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chan looked back at you, unimpressed. his brow looked unamused and so did his mouth. he did not buy it.
"chan i promise you. you're a very pretty guy."
he shook his head and you could feel your heart break to pieces. no matter how many times you complimented him, whatever the words you chose, chan would not believe you.
"that's not a word i'd use to describe myself" he laughed dryly "i mean, have you seen me?"
enough. you got up and walked towards him. that got his attention. chan turned his face away from his computer to look to your side and you grabbed his face with both hands. shocked, his eye grew a little bigger.
"chan" your voice quivered "you have to believe me. you ARE pretty. always have been. it pains me to hear you deny it over and over again." his lower lip trembled "whatever it is that makes you believe you don't deserve to hear that word being uttered about yourself, forget it!"
he swallowed and his eyes watered.
"okay" he said after a while "alright. i-" he sighed, looked somewhere else then closed his eyes "i can't really- i don't-" another sigh "for you, i'll try."
lee know ( ëŠŹë ž )
this time, after ten minutes spent trying, your facetime call went through.
"well fucking finally minho! why are you-" on your screen, your boyfriend's face appeared. he was getting makeup, a small brush softly highlighting his nose bridge "oh... you're pretty."
minho laughed gently.
"what is it that you want y/n? why'd you even call me seventeen times? can't you tell i'm busy?"
he tried to use that annoyed tone he usually threw your way when you were being clingy. but you could tell he was blushing, something that didn't happen often enough if you had to be honest.
"well damn, calm down with the questions. can't someone want to talk to their pretty boyfriend?"
another laugh, a shy one this time.
"okay, stop that"
"stop what? calling you pretty? well that's what you are. pretty pretty pretty!"
"alright i'm hanging up"
"MINHO NO WAIT."
you had to call him eight more times for him to pick up a second time.
changbin ( ì°œëč )
"can you compliment me some more?"
you had just spent the last fifteen minutes telling changbin about how perfect of a man he was. and there he was asking for more? there were only so many compliments in the world. so much so that you had to think about what to say in order to not repeat yourself.
handsome you had used. super witty you went on and on about without forgetting about complimenting his dedication to living a healthy lifestyle and promoting kindness.
but then, it dawned on you. you knew just what to say.
"you're pretty."
changbin furrowed his brows.
"huh?"
"you're pretty" you repeated. "like, you're actually so pretty."
a tentative smile stretched changbin's lips.
"are you sure?" he was shy. changbin brought his hand to the back of his neck and tickled it gentlyâas if it was the first time anyone ever used the word 'pretty' to describe him.
"i am" you said without hesitation "you are super pretty, changbin. you've got pretty eyes and a pretty nose and pretty lips and pretty cheeks and and and..."
changbin laughed that silly high pitched laugh of his.
"you've got a pretty face overall."
"that's the first time i heard of it." he finally said, too shy to ask for any more compliments.
you mentally took note: in order to shut my changbin up, call him pretty.
hyunjin ( íì§ )
"what did you think the first time you saw me?"
you looked up from your book to lock eyes with his. that came out of nowhere. tilting your head to the side, you furrowed your brows.
"what do you mean?"
"like" hyunjin looked to the left, pondering how to word his question better "what was your first impression? when we first met, what did you think of me?"
"oh." you went back to your book "he's pretty."
hyunjin coughed.
"that's it?"
"did you expect me to think you were hot or cool or whatever? the first time we met you were drenched in soda and asked me for napkins, not very cool nor hot. but you were very pretty, the prettiest man i had ever seen."
a gentle smile stretched his full lips.
"do you mean that or are you being funny?"
you looked at him again, shocked. after marking the page you were at, you closed your book.
"no what do YOU mean? don't play with me hyunjin. you DO know that you're pretty, right?"
he brought his hand to his mouth but, before he could hide it, you saw his slight smirk.
"i mean..." he started.
"oh come on!"
"no like" hyunjin giggled "i'm aware it's just, i didn't think you'd think that of me. pretty? is that really the impression i gave you?"
"well cut me some slack here! you're a crazily pretty man. sometimes i just look at you for fun. for FUN, hyunjin! i am ENTERTAINED, i am having a GREAT TIME looking at your pretty face."
