I have drafts that have been sitting for a few years. debating if I want to share 1-84 hi. btw.
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Sweet Seals For You, Always
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Sade Olutola

#extradirty
$LAYYYTER
YOU ARE THE REASON

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pixel skylines
KIROKAZE
wallacepolsom

roma★
Jules of Nature
Peter Solarz
Aqua Utopia|海の底で記憶を紡ぐ

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NASA
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
we're not kids anymore.

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I have drafts that have been sitting for a few years. debating if I want to share 1-84 hi. btw.
Satin x Midnight
thoughts linger,
back arched spine tingles
I’m in a state of bliss
only captured by the moon
riding the curve of my breast and back
wind cascading across my shoulder blades
eye’s watching from behind
while sounds of pleasure escape my lips
fingers must be knee deep.
soul screaming; vaginal walls singing
praises, thighs slowly raising eye’s
glazed over from orgasm after orgasm
muffled the sounds of my screams
deeper…faster walls tightening around finger tips
release your fingers from these grips
I enjoy you.
dominating my body slut and whore glittered in heat that night
thighs ride slowly across satin sheets as I reached my peak.
swollen and pink from the inside wet like water and honey
dripping slowly from my lips,
delayed trembles and ticks you kiss my lips
next time I’ll turn over…
anyone oppose to draft workings being spammed on your timeline? I've written a lot over the last year or so and haven't felt compelled to post. I just write (to get it out) and then draft it. It kind of reminds me of people that light cigs just to get that first puff or so then distinguish it on the pavement. lol.
there are 68 post that are drafted you can pick a number and that's which one I'll post let's see how this goes lol.
freely dysfunctional.
I like it.
#carryon
War
we'd go to war with ourselves.
bruised and beaten we rise up from the dust
broken bones protruding and wonder
why we're hurting.
In the Metro Detroit area? I'm doing a photo shoot for my final project. I need about 3 or 4 natural models, bold and comfortable in your skin. Not sure of my theme as of yet but if your down for something fun and awesome hit me up :)
Much love,
Imani
where have you been?
I don't post much if at all anymore because I feel like there is enough of myself on this Tumblr to go around where I don't need to post. Also there isn't much interaction on here so why post in the first place? If there are questions— I have an inbox for that feel free to utilize it as much as you see fit.
I am happy, healthy and content with keeping the remainder of my personal life private. Thanks for the concern though.
Corrine Bailey Rae - till it happens to you.
It used to feel like heaven Used to feel like may I used to hear those violins playing our strings like a symphony Now they’ve gone away Nobody wants to face the truth
wow, played 285 times? Can't believe it thanks for the support to everyone who has listened. :) more covers/originals iamellemusic.bandcamp.com
Are looks important in a relationship?
Are relationships ever worth it?
Are you a virgin?
Are you in a relationship?
Are you in love?
Are you single this year?
Can you commit to one person?
Describe your crush:
Describe your perfect mate:
Do you believe in love at first sight?
Do you ever want to get married?
Do you forgive betrayal?
Do you get jealous easily?
Do you have a crush on anyone?
Do you have any piercings?
Do you have any tattoos?
Do you like kissing in public?
Do you masturbate?
Do you shave your neither regions?
Do you shower every day?
Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
Do you want to be in a relationship this year?
Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?
Have you ever been cheated on?
Have you ever cheated on someone?
Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?
Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
Have you ever had sex with a man?
Have you ever had sex with a woman?
Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?
Have you had sex so far this year?
How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?
How long was your longest relationship?
How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
How many people did you kiss in 2011?
How many times did you have sex last year?
How old are you?
If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?
Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
Is there someone you will never forget?
Share a relationship story.
State 8 facts about your body:
Things you want to say to an ex:
What are five ways to win your heart?
What do you look like? (Post a picture!)
What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?
What is the first thing you notice in someone?
What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
What is your definition of “having sex”?
What is your definition of cheating?
What is your favourite foreplay routine?
What is your favourite roleplay?
What is your idea of the perfect date?
What is your sexual orientation?
What turns you off?
What turns you on?
What was your kinkiest wet dream?
What words do you like to hear during sex?
What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
What’s your dirtiest secret?
When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?
When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