes trying to see if it was really him or just your mind playing games on you, but it was him and he was walking your way. Jin got to the table and Jimin smiled up at him, you, on the other hand, were slouching down in the chair,
"I thought you were at work tonight," He said to you, arms folded across his chest. You told him you couldn't hang out because you were working, but you just didn't want to hang out with him, seeing his face now was bringing back all of the feelings, the love, then the heartbreak when you realised he was dating your friend.
"Jin what are you doing here?" You questioned looking at him but he was red in the face staring at Jimin, he looked really pissed off at him, you looked at him with a sympathetic look and stood up.
"Please leave Jin, I'm on a date." You said to him, your eyes travelling from Jimin to Jin who was now staring at you and shaking his head at you both,
"I'm not leaving until I get an explanation," You knew he wouldn't move, he was a stubborn idiot, you excused yourself from the table and moved outside with him.
"What is your problem?!" You yelled at him as soon as you were down a side alley to the restaurant, he stared down at you and then looked at wall,
"I don't remember a fight or a reason for us to stop talking! So what happened?! Why did we break up?" The words flew out of his mouth and they shocked you, break up?
"Break up? Jin we were never together...remember? You were banging my best friend so I'm pretty sure we weren't together." You scoffed at him, leaning against the wall and staring at him, you were standing your ground, you weren't going to back down from this.
"You had no right showing up here and demanding answers! I have my own life you know." You said to him, he scoffed this time and shook his head.
"Is that why you're hanging out with my friends and not your own?" That was like giant daggers into your heart, you kicked yourself off the wall and walked over to him.
"I don't have my own friends anymore, not since they decided to get together, so excuse me if I had to get close to Jimin ." You spat back at him, he was staring down at you, your faces inches apart from one another.
"Oh, I get it! I date your best friend so you date mine?! Real classy Y/n!" He yelled at you, you pushed him back a little and stared at him.
"I'm not dating Jimin, he set this up to cheer me up because news flash Jin, I liked you! For a really long time, I liked you," You finally admitted, looking over at the end of the alley, Jimin was waiting by his car for you and he nodded,
"So excuse me if I can't look at you and pretend to be happy for you while you fuck my best friend," You turned away from him going to walk over to Jimin who was now inside the car but Jin's hand wrapped around your waist, spinning you around to face him, your chest crashing into his and he was inches away from your face, you wanted to push him away and tell him to leave you alone but you couldn't find the strength to say anything to him, his eyes kept glancing down at your lips and you parted them, going to say something but he just crashed his lips onto yours, your face warmed up from the blush that was growing on your cheeks, this was your first kiss together, and it was in some scruffy alley, your stomach was tingling, your lips were almost burning from his touch, he pushed you against the brick wall, both of ou breathing heavily as the kiss became more passionate, you could taste the peppermint on his breath. Your hands moved up to his hair, tangling themselves in it, your lips parted slightly, allowing his tongue to slip, he lifted one of your legs up around his waist, running his fingers along the inside of your thigh, and that's when it all came crashing back to you, you were in the middle of an alleyway, making out with your friends boyfriend, you pushed him away, and held your hand over your mouth. Jimin was smirking at you from inside the car and you looked down at the floor,
"We shouldn't have done that...You have a girlfriend." You finally spoke, your voice coming out hoarse because of the kiss you'd shared, he shook his head, stepping closer to you once again, running his hand along your cheek and rubbing his thumb under your eye to wipe away the tear you hadn't even noticed.
"We're not together...I realised that after dating her, I wanted you. Only you." You stared up at him, he was telling the truth, you always knew when he was lying. Both of you glanced over at Jimin who was now laughing in the car,
"He knew about this didn't he? That's why he set up this "date"?" You question Jin, Jin nodded and you scoffed shaking your head while laughing at Jimin, who was now waving and starting up his car.
"How about we go and finish your date, me and you?" You nodded and he took your hand in his, walking you back into Wickford's.