"okay now you don't have to be dramatic about it"
hyunjin was blushing crazily for someone so confident.
han ( í )
he was painting his nails and a look of concentration had him furrow his brow and push the tip of his tongue out of his mouth. han wanted to draw stars on each and every single one of his nails and you admired his dedication to the task.
the room smelled of both nail polish and nail polish remover. the coffee table was littered with cotton pads and q-tips drenched in acetone. the smell had your eyes water but you couldn't leave.
han was just so pretty. and you had to tell him.
"hey" you started.
"busy" jisung replied "can't mess up again."
you heard him but, it had to be said.
"you're so pretty right now."
it took him a while, maybe three or five seconds before the words registered. once he pieced it together, he looked up at you.
"huh?"
"i said, you're pretty"
"no i heard you" he started "it's just... really?"
han kept his brush above his fingers so long a droplet of pink polish splashed on his nail, ruining the design, but you didn't have the heart to point it out yet.
"yeah? you're a very pretty guy, jisung. like, your eyes for starters, insanely pretty"
he gave you a shy smile as his cheeks turned pink. you could tell he was trying to tone down his reaction from the way his leg started bouncing.
"no... you're the pretty one." he finally said.
jisung looked down at his nail and shrieked. he was going to have start over, AGAIN.
felix ( íëŠì€ )
"you're so pretty"
you weren't expecting to say that out loud but could anyone even blame you? the sun was hitting felix's face in a way that enhanced his freckles along with the gold of his skin. his long eyelashes tickled the skin under his eyes and the bitten red of his mouth made him look ethereal.
felix was, objectively, a very pretty boy.
his eyes fluttered open and your cheeks blushed pink. felix noticed and a playful smile stretched his mouth.
"d'you mean that?" he asked, his voice low and gentle.
you weren't exactly boyfriend and partner yet. you weren't anything really. something in between, something blurry but neither of you dared saying or doing anything about it. you were content with this in-between, for now.
"i do" you started and he brought a hand to your cheek, letting his thumb gently stroke your skin "you're very pretty, felix"
his smile got bigger.
"thanks" he said "you're super pretty yourself."
you swore your heart leapt out of your chest.
seungmin ( ìčëŻŒ )
"has anyone told you that you were pretty before?"
"plenty of times actually, y/n."
seungmin smiled playfully and you watched him, deadpan.
"i mean," he started "i get it. don't you?"
he giggled and you could only scoff. can't someone compliment their boyfriend and have him react normally in this economy?
"alright mister pretty boy. i guess you've heard it so much it got to your head."
another laugh, a bright one this time and you could not contain your own smile anymore. seungmin had this way of brightening every room he walked in. he always managed to have you in the best mood and make you forget all of your worries.
"oh no y/n... i beg, compliment me again. i only care when it's you that calls me pretty."
it was your turn to act. pretending to be unimpressed, you looked away.
"well. i better be!"
seungmin giggled again. and so did you.
i.n ( ììŽì )
shopping with jeongin always took hours. you were used to it at this point, but still. your feet were killing you and you had spent far more money than you had planned to.
your boyfriend had a way with compliments afterall. whatever you tried on, he loved and managed to make you love too so, purchased they were!
"how about this one?"
the fitting room's curtain quickly opened and you were met with yet another huge-pair-of-pants-and-oversized-shirt outfit. it was crazy the way jeongin managed to make them work every time.
"pretty" you said "you're pretty."
he smiled and his eyes crinkled.
"pretty?"
"mh mh" you nodded "you look super pretty. you always do but especially right now. crazily pretty, insanely pretty, gorgeously pretty. extremely pretty even. have you considered-"
jeongin cut you off, pressing a soft kiss to your lips. he giggled against your mouth as you kissed back, sending happy shivers down your back.
"okay i think i get it." he said "you're perfectly pretty too"
with that, the curtain closed again.
