Sleeping

Yenyenyennie -> dyaein. Current gaems: GI, AS, PtN

[dyaein]

if only i could get hyperfixated on drawing like i used to so i can draw random things again

[yuumei-art]

Overwritten; left unsaid

Part of my Wings of Pages collection

[dyaein]

I found out that I could draw only on times when I'm hypomanic unlike when i was younger. Or maybe it was just the peak of my depression before haha

I also notice I play proseka when I'm in that mood???? What does this mean lol

[dyaein]

I made a new account in sea server (I forgot my prev acct) and I think I have used up my luck

[dyaein]

I found out that I could draw only on times when I'm hypomanic unlike when i was younger. Or maybe it was just the peak of my depression before haha

I also notice I play proseka when I'm in that mood???? What does this mean lol

[elodieunderglass]

So a real thing with the dissolution of social networks is the loss of small connections. Funny takes and long threads can be archived, but how do you preserve your bond with a mutual? How do you find each other again? With every platform move we lose small connections with people we appreciated. That’s a sad, involuntary little break-up. Sorry to all the little ghosts I’ve lost over the years. Sorry to all the new ones coming.

[dyaein]

Month old wip of maririn qwq i got inspired from her singing blue flame in her kpop karaoke

[dyaein]

I got a work now and I'm moving to a seaside area. It's quite a nice place but I can't bring my cat because of the travel.

[enochianribs]

oh to have a silly little house like this...

[enochianribs]

the inside has to look like this.

[dyaein]

Oh forgot to update here

I GOT MY LICENSE!!!

[dyaein]

We were staying in a hotel for almost a week. This night was our last night of our stay in here and everyone was partying outside. I was in my friend's room and we were watching a horror movie together with some friends, while eating donuts. To make it more immersive, we turned the lights off and huddled on the bed.

The movie was called "Re/member" and I think it was after the night when the cast found the arm. The red person then caught the protagonist just as she placed the arm on the coffin. The scene then changed to an alarm ringing, signifying another repeating day. When the alarm rang, the doorbell began to ring non-stop. We were scared because we were just watching a horror movie and it seems like we were almost going to be in one. I was the sacrificial lamb and I first looked at the peephole but it was just black. I gathered my courage and opened the door, then there was a group of people who suddenly entered the room. They were all exclaiming why were we holed up inside.

So that's the beginning of how I got dragged along to drink with others. I kept saying I can't drink because I take some medications but they won't listen. We ended up roaming outside the hotel to search for places to buy their drinks but only to end up in my friend's room again. An idea suddenly came up to me (to escape) and I told them I'll get some food for them. I rushed back to my room, only to find out my roommate left with the keycard and went partying at the poolside... There were a lot of people there and I'm much more scared to go there. I messaged her and good thing she understood me and just looked for me to give the keycard outside the pool area.

I ran to my room to get the food I promised, went back to my friend's room to leave it there, then told them some half truths to go back inside my room. I heard them say, "Is Yen going to sleep?" or along the lines of "Yen, why would you leave?" and I felt guilty leaving there... But the group who suddenly barged into the room and dragged us is a group of people that I don't like because their hobby is to monitor other people's lives and take joy in their misery. I would rather keep away from people like that, and with the addition that I hate the crowds. I just felt... guilty and scared of them, I guess.

[ampervadasz]

[drtanner]

Love that you can see the exact moment that Enlightenment™ occurs for this little dude. Good job, you did it.

[r4cs0]

Right there

[dyaein]

Will be having my licensure exams tomorrow aaaaa anyways, i still have my cat headband

[jomeimei421]

congrats jdj on beating the pairing that invented slash fiction in the 2023 yaoi-off on tumblr dot com 🎉

[jomeimei421]

and because people on IG and twt reminded me that Uriel was a dj shipper first:

[sm-baby]

you heard him

[fuckthisbloganditscurses]

Happiness Will Come To You.

[12goblins]

when tho

[fuckthisbloganditscurses]

When You Least Expect It. Probably Late March

[wizardshark]

reblog for happiness to come for you in late march!

[zigxortega]

[zac--efren]

I reblogged this last year and I hung out with blink-182 backstage on March 30. Reblogging again because it worked the first time.

[scientiablr]

honestly, last year one of the best days of my life happened in late March

[giraffesonparade]

My doctor after hearing me describe my symptoms

[exitmybody]

instead of a brain there is a mini haunted house in my head