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23//WA//Hopeless

[capacity]

*scrolls far back into my blog* oh yes…i was suffering quite vigorously here

[ojibwa]

[ojibwa]

[criminalizes]

you know what? im gunna say it

my trauma didnt make me a better or stronger person and i shouldnt have to act like it did to be taken seriously

[ojibwa]

[dude-be-nice]

Imagine staying friends with someone and letting them get attached to you emotionally just so you could fuck them and then stop being their friend.

[dissohciate]

when is god just gonna *slitting my throat hand motion* help me out here

[roseocd]

[borderline-reorder]

when will my emotion regulation come back from the war

[boywithbpd]

i really fucking hate my body and i want to tear myself apart so i don’t exist anymore

[actuallyalone-deactivated202510]

Was I too much or not enough?

[thesevoiceswontleavemealone]

Nothing particularly makes sense right now and I don’t know what is real and what isn’t and I don’t know if I care

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[pariaaaaah]

i feel like im just waiting for someone to inject me with emotions again

[mentallykrill]

i wish that people either didn’t care about me so that i could disappear without bothering anyone, or that people cared about me in the first place so i wouldn’t feel this way.

[pickled-parker]

Zoloft ain’t shit on you babe

[macabrem]

Friend: please don’t kill yourself. I’d miss you.

Me: oh god don’t worry I’d never do anything I’d know would hurt you like that

Also me: but how can we distance ourselves and show them it’s actually a good idea for me to die so that we can commit suicide soon tho

[bornxsinner98]

Something BPD taught me...

If you lift your tongue to the roof of your mouth and clench your teeth hard enough, you won’t cry.