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i want the small but significant things. the goodbye and hello kisses, knowing how they like their tea/ coffee, taking care of them when they’re sick, „i got that thing you mentioned“, falling asleep in each other’s arms and them being the first thing you see when you wake up, lazily making out, being a shoulder to cry on, cooking together and for each other, making memories together … sharing our lives until we can’t tell where one ends and the other begins

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i really do want to have the "that girl mentality": always positives vibes, master of the law of attraction, skincare every day, not shaken by people's hate, always eating healthy, daily pilates and academically smart. i really do. i really wish i were. but this type of balance is incredibly unachievable by people who suffer from depression that stems form their self-esteem. one thing is to change mentality, another is to compleatly alter a disorder you had for years with no meds and just hopeful delusions. really, not to be negative but it is not possible.