I updated my rules ! they have been completely rewritten. please give them a read so make sure you understand my boundaries - i decided i needed to write something a little more in depth to make sure everyone’s on the same page.
Adjusted both ray & dawns info a little - most of it is the same but i wrote dawns personality out finally & wrote more about ray’s low empathy.
here is the link to the new blog - same url but new theme i coded myself uwu - i’ll be reblogging this post a few times to let everyone know about the move . all drafts & anything in my inboxwill be finished over on the new blog so do not worry about that .
I updated my rules ! they have been completely rewritten. please give them a read so make sure you understand my boundaries - i decided i needed to write something a little more in depth to make sure everyone’s on the same page.
Adjusted both ray & dawns info a little - most of it is the same but i wrote dawns personality out finally & wrote more about ray’s low empathy.
here is the link to the new blog - same url but new theme i coded myself uwu - i’ll be reblogging this post a few times to let everyone know about the move . all drafts & anything in my inboxwill be finished over on the new blog so do not worry about that .
I updated my rules ! they have been completely rewritten. please give them a read so make sure you understand my boundaries - i decided i needed to write something a little more in depth to make sure everyone's on the same page.
Adjusted both ray & dawns info a little - most of it is the same but i wrote dawns personality out finally & wrote more about ray’s low empathy.
here is the link to the new blog - same url but new theme i coded myself uwu - i’ll be reblogging this post a few times to let everyone know about the move . all drafts & anything in my inboxwill be finished over on the new blog so do not worry about that .
a lot happened today and i just need to do a little venting - but i am gonna finish moving blogs today since i finished most of the work yesterday -
this morning i had a horrible scare when it came to my great uncle. his health hasn’t been great and he wasn’t answering his phone so we all began to think the worse - THANKFULLY that was not the case and he’s okay ! but this scare lead us into looking at health aids .
so i might become his health aid to help take care of him . there is some program where i can be paid as well to help him with anything he needs -- he’s stubborn and would refuse to let me to help him if i wasn’t - ( tho i dont mind ?? but i havent been able to find work so either is fine for me i just want him okay )
but the emotional whiplash i felt was A LOT
also i got vaccinated so thats a plus . staples laminated my vaccination card for free too . so thats cool -
so im gonna finish my blog and throw myself at drafts to take my mind off of everything that happened today /lays on floor
hello my friends - i feel like my blog is a mess which makes me feel eh about writing on it ! idk if i should remake to have that fresh blog feel or try to clean up ?
MAKERS MARK - a symbol that holds the intent of the creator as well as their name . these are given to demons who were created by another . with this symbol the two will always have a connection & know where one another are as well know if the other is in danger when they call out to each other .
RAYS: prove to me you are strong enough to survive | Lamatar
DAWNS: be the burning hope the world needs | Lamatar
ray’s is on his neck , almost always covered by his scarf . he feels a lot of shame to know he’s forever marked by his father . has no idea what it truly says & assumes it says to be a killing machine for demise . he’s tried to scrub it off , claw it off , & tried to tattoo over it but nothing can cover it .
dawn’s follows her spine , starting at the nape of her neck as going all the way down to her tail bone . doesn’t really cares if you see it , but its hard to see past her hair . treats it like a cool tattoo . doesn’t remember what hers says anymore but knows its something nice .
@bransles / 04. entry made after experiencing a nightmare. for ray
DEAR DIARY . . . ( writing prompt )
4am
my hands shiver as i hold the pen. sorry about the shitty writing. dawn said it was a good idea to try to write out my nightmares. something about helping me remember that they’re just nightmares. that they cant really hurt me. but then why do they ? i’m struggling to fucking breath. there are many goddess damn splatters on ink of the page i can barely make out what i’m writing . switching out between so many versions of hylian no modern man could make it out . guess thats good . no one can read it but me.
in the dream i was going to work , i almost thought it was real with how mundane it was . being an odd probation officer to octavo after that horrible dancing spell he placed on all of hyrule. he’s a good man , nice to talk too . he’s pretty cute too but when i got there , he wasn’t there .
annabell was .
