read my pinned before interacting!! hi hey hello im rose call me rosie!!! im a 19y/o trans girl thing, this is a semi-nsfw blog so minors and ageless blogs please dni. also transphobes, homophobes, etc. etc. you get the drift. and plspls ask before calling me anything i haven't already called myself on here, especially in dms. queen of refrigerator magnet erotica.
hey hi hello please read this its important info!!
about!!!
what is this? who am i?
hi hi hi!!! finally caved and made an nsfw/kink altblog. no i will not be linking this to my main blog even if u know me there. i doubt im ever gonna post anything thats just outright sexual here bc im acespec and not really into that stuff very much [lol. lmao even. me when my ex was actually just Like That™. me when i find out that not being forced to be a domme when i am not up for that actually results in me not feeling like shit in scenes. lmfao. thank the lord for my new partners.] but like kink is such a fun topic so that'll come up a lot. also for the record, this is not a "men dni" page but i am generally sapphic.
call me (Miss) Rose, or rosie if you wanna be dommy about it ^-^ my pronouns are she/her (in english) and ella (en español), i'm a 19y/o trans girl, and i've been diagnosed with adhd, autism and tourettes, among other things.
also, as of october 30th, 2024, i am a voice actress!!! my audios are posted on my audio website!!! i do take commissions/script fills and offer live sessions (see the "tools" page on my site for rules and prices and stuff) and im also happy to take suggestions for audios you would enjoy, so if you have an idea, shoot me an ask or a dm!!
all of my links (including the ones to my Discord server and the site where you can see my lewds!!!) are on my website, check it out!
Rosie Petals' Homepage
and uhhh dunno what else i was gonna say. plspls send me asks i love the attention!!! i'll leave anons on until it becomes a problem~ anyways uh yeah! enjoy!
please read below the break for more information, especially if you plan on interacting with this blog!!
claimed anons: 💙💛
where you can reach me:
here, obviously, though tumblr dms are pretty bad. on the bright side this is like zero effort. you're on tumblr, im on tumblr, yay
simplex! you can click that link to add me, and if you don't have simplex it'll explain to you how to set it up, which is super duper easy. it's really really great privacy wise!! i would very much appreciate it if you send me a tumblr dm telling me your simplex display name so that i know who's who.
discord. my discord tag is the same as my url here
here are some posts that are significant to me for one reason or another
this blog is a persona, a ranty short essay about identity, emotional freedom, masking and what it really means to know Me
my first real audio post!! oh my goddess this was so exciting!!!
on fear regarding human domestication guide, and on my hope to someday overcome it
regarding my roommate, myrrh
as of writing (2024-11-08), myrrh (murmur unless you have been given permission to use the prior! check baa pinned before interacting with bah!) and i are now comfortable interacting on tumblr. this is awesome because discussing kink as an interest is great and ba's my bestie, but i need to make this incredibly clear:
we are strictly platonic! we are not dating, we are not fwb, we do not do any kinky or sexual stuff together at all and never will. we chat about kink and sometimes make jokes about it at each other's expense, but we are friends who live together, not partners. do not insinuate otherwise, it makes both of us very uncomfortable.
as of writing (2024-12-06), myrrh and i are dating. funny how that happens.
An important note about dominance...
If you're exclusively a dom(me) you can skip this, otherwise I would appreciate it if you could at least skim it.
i do not like the expectation that i will be dominant at any given time, but I do enjoy showing some dominance sometimes, in some situations. I do enjoy being a brat, when I'm not already feeling really subby but want to be put in my place.
Hell, I do enjoy hypnotizing people. A lot, actually. I've been a hypnotist (in both a purely for fun way and occasionally a kink way depending on the person) for a relatively large number of people over the past several years, including in person for a handful of people, though much less so in the past year or so. I even make files now, and it's really really fun.
