So far the best moment in my life is finally finishing my undergrad. Regardless of age,I pulled myself through and did it. Countless nights of contemplating about ever graduating but finally Spring of 2017 I did it, had a great summer and trip with my family, homies and just very relaxing and enjoyable. Told myself I would start looking to work right after the summer. Maybe a little too late? It’s September started looking around the 9th, fast forward until today, I’m still at my part tome job and job hunting. I don’t contemplate much what I did but the process of waiting and waiting for the opportunity to come sucks. Like many graduates, I’m contemplating what the hell am i doing with my life. I have almost a year gap and don’t much to show for it. Internally it’s how I feel about it but I know that I just gotta keep applying and the right job will come eventually. I don’t want to let people know how I feel about it, I know you just need help sometimes finding a job in a tough market but why have I not? I know I’m a bit stubborn on the fact that I want the work to show for it not someone just helping me out. What I want and what I need the gap between those two parallels is about 1000 feet away from each other. I’m eager to get my career started but how eager am I? My motivation sometimes is really high or really low. Maybe living at home sucks in terms of that I’m stable and content, I need to find my niche and what I can contribute. Living in complacency right now it’s not giving me much direction. Well writing has always gave me an outlet of happiness regardless. It’s gives me a good sanity and sanctuary to just write however I feel so this was really good mediation for myself. Thanks for always being awesome tumblr I appeticate you. Mix love followers who still use this. I’m 25 now and hopefully soon will be moving on with success. Also to all the people who read this keep grinding and you will find your niche and success eventually.
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