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summary: An aspiring journalist, you are the news editor for The Uni Chronicles; the campus newspaper, popular for delivering breaking news at the drop of a hat and providing detailed articles about the various happenings around your university. You think youâve covered every story there was to cover before youâre tasked with producing an in-depth editorial on a student whose name is on everyoneâs lipsâHwang Hyunjin.
a/n: changri are finally official and they are now an unstoppable duo đ you best bet theyâre gonna meddle in their best friendsâ love life đ€ next ch will be about their (secret) double date and itâll be written! So it might take a while for me to finish but please bear with me đ I appreciate yâallâs support and patience as always đ«¶
summary: An aspiring journalist, you are the news editor for The Uni Chronicles; the campus newspaper, popular for delivering breaking news at the drop of a hat and providing detailed articles about the various happenings around your university. You think youâve covered every story there was to cover before youâre tasked with producing an in-depth editorial on a student whose name is on everyoneâs lipsâHwang Hyunjin.
a/n: oops thereâs a slight time skip between 2 of the hyune messages bc I meant to include a photo Twitter post in between but ended up writing too much and not having enough space đ«ą anywaysâŠitâs simp hours yâall, lemme know what you think!!
summary: An aspiring journalist, you are the news editor for The Uni Chronicles; the campus newspaper, popular for delivering breaking news at the drop of a hat and providing detailed articles about the various happenings around your university. You think youâve covered every story there was to cover before youâre tasked with producing an in-depth editorial on a student whose name is on everyoneâs lipsâHwang Hyunjin.
a/n: the plot thickens! what do you think is going through ynâs head rn?? Iâd like to know! I threw in some Minho in there bc I felt that we were lacking his presence in this series a lil (aside from him barging in during the 11th chapter lol) thanks for the feedback as always yâall~ hope you like this ch!
summary: An aspiring journalist, you are the news editor for The Uni Chronicles; the campus newspaper, popular for delivering breaking news at the drop of a hat and providing detailed articles about the various happenings around your university. You think youâve covered every story there was to cover before youâre tasked with producing an in-depth editorial on a student whose name is on everyoneâs lipsâHwang Hyunjin.
a/n: just more of the idiots bein idiots, whatâs new? đ€· hyune is so lost my poor boy, but luckily Chan is there to guide this stray kid đ„Čđ„Č y/nâs pov comin up!! stay tuned~
summary: An aspiring journalist, you are the news editor for The Uni Chronicles; the campus newspaper, popular for delivering breaking news at the drop of a hat and providing detailed articles about the various happenings around your university. You think youâve covered every story there was to cover before youâre tasked with producing an in-depth editorial on a student whose name is on everyoneâs lipsâHwang Hyunjin.
a/n: bestie Ji really is the best đ„Č and Hyunjin needs to choose his next words very carefully!! Weâll see how it all goes down in the next ch~ lemme know whatcha think about the aftermath of the argument!
genre:Â angst, smut, social media au (with written parts), college au, enemies to lovers
wc: 3.7k
summary:Â An aspiring journalist, you are the news editor for The Uni Chronicles; the campus newspaper, popular for delivering breaking news at the drop of a hat and providing detailed articles about the various happenings around your university. You think youâve covered every story there was to cover before youâre tasked with producing an in-depth editorial on a student whose name is on everyoneâs lipsâHwang Hyunjin.
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It takes roughly three seconds for Hyunjin to open the door, pause for one quick glance at your figure and pull you into a hungry kiss. He wastes no time letting his hands roam all over your body, touching every possible surface and sending electric sensations straight to your core.
Heâs been waiting all night for you to come, suppressing his urges in frustration for hours. His patience has run out. Just one look at you and he couldnât hold himself back any longer. Not when you stood there before him, a picture of sensuality in your paper thin dress, legs and back fully exposed, inviting him in. He had to feel you, all of you, immediately.
And you let him. You let him have you tonight, let him kiss you, touch you, and taste you to his heartâs content. Because you wanted him to. Youâd be lying if you said you werenât anticipating this moment since he sent the text at dinner.
Steadily backing into the bedroom, your bodies intertwine in a passionate embrace, mouths eliciting warm breaths as they travel from lip to neck to chest. Hyunjin makes fast work of your dress, drawing a startled gasp from you when he slips it off.
âI thought you wanted to see me in that dress so bad. Did you not like it?â You release a breathy laugh.
