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#Reblogs #this genuinely almost made me laugh out loud so I felt like I should share

pain is part of love pain is part of love pain is part of love pain is part of love pain is part of love pain is part of love you feel that pain because you felt that love pain is part of love pain is part of love pain is part of love you feel the pain so strongly because the love is so strong too pain is part of love pain is part of love pain is part of love you cannot have love without having pain but there is nothing that makes pain worth it like love does pain is part of love pain is part of love pain is part of love pain is part of love you can’t let yourself be afraid to feel that love because you’re afraid of the pain pain is part of love pain is part of love pain is part of love you can’t let yourself think that the love isn’t worth it because of the pain pain is part of love pain is part of love pain is part of love the pain Is the love it’s just manifesting in a different way and it sucks and it hurts but love is always worth feeling pain is part of love pain is part of love pain is part of love pain is part of love even when the good stuff fades because the good stuff was So good and the love was so good and you will always always have that love and that’s what makes it all worth doing pain is part of love pain is part of love pain is part of love pain is part of love pain is part of love pain is part of love pain is part of love pain is part of love

#I’m not going through it YOU’RE going through it #lovecore #love #it’s worth it I swear it’s worth it I promise it’s worth it #but that doesn’t make it easy #poetry #(to me)

I’m not joking at all when I say I genuinely piss myself off so bad every single time I write an email to my boss

Why are you thinking about this so much? Why are you rereading it so many times? Why are you fretting? Chill tf out??????

Like girl he is not going to come up later and tell you “I’m so impressed by your work ethic, it’s obvious from your incredibly professionally and precociously worded emails”

he’s going to reply a three word answer with the sent from my iphone thing at the end and then he will never think about that email again

#if he even replies!!#stop caring so much about how your emails sound holy fuck!#like I get angry every time i don’t even know what to say I just make myself fucking mad doing this #anyway #work stuff #emails

I really want like a fake dating story that doesn’t end with them actually dating

Like there can be some possible romantic attraction from one or both parties at some point but then I want it to ultimately end with them being good friends who have no romantic interest in each other

#fake dating #I really want to see a movie of this #but I’d write/read it too tbh #idk I think it would be good #story ideas #idk tags #do we see the vision

I bring a kind of “hovering in the doorway to your office not saying anything bc I’m scared to interrupt you” vibe to the function that bosses don’t really like

#they’re always just sitting there lounging around on their phones and then catch me out of the corner of their eye #well sometimes they’re working on their laptops idk #I actually don’t know how my current boss feels about this I’m just assuming #but my old boss called me creepy #work stuff

I need you to listen to me rn

There will be people who you love with all your heart, who will not love you as much as you love them

There will be people who you love with all your heart who Will love just as as much back, but they’ll love you in a different way

There will be people who love you with all your heart, who love you just as much back, who love you in the same way you love them, but they will show it differently

There will be people who you love with all your heart who will still leave. On purpose, on accident, drifting apart, an intentional choice, they’ll leave

There will be people who you love with all your heart who will disappoint you, even devastate you

There will be people you love with all your heart but don’t understand you at all

There will be people you love with all your heart that you think understand you perfectly, and if you’re not careful you will spiral when you realize there’s Something they Don’t understand. Don’t spiral. They don’t have to understand you to love you.

There will be people you love with all your heart that do things You don’t understand

There will be people you love who will break your heart. Whether it’s tiny cracks, bent out of shape, shattered into a million pieces. They will do it without trying to. They will probably not even know

You have to keep loving anyway. You just have to keep doing it. Even if you never see them again, even if you never feel as loved by them as they were by you, you have to keep loving. You are here to love. You are here to remember that love even when it’s gone. Even if all of this is inevitable, the love is inevitable too, and so you have to hold on to it

#I’ve been lowkey going through it about this lately ngln #so this is more for me than anything #maybe my heart hurts but that’s just because the love in it is so big #getting out ahead of this: this is not referring to actual abusive relationships or anything like that #this is about the fact that we all fail each other #and fail ourselves #and we need to keep the love going anyway #love #dumbass academia

Was checking with my boss about something I’d scheduled without knowing if that scheduling would actually work for him or not and he said “You did the right thing.”

Might as well have just shot ecstasy directly into my brain

#you don’t really shoot up ecstasy but it was the best drug I could think of here #and shooting up in the brain was the best imagery I could think of #work stuff #genuinely I am kind of pathetic and I am well aware of that #but I continue to have no idea what my bosses actually think of me at any given point in time #and he’s the one I actually do the most direct work for so he’s the one I’m most worried about #okay that’s all bye

sleepysnowglobe

reservoir dogs spoilers? I guess? It’s like 30 years old but w/e

Apparently there is some amount of controversy over whether or not mr. white shoots mr. orange at the end of the movie, or if all the shots are just coming from the cops

for the most part I think it’s pretty clear that white Did shoot & kill orange. He’s just killed a man in orange’s defense only to find out that orange actually Was lying to them the whole time, almost everything bad that has gone wrong with this has been because of orange, and not only was his trust betrayed but white is moments away from getting arrested because of him

however, I choose to believe that this was not the only reasoning for white shooting him, but that there was a level of mercy to the act. orange has been slowly bleeding out this whole time. white is also shot at this point. the look in white’s eyes/his mannerisms and actions at the end make it seem pretty clear to me that he had no intention of getting arrested. he is going to let the cops kill him rather than bleed out himself and/or get arrested. orange has not only been in a tremendous amount of pain the whole time, but I think white knows that if the cops start shooting at him, they’re not going to be careful enough to avoid hitting orange too. white has made up his mind that he’s going to die here, and he knows that means that orange is going to die here too. rather than it be from his own people (a betrayal similar to the one that white has just faced), white chooses to kill orange quickly and efficiently, by his own hand

so it’s a murder/suicide

the reason he grants this mercy, of course, is so that they can have crazy gay sex in the afterlife