"Namjoon I don't know if I can do this." You repeated to him backstage, it had been a few months since your song came out and now you were about to perform it on stage in front of around 30,000 people including Yoongi who was sitting front row and centre, why did you agree to perform at an award ceremony? You wanted to curse yourself for agreeing to this, Namjoon had come backstage to give you good luck wishes but found you in a state of panic, you were leant against one of the speakers, a microphone in your hand and you couldn't stop your heart from racing.
"It's just a performance okay, you've done this a million times." He told you, it was true, you had done this a million times but those one million times were not in front of Yoongi who the song was about, they were at your small concerts and street performances, not in front of the love of your life who knew you loved him and didn't love you back. You could still remember the day he found out about the song, images of him walking over to you flashed into your mind and then you pretending to be happy for him and your best friend being together, after that day you never really saw him again. You began avoiding him and everyone else except Namjoon, who was helping you with your new album so you couldn't avoid him.
"Maybe we should perform our new song, the one we've been working on together instead, it'll be a nice surprise." You tried to convince Namjoon but it wasn't working, he patted the top of your head as you stage manager told you, you had two minutes before you went on.
"You'll do fine, I have to go back to my seat but I promise it's going to be okay, just look at me the whole time, I'll get Kookie to pull funny faces with me the whole time." You nodded and he gave you a quick hug and left through the curtain going to join his friends.
"You got this." Your stage manager said walking you out onto the stage which was covered by a large red curtain, the MC was in front of it, talking about your performance,
"Now as someone who is in love with their best friend as well, I love this song and I hope everyone here tonight loves it too! Y/n!" You wanted to cry as the MC told everyone what the song was about again, you took a deep breath in and began singing, the curtain slowly raising to reveal you standing there, it was a simple set up. Nothing on the stage except you in a ball gown and a microphone stand, you locked eyes with Namjoon who was giving you a thumbs up and you continued singing along
You ended the song and people cheered, you managed to keep a straight face until the curtain dropped, you sprinted off the stage leaving behind your heels and running into the changing room, slamming the door and trying to catch your breath. Halfway through the performance your eyes locked onto Yoongi who was staring at you in awe. Tears were streaming down your cheeks and you felt as though you couldn't breathe, no one was around to help get the stupid dress off your body so you leant onto the sofa trying to take deep breaths to steady yourself, there was a knock at the door but you ignored it knowing it would be Namjoon who was coming to congratulate you on your performance but you didn't feel like being congratulated, you just wanted out of the dress and out of the building so you could go home and cry yourself to sleep as you had done for the last month,
"Namjoon go away." You sobbed out when the door opened, you were struggling to reach for the dress zipper on the back when someone placed their hand on your waist, the other one finding the way to the zipper and trying to undo it for you, your breath hitched in your throat, it wasn't Namjoon his hands were bigger than that,
"You did amazing," You were frozen in place as the words left Yoongi's mouth, the zip was pulled down and you clutched the top of your dress to your body, moving away from his grasp and going behind a changing screen, you didn't want to face him.
"You've been avoiding me." He said to you as you changed into a pair of jeans and a tank top behind the screen, you looked at the floor trying to come up with some kind of excuse to tell him.
"I've been busy." Which was partly a lie, you were busy with writing new songs and perfomances, he scoffed and you came out from behind the screen, throwing your hair into a messy ponytail and taking your glasses from the makeup station.
"You didn't call. You didn't text. Nothing." You shrugged your shoulders, turning to look at him and then at the door.
"Like I said, busy." You weren't sure where this sudden hostility had come from for him but if it got him out of your room quicker you didn't care, looking at him was like reliving that day all over again, the way he looked at your friend, the way he kissed her, and held her.
"I have to go, I have a meeting." You lied again, he sighed walking closer to you and you backed up, hitting the arm of the sofa behind you, you stopped yourself from falling and his chest was against yours.
"Your eye twitches when you lie," You looked away from him and he cupped your chin in his hand, making you look at him, you looked up into his eyes and he looked down into yours.