âOf course I like it.â Hyunjin answers between kisses. âBut I like this more.â He motions towards your naked body.
âItâs not fair, you still have all your clothes on.â You whine, tugging at the waistband of his sweats.
Hyunjin chuckles in response. âAlways complaining, arenât we?â He obliges you by stripping himself. âBut you wonât be complaining for much longer.â
He places two fingers at your lips, parting them gently before slipping in. He watches intently as you suck them, and once they were lubricated to his liking, he places his digits between your legs instead.
You canât help but moan as he caresses your folds, spreading the wetness and steadily rubbing your clit. The pressure in your abdomen was building at an alarming rate, and you needed him to match your urgency. Attempting to intensify the friction, you grind against his fingers. Hyunjin chuckles at your neediness, but decides to indulge you nevertheless.
Momentarily releasing his grasp on your body, he goes to grab a condom. You watch as he puts it on, absentmindedly pressing your legs together in anticipation. He turns to you and hastily pushes your back against the door, one hand on your waist while the other guides his cock to your entrance.
âYou ready for me, baby?â He whispers in your ear.
You nod your head, giving him the green light. Hyunjin bucks into you with a grunt, causing you to yelp in pleasure and grab onto his shoulders for support. He starts thrusting between your legs, holding you in place while his cock hits the deepest parts of you over and over.
Your vision goes blurry as bliss overtakes you, mind going blank as you bounce on his dick.
âJ-Jinnie.â You manage to whimper. âMm cumming soon.â
âDo it baby, cum for me. Cum all over this dick.â He quickens his pace, sweat dripping down his temples as he fucks you harder.
You shriek in pleasure, nails digging into his back as you approach your high. Euphoria washes over you when you reach your peak, body trembling and eyes rolling to the back of your head.
Hyunjin watches you in awe, the raw, fucked-out expression on your face arousing him even more, knowing itâs his cock that is making you feel so good.
âAm I fucking you good, baby?â He groans into your neck. âTell me how good this dick feels.â
âS-so good, Jinnie. Your dick feels amazing.â You clench as he hits your sweet spot, drawing a moan from him.
âIâm close baby, almost there. Fuckâso tight.â Hyunjin gives one last sharp thrust, releasing into you.
âFuck, Iâm cumming, fuckk.â He buries his cock even deeper in your pussy and you know youâll feel it tomorrow.
Once he finishes, Hyunjin frees you from his grip, but you struggle to support yourself, legs wobbly from your session. He guides you to the bed where you lie down as he brings a towel to clean you up, gently dabbing your skin while pressing soft kisses to your forehead.
âDamn, Iâm tired.â You mumble, reaching for the covers.
Hyunjin watches you with amusement, but grabs your wrist before you could pull the sheets over. You look at him questioningly when he brings his face up to yours.
âBaby, weâre just getting started.â
You wake up to the early morning rays of sun seeping through the thin window curtain across the room and the sensation of bare skin sliding across your own. Tangled in a mess of arms, legs, and bedsheets, you try wriggling free of Hyunjinâs embrace, but heâs not budging, still deep asleep. You turn to face him, watching him breathe steadily with his mouth slightly agape.
Memories of last night flash across your mind, filling you with excitement at the thought. You and Hyunjin had thoroughly explored each othersâ bodies, touching, kissing, and tasting every surface. He proved to be a man of his word after all, following through with his promise to make you feel good all night. But now, he was understandably worn out from all the action. Your stirring mustâve woken him up though, as he opens his eyes to meet your gaze.
âGmorning.â He mumbles.
âGood morning.â You giggle, finding his raspy morning voice adorable.
âDid you enjoy last night?â He asks as he repositions his arm around your waist to pull you in.
âYeah I did, thanks for not kicking me out.â You laugh.
âWhy would I do that?â Hyunjin finally opens his eyes fully to give you a perplexed look. âYou really still think Iâm some heartless player, huh?â
âI mean, you were kinda an asshole when we first met.â You shrug.
âI thought I fucked away all those bad feelings by now. Do you need me to do it again?â
You playfully hit his chest. âOh my god, can you stop being horny for one minute?â
âTsk, always playing hard to get.â Hyunjin smirks. âCanât say I donât like it though.â He leans in to pepper your face with kisses.