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This should’ve been posted here in the first place tbh

#reservoir dogs #film analysis #dumbass academia #dumbass academia films #Rin reblogs her own posts #(but from the other blog this time)#I’m kind of a cinephile btw

Was totally just talking to myself (including gesturing wildly) when my boss walked in the door and he gave me the funniest fucking look while I froze (hands up like a preacher) and smiled at him

He did smile back at least

#work stuff #it’s not my fault I’m the most interesting conversationalist around #(actually I was just saying how stupid I was for something lol)#rin speaks #dumbass academia

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someone tell me to stop checking my email

looking every fifteen minutes waiting for the email I want isn’t going to help anything it’s just going to make me even more anxious to get it. I don’t even know if it’s coming today. I just want it to

chill out queen

dumbassacademia

I only checked it 11 times in 8 hours that’s not that bad

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still no email 🥺🥺🥺 AND I just reblogged this to the wrong blog

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WE GOT IT DUDES

#FUCK YEAH #rin reblogs her own posts #emails

“You’re born alone, you die alone”

bitch is this you????

#least favorite phrases of all time #AND OH LOOK EVEN DOOF (tragic backstory to end all tragic backstories man) HAS A NURSE HOLDING HIM #you are not born alone!!! someone had to go through serious effort to bring you into this world!!!#and to be quite honest I find it disrespectful to imply otherwise #you were NOT born alone!!!! literally at the very least one other person had to be there! at least two people had to make it happen!#I mean god if you’re like an antinatalist and you disagree with the concept of having kids or anyone being born Okay #that’s fine. whatever.#but you weren’t born alone #no one said this to me today or anything I just started thinking about people saying it and I got ticked off #sorry

Fuck I might have to reread the secret history

hopefully I’m at a point in my life where I can actually read that book without having a total crash out

#it’s been almost exactly 4 years since I last read it #and ever since I reblogged that post it keeps getting recommended to me #(and also my singular irl friend who I follow on here and miss a lot keeps reblogging posts about it so connection idk)#to be fair last time I read it and had a horrific crash out #the crash out was happening anyway #I was like “I’m about to have a major crash out I better reread a couple books that will do nothing but contribute to it #and that was one of them #the secret history #dumbass academia

midnightblue-xii

I hate how when you search for "The Secret History aesthetic", there are a bunch of photos of beautiful gothic castles. It makes you think that the book is about some Oxford-like university with fancy ancient statues and parisian streets. I mean, the real aesthetic of that book is literally doing coke in a Burger King parking lot

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it’s a tag where everyone is just way more pretentious about it than is actually needed or backed up by the story

which, to be fair, does make a lot of sense in the context of the story, all things considered

#the secret history aesthetic #the secret history #dark academia #dark acadamia aesthetic #donna tartt #dumbass academia #it’s the same energy as the people who read it and are like omg I should totally have a bacchanal #she could not have expressed more clearly not to do that #it’s all just different flavors of the same idea

xanny

just found out im problematic. i literally cant stop crying

Head hurt

Brain refuses to work

Too much going on in the world

Still waiting on that one fucking email

#rin speaks #that’s the thing I’ve chosen to fixate on today btw #I mean I still check multiple times a day every single day #and it’s frustrating/upsetting because I haven’t gotten it yet #but it’s like okay well whatever #but today I keep thinking about other things that I don’t want to think about #and I can’t think about the thing I Do want to think about #so I’m just verging on a crash out about this stupid email instead #frick me man #I am not in this today

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Boss: *asks me to perform a very simple task* Me: *holding back from shaking and foaming at the mouth* Is it good did I do good did I do it right do you need anything else what else can I do did I do good tell me I did good did I do good

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the way I email a document I’ve drafted is also fucking absurd

“…If I have made any mistakes in the way that I phrased or formatted this please let me know and I will be more than happy to correct these issues. Otherwise, please let me know if there is anything else that I can do…”

genuinely if I read this email coming from someone other than me I’d automatically assume that they’re trying to have an affair with their boss. Meanwhile all I want is for my boss to say I did a good job an affair would honestly be less embarrassing

#Work stuff #dumbass behavior #Rin reblogs her own posts #rin speaks #I also try and keep my voice softer when I’m talking to people in a work setting #my partner heard me take a call from a potential employer once and now he says my customer service voice sounds like a phone sex operator #I just turn into the biggest bootlicker in the world for any person who might potentially have authority over me in a work setting #so embarrassing #literally grow up #(I shan’t)#Unfortunately I cannot function without constant validation #Especially from authority figures #Ugh

#Work stuff #dumbass behavior #Unfortunately I cannot function without constant validation #Especially from authority figures #And he is the only boss who actually regularly asks me for things #And I can never tell whether he approves or not #PLEASE TELL ME I’M GOOD AT MY JOB PLEASE #(I get most of my validation from my coworker #who I do see in a somewhat authoritative light #and she always says I’m doing a good job which is really nice and makes me feel a lot better #But it’s still not the same as hearing it from my boss)

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