The problem is, I get burnt out very quickly if I force myself to be dominant when my brain isn't just doing it spontaneously. How do I know? In past relationships my partners saw me as a switch, and expected me to dominate them at least as much as they dominated me. I really can't do that. My dominance is as much within my control as my hyperfixations — I can make good use of it when it's there, but when it's not there there's nothing I can do to force it, and trying to do so inevitably leads to stress, exhaustion and burnout. I also very much tend towards submission. I think of my default state as being submissive towards domme-aligned people who I trust. My dominance comes out with certain people some of the time.
One of my best friends, @enchantress-arc, often talks about what she describes as "blood in the water," where she'll suddenly go from her usual mood of "lightly and casually dominant but mostly just hanging out" to "super dominant and excited to break someone" after something small triggers it, like a sub calling her by an honorific in a certain tone, or a different domme showing off a shared sub. That effect applies to me too, and I love it as a way to describe my own dominance. There are certain things, like my beautiful blossom calling me by the honorific I've given her in the right tone, that occasionally trigger a ton of dominance. Most of the time, however, that's not the case.
For all of these reasons and more, please understand that I am not able to be dominant whenever I want, for whoever I want, in whatever way I want. This shouldn't even have to be said, but do not DM me expecting anything more than chatting and maybe some light teasing if you're lucky.
On a final note, when it comes to paid sessions, I am obviously not able to just hop on a call at the drop of a hat. If you want a paid session, please talk to me about it so that I can find time in my schedule and so that we can work out what you want from the session. I am human and as much as I love what I do here I also have a life outside of kink, so please respect that.
some notes for the page!
if ive tagged a post with #pull my trigger! then that means im ok with ppl playing with my brain in the notes!! otherwise, please just message me directly. im always okie with dms.
posts with #mean rosie on them have me teasing/messing with/bullying (in a /lh way) other people~ don't ask me to do this to you unless it's like a reblog responding to me doing that to you or smth. i don't usually enjoy showing dominance like that. sometimes im just the flavor of brat that likes to tease people. other times i do kinda feel a little bit dominant but. meh. even then ill pretty much always slip down into good girl mode on the spot if anyone shows any dominance towards me, usually even more so than i would normally.
posts tagged #angel rosie are ones that make me really happy and subby~
#rosie rambles and #rosie rants go on serious/out of theme posts, with the latter being for emotionally heavy or otherwise grating ones
#rosie speaks goes on all my audios~
#rosie pics goes on pics of meeeeeee >////<
plspls ask me about my triggers, my kinks, etcetc!!! i love getting told to answer questions >w<
dni list
any adult is free to view my page. minors, please leave. im serious. that said, there are certain things that will get you blocked from interacting with my page, so if your blog falls into any of these categories please kindly just look, don't touch.
agepl@y
terfs, and anyone else who doesn't think trans women are women
s!ssy, crossdressing and detrans themed pages. i have nothing against you for liking that stuff, but it makes me really uncomfortable because of some past experiences. please dni.
blank blogs, no age in bio or pinned, blogs that seem to just be spam reblogging everything, etc. sometimes this is case by case — "18+" is usually not chill, but "20s" or "30s" usually is. if you have nothing at all that's a nope. having a pfp is important, by the way.
blogs that just spam ai generated pictures. im sure youre chill, but ai pictures take the humanity out of your blog and frankly just look bad. posting one here or there on an otherwise human blog is thin ice, but i care a little less when there's other content too, as long as your other content is good.
my kinks, my limits
obviously im very very into hypnosis, especially intelligence play (aka dumbification), especially especially when there are bimbo themes involved. im also into everything on this list (in no particular order), but its definitely not exhaustive because theres things ive never tried before. please try new things on me!
light/medium bondage
pet play (as a kitty or a bunny, totes open to others but those are ones i luv)
spanking and other light pain, including light scratching/marking
being groped
praise and degradation, especially when its condescending
gentle doms (not that other styles are bad, but gentle+manipulative+condescending+possessive is my favorite)
i have a voice kink for certain types of voices. generally my favorites are deep femme voices with really soft tones that get sharp to add emphasis to certain words like "drop" or "now". i also sometimes like higher softer masc voices, but deep or rough masc voices make me uncomfortable most of the time. if you want me to give you examples of hypnotists on the internet whose files i like, please send an ask or dm me.
when im in control (especially when it's about my audios!!!), i love being told how i make you feel, what you think of me, etc, so go on, feed my ego ;)
sooo yeah!! next are my soft limits — things i don't necessarily love but can tolerate in an otherwise fun context. please ask before acting on these because i would generally prefer to avoid them.
hypno audios narrated by text to speech — most of them are just grating and i can't relax with them.