His lips tickle your skin, turning both of you into a giggling mess. You take his face in your hands and stop his attack by planting a kiss on his lips before pulling back to look him in the eyes.
âJust so you know, being good at sex doesnât make you a good person. It might be enough to trick other girls, but you should know Iâm not as easily fooled.â You sneer.
âIs that a challenge?â
âYou think everything is a challenge.â
âThink whatever you want then. Sure, I have a reputation, and sure, I never let girls stay the night.â He pauses to lay his hand on your cheek. âBut I let you.â
Heat rises to you cheek at the sudden intimacy. âWhat, is that supposed to make me feel special or something?â
âI donât know, maybe.â
An alarm rings, snapping your attention to your phone. You turn away to check the screen, panic shooting to your chest when you realize the time.
âFuck, I gotta get to class!â You shift to get up from the bed.
Before you can make your escape, Hyunjin firmly pulls you back in place. âCâmon you really wanna leave this to go to class?â
You sigh. âI mean I donât want to, but I have to.â
âOne more round wonât hurt.â He whines.
âHyunjin, I really canât stay.â
âFine then, one more kiss at least.â
You give in to his request and place a soft kiss on his lips. As you pull away, he deepens it, running a hand through your hair to cradle your face. The softness of his lips and the warmth of his embrace almost make you reconsider skipping class, but your conscience eventually drives you to stop and finally leave the bed.
âHave fun at class, sweetheart.â Hyunjin snuggles back under the covers and gives you a wink.
You chuckle. âThanks Jinnie, Iâll see you later.â
After class, you head over to the picnic tables on campus for lunch. You spot the silhouettes of Jisung and Nari already sitting down and engaged in a lively conversation, judging by Jisungâs wild gesticulations. As you approach the table and settle down, he immediately springs a million questions on you.
âI just finished midterms and I need to let loose this weekend. Come to the bar with me please? I came with you to the party last time so you owe me!â He dramatically pouts and tugs on your arm like a toddler.
You reluctantly explain to him why this isnât a fair tradeoff. âBut Ji, you love parties.â
âBut Y/N, you love me.â He huffs, crossing his arms.
âOkay, well I canât argue that.â
âAnd plus we havenât been hanging out lately. I mean, this is the first day youâve actually showed up for lunch all week!â Jisung groans.
You sigh, he had a good point. Life was keeping you busy lately and you hadnât had much time for him. âYouâre right Ji. If itâll make you happy, then Iâll come.â
Perking up at your agreement, Jisung attacks you with a bear hug. âSWEET! How about you Nari?â
Sipping her smoothie, Nari avoids eye contact. âUm, actually I canât make it, I have plans.â
âUgh, what plans?â Jisung grumbles.
Nari hesitates, tapping her fingers on the table before deciding to come clean.
âI have a date.â
âA WHAT?â You and Jisung both shout in unison, standing up from your seats in shock.
But Nari pays you no mind, continuing to casually sip her drink and scroll through her phone.
âA date with who? You never agree to dates!â You question her.
âChangbin asked me out and I thought, what the hell, why not?â Nari shrugs.
You press her further. âWait, does that mean you like him?â
âMaybe, Iâm not sure yet.â
Youâre stunned to hear that Nari is opening up to someone romantically for the first time, or at least giving it a chance. For years, sheâs openly opposed the concept of relationships, arguing that they force people to compromise their happiness. You on the other hand, have always been a hopeless romantic, never giving up on hope of someday finding âthe oneâ regardless of how many heartbreaks you endure.
It excites you to see your friend changing her outlook. Maybe now, you can share even more personal feelings to relate over. You make note to ask her all about Changbin the next time you get the chance.
âWhat has happened to the world? Nari is going on a romantic date while Y/N actually agreed to go out drinking this weekend? Did you guys swap bodies?â Jisung exasperatedly remarks.
Nari swings an arm around him to calm him down. âChill out Ji, weâre both just having fun!â And she shoots you a wink.