"You looked beautiful up there tonight," He whispered running his thumb over your bottom lip, the sudden contact sent jolts of what felt like electricity through your body, you'd never stood this close to him before, his hand snaked around your waist and your entire body froze, you felt the tears come to your eyes as you stared at one another, if someone was to walk in on this it would look bad, you tried to push him away but he stayed put, his arm locking around you tightly.
"Kiss me." He whispered, his voice was hoarse but you didn't move, you knew you shouldn't kiss him, he licked his lips.
"Please." He whispered again, that was enough for you, you stop up on your tiptoes and kissed him, your arms falling around his neck and his pulling you closer to him, he couldn't get any closer to you, he picked you up, carrying you over to the sofa and sitting down with you on his lap, you gasped and he used that to slip his tongue into your mouth, you pulled away from him, your hand on his chest to stop him trying to go in for another kiss.
"Yoongi...I can't do this to Y/F/N." You tried to get off his lap but the grip he had on your waist tightened and he sat you back down on his lap, he slowly ran one of his hands through your hair.
"We're not together anymore." He admitted to you, you frowned. You hadn't seen anything in articles, she hadn't called to tell you what happened, not that you would pick up anyway and Namjoon never mentioned it.
"Shut your mind up for two minutes and kiss me." He said, he knew you too well. He knew how your mind worked, constantly running over every thought you had, you lent down and connected your lips together once again.
You left his party a week ago, you didn't go back to the dorms, You just went back to your hotel room that you'd for, for two weeks, you couldn't cancel it so you were going to have to stay there, you didn't respond to his texts or anyone else's, including Y/F/N, you didn't want to see any of them, talk to any of them. It hurt too much to try and talk to them, so you locked yourself away, deciding it was easier to stay away than to try and pretend to be happy for them. You didn't want to know if he confessed to her, you didn't want to know if they were dating or not, you wanted to be left alone with your thoughts. It worked for the first week but it was on the second week now and they were starting to worry, you finally text Jimin telling him you were fine and not to worry about you, that you had one week left in Korea and just wanted to go sightseeing alone, you didn't want to be bothered by any of them, but Jimin insisted on coming with you to show you around, you didn't want to sound nasty so you just agreed to let him come with you.
You'd had a great day out, your thoughts were finally on something besides Hoseok but you knew it wasn't going to last long.
"I just have to grab my wallet from inside, wait here," Jimin said as he pulled up outside the dorms, he rushed inside and you stared at the dashboard, hopping Hoseok was out and not in the dorms where he could see you, but you were again proven wrong when the car door opened and he got into the drivers seat, taking the car keys and locking it so you couldn't get out of the door.
"Where have you been? I've been worried sick!" He yelled at you, you'd never seen Hoseok this mad before, you'd only seen him "mad" when he was joking around with you, you felt your stomach sink and then you looked at the dorms, praying Jimin would come out soon.
"I've been sick, wanted to stay away so I wouldn't infect anyone." The door to the dorms opened and Y/F/N stood there waving at you, you looked away and then down at your hands.
"You should go, she's waiting for you. While you're in there can you tell Jimin I started feeling sick again," You said trying to get him to unlock the car doors so you could leave but he stayed in his spot, the door to the dorms closed again and you felt the tears rushing to your eyes, you didn't want to do this, you didn't want to cry in front of him, as soon as you heard the door unlock you sprinted out of the car and around the corner, leaning against a wall to try and calm your breathing, you assumed Hoseok had gone back into the dorms so you let out a sob,
"I'm not leaving until you tell me what's wrong and don't try lying to me that you're sick, it's bullshit." You stared up at him, his angry face as replaced with concern when he realised how much you were crying, you slid down the wall onto the floor and brought your knees into your chest, you knew he wasn't going to move anywhere, he sat down in front of you and you shook your head.
"Please Hobi, leave me alone." You pleaded but he stayed put, you just sobbed into your knees and he wrapped his arms around you.
"Why would I leave?" You shook your head, trying to push his arms off you but it wasn't working, he was staying wrapped firmly around you.
