気持ち 悪い

エロ　グロ　ナンセンス

[dullahaan]

私は一人で何の価値もない

I wished to become you

to confuse you so horribly with myself that there would be no me left

to speak about you so much that I may disappear 

to hurt you so that I may hurt myself

to bend you till I break

Did you notice when I squeezed your throat that I couldn’t breathe?

No

you couldn’t ever understand yourself

not in the way I could

to know you was to forget myself

a mirror with no reflection

now cracked and bloodied by my own hands

© Chobi 11/25/2022

[gebo4482]

Siren - Datatsushi

[dullahaan]

彼のことを考えずにはいられない

am I allowed to touch you? (no, you’re not mine)

to smile?

to eat?

to be around you?

how close can we become before it starts? (is it not your fault too?)

before I start and can’t stop?

I ache to hold you

to press my cheek against your chest

to breathe your breath into my lungs

to know you in ways others might not ever know

way forbidden

to let you ruin me 

so that I may destroy you in turn (and what if only I am ruined?)

to sink my teeth in

and force you to stay (what if I let you go?)

ah...I guess it’s already too late

© Chobi 11/25/2022

[nagumoanarchive-deactivated2025]

[dullahaan]

世界で一番怖いことのが何だか知ってる？

I scratch my fingers against your scalp and you peer up at me 

smiling (a memory?)

content (a dream?)

Except you’re playing your game and you don’t even notice I’m there

I look at my phone so I don’t have to accept what I already know

but I can’t (eventually you must)

will never (please)

because I’ve already pushed my nails so deep into your scalp that the blood has stained my finger tips

It should stop me but I only want more

I lick at my fingers but it’s not enough

blood roars in my ears (can’t you hear yourself?)

I begin peeling back more and more until your head is stark white bone

but I’m not finished

So I pound at your skull till it splinters and cracks under my fists

till shards of bone are embedded in my skin (does it feel good?)

I squeeze what is left of you so hard that I can feel you skin into my chest

Your heart beats sloppily against mine in a strange rhythm

too slippery with blood to touch for long (but you keep pushing)

Your ribs catch on my own and we’re so tangled that my lungs become crushed by the force of it all

I’m gasping for air

But I won’t stop (it doesn’t matter)

I want more (it’s too late)

Then you are gone

It’s dark

cold 

I am alone

But I still can’t breathe  

© Chobi 11/20/2022

[manga-and-stuff]

Source: The Girl From the Other Side: Siúil, a Rún / Totsukuni no Shoujo とつくにの少女 

by Nagabe 

[toky09]

[closedforgoodbyelol]

[thatsbelievable]

[shhhitsfine]

I finally made an instagram for these @shitsfine (shhhitsfine was already taken) you can be my first follower if you want!

[solipsi-blog]

[fuckyeahillustrativeart]

The Convergence of the Stars by Jessica Le.

You can follow her on instagram here!

[yesterdaysprint]

Evansville Press, Indiana, January 14, 1909

[emahriel]

Léthargie

[dawningcrow]

[radiation-baby]

[tourniiquet]