"brainwashing" files that are just someone saying the same thing over and over with no induction or deepener or triggers or anything to put me under. i need to be in trance before that stuff does anything.
"hypnosis audios" that have loud music, or where the script is turned into a song. i've heard it done well maybe once or twice, i've heard it done wrong a million times.
hypnosis content as long form videos, especially when i need to read text in the video. my eyes get exhausted from staring at a screen for too long. i really really prefer audio, and text is good too, but videos longer than a couple minutes are rough.
dick pics - most are bad and the good ones are usually boring, and if you send me one unsolicited you will probably be blocked on the spot, so please just ask first.
and finally, here are my hard limits. please don't bring these things up. full stop. these are non-negotiable.
everything on my dni list
heavy/intense pain
blood, knives/sharps, heavy scratching/marking
extended degradation with no praise (i start having genuine self image issues past a certain point - i like being degraded, having my behavior changed, and then being praised as a reinforcement mechanism. if you're just being mean for the sake of being mean it'll just make me sad)
feeding kink stuff - idk, it just bothers me, same with a lot of other things involving food in kink.
there used to be a list of hypno triggers here but it got so out of date that i just like removed it, sorries lol
im so cool and neurotypical that i have a database table with a row for every time ive cum in the past two years (probably more before then but idr and I can't run MIN(timestamp) from my phone) and a custom dashboard that lets me see cool statistics like the percentage of times that my eyes have rolled back (its a reflex >:/) (90.1%)
me again, listened to the most recent sleep aid file again last night and, again, genuinely don’t remember past like. The eyes open eyes closed numbers. But i definitely wasn’t asleep by that point already so that’s r e a l l y throwing me. Still fantastic though! Thank you :]
you're welcome petal!! that's a pretty typical experience with hypnosis, if you didn't already know lol. it happens more often when you're comfortable enough to let yourself be less consciously focused on what you're hearing :)
anon because I am EXCEEDINGLY shy but I am d e s p e r a t e for more audios from you, I ADORE your voice and they work very well for me :3 i just got done with the hypnovember bondage one, which was quite good, and I think the last couple nights I’ve used one of the sleep aid ones. Genuinely don’t remember how it ends or the middle bit. Which is interesting because I’m decently new to hypnosis and generally don’t feel like some of them work out well for me, but you’re have. But yeah if you’ve more time for audios I would gobble them up.
awh im glad you like them! i probably will make more in the future, but i have a lot of stuff going on academically and career-wise right now so i don't have tons of spare time/energy.
Respectfully Rose you have SUCH a lovely voice, i adore every single tone and each soft cute nickname- i absolutely LOVE it, you sound fucking amazing!
Hey i saw a post from a while ago about shock collar play and I was wondering if you had any tips / recommendations for collars / anything to tell someone trying to acquire one and start having fun with it?
(checking my askbox for the first time in a while sorry for the delay lmao)
okok so. i guess the biggest advice i can give is don't put it anywhere near any big nerves, especially your neck. when i used to do shock collar play (i haven't in a long time, not out of dislike or anything mostly just not having a huge interest atm) the person i played with would put it on my neck and that was VERY BAD but thankfully i didn't get hurt. other than that, if you just want to experiment with it i recommend doing low durations. obviously more power means it'll hurt more, but getting shocked repeatedly for more than a couple seconds is what really hurts and not always in a fun way.
hear me out. hdg is neat. im all for the floretposting. but. sad trans girl becomes a mech pilot because she sees it as a way out ("hey, at least i get to feel like something other than me sometimes, can't be worse than this").
and then lo and behold she's a viable pilot candidate and they're like "we need to make sure you're as okay as you possibly can be before you start training".
and there's none of that "no no you need to be healthy before you sign up" junk. there aren't a ton of people who can handle the amount of cyberware pilots need to have shoved into their brains. we'll take what we can get, and if that means organizing therapy and stuff for you, so be it.
and... oh. hey. hrt is making things a little better. and therapy is helping. and... huh. not as much sad anymore. just tired. and kinda lonely. and very touch starved.
