dudedontdoit

This is me trying| 22F|

[a-really-hot-caterpillar]

the person I turn into after 11pm has taken me to places I wouldn't even go with a gun to my head

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I don’t trust nothing I think after 9 pm

[incorrectmahabharatquotes]

I saw that the idiotic transbill got passed in lok sabha. I am soo sorry to everyone who's gonna be affected by it.

As a cis person is there any way I can formally oppose this, like is there any petition I can sign or something like that.

And to all the Indian trans folks reading this, don't lose out on hope. The bill is not a law yet. It'll go to rajyasabha and then to courts. Let us hope it gets rejected in rajyasabha. And as far as I am aware one can also file public interest litigation against the bill then.

KEEP FIGHTING!!

Okay so this is very urgent; I am back from the dead just to say this.

There is a way RIGHT NOW- to send emails to your Rajya Sabha MP ASAP. Just go to the link below, select your state, and click the Go To Email button to send your email.

DO NOT SEND MULTIPLE EMAILS BECAUSE IT WILL BE MARKED AS SPAM. ONE SINGLE EMAIL.

And KEEP SHARING.

*THEY ARE RUSHING TO PASS THE BILL! EMAIL YOUR RAJYA SABHA MEMBER NOW!*

How it works:

1. Select your identity

2. Select your state

3. Choose your preferred language

4. Add your name (and optional designation)

5. Click “send email”

6. Open your email app and hit send

Evene if the bill has passed the Lok Sabha, the email campaign has reached Lok Sabha MPs enough to have gotten us some solidarity.

PLEASE SEND AN EMAIL.

-Mod G

[dudedontdoit]

Still thinking of when shahid described Delhi as

“The city that lasts like blood on the bitten tongue”

He should’ve just killed me instead

[fairycosmos]

how to stop needing or wanting anything for beginners

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Added benefits you get to stop being ✨alive✨

[kosmogrl]

me and my emotional support guilt complex

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Very a burnt child loves the fire coded

[civilbedrest]

waiter, waiter! some more life in my eyes please?

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Tum jaane ke pehle, ek baar mujhe gale laga ke jaana

Jaane ke baad jo sannatta ghere baitha hai,

usse kaise nikle, bata ke jaana

[bnmxfld]

Once you know a thing you can’t ever unknow it.

Carol Rifka Brunt / Tell the Wolves I’m Home

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You’ve clearly never seen me interact with my syllabi

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The romance, my love is over, I know

You never knew we loved— and I’ve let go

I linger over your photos a second longer than I should

If you could take it all back— I’m not sure you would

I wish to love you first in every version of this tale

Afterwards, I only wish to never see you again

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Mujh hi mein ek aur mai rehti hu

Mai band khidkiyo se usse khojti rehti hu

Mujh hi me ek aur mai rehti hu

Ek mai ziddi chattan, dusri nadi si behti hu

Kaun hu, kaise batau?

Mujh hi me ek mai chhupi si rehti hu

[dudedontdoit]

Toot’te taaron se kya khwaishein bayaan kar raha hai mukhammal aasmaano ki

Jo khud hi maut ki dehleez pe hain kya puri karenge hasratein insaano ki

[dudedontdoit]

“To love- I had to be there

I had to be there to be loved”

In my room, only my hatred loves me

All alone with one loathsome face to see

No amount of screaming at God can get me heaven now

Remember how I broke all my sacred vows?

Remember how I threw it all away in one moment of doubt?

If my brain says they hate me, how can love sprout?

I want to be loved so bad it almost makes me unravel

I scrape temple doors in my sleep and end up with gravel

Bloody fingers holding on to each other

But the moment someone reaches out, I stutter

I pretend love is vulgar, too cheap for me

Like I don’t spend my nights begging for it on my knees

But to be loved, I have to be known

And once they know, why would they go on?

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Do you feel shame in mourning a place where love soured

Can you be true to yourself in your tainted farewell

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Jitne din-raat lag jaate hai jeene me

Itne toh zindagi me din-raat bhi nahi

[dudedontdoit]

Why be happy when you can be in love?

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Someone loves you, don’t you know?

Nothing in the world hurts more than love

But nothing heals you better when you’ve lost all hope

If not for all the arms to shatter in, I could never have coped

I’m so glad that my life is over because now I can begin again

Let of of the hurt and hold all that remains

When all the love I gave was spurned

When I lost myself— this is what I learned

You’ll always be loved though you won’t always know

Even when despair seeps into your eyes and kills their glow

Love needn’t be begged for, tinged with fear of loss

True love stays with you even if you’re hurt and cross

Happiness was a long time coming but it’s here at last

Moving on into a future of peace— for the storm has passed

I feel as if the warmth’s finally returning to my bones

I’ve never been more hopeful for the unknown

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Fight or Flight?

I almost break my spine from stretching

To not look as small as I feel

I tried to stop the sand in hourglasses

But time is not a friend

So I watch as it falls

As it mocks my unreadiness

I was scared of eighteen and didn’t even notice twenty one

I was so sure of the world now I don’t even know what to mourn

The happy girl skipping on cobblestones

Who believed in friendships and herself

Who thought In an empty city, people could be home

Full of laughter and love and the warmth of hugs

Or the one who knew

Who she was and who she could be

Now I shrink myself so small, afraid to be seen

Growing up is so many knives in your back

Flimsy bandaids falling off your deepest cracks

At eighteen, I wanted the world

Happiness and success and people to love

At twenty one, I beg the sky for peace

Not happy but at least for the pain to cease

I lived my whole life in three years

Felt the world and met all my fears

I want to go home and tell my mom she was right

This is no place for a little girl

I’ve fought too much now I’m choosing flight