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funny how the people who say they’ll always be there when you need to talk are the same ones who ignore your texts and little do they know, or hell maybe they do know, that you’re sitting on the other side of the phone tears streaming down your face because you’re in pain and are desperately trying to be heard. and getting no response when you’re already in pain gives such a feeling of worthlessness.

feelingsoftheday

i hate random sad days. having a heavy heart and an anxious mind is the worst.

mina-waz-here

For a while, I thought of eating disorders as parents. My father Ed and my mother Ana. I've always wanted them to be proud of me, to care, to tell me I was doing good, that they're proud of me. There was a short amount of time that I thought they would be proud of me, and I want to be back there.

herewego-againn

Work makes it so convenient to not eat 😌

Would highly recommend not having free time as a diet

dyinginsidemoreandmore

no fr i lost 23lbs in 6 days. just bc i’ve been working and not eating bc of it lmao but im feeling a lot better about my body the smaller i get.

#proannna #only pr0 for myself

wh0r4sworld-deactivated20231227

ive convinced myself that my best friend will like me more when i’m thin… im not 100% sure what the logic is but it’s something along the lines of being less embarrassing and being less uncomfortable with myself?? it’s stupid as hell but it’s a thought that’s always going to occupy space in my mind :(

bpdumbaf

puppysnuff

please stop ignoring me it makes me want to hurt myself

bpdeeperdaddy

I hate myself, I hate the way I think, I hate the way I act, there is no good in me, no one can love me properly because I am not loveable. I make mistake after mistake, everyone’s getting sick of me. I want to die so bad. I just want to disappear.