she sat on his desk , swinging her legs like a child - her anklets jingling with every little kick. i remember how she made music with her dancing . she was playfully picking at his lute as if it was her own. singing her language-less songs . she turned her head and just smiled at me. gods she looked just as beautiful as she did all those years ago. i always know how these dreams go, but i can’t help myself from running to her . pulling her close and kissing her again. i can smell her - she smells so sweet , i’ll never forget it. i press deeper into our kiss, my hands reaching for the ties in the back of her dress.
she breaks the kiss to look up at me and says so sweetly:
are you sure you haven’t created an idol out me ?
warning ; gore , violence & murder !!!
a dagger finds itself in my neck. always she hurts me. is it her ghost haunting me for what i’ve done? havent i suffered enough? I loved you so much why why why why im sorry im sorry im sorrv------
the pen nib snaps with a horrid sound against the parchment, ink splattering everywhere like blood. each inhale of air was quick & paired frantic fingers pull at his neckline as he cries silently. he didn’t want to wake up his fellow demon, sleeping so peacefully in the bed next to him. how can she sleep so soundly ? does the memories of the past not haunt her ? suppose her lands were clean.
finding a new nib he continues.
i fall, struggling to breath and crawling away from her. i try to speak, something to get her to stop but i’m choking on my own blood. it hurts so much but she keeps smiling down at me. annabell walks up to me, straddling her legs around me. perhaps if this wasn’t a nightmare i would have found this attractive. instead i’m terrified of what she will do this time. every time she is brutal as she is beautiful. this isn’t even the worst one . i try to say i’m sorry but she stabs me again - again and again and again . i feel my eyes roll back in my head but with another stab i jolt to look at her again.
but its not her anymore. it’s octavo, covered in my blood. his lips part to speak in a language he shouldn’t know.
‘”your memories overlap over one another . she was a good girl .”
guess i see a bit of her in him as well. am i trying to find a replacement? either way he finishes the job that annabell started.
i pray octavo doesn’t notice how jumpy i might be today .
[ * ] writing prompt ) : send a number 1 - 20 to take a closer look inside this characters mind and life. / below you will find a series of various prompts offering a look inside what would be diary / journal entries from different moments throughout their life; the good, the bad, and the ugly these are meant to invoke character development & can also be altered as seen fit to better suit the character in question.
01. the first entry they ever made.
02. entry made on the best night of their life.
03. entry made on the worst night of their life.
04. entry made after experiencing a nightmare.
05. entry made after experiencing heartbreak.
06. entry made discussing travel they’ve done or hope to do.
07. entry made featuring an important moment in their life.
08. entry made featuring their day / night at work.
09. entry made discussing their school day(s).
10. entry made featuring mention of death.
11. entry made discussing their fears and anxieties.
12. entry made discussing their hopes and dreams.
13. entry made featuring mention of (sender’s) muse.
14. entry made featuring mention of their parents.
15. entry made featuring desire.
16. entry made featuring anger.
17. entry made featuring joy.
18. entry made featuring sadness.
18. entry made featuring pain.
18. entry made discussing a childhood memory.
19. entry made talking about a simple / normal day.
20. the last entry they ever made.
I gotta ask a tiny question ( I have more followers here then anywhere else so you guys get it - besides some of y’all have said you want to read my work )
When I am ready to start posting my webcomic what should I use? I’m aiming to start posting it by the end of the year or start of next if I can get my shit together. Story is done in my head but I gotta write it out and edit it lol
I’ve thought about Comicfury as well as Webtoons! There are positive and negatives to both but I really can’t make up my mind here -
Comicfury: I can edit my comics html to have a fancy background along with pages for character info. I’m also able to use traditional comic paneling which is what I know more about. But marketing would be ll on me as comic fury isn’t as big as other sites I feel? I don’t want to put so much work into this and it get lost ya know - Also not good for mobile users :/ ( and slight fear comicfury will go under like smackjeeves did ;; )
Webtoon: much bigger user base, will be easier to grow! Easier to publish then others I’ve seen. Plus I do feel more people read comic on moblie then on their computer. I also have great ideas for paneling as well - but paneling is much more difficult as I’ve never made a vertical comic before? ( also the slight fear that I catch an editors eye and become an original— I fear they’ll force me to add romantic shitty plots cause teenage girls like that shit I guess )