House full of terraced dreams

dee. 30. janner. BA in creative writing, cat mom, queer dumbass, descendant of W.B.Yeats. thatsthefrailtyofgenius on AO3.

[eddiesilverstar]

Eddie in the gym in 9x07 Secrets

[autopsybaby]

life gets better when you realise you can write the most vile, irredeemable, perverse fiction ever and no one can stop you

[buddiesource]

Abby? 9-1-1, S03E18

[dreamsiclesweetandsimple]

how is this match still going I wanna sleep but the pubs are still fucking open and there’s a bunch of knobjockeys outside my window still screaming

[hopelesslypiningbuck]

Happy 35th Birthday Evan "Buck" Buckley (b. June 27 1991) 9-1-1: seasons 1-9

[kevjeanyves]

yesterday i posted a new fic and im plugging it here though i dont understand how to use or format posts on this app:

“go get her cowgirl” by afterthehoneymoonfades

(https://archiveofourown.org/works/87897971)

fembuddie genderbend

9.9k words

lesbian eddie/sapphic bisexual buck

rated explicit (mutual giving/receiving)

feelings realization

buck takes eddie to a cowboy bar, not knowing it’s actually a Gay Cowgirl Bar

[yorqia]

“Without a gun, I look like a teacher’s assistant.”

[tweetsongs]

in hindsight one of my favorite things about the will conversation is how eddie keeps skating by without having to genuinely confront the reasons behind his decisions, even to himself. like i think eddie put buck in the will running on the adrenaline of the well and then proceeded to genuinely not think about it for a year, except MAYBE to occasionally smile smugly to himself thinking about what a good choice he made. then he reveals it to buck essentially as an emotional bludgeon, at which point buck asks him straight up why he did it but is clearly Not in a space where he would meaningfully push back on eddie's bullshit answers the way he usually would. so eddie does an eddie and gives an answer with a kernal of truth but is not meaningfully relevant to the actual question, then gets to pat himself on the back for doing a good best friend job at getting through to buck while not having to think about his ACTUAL reasons for doing it.

and the thing is i do not think he means to lie or withhold even! I think he told a version of the truth as he is able to process it and has since gone back to his day to day life with zero reflection on the incompleteness of his answers. i think it maybe twinges in his mind occasionally and occurs to him that he wasn't strictly speaking completely transparent with buck, but then he's like 'well what else would i have told him?' and his brain puts up big warning signs and static down that road of thought, and eddie looks at it and is like okay <3 yay <3 and turns away from that path without hesitation and ceases to worry about it. absolute icon.

[ayeforscotland]

Happy Friday. Ann Widdecombe is dead.

[emziess]

Buck on his date with Jade

[911onabcbts]

New old behind the scenes via Kenny of Ryan leaving set early and the others being mad 😭😭

[cecoeur]

Hudson Williams | 2027 Balenciaga Couture Show

[dreamsiclesweetandsimple]

I will just never get over the adrenaline and euphoria of watching 9x13 live like that’s a core memory

[rneliflua]

"shipping and blorbofication are not inherently at odds with understanding a story's deep themes" and "some people can't grasp the themes of a story because they never learned how to engage with stories outside of the lens of shipping and blorbofication" are two statements that can coexist

[rneliflua]

blorbofication to me is when you love a character in such a laser focus way that you somewhat detach them from the narrative from which they are inserted and treat them in a way roughly similar to how you'd treat an oc for which you still have no story and just like to put them in situations just for fun. which there's nothing wrong with btw, it's just that it can easily lead to people forgetting the character engine in a narrative and not just a barbie doll

[911charactersofcolor]

ravi panikkar in season five: 5x02

[cecoeur]

hudson's three signature poses: confusion -> peace sign -> disgust

[anthropoetics]

why are you as an adult watching things at full volume in a public space