Duchess Pine

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Eating pickles and feeling depressed on antidepressants. The vodka probably isn't helping.

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Chasing vodka with pickle juice is actually really good. #justsayin

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10.19.2018

I want a career man who can take care of himself, but all I feel I deserve is a man with neck tattoos who I have to take care of.

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An aquarius with another aquarius is no good. Especially when one is far more intellectual than the other.

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[books-n-quotes]

“Just because things hadn’t gone the way I had planned didn’t necessarily mean they had gone wrong.”

— Ann Patchett, What Now?  

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Hahaha, I relate to this song way too much. 💗💗💗 it! Late to the party as usual. I like to make a grand entrance. My mom loved John Wayne, and inherently, so do I.

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It gets better...? Fuck you. It doesn't get better. It gets worse all the time. And I truly don't believe it's because of me. Only real people showing themselves as real people. You could never understand. So fuck them. I will no longer talk to them. Dead forever.

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07.18.2018

What is a poet besides someone that sees the world as it is, speaks truth, but shares it in a beautiful work of art?

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Fuck you, Anthony. You are such a piece of shit. Fuck you so hard. I'm going to turn you into child support so fast. It's been almost 8 months because I've felt bad for you, but guess what? No more. You can go fuck yourself. Why don't you provide diapers and wipes? Oh, you bought Incubus tickets? So you can't watch him for my grandma's burial, or buy the essentials for daycare? Well, guess what? Shit is about to get worse. Let the state take care of it. Fuck you. You are so worthless. I have two jobs to take care of the child YOU had to have. Fuck you. I'll leave you penniless, you fucking piece of shit. Pay for your fucking kid. Fuck you!

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A water-bearing sea goat.

[jacksnicholson]

“Please, before my fingers get frostbitten.” 

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Body aspiration

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I hate everything and everyone.

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I'm so very close to ending my life. I can't go on like this.

[heartcountry]

hope your days get softer from here on out. hope the hurt lessens and the dark turns to light. you deserve gentleness and good love. I hope it finds you soon.