𝕨𝕚𝕔𝕜𝕖𝕕 𝕡𝕝𝕦𝕞

ᴡɪᴄᴋᴇᴅ ᴅᴀʀᴋ ᴘʟᴜᴍ. ᴅʀᴜꜱɪʟʟᴀ. ᴀɴɢᴇʟ'ꜱ ᴘᴇʀꜰᴇᴄᴛ ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀᴘɪᴇᴄᴇ. ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴜꜰꜰʏᴠᴇʀꜱᴇ. ᴡʀɪᴛᴛᴇɴ ʙʏ ᴄʟᴀᴜᴅɪᴀ.

[drusllas]

PINNED POST. well hello and welcome to my drusilla roleplay blog from the buffyverse, strictly show canon. REBOOTED 26.01.2021. For those who don’t know drusilla, please read this google doc for key information. MY NAME IS CLAUDIA, you can call me clau, calu, mama, i don’t know. SHE/HER PRONOUNS. i’m latina, from uruguay so english isn’t my first language, bare with me. Find me on discord since I account jump a lot at mamabear#6315 .

IMPORTANT LINKS:

𝙰𝙱𝙾𝚄𝚃 𝙳𝙾𝙲 -  all in one google doc with about, rules and background information. doc will be updated frequently. 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙾 - most recent promo, if you can share it, please and thank you!

[drusllas]

slap me so i make starters and replies.

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STARTER   CALL.   like   for   a   starter   from   drusilla,   if   you   have   any   idea   or   a   prefered   season   (btvs   s2-s5,   ats   s2   or   post   series),   let   me   know   and   if   not,   I   will   choose   one   myself.

[leneemusing]

more angst for you losers

“  how could i possibly trust you again after…everything?  ” “  won’t you at least let me try to make things better?  ” “  please don’t look at me like that.  ” “  stop trying to fix me.  ” “  i thought i could save you. but you can’t pull someone out of a storm if they won’t even take your hand.  ” “  what aren’t you telling me?  ” “  you’re right, you are a monster.  ” “  i keep waiting for you to hurt me.  ” “  how long until you realize i’m here to stay?  ” “  please don’t apologize, because then i won’t be able to help but forgive you and i’m not ready to do that yet.  ” “  sometimes i feel like you’re just waiting for an excuse to leave. ” “  i don’t feel safe here anymore. nowhere feels safe. ” “  i won’t let you ruin us. you’re scared of this but you don’t have to be. ” “  one of these days you’re going to push so hard i won’t be able to pull myself back to you again. ” “  your eyes always look so lost. ” “  loving you is killing me. ” “  i feel like i can’t breathe when you’re not here. ” “  i don’t hate you. but i can’t be in love with you anymore. ” “  why are you looking at me like that? ” “  what happens when i finally fuck up and you finally have to see me for what i am? ” “  i’m scared to let myself want you. ” “  why can’t i be enough? ” “  why won’t you let me help you? why won’t you let me close? ” “  just stay still. let me hold you. ” “  i won’t let you push me away this time. ” “  if you’re so intent on going down this path, then i’m coming with you. ” “  i miss the way you used to smile at me. ” “  i need you. and i hate that i do. ” “  i need to know that you’ll be okay. if something happens to me… ” “  you’re not the person i fell in love with anymore. ” “  why won’t you just let me go? i’m not worth it. ” “  please don’t go. ” “  if you can’t do it for yourself, then do it for me. do it because i need you. ” “  i can’t fix it this time. ” “  do you know how hard it was to let you go? ” “  i don’t think i’ll ever be over you. ” “  i can’t be angry. i’m too tired. i just want it to be over.  ”

[buffythevampireslayersposts-dea]

[drusllas]

thinking of dru's hurt expression after spike hurt her to save buffy 🥺🥺

[drusllas]

rip other girls but dru is different, she would appreciate a man who kidnaps her and tortures her to get her affection.

