the fixing of your hair while the other isn't watching, the nervousness, the lingering 'friendly' touches, the not-so-subtle longing gazes, the confusion of not knowing if the other one is into you as much as you are or if they see you just as friends and nothing more...bella captured that scaring feeling of wishing it to be real and not just in your head so well, and then to end it all like that, i'm broken. this tv show is destroying me week after week