You grin at her and agree. âYeah, donât make me regret agreeing to go with you to the bar.â
âYouâre right, thank you bestie.â Jisung attacks you with another hug. âOh, one more thing about the barâand please donât kill me for thisâbut apparently the soccer team goes there every weekend so we might run into Hyunjin.â
Jisung bites his lip, worried for your reaction, but you remain nonchalant. âOh, thatâs fine.â
âReally? Cool! Donât worry, Iâll protect you from that asshole and Iâll make sure he doesnât bother you.â
âY/N doesnât need protecting.â Nari remarks. âAs if youâd stand a chance against him, pipsqeak.â She mutters under her breath.
Jisung still hears her though, and the two immediately start bickering while you watch in amusement. When they finally call a truce, Jisung turns back to you with a cheeky smile.
âItâs settled then, Iâll pick you up at nineâ
Itâs Friday night, and that means itâs the time of the week when the soccer team meets up for drinks at their usual spot downtown from campus. Itâs only ten oâclock but Minho is already wasted, dancing sloppily in the crowd.
Thatâs a first, Hyunjin thinks, as he watches from the bar, a glass of whiskey in his hand. Minhoâs not typically one to let loose like that, so he mustâve had a rough week or something. Changbin on the other hand, is usually the first to get rowdy. Speaking of whichâwhere is Changbin anyway? Itâs not like him to miss a bar outing. By now, heâd normally be chatting up some girls on the dance floor but tonight heâs nowhere to be found.
Hyunjin is left pondering his friendâs whereabouts when the sound of a familiar laugh catches his ear. He turns his head toward the voice, and spots you walking through the door.
Is he seeing things? He knows this isnât your scene and you wouldnât ever voluntarily spend a Friday night out at the bar. Your head is turned away from him, so he canât make out the features on your face for certainâŠWait no, thatâs gotta be you. Hyunjin can tell by the curve of your neck, so smooth and slender, a spot he knows well. But what are you doing here?
He soon finds his answer when Jisung follows through the door behind you. The loud brunette is smiling wide as you reach to link your arm in his and walk to your table together. The both of you were giggling the whole way, evidently already buzzed before you got here. You laugh even harder when Jisung almost trips on a step, causing him to tumble into you, knocking you over into the booth. The two of you are nearly hollering as you lay on the seat with Jisungâs head on your stomach.
Thatâs fucking obnoxious. Hyunjin takes a sip of his drink, clenching his teeth at the burning sensation. Heâs seen Jisung around campus before, and always with you. Why are you guys always together? Does the guy have nothing better to do? Hyunjin is far from insecure, but seeing you attached to the hip with Jisung is nauseating to watch. Itâs annoying.
Hyunjin has never seen you laugh like this before. What on earth could Jisung possibly say to make you laugh that hard? Itâs excessive really. And even after Jisung removes himself from your body, he sits next to you at the booth, shoulder to shoulder as you review the menu, arms still linked. For christâs sake, get a room.
When it appears youâve decided on your order, Jisung leaves the table to grab the drinks. His lighthearted smile slowly drops as he approaches, when he recognizes Hyunjin leaning against the bar. Hyunjinâs expression is no better, and the two men silently eye each other as the distance closes.
âHey.â Jisung curtly greets Hyunjin.
âHey.â Hyunjin replies, looking straight ahead, not caring to make eye contact.
Jisung clears his throat. âI donât think weâve met before, Iâm Jisung.â He reaches a hand out.
Hyunjin scoffs before returning his handshake rather roughly. âYeah, I know. Y/Nâs sidekick, right?â
âWhat the hell dude? Iâm no oneâs sidekick.â Jisung immediately recoils, to which Hyunjin just rolls his eyes.
âDamn, she was right about you.â Jisung continues.
Hyunjin turns to face him. âRight about what?â
âThat youâre a complete asshole. I canât believe sheâs put up with it for so long. Itâs probably only because sheâs so professional.â The drinks finally arrive and Jisung is ready to leave the conversation when Hyunjin retorts his claim.
âI wouldnât say sheâs completely professional. Weâve done some pretty unprofessional things.â He clicks his tongue.
