this Is a stupid thing I wrote after my ex boyfriend and best friend told me he'd like to date me again
(we broke up 3 years ago and it was what was best for the time )
I just felt like getting this out into the world so I thought id post it here
You told me you’d date me yesterday
You told me you’d choose me
And now I can’t stop thinking
Do you love me like I do ?
Or do you love me like I love everyone else ?
Because I love you in an impossible way
I love you in a way that makes me want to scream
I love you in a way that means I can’t breathe without you
I love you in a fairytale way
i love you in a way that drives me crazy
And I know this is the type of thing you probably don’t care about
How much I love you I mean
and i know you probably dont
But do you love me like I do?
Or do you love me like I love everyone else ?
yesterday You said you like me
it felt like a dream come true
but I can’t help but think
Will it ever turn into love again
Or will I always just be your friend
I need to know because we’ve done this before
Said we loved each other
But did you mean that
Did you mean every ‘I love you’
In every good morning
Did you love me like I do ?
Or did you love me like I love everyone else ?
The difference here is I never stopped
And you did
Ive loved you for years
And Ive never gotten tired of it
How could I
i could be with you every moment of every day
and never get tired of it
i could never get tired of you
Could you love me like I do ?
Or will you always you love me like I love everyone else ?
Loving everyone else is hard
Loving everyone else is a chore
But Loving you is as easy as breathing
I want you
I want you to love me like I do
I want you to love me in an impossible way
In a way that makes you sit there
And think about how you could possibly love someone that much
Because I love you like that
and im sorry im doing this
im sorry i love you
im sorry i want you to love me
because its selfish but i cant stop
Do you love me like I do ?
Or do you love me like I love everyone else ?
the questions ill never ask because
i dont know what id do if you said you didnt
its not that i think that you do
but i like to think about the possibility
that somehow you could love me like i love you