MrsReaper

Hi everyone I'm a self proclaimed writer, who for the first time ever gathered the courage to share her works...🤍🩶💜🖤

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I thought it would be a good idea to just take a small Brain function break, while I'm getting used to the new Meds I'm on...

But now I'm behind on 137 character collages. 4 of my Fantasy wips' lore and a shit ton of research.

I might need even stronger meds. Honestly. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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No one ever told me how horrifically painful it is when you are Torn between giving up on the battle you've been fighting for 13 fucking years and fighting yourself to hold on just one more day for the few people you have left.

[writingdose]

(me with fanfics except I keep writing them)

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I'm celebrating finishing one of my Wips and publishing 2 more chapters of my second one by publishing the first 5 chapters of the 3rd one.

One down, many, many more to go.

Wish me luck.

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Thank you to everyone who got me to 100 likes!

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i dont "go on walks," i dont "use character sheets" and i dont "plot before writing," i raw dog it, and if it doesnt flow, I FUCKING CRY.

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Dudes.. Watching forensic files makes you rethink every murder or crime scene you've ever written or thought of writing.

Side rant: imagine getting caught for murder cause a fucking tree ratted you out.

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Guys, I might actually die in this house.

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Just when I thought it was over and I didn't have to deal with the 'I reported you' scam shit.

They try me for the 7th time.

Clown ass things I swear....

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Chapter count for the new year so far:

36 Chapters.

Hopefully many more to come.

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Finally have all my Wips Titled, so I'm making a list of them and how many chapters I've published of each.

1 Seducing my Reluctant Alpha mate (Completed)

2.My home (24 chapters published)

3.A doll's refuge (None)

4.Beautiful Boy (None)

5.Beyond Physicality (None)

6.Born to be a bride (None)

7.Bound by Duty (None)

8.Captivated (None)

9.War of Hearts pt1 (None)

10.Conquered hearts pt2 (None)

11.Dance of Danger (None)

12.Dark Waters (None)

13.Debt's Daughter (None)

14.Fickle Curiosities (None)

15.Fight for me (None)

16.Forgiven (None)

17.Fractured hearts (None)

18.From the other side (None)

19.Inherited Sins (None)

20.Kiddo (None)

21.La Donna (None)

22.Lights, cameras, love (None)

23.Lose Control (None)

24.Love and Immortality (6 chapters written)

25.Love on the hunt (None)

26.My Ruby Rose (None)

27.Nolite Timere Messoram (None)

28.Nr7 Grimlock Ave (None)

29.Playing the part (None)

30. Possibilities (None)

31.Redeemed (None)

32.Relentless pursuit (None)

33.Room for you (None)

34.Rule Nr. 1 (None)

35.Run Rabbit (None)

36.Sabotaged love (None)

37.Secrets at seaside (None)

38.Separate strokes (None)

39.Signed ,Sierra (None)

40.Sin's Reckoning (None)

41.Sold! (None) (Short story)

42.Solving the Silence (5 chapters published)

43.Sparks fly (None)

44.St.Clairmonts (None)

45.The cost of a gift (None)

46.The house Attruess (None)

47.The Perfects (None)

48.The price of Desire (None)

49.The Seer in gold (None)

50.Thin line (None)

51.To be seen (None)

52.Treasured Alliances (None

53.Tutor boy (None)

54.Unspoken Affections (None)

55.Volatile

56.Welcome home Angel (None)

57.Welcome to the Circus (None)

58.Wish Wisely (None)

59.To Obey (None)

60.The Sleepover (None)

61.Weaponized spirits (None)

62:Unspoken Vows(None)

63.To be prey (None)

64:The art of discipline (None)

65:Spur of the moment (None) (Short story)

66:Out of the woods (None)

67:My Vigilante Roommate (None)

68:Enigma's girl (None)

69:Lion's den(None)

70:Mr Harris (None)

71: To the Slaughter pt1. (None)

72:To the Throne pt2. (None)

I'll update this list as I publish.

(I still have so much to do 🙈😢)

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I've published 5 chapters so far for the new year and it makes me delusionally believe that I might actually reach my goal of publishing 10 finished stories this year.

Wish me luck...

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Having to tell myself that my hits are low and I haven't received a kudos, only because my stories are new and undiscovered and not because they are the worst example of words stringed together.

Can you tell I have a minor inferiority complex?

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I know I should be grateful that I'm at least getting something done.

But I'm getting really annoyed and tired of the fact that I can only get about 2-3 chapters done before my Burn out hits.

I've already pushed myself to actively work on 2 books at once instead of 1.

But my Wip list keeps getting bigger and bigger, so I feel like I need to get more done.

(My chronic migraine flare ups aren't helping either.)

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I want to Sincerely Thank Stromae's Papaoutai for giving me the most gut wrenching scene for one of my Wips.

Most of my writing comes from dreams or scenes I cook up while listening to music.

And this one gave me goosebumps.

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Only South Africans understand this pain over Christmas time..

Ifykyk..

👌😂🙈

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Being the designated one who has to do the cooking and baking for the whole family at Christmas is not for the weak or impatient.

I'm gonna cry or tell them all to starve any minute now.

😭🙈😢😬