Jisung swiftly sets the drinks back down and gets right up in Hyunjinâs face. âThe fuck are you going on about? Donât talk down on my friend like that.â
âWhat? You mad because Iâm the one fucking Y/N and youâre not?â
âAre you insane? I swear to god if I hear you say Y/Nâs name one more timeââ
A loud commotion brings your attention to the bar. It had been a while since Jisung left, and you were starting to wonder what was taking him so long. You find your answer when you spot him and Hyunjin in what appears to be a verbal altercation, red in the face and both glaring at each other. As Jisungâs hand gestures get more and more aggressive, you make a beeline to the boys in fear that the confrontation might escalate.
âHow many times do I need to tell you to keep her name out of your mouth?â Jisung points a finger into Hyunjinâs chest.
âHow many times do I need to tell you that I donât take orders from a noisy guard dog?â
âThe only dog here is you.â
You insert yourself between the arguing duo, but they pay you no attention, still staring holes into each other.
âCan you guys calm down? Youâre gonna get us kicked out.â You hiss.
âIâm not leaving until this jackass takes back what he said.â Jisung all but spits.
âThatâs not happening.â
âI swear, Iâm gonna make you regret ever saying shit about Y/N.â
âYeah? Iâd like to see you try.â Hyunjin snickers.
âWait, what do I have to do with this?â You look back and forth between the two boys, thoroughly confused.
Jisung pushes you aside to get a clear path to launch himself at Hyunjin, who is equally fired up. Seeing the imminent danger arising, you cling onto his arm and pull him away from the blonde, into a tight hug. Hyunjin scoffs in disbelief, his anger rising as he watches you embrace your friend.
âY/N let go, youâre gonna get hurt.â Jisung tries to pry you off but you donât budge.
âSo are you if you try to fight people at the bar!â You yell into his chest. âPlease Jisung, just take a step outside and cool off, Iâll be right out and we can leave this place.â
He looks down at your begging eyes and slumps his shoulders in surrender. With a sigh, he agrees to leave, but not without one last word.
âCome out quickly, okay? Donât waste your time with this piece of garbage.â He gives Hyunjin a final glare before exiting.
You turn back to Hyunjin who is somehow even more enraged than before. Heâs staring at you like you murdered his whole family, which automatically puts you in defense mode.
âAre you done cuddling with your little sidekick?â He mutters.
Unsure what Hyunjin is implying with his comment, you brush it off and get straight to the point.
âWhy the hell are you screaming at my friend?â
âYour friend was the one who attacked me first.â Hyunjin hisses, angrily running a hand through his hair. âHe probably got jealous after I told him weâre fucking.â
Your heart drops.
âYOU WHAT?â
Hyunjin is visibly annoyed by your reaction and continues sipping his drink.
âHyunjin what the fuck? You canât go telling people our private business.â
âIt wasnât like I was flaunting it, he pushed me to say it.â
âI donât fucking care, you shouldnât have said anything.â Feeling a migraine coming on, you hold your head in anguish.
âWhy does it have to be a secret? Isnât he your best friend? Why doesnât he know?â Hyunjin questions.
âBecause Hyunjin, I get to choose who I tell these things to, not you.â
âAre you embarrassed or something?â He pauses, gauging your reaction. âYou really do think Iâm an asshole. You think all Iâm capable of is one night stands donât you? That I just use women and donât give a fuck about their feelings.â
Hyunjin crosses his arms, waiting for your answer. You still canât understand why heâs mad at you when heâs the one who made the mistake of exposing your secret. This was the first conversation youâve had all night, and itâs been hostile from the get go. You hadnât done anything to deserve this kind of treatment.
âWell, am I wrong?â
A switch turns inside of him when he hears your words. His enraged demeanor goes soft for a moment, as if he had expected you to disagree, as if he was hurt. But he promptly gathers himself and resumes his callous attitude.
âNope. Youâre absolutely right.â Hyunjin plainly states, refusing to look at you.
You realize how insensitive your reply was and try to take back your words.
âHyunjin, Iââ
âThatâs exactly what I amâan asshole. You said it yourself, itâs not easy to fool you.â He cuts you off before you can say anything.
âI guess, all the times I tried to cheer you up, to make you feel betterâthat was just to get in your pants, right?â Youâre speechless as he continues.