"Because if you don't I'm going to regret everything, I can't trust myself around you." You admitted looking at him, he was frowning now, clearly confused but what you were talking about, you heard Jimin calling your name and then Y/F/N calling for Hoseok, you shook your head, swallowing the lump that had formed in your throat and then looking back at him, biting down on your bottom lip so you wouldn't say anything to him,
"You should go, she's waiting for you." Your voice came out rough and you knew he was going to ask you more questions but Jimin's voice sounded like it was getting closer now.
"Who? Y/F/N? She's just wanting to say goodbye, you're in front of me sobbing, tell me what's wrong and what you'll regret." You blinked at him and then looked over at Jimin who was standing at the end of the alley.
"I like you, okay? A lot. So now that's out in the open I'm going back to my hotel room where I can waste the rest of this week in bed before I go home-" You were stopped in your sentence because he kissed you, your knees dropped down from your chest in shock, he put his hand on the back of your neck trying to pull you closer but you stopped him, putting your hand on his lips and moving away from him,
"Hobi no...I don't...I won't do that to Y/F/N..." You whispered standing up but he took hold of your hand before you could walk away from him.
"Do what to her?" You stared at him, he had his eyebrows furrowed together, and you looked at him, then over your shoulder at Jimin who was shaking his head,
"You told her you liked her right?" You questioned, he nodded and then you looked at the ground.
"So I won't go around kissing my best friends boyfriend." He began chuckling and you stared at him, you heard Jimin laughing too and you span around shooting him a look of death and he ran away.
"She doesn't like me back, we talked and she said she just doesn't see me that way, more of a friend than a lover." You felt a blush rise to your cheeks,
"So why didn't Jimin just tell me that?" You questioned but Hoseok shook his head,
"I asked him not to, I didn't want everyone knowing I was rejected, but being rejected made me realise something." He said taking your hand in his and running his fingers along your knuckles, you stared at his hand and then up at his face.
"And what's that?" You questioned, he stepped closer to you, you were inches away from one another, he looked down into your eyes, taking in a deep breath and tucking hairs behind your ears.
"That I liked you the whole time, not her." He bent down and his lips hovered over yours, just barely touching one another, your breath hitched and your eyes fluttered shut,
"Hobi...Kiss me." You pleaded, he didn't need to be told twice, his hand was on the back of your neck and he crashed his lips against yours, neither of you caring that you were out in the street having a makeout session for everyone to see, he pulled away, looking you in the eyes as he rested his forehead against yours.
It took two months for you to get over what happened that night, two months to forget that the one you loved didn't love you back at all. Hobi had tried to call you multiple times that night but you declined them all, same with Namjoon and Y/F/N, it hurt more that he lied to you to go and see her than actually seeing her but you were passed that now, it had been two months and you knew you had to move on with your life, move on from Namjoon. So you set up a dating profile to find someone new, you wished you could say it was a walk in the park but trying to find someone you liked...someone that wasn't Namjoon was hard, he was everything you wanted. He was the perfect guy for you but you could never have him and it seemed that no one could live up to your expectations either.
"Hoseok this is a bad idea." You warned as he dragged you to a speed dating event, you were dressed up in a blue strappy dress and wearing vans, you weren't much of a heels girl.
"Just shut up, you're the one that wanted to move on." You groaned following him further into the hall and sitting at a table with the giant number three on it, he sat down in front of you.
"You'll do fine, I'll be at the bar if you need me." He leant across and kissed the top of your head, going over to the bar to watch you from a distance, a bell sounded and a guy came over to your table, smiling at you and starting to ask you different questions,
The night was starting to turn into a bust, you were bored of everyone there, no one was catching your eye and no one interested you. There was one guy you thought you would get along with, you were making casual conversation, and you genuinely liked him until you asked his opinions on museums and art galleries and he said they were boring and pointless, you let it slide until he mentioned his hatred for books, then you couldn't even look at him, you were now sitting at the bar with Hoseok sipping on a rum and coke.
"Pointless, no one here interests me Hobi." You whispered chugging back the drink and looking at him, he linked arms with you and sighed.