[bisummers]

btvs ladies’ calendar | october (drusilla)

“the Bat that flits at close of Eve has left the brain that won’t believe…” (x)

[sagamemes]

more angst & post angst sentences.    since this is the meme i see the most on my own rp dash, have a part two of sentences indicative of trauma and pain, past or present. feel free to edit the sentences to your own needs as you wish.

“ what happened to her? ”

“ is this it? ”

“ duty before love. ”

“ you were gone. ”

“ i keep seeing you. ”

“ please, don’t tell him. ”

“ i need to get you warm. listen, you’re gonna want to go to sleep, but i can’t let you do that, okay? just stay with me, stay with me—! ”

“ she figured it out. ”

“ you were too late. ”

“ i don’t want you apologies, i want my [relation] back! ”

“ i told you! why didn’t you listen?! ”

“ it’s me—wait! …please don’t hang up. ”

“ they gave me a new life. ”

“ and you believed them? ”

“ don’t… don’t touch me. ”

“ could you, for once, think about everyone you’re gonna leave behind if–/when/ you finally get yourself killed? ”

“ it’s nothing personal. ”

“ you’re going to have to kill me yourself. ”

“ it’s always been just you and me. you and me. no one else. ”

“ the worst punishment for a parent is to bury their child. ”

“ lie to me. ”

“ i already have [name] risking their job for me. i can’t risk anyone else. ”

“ you kill me, you’ll never find [name]. ”

“ he has [name]. ”

“ i don’t care what happens to me. do it to save yourself. ”

“ i—-i can’t breath…! ”

“ if /your/ family was being threatened, you’d do anything to save them. ”

“ i needed to learn how to never be afraid again. ”

“ please—just pull the knife out! ”

“ why do you own a gun? ”

“ i don’t know who to trust anymore. ”

“ you’ll fuck me but you won’t [go out with/date/marry] me. ”

“ we need to stop this. it’s too risky… and i can’t lose you. ”

“ i carried your coffin! ”

“ don’t follow me. ”

“ i’m mad at god. ”

“ none of it was real. i was just doing my job. ”

“ why didn’t you tell me you were hurt?! ”

“ i was the only survivor. ”

“ i never met her. ”

“ you choose your family, but it doesn’t change the fact that i’m still 50% him. ”

“ she’ll kill you if you don’t get out. ”

“ not if i kill him first. ”

[drusllas]

STARTER   CALL.   like   for   a   starter   from   drusilla,   if   you   have   any   idea   or   a   prefered   season   (btvs   s2-s5,   ats   s2   or   post   series),   let   me   know   and   if   not,   I   will   choose   one   myself.

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klarsynt​:

             head tilts slightly into her touch,  almost an instinct really.  a smile graces his lips  “  you’re already prettiest one,  my love.  ”  still,  he does enjoy buying  (  or stealing  )  her new things.  she’s always so delighted.  emi’s hand moves to her hair and carefully runs through her dark locks.  “  besides looking as beautiful as the stars,  how should we be prepared for this party?  ”  he inquires.  it’s always unpredictable with her visions.  it could all be a figment of her mind,  even something mundane like a meteor shower.  or there could be impending doom from some new demon desperate to make a name for themselves.  one can never tell and maybe that keeps things interesting,  at least. 

“am I a princess, then? a long dress that hugs my body. Feels like death.“ A dress too tight and too pretty for her, but drusilla does not care. Eyes close upon careful touch and lips press together into a quiet purr. “a new player will come, we must get ready to even up the score, my pet. he is all games and no work, makes daddy very pleased.” so many things where going to happen soon, it makes drusilla beam with the prospect of it all. Hands make their way up, from his shoulders to the back of his neck, playing with short hair between her fingers.