"wait im getting assigned a handler? does that mean i get to start training soon?!" silent celebration
oh. oh. she's pretty... you mean we're gonna be working as a team... for good?! ohhhh noooo this is so awful hot women are the worst gimme!!!
ok, so we're gonna sync our link chips in 3... 2... 1... oh
oh she's really really pretty 😖
"alright, i need you to test the link"
why's she looking at me like that am i blush-
"gotcha. alright hun raise your right hand."
ing... wait what- how-?! let me put my hand down 😖
"perfect, everything looks good. you can unlink now if you'd like, and we'll have a sim ready for you two in an hour. welcome to the program."
"awesome! lower your hand. let's see... how do i unlink... ah there we go"
wait... no... that feels icky and cold and gross and weird and
"wait... i wanna stay linked... please... 🥺?"
"i was gonna say the same thing hun, this feels weird. here let me just... perfect."
yeah that feels a lot better 😖
"well, if we're gonna keep the link active i might as well practice using it. come here."
yes ma'am ajdjdhbfjdbfbfbh wait no that's-
"aww your face is so cute when i do that~"
"nuhuh" she's so mean 😖 wait what does she mean by-
"i wonder what you're thinking about right now~ on your knees."
can't make jokes about things i'm not into. because. too many times have i made jokes about things i am into. and now nobody believes me when i am actually joking :( /lh
As soon as you start identifying as a man, you are expected to shed away anything that alludes to any kind of womanhood you might have had previously (or currently, for that matter). Even "progressive" types will balk at the idea of a feminine man or a man with any ties to personal womanhood. Many people think that if you're in any way connected to womanhood that makes you less of a man, and none of those people seem to recognize or care that that is misogyny. This is especially true of trans men, whose manhood is constantly scrutinized & called into question no matter how hard we try. Some trans men respond to that expectation to be As Cis Passing As Possible and conform as best as they can because they are Afraid Of The Consequences or because they desire conformity, but many of us cannot or will not cut away parts of ourselves to fit into a ciscentric idealized version of manhood. It feels like most people expect you to want to perform Cis Manhood, and anything less than that is not Real Manhood. They cannot imagine that Trans Manhood is often purposefully different from Cis Manhood, and often challenges the attitudes around what men Can Be.
Too often you see, "Trans men are men," as a way to delegitimize our connection to certain histories or present-day oppression of women. Instead of extending the history & oppression of women to include trans men, the expectation is that trans men must not acknowledge our past or our present suffering. It's never, "trans men are men, so maybe we should open up these conversations to include them." We are expected to continually center cis women in issues of reproductive care, pregnancy, sexual assault, etc despite being some of the main victims of systemic oppression surrounding these topics. Culturally, forced pregnancy is not a "men's issue," but among trans men it is one of The Major Issues that regularly kills us or attempts to strip us of our manhood & put us in our place (so to speak). But the idea of including men in these discussions -- or even just not actively excluding men -- is ridiculed, dismissed, and ignored.
To be clear: these are not men's issues NOR women's issues. They are people's issues that happen across gender lines and (in the case of some intersex variations) sex lines. You could just as easily describe them as nonbinary issues or agender issues and remain just as accurate. Your ability to publicly claim them as your own issues & be taken seriously highly depends on whether you are willing to interact & talk about them entirely in a woman-centric way. For many trans people, that is dysphoric. And for those of us who are willing, it's pointed to as proof that we're not "really" trans.