"Fine, let's go back to the dorms and have a movie night, Namjoon is out all night so you don't need to worry about him." He said before you could even say no to him, he knew you'd been avoiding going to the dorms because of that.
"Fine but I'm stealing your hoodies and boxers, and I get to pick the movies." You walked out of the building together and headed over to his car.
You'd fallen asleep on the sofa, cuddled against Hoseok wearing one of his hoodies and some shorts, you groaned as you woke up to a cold breeze and the sudden urge to pee, you moved away from Hoseok, covering him with a blanket and heading towards one of the bathrooms, you shuddered as the cold air hit your bare legs.
You were about to go back to the sofa when you heard a door open and your name being called.
"Y/N?" You turned around to see Namjoon standing there in nothing but Pajama bottoms, his classic sleepwear since he could never sleep with a shirt on.
"Oh, Hi." You managed to say, really glad it was dark in the hallway, him being there shirtless in front of you was making you blush.
"Hobi said you had a date tonight, did it go well?" You stared up at him, or rather where the outline of him was, you couldn't see much in the dark.
"Well, I'm here in Hobi's shirt so I'd say it went great." You spat out sarcastically, you were being hostile towards him but you didn't mean to be, but seeing him standing there and talking to you as if nothing happened hurt, it was like being punched in the gut.
"You look good, have you been good?" You frowned confused by what he was trying to do, but he stepped closer to you and your thoughts were interrupted.
"I've been okay." You said looking up at him, your eyes finally adjusting and you could picture his face, he bent down running his hands along your waistline,
"Good. I've been good too, would be better if my friend answered her phone though." Your breathing was starting to get shallow as his hands moved from your waist to your thighs, occasionally brushing along your ass.
"Namjoon." You warned, needing him to stop but not wanting him to, he bent down so his mouth was next to your ear,
"I know you want me." He whispered to you, his voice sounding rough and intoxicating, his hands squeezed your ass and you jumped up, he caught you instantly and began kissing your neck as he carried you to his bedroom, you threw your head back as you moaned out his name, you'd wanted this for so long and it was finally happening, he laid you down on his bed and that's when it all came back to you, you shoved him away when he got close to you again, you were shaking your head.
"No, I can't do this." You whispered getting off the bed and going over to the door but he slammed your body against it, your back pressed against his chest, your ass against his hard member.
"Don't you feel what you do to me." You let out a whimper, you were so weak for him.
"Joonie I can't." You whispered to him, but he ignored you, he and you both knew you wanted him badly, you always had wanted him badly.
"No!" You yelled pushing backwards, he stumbled away and you put your back against the door staring at him.
"You knew I liked you and now what?! I'm trying to move on and you're suddenly all interested in me? No, Joonie. You have Y/F/N, I won't fuck her over like that even if she knew I liked you when you took her out on a date," He looked at you, you were serious about this and he sighed, coming over and cupping your face in his hands.
"She's not my girlfriend." He said running his thumb along your neck where, purple marks were starting to form.
"I asked her to go out with me that day so I could ask her how to get you to be mine," You stared at him, he was never a good liar and it was clear he wasn't lying to you right now.
"So what advice did she give you?" You question, pouting out your bottom lip and looking up at him, he smirked stepping closer to you once again.
"To just take control, throw you against a wall...that sort of stuff." You hummed in amusement and he bent down, picking you up, you instantly wrapped your legs around his waist and began kissing him.
"Oh, the last party was such a blast." You groaned in a complaint to Taehyung who was dragging you to a party at the dorm again. He promised you that this time would be different, he wouldn't leave your side and you could spend the night over in his room, images of the last party came rushing back into your head as you remembered the way Jimin looked at your friend, and how you ended up walking home and crying into your pillow that night.
"You owe me a pizza for this." You said as you entered the dorm, the place was alive with music, people were all over the place, people you'd never met before and some you had but didn't remember the names of, Namjoon saw you and shouted your name so loud you could hear it over the booming music.
"Joonie!" You yelled back, walking over with Taehyung, he wrapped his long arms around you, lifting you up from the ground and chuckling at you.