[starryeyesxx]

[drusllas]

@mosiaks​ said:❝ are you coming to bed ? ❞ from Spike ( @slaiyedher )   𝙹𝚄𝙽𝙾 𝚂𝚃𝙴𝙴𝙻 & 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚂𝙷𝙰𝙳𝙾𝚆𝚂 𝙾𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚂𝙷𝙸𝙿 ( 𝙿𝚁𝚃 𝟷 )

THE LLULLEBY STOPS, sway of hips at ease at the ringing sound of his voice, like a song made for her, dru turns around, the doll pressed by her side as she holds it with dear grace, long nails dragging over porcelain skin, creating a sharp sound that sounds like a screech. It makes her grin, Red painted lips curve into that familiar playful smile. “Will you tie me as you used to? Sweet boy been naughty, all fun and no games with princess.” And her feet, bare and delicate walk closer to his side, gentle purr as she drops the doll to the ground, another sharp cracking sound before her hand is extended to spike. “My tummy’s sick. That girl tasted funny and now she is screamin’ inside my tummy.”

[jaynedits]

𝙹𝚄𝙽𝙾 𝚂𝚃𝙴𝙴𝙻 & 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚂𝙷𝙰𝙳𝙾𝚆𝚂 𝙾𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚂𝙷𝙸𝙿 ( 𝙿𝚁𝚃 𝟷 )

❝  i don’t think an apology is too goddamn much to ask for! ❞  

❝  it isn’t an apology, it’s a lie ! ❞  

❝  i didn’t do anything wrong ! ❞ 

❝  you were supposed to be on lookout ! what the hell happened ?! ❞ 

❝  i was just asking a question ! ❞ 

❝  i said that’s enough ! ❞  

❝  i warned you that this would get complicated, and now that it has, you can’t go running to mommy. ❞ 

❝  tell them that and see how long they stay. you’re damaged goods. ❞ 

❝  you’re damaged goods. ❞ 

❝  are you alright ? ❞ 

❝  i have to be alone, private time. ❞ 

❝  we’ll always be together. ❞ 

❝  and it’s exhausting, i’m just tired … ❞  

❝  you’re still awake ? ❞ 

❝  are you coming to bed ? ❞  

❝  i can take care of myself. ❞ 

❝  she left you. ❞ 

❝  she left you , about time too. ❞ 

❝  i said shut up ! ❞ 

❝  i don’t know a thing, except i’m really creeped out. ❞ 

❝  now i’m really sweating. ❞ 

❝  the hell are you doing here ? ❞ 

❝  you pulled a knife ! ❞ 

❝  the hell was that ?! ❞ 

❝  i’ll deal with you later. ❞ 

❝  uh … hi big guy. ❞ 

❝  come inside and close the door, quickly. ❞ 

❝  there is an alien aboard this ship. ❞ 

❝  do you have literally any proof of this alien theory ?! ❞ 

❝  yeah, okay, we broke them, what do you want from me ? ❞ 

❝  alright, storytime’s been fun, but i’m going to bed. ❞ 

❝  why the hell were you awake and walking the halls at one in the morning ? ❞ 

❝  i was just y’know … thinking … about things. ❞ 

❝  did you hear that ?! ❞ 

❝  slow down ! i’m right behind you ! ❞ 

❝  it’s okay, you’re safe now. ❞ 

❝  if you’re trying to tell me i’m a lunatic, just spit it out already ! ❞ 

❝  oh, wow, i am shouting like super loud, aren’t i ? ❞ 

❝  oh no. no, no, no… ❞  

❝  w … what the hell ? did you see that ? ❞  

❝  why the hell didn’t you say anything ?! ❞  

❝  i thought … i didn’t think you’d believe me. ❞ 

❝  do you believe me ? ❞  

[drusllas]

STARTER   CALL.   like   for   a   starter   from   drusilla,   if   you   have   any   idea   or   a   prefered   season   (btvs   s2-s5,   ats   s2   or   post   series),   let   me   know   and   if   not,   I   will   choose   one   myself.

[starryeyesxx]

She’s dancing. Dancing with death.

[drusllas]

post s7 dru would just pout at spike and avoid.