âAnd to think I put in all that effort to actually be nice to you, when at the end of the day, youâre just an uptight wannabe who canât even think for herself.â
His last words were laced with venom, filled with anger and spite. At least they felt that way, as the hostility struck your veins like poison. You start to tear up. The sting was too painful to hold in. What had you done to deserve this treatment from him? All this time you had started to open your guarded heart, only to allow Hyunjin full reign to wound you even more. What a mistake that was.
Wiping your tears away, you stand firm. You give one last glance at Hyunjin, whose head is hung in defeat, brows knitted with grief. What did he have to be upset about? Heâs the one who said all those hurtful things.
With a sharp inhale, you pick yourself up to leave. Hyunjin finally looks up at you, but doesnât say another word. You have one last comment, though.
âYou really are an asshole, and I was a fool to ever think otherwise.â
It hurts you to say, but only because it is really how you feel. You wish it wasnât true. You wished so badly for so long that your doubts about him were wrong. But once again, your intuitions have never failed you, so with a heavy heart, you leave.
a/n: Iâm sorry yâall đ«Ł das all I gotta say đ€§
summary: An aspiring journalist, you are the news editor for The Uni Chronicles; the campus newspaper, popular for delivering breaking news at the drop of a hat and providing detailed articles about the various happenings around your university. You think youâve covered every story there was to cover before youâre tasked with producing an in-depth editorial on a student whose name is on everyoneâs lipsâHwang Hyunjin.
summary: An aspiring journalist, you are the news editor for The Uni Chronicles; the campus newspaper, popular for delivering breaking news at the drop of a hat and providing detailed articles about the various happenings around your university. You think youâve covered every story there was to cover before youâre tasked with producing an in-depth editorial on a student whose name is on everyoneâs lipsâHwang Hyunjin.
a/n: a lil more spice for ya life đ things are getting a bit steamy oooo :0 lemme know what yâall think of the relationship dynamics changing đ§ thank you as always for the feedback~
summary:Â An aspiring journalist, you are the news editor for The Uni Chronicles; the campus newspaper, popular for delivering breaking news at the drop of a hat and providing detailed articles about the various happenings around your university. You think youâve covered every story there was to cover before youâre tasked with producing an in-depth editorial on a student whose name is on everyoneâs lipsâHwang Hyunjin.
a/n: a deeper dive into their feewingss~ how will it play out when they see each other next?? weâll have to see hehe please share your thoughts guys!
summary:Â An aspiring journalist, you are the news editor for The Uni Chronicles; the campus newspaper, popular for delivering breaking news at the drop of a hat and providing detailed articles about the various happenings around your university. You think youâve covered every story there was to cover before youâre tasked with producing an in-depth editorial on a student whose name is on everyoneâs lipsâHwang Hyunjin.
a/n: had some free time and inspo today so I cranked this baby out! I hope yâall enjoy it, and thank you for being so patient with me and the irregular updates đ„ș I enjoy writing this series so much so Iâll try my best to update when I can! also, I finally fixed Changbinâs messages to turn green since so many of yâall clocked me for that đ please let me know your thoughts on this one! I love reading all your feedback đ„č
Be kinder to everyone. You never know whatâs going on behind doors. Love your family a little more everyday and spend the most time with your friends because you never know. When there is love there is no darkness. May these angels rest in peace.
Please remember that kpop idols are humans and they go through tribulations. Theyâre not just machines, every mean word you say about them they hear it one way or another. Treat them with kindness.
Edited: Also, we also don't know what health tribulations they are going through (not just mental health). Just treat everyone with kindness and try to help people who are affected by this. Big or small, just try to help them out the best you can. Moonbin no matter what showed off kindness and held Arohas close to his heart. He loved Astro so much and always showed off his love to his members and to the fans. I'm still processing this whole thing and I sound like I'm rambling but I just need to get my feelings out because I'm having a hard time with this. I can't imagine what Moonbin's family and friends are going through. I kept watching Moon Sua with Moonbin and just how much she looked up to him and the love they shared between each other. The reason she became an idol was because of her older brother. I'm sending prayers and healing in this time to everyone affected and especially to his family and friends. Please just send love to each other