"We've missed you shorty, it's not the same bullying Jimin for being short as it is you." You punched his chest playfully and took the cup out of his hands of whatever he was drinking, you downed it at the mention of Jimin's name and Taehyung went to get you another drink, leaving you with Namjoon and Jin.
"Yeah, where have you been?! Why has Tae kept you all to himself?" Jin quizzed you, you laughed shaking your head at them.
"Secretly dating." You winked, they knew you were joking obviously but Jimin who had caught the end of the conversation didn't know you were joking.
"Dating Taehyung?" You looked at him, all of the colour drained from your cheeks as you made eye contact with him, Taehyung had come over and handed you a cup.
"Thanks." You whispered moving away from the group and going out to the kitchen, Taehyung stayed behind with his friends and you leant against the sink.
"Are you really dating Taehyung?" Jimin asked as he followed you out to the kitchen, you looked at him and then at Taehyung who was standing in the living room still.
"No." You stated blankly, taking another drink from your cup and looking out of the window at their garden. You weren't dating Taehyung, you were just close with him like you were with Jimin before, you would borrow his clothes, cuddle him and just hang out like you did with Jimin,
"You know...You look amazing tonight." You ignored his comment, you were dressed in one of Taehyung's shirts tucked into some high waisted jeans.
"It's Tae's shirt right?" You nodded, trying to act a little civil towards him but as soon as you felt his hands around your waist you lost it, you slapped his hand away and moved out of the kitchen, going back to Taehyung where you knew you could control yourself, being around Jimin made you want to make out with him and never stop.
"You okay?" Taehyung questioned as you stared at the floor in silence, you'd been standing in the same spot for an hour now, all of you talking about different things but you began to zone out when you noticed Jimin staring at you, his eyes hadn't moved from you all night, whenever you would catch his eye he'd wink and lick his lips at you,
"Headache." You lied looking at the door and wondering if you could just leave the party but you knew Taehyung wanted you there for the night.
"Go up to my bed, I'll come up in a bit." You nodded and hugged him goodbye, you said bye to Jin, and Namjoon and rushed towards the staircase.
"I thought you weren't dating him." You heard Jimin say as he slammed the bedroom door behind him, he'd followed you up to see where you were going in such a hurry, he'd been in such a haze he hadn't noticed he'd walked in on you with nothing but Tae's shirt on now.
"We're not dating, we're just close." You answered turning to look at Jimin who was looking at you seductively now.
"Fuck look at you." He whispered looking you up and down, you looked down at the shirt and then rolled your eyes, trying to push him out of the room but his hand rested on your waist, sending sparks through your body.
"I never could resist you in nothing but a shirt." He bit down on his lip and you stared at him with wide eyes, he always did this. It used to be a running thing between you, you would both flirt with one another.
"I get that you flirt with me all the time and it's funny or whatever but you're doing this now? What are you trying to do to my head Jimin?" You questioned, your eyes welling up with tears, you couldn't flirt back, you couldn't stand it.
"You should be in my shirt, not his." He growled pulling at the bottom of the shirt trying to get it off your body but you pushed his hand away,
"Jimin no." You whimpered to him, moving away from him and trying to open the door but he stopped you, his hand resting on top of yours.
"I'm not just flirting this time...I realised after going out with Y/F/N that I didn't like her...It's always only ever been you." He whispered to you, you blinked and the tears rolled down your cheeks, you knew they didn't go out after the first date, your friend called you the moment it was over and told you she felt bad about going and that she didn't want to see him again.
"Jimin you can't just say that you told her you liked her so don't lie and say you liked me." He sighed at you and made you look at him.
"Would I have followed you up into Taehyung's room to bullshit you?" You were about to answer him but he kissed you instead, pushing you away from the door and onto the bed, you wrapped your arms around his neck, bringing him closer to you when the door opened.
"No sex in my bed, you have your own room." Taehyung groaned, standing in the door until you moved out of his room.