We point to certain historical figures like Dr. James Barry or Lou Sullivan as proof that trans men existed, and those people are often ripped away from us and categorized as "historical women." (Proving that if even one thing is called into question about your manhood, you will be stripped of it -- especially if that thing is your own biology.) But the existence of trans men, historically, should not be in question. There have been trans people of all kinds for as long as there has been gender. You see echoes of it written all over personal accounts, in art & literature, in newspapers. Most trans men in history were not as lucky as Dr. James Barry or Lou Sullivan as far as ability to express their manhood goes. (Hell, even those guys didn't always have it "good.") Most trans men were murdered or punished or sent to mental institutes or forced to be wives and mothers or mutilated or lobotomized or thrown out in a time when they legally could not easily own their own money/property or could not get hired for substantial work, or did sex work and went to prison or died of venereal diseases. This is our history as much as it is the history of women, but only cis women get to claim it without having to challenge their identity.
This is what I'm talking about when I'm talking about transmasc erasure. You don't see these things as anything other than women's history, but we are right there in the margins. You can't come at me, a trans man, acting like I have no idea what women have been through historically, because I could have been any one of those women in the past. You just don't see the people like me in your history books outside of MAYBE one or two "strong historical women escaping gendered oppression of the time" and have somehow decided that it was lack of existence and not the much more obvious reality that trans men have always been forcibly categorized as women, forced to live as women, and systemically silenced by the strict gender roles of the patriarchy. Many of which still exist.
So when someone tells me to shut up and sit down and let the women speak about so-called women's issues, I wonder if they understand that they are doing nothing new or radical in trying to silence me or exclude me from those issues. I understand why perisex cis men might be expected to shut up and sit down when we're talking about pregnancy, but when you say it to me (again, a TRANS man), it's just transphobic. It's a way to force me back into womanhood OR a way to force me to suffer in Idealized Manly Silence. Either I'm allowed to have a voice and my manhood is questioned, or I'm not allowed to have a voice and my oppression goes unnoticed. And so people get mad when you can hold both truths at once: that I am a real man AND connected to so-called women's issues. Talking about my connection to those issues doesn't make me less of a man. Rather, they expose the deep transphobia of the ciscentric feminist framework we have.
And I think that is why trans manhood is so often punished/attacked from both sides of the gender conversation. The Patriarchy can't allow us to be real men because that upsets the idea that women are naturally submissive/weak/stupid/lesser/etc. Cis feminism can't allow us to be part of conversations about our issues because that would upset its marriage to oppositional sexism & the transphobic idea that by including us they must "center men" in what has *always* been considered "women's issues." They see our existence and our hunger to be included as an attack. They don't understand or care about how that's transphobic. Again, it comes back to "trans men are men and men have been centered for so long that it's time to focus on women" and ignores, "trans men are men, but they have been deeply ignored and silenced throughout history, so centering trans men is not the same as centering perisex cis men in feminist conversations."
I've largely framed this as a transmasculine/trans man issue because that is mostly how I experience it, but we are not the only ones this happens to. Trans women's womanhood is often challenged as they fight for their place in feminism due to their perceived proximity to men (the "centering men" thing is also used as a constant attack against including trans women even though they are literally women). Furthermore, the gender/sex binary is, perhaps, an even more exclusive and prevalent system of oppression that the patriarchy is built on and stems from. It is so normalized that even other trans people get mad when you bring up nonbinary identities or intersex variations that challenge their identities as men & women, female & male. I believe this is one direct cause as to why so many of us are gatekept from conversations that should include us.
My point is that ciscentric feminism does not make room for any of us & is actively failing all of us. Any transfeminism that is uncritically built on & mirrors ciscentric feminism will inevitably fail entire groups of trans people -- most likely the ones who challenge the system the most in their deviation from the binary norms expected of them. If feminism wants to be a movement for gender equality & sex liberation, it needs to be for everyone. And if it can't make room for everyone, then maybe it's incapable of achieving that future.
