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[dxpressed-stxrs]

welcome ｡⁠☆

tw / sh, ed, depression, suicidal thoughts

important note: I am pro-recovery. In no way shape or form do I attempt to glorify or promote any mental illnesses. The biggest regret of my life is not taking advantage of recovery when I had the choice. This blog is an outlet of how I feel but I'm never going to reblog anything that encourages sh or an ed.

this blog's just for me and my own personal progress and somewhere to go when it feels like I have nowhere, if you're stalking then enjoy your stay lol

pounds left to lose until

gw: 33

ugw: 55

pounds lost - 35

[dxpressed-stxrs]

hi guys it's been a vry long while

long story short i got bullied for being too chopped then i had somewhat of a glow up but i still need to lose weight to unlock my ultimate potential xx

im trying so hard to get back into my ed era but i cant stop fucking eating. i gained 11lb during exams wtf

i'll be more active now there's no excuses this time

[dxpressed-stxrs]

we are so back

[skinnyzoomer]

I’m so fat I’m a literal imposter on this app.

[starsvation]

It's hard to explain but sometimes I feel like I am waisting my best years being fat. I'll never be a teenager again and how can I just allow myself to feel this way for the whole year? I want to be thin, live unworried about my body, enjoy this years. Sometimes I look back at events I shouldve enjoyed that i'll never go back to, I wasted them feeling uncomfortable in my own skin. It's sad. All those beach trips, they weren't supposed to be the hell they felt like.

I want to get skinnier to be able to enjoy life.

[em11j]

This feels like a religion more than an e4ting d1s9rder, everyone talking to "ana" asking to be thinner and listening to what she's telling us(including me)

We sound more like a bunch of Schizophrenics then 4nor3x1c 😭😭

But I'm lowkey here for it, ana is more fun than half people I know. Everyone is just so fucking boring

[snowedswan-deactivated20250124]

that part of having an ed where nobody likes you because you're always angry and thinking about food

[silentlittlelambx]

how it feels r3stricting on your period:

[starsvation]

"but being skinny won't solve your problems" being fat IS my problem what are you talking about

[greenhairedfreakglobal]

if nicocado avocado can do it, so can i

[anxietyproblem]

[anxietyproblem]

[4nayesi-deactivated20240923]

guys i can’t😭😭.

[lundlwaaa-deactivated20241004]

[dxpressed-stxrs]

im so fat I actually can't live with myself anymore it's all I ever think about I just wanna kill myself

[snowedswan-deactivated20250124]

I HATE EATING

[dxpressed-stxrs]

ed tumblr is so strange because i saw one person talking about how they're gonna lower their cals to 1500 and do 3k steps a day and i saw someone else post "200 cals a day 15k steps and 3 hours at the gym ITS ALL OR NOTHING MOTHERFUCKERS" like?? loving the diversity