Your quiet night in plans were interrupted when Namjoon and Hoseok came round later that night, they found you on the sofa in Taehyung's shirt and tissues around you.
"Nope, not feeling sorry for yourself on your birthday!" Hoseok said going to find you some clothes, Namjoon sat with you on the sofa, telling you they'd planned a night in for you and you were coming with them, even if he had to kidnap you himself, you told him it wouldn't be necessary but it didn't stop him throwing you over his shoulder to carry you out to the car and then doing the same up and into the dorms.
"Namjoon!" You screamed as you entered the dorms, he threw you down onto the sofa and you giggled looking around at the dorm living room, they'd decorated the walls with banners and a sign with your name on it.
"You guys are too much." You insisted, Jimin came in from the kitchen holding a chocolate cake with candles on top, you groaned hiding your head into Namjoon's shoulder, they all began singing to you as Jin came out holding a phone, Vliving the whole interaction, Jungkook came out with a normal camera and began snapping photos of you, while you continued to hide your blushing cheeks, you hated being the centre of attention and they knew it, you glared at them all before blowing out all of the candles.
"Happy Birthday!" They all yelled at you, Jungkook got some more photos of you while Jin set up the phone on the floor to answer questions, you did this sometimes with them. The Army knew you all got along really well and you were close with them all, they loved to see you so close with them, happy birthday wishes came flooding in along with questions for you to answer.
The night was going amazing, you were still on the VLive even though you'd been doing it for an hour and a half now but people were interested in knowing more.
"Where's TaeTae?" Jimin asked reading one of the most frequently asked questions, you looked at Namjoon for support but the front door of the dorms opened and everyone cheered.
"He's here! TaeTae come and say hi!" Jungkook said snapping photos of him, he came and sat down next to you and you made up the excuse of going to the toilet, coming back a few minutes later and sitting next to Namjoon who was the furthest away from Taehyung.
"How did Y/N celebrate her birthday? Tae always takes her out where did they go this year?" Jungkook readout he didn't know what had happened with Taehyung and Y/F/N, you looked at your hands nervously and then over at Tae who was looking at you with a sad smile.
"I told them I didn't want to celebrate this year, so this was a surprise." You felt your eyes begin to tear up and Namjoon brushed your hair away from your neck, whispering to you.
"You okay?" You nodded and bit down on your lip to stop yourself from crying in front of everyone.
"Why are Taehyung and Y/N so far apart? Oppa go cuddled her!" Jin said with a laugh, Taehyung looked at you for a second and then back at the screen pretending to read something.
"Why is Unnie crying?" Everyone turned to look at you and you laughed nervously trying to think of something to say.
"Over emotional about my birthday." You lied, excusing yourself and running into the bathroom to hide away from everyone. They ended the VLive and Taehyung came to find you, he knocked on the door but you ignored him, wishing he would just go away.
"I'm sorry I forgot your birthday." You let out a silent laugh and opened the door, your face was wet from tears, you just walked past him and went to the living room to find Namjoon and Hoseok to take you home.
"Look I said I was sorry." He said taking hold of your hand, but you snatched it away.
"I don't care about my birthday Taehyung." You answered, going to find Hoseok in the kitchen but he wasn't there, they probably heard you and Taehyung and split out of the way so they wouldn't bother you both.
"Then why are you crying?"
"It's none of your business." You spat at him, going into the living room to find your phone.
"It's my business if you're crying because of me." You stopped in your tracks and took a deep breath, turning to look at him.
"You know what...yeah it's your fault I'm crying, we were supposed to go out tonight and I find out from Namjoon and Hoseok that you've taken Y/F/N out on a date instead, forgetting me completely...so excuse me if I'm a little hurt." You said before the tears gushed out again, you found your phone and began calling Hoseok, his phone ringing in his bedroom but he ignored it.
"You're getting pissed at me because I went out with Y/F/N?" You shook your head, hanging up the phone because it was clear he wasn't going to pick up.
"I'm pissed because she knew how I felt about you...and I thought you knew too. I thought the way we flirted together and acted like a couple was a sign that you liked me, clearly. I was wrong." He stared at you as you confessed everything to him, he said nothing to you as he stepped closer, he only wrapped his arms around you and pulled you into a kiss, you pulled away,
"We shouldn't, what about Y/F/N?" He smirked at you and ran his hand through your hair,
"We went out to discuss our plans for your birthday...nothing more, we were going to throw a party next week...I forgot I had plans tonight."
You began to distance yourself from Jungkook since that night, you didn't want to get in the way of his relationship with Y/F/N, you also didn't want to watch them become a couple, you knew it was a bad thing to say since they were both your friends but you could only feel more hurt by them being together. But it was Yoongi's birthday and Namjoon had been pestering you about coming to the party they were throwing for him, you'd tried every excuse under the sun to get out of it but they were having none of it, Namjoon told you if you didn't show up he would come round to your apartment and take you there himself, and so you agreed. You wanted to go and support Yoongi but knowing Jungkook was going to be there was hard on you, You found a pair of jeans and a jumper to wear, it was only a small get together with a couple of friends around, you could just go for an hour and then leave without there being a problem, you could stay out of the way of Jungkook and everything would be fine, your heart wouldn't feel like it would fall out of your chest. You could just stand with Yoongi all night and stay out of the way.
"So glad you could join us," Namjoon said as you walked through the front door of the dorms, you sent him a sarcastic smile and set the present you'd gotten Yoongi, it was a collection of photography books for him, you knew he was into it and wanted to get something he would enjoy.
"Happy Birthday Oppa." You said going over to Yoongi and giving him a side hug, he smiled at you and then offered you a drink, you walked into the kitchen together and he poured you a rum,
"Haven't you seen you in a long time." He said as he handed you the red cup, you nodded drinking from it while you thought of something to say to him, for some reason you weren't around anymore.
"I know why, I don't blame you either." You nodded thankful that somehow Yoongi knew how to read your mind, you looked over your shoulder and saw Jungkook standing by the kitchen door, you put your head down and Yoongi sighed.
"He's not with her you know, I've been trying to tell you but you keep blocking my calls." You felt guilty about blocking him out but he knew why you were doing what you were doing, he threw his arm around your shoulder and walked out of the kitchen together, going past Jungkook and over to the sofa,
"He was never mine, but losing him broke my heart." You admitted to Yoongi as you sat down together, he sighed patting the top of your head and looking at Jungkook.
"Well if it makes you feel a little better, when Y/F/N rejected him she told him it was because you liked him and he hasn't stopped thinking about you since." You almost dropped the cup in your hand and Jungkook was staring at you, he hadn't stopped since you walked through the door with Yoongi.
"I'll leave you to it." He said getting up off the sofa and letting Jungkook come and take his place instead, you both sat in silence for a couple of minutes before he opened his mouth to talk.
"Look, you don't have to say anything, I get that you don't like me back and I'm sorry it ruined your chances with Y/F/N, I'll talk to her and see if she'll go with you, me liking you shouldn't ruin your chances together." He stared at you, a smile on his lips as you ranted on and on about it, you got up and took out your phone, ready to call your friend and straighten everything out, you left through the back door and Jungkook followed you, taking the phone from your hand and hanging up the phone.
"I don't want her, I want you. It took her telling me you liked me back for me to fully accept my feelings for you." You stared up at him and he put your phone into his back pocket.
"Now if you want that back I'm going to need something from you first." You stared at him, arms folded across your chest and an eyebrow raised at him.
"And what would that be Kookie?" You asked, his nickname rolling off your toungue, he smirked at you, bending down and locking your lips together, you dropped your arms from around your chest and put them around his neck, pulling him closer to you.
"Fuck you're too tall." You whispered when you pulled apart, he took this time to pick you up and sit you on the railing around the porch, you were now the same size as him.
"Better?" He questioned, you pretended to think about it.
"I don't know if this is perfect kissing height-" He kissed you again and you giggled into his lips, wrapping your legs around his waist and keeping him as close to you as you possibly could at this angle.
