He wasn’t moving. If he’d truly meant his ‘no, that’s alright‘ he would have moved away and taken his own seat at the other end of the table, yet here he was, lingering painfully, as though he couldn’t move. Maybe he doesn’t want to move, a voice inside her head whispered. Maybe he wants to be this close to you, as close as you want to be to him. She swallowed, for the first time since they’d walked through the door turning her eyes to his.
This was how she discovered he wasn’t looking at her, but rather the floor. Following his gaze, she found his hand, rigid and turning white on the handle of the chair. Worry plucked at her brow; he was going to pop a blood vessel at this rate.
She made to lift her hand to reach for his, but stopped half way into the action. She didn’t want to be one of those people who was constantly touching their boyfriend and making everyone else in the immediate vicinity uncomfortable. It wasn’t anything outrageous, holding his hand, but maybe Shikamaru wasn’t into that sort of thing anyway? And maybe she should stop calling him her boyfriend, even if it was inside her own head. Sure, this was their third date, but dates weren’t anything serious… They were just, well they were–
Temari’s impression had always been that you dated people who you wanted a serious relationship with, who you wanted to get to know, who you had strong romantic feelings for, who you could see yourself marrying–
She supposed it stood to reason that Shikamaru felt the same way.
So she lifted her hand and placed it over his, eyes seeking his own. “I feel it too, okay? Things are awkward and there’s pressure to… But we wouldn’t be here if we both didn’t…” Her cheeks were upgrading from pink to red. “Feel something strong for the other. So pull out my chair like you want to and go sit down so we can stop getting stared at.”
you can't just stand here forever, his inner monologue assertively scolding himself. a decision has to be made, which coincidentally, shikamaru's fairly skilled at but only if he had the proper time to think over all his choices. reflexively closing his eyes, as they’d previously been searching the floor's design pattern as a way to distract himself, his brain focuses on what the next move should be as though this was some sort of strategy game.
get it together, shikamaru, it’s just a casual date. except, it wasn't just casual, this was a serious time for their relationship and he recognized this before they even stepped foot through the door. still, the idea alone makes him shift uncomfortably but before he could follow up on that stream of consciousness, the touch of her soft hand grazing that of his own interrupts him. eyes opening immediately at the contact, he lifts his head up towards temari, noticing her offering him a sympathetic look── almost as if she could read his deepest thoughts.
a quiet attempt at questioning is promptly cut off by her own form of an explanation. his grip on the top of the chair loosens drastically as his attention focuses on the words she’s speaking. the effect she had on him was immediate, her voice── once again── snapping him out of the weird funk he’d been in for the past couple minutes. the way she commanded him always seems to catch him off guard yet it isn't anything new. in fact, he’s silently grateful. instinctively listening to her advice, he drags out the chair for her as the legs scrape noisily against the wooden ground. apathetic towards the awful sound made seconds ago, he nods quietly at her and pauses a moment before giving an actual response.
❝ I hate it when you're right. ❞
his tone came through jokingly to lift the mood, directly followed by a small smile that crept along his face. catching sight of her blushing stirred a persistent, heartfelt emotion within him which, fortunately, shikamaru skillfully masks from expressing outwardly. moreover, with the intention of heading to his own spot, calloused hands removed themselves from beneath hers── although he wouldn't mind keeping them there for just a little while longer.
however, he refused to spend anymore time lingering embarrassingly near her in front of the entire restaurant. the awkward interaction was finally over and done with, all he desires now is to continue normally with their meal like planned. with that, fluid movements led him straight to the chair across from hers── the perfect setup for a date── as he carelessly allows his body to slump into the seat.
❝ ...honestly, I wasn’t expecting the restaurant to be so fancy. I guess chouji forgot to mention it. ❞