to be alone;

"Be unstoppable. Be a force of nature." {Independent, multi-verse and multi-fandom Cristina Yang; both mun and muse are 18+.} Tracking: drsurgeryjunkie

[minacixusarchived-blog]

send me ❤ and I will bold all that applies to your muse

I would kill for you. • I would make love to you. • I would fuck you. • I would protect you. • I would hurt you for a selfish cause. • I wish we had more in common. • I want nothing to do with you. • I want to see you cry. • I want a future with you. • I want to destroy your future. • I do not care what you do. • I am indifferent towards you. • I want children with you. • I love you ( platonically ) • I love you ( romantically ) • I love you like family. • You are my family. • I could fall in love with you. • I would lie for you. • I would fight by your side. • I will never let you go. • I would hold you while you cried. • I would hug you. • I want to kiss you. • I would stay by your bedside if you were ill. • I want to fall asleep with you in my arms. • I want to forget you. • I will never forget you. • I only want to make you proud. • I wish I could make you happy. • You deserve nothing. • I will never forgive you. • You confuse me.

inspired by here.

[ameliaisms]

“It’s kind of my  thing.  Part of my  charm, you  know?  Those  people  just  need to grow  a  sense of  humor.  Not my fault if they don’t see how  hilarious  I am.  Any- way,  Mer’s  fine.  She  left a  note.  I am sure  she  will  be  back  eventually.  God knows she left  enough  of the kids’ toys around for me to trip over. I f she wanted to be found, she would’ve already called.”

[drsurgeryjunkie]

“Hey, I can’t judge, like I said, I’d probably do the same. Hilarious, yeah, I’m sure. Look-- I get that  you’re fine or whatever but Mere is not fine. She is the furthest thing from fine AND she’s alone. She is my person and I’m hers and if I  need to go to freakin’ Africa and  through the Congo or some crappy jungle, I will. Mere needs... someone. She’ll call, sure, but by then I might be 87 years old and a drunk.”

[derek-shephxrd]

Derek’s eyebrow arched up. “Wow and I thought I had a big ego- and hey no need to bruise it. “

[drsurgeryjunkie]

“You do, that’s why I’m taking  you down a few notches. It’s part of my charm. I’m not trying to bruise it, just poke it, anyways.”

[intrcpidgrey]

drsurgeryjunkie liked this for a starter

“I need a sign that things are going to change, I need a reason to go on, I just need some hope. — And in the absence of hope I need to stay in bed and feel like I might die today.” 

[drsurgeryjunkie]

“Have I told you today that you’re being overdramatic? Either way, move over, if you’re laying here  all day, I’m joining you.”

[dcubleoseven-blog]

drsurgeryjunkie liked a post for a starter

“do you know why we’re doing this?”

[drsurgeryjunkie]

“-- I don’t know why you’re  doing that but I’m definitely not going wherever you’re going, Bambi.”

[oftrepidation-deactivated201603]

“It’s not my fault you can’t knock!”

[drsurgeryjunkie]

“I have to knock in my own  apartment? Since when? Nope, not doing it. Besides, I’ve already seen it all now.  You’ve got nothing to hide.”

[fcrryboats]

“– OLD TIMER? Really? I’ll admit you’ve piqued my curiosity, but I’m a little hung up on this old thing. You can apologize by telling me what’s oh, so exciting in the ER.”

[drsurgeryjunkie]

“You heard me, Geezer-- or did you turn your hearing aid down? Apologize? Don’t think of it as  an apology, think of it as more of a favor. There’s a guy down there who has not one, not two, but three metal bars in him. THREE, Derek!”

[drsurgeryjunkie]

armyforged replied to your post:out of surgery Doing a rewatch of GA because I...

jump with me on the “Feels while rewatching s5” train

WHY DO WE DO THIS TO OURSELVES?

[drsurgeryjunkie]

out of surgery

Doing a rewatch of GA because I hate myself.

[capkidd]

Crowen: a summary (insp.)

[oftrepidation-deactivated201603]

drsurgeryjunkie

“A little privacy would be nice.”

[drsurgeryjunkie]

“You’ve GOT to be kidding me. Again? I swear, your nakedness seeks me out.”

[april-kepner]

[drsurgeryjunkie]

tv meme: 7 friendships · meredith grey, alex karev, george o’malley, izzie stevens & cristina yang “We stick together, we all did this. Nobody’s a victim. We stick together.”

[littlespacewolf-remade-deactiva]

May 3-9 is National Anxiety and Depression Awareness Week! 

Here is an anxiety awareness ribbon (teal) and a depression awareness ribbon (green) for your blog! With awareness week coming up, I would like to remind anyone suffering from depression and/or anxiety that you are not alone in this battle. We will stand as one and always be there to support each other.

[ameliaisms]

drsurgeryjunkie

[ameliaisms]

          “Nothing amps up the  party like a            dead  brother, huh?  I don’t  know            where  Meredith went. She  kinda            just  d i s a p p e a r e d after the            service.”

[drsurgeryjunkie]

“You’re beginning to sound about as morbid as me-- and trust me  some people don’t think that’s a compliment. Yeah, I’m here to  visit Alex, see if we can find anything. See if we can get her and the kids back. This is just what Mere does. It's what she knows.”

[derek-shephxrd]

drsurgeryjunkie

“You’re a hell of a surgeon Yang, but I’m sure you already 

                                                                                            know that.” 

[drsurgeryjunkie]

“Oh, please, Derek, tell me something I don’t already know. -- You’re good at your boring neuro stuff, too, if it makes you feel better.”

[drsurgeryjunkie]

open--

[rothane]

“Wrong answer. Looks  like you’re out of luck.”

[drsurgeryjunkie]

“You wouldn’t really let me starve, would you? Come on, I’ll actually listen this time. Well, unless by some miracle my pager goes off. I swear cardio isn’t boring ever, just when you’re waiting on a  heart or two to give out. That’s a drag.”

[fcrryboats]

“If you say so – not that I completely disagree with you. But it’s not ALWAYS the case, you know? Really, it was just an innocent ‘hello’, no strings attached.”

[drsurgeryjunkie]

“For now. But that’ll change very quickly when you hear about the cool surgery coming through the ER. You may be an old-timer but that  down there is probably the coolest thing to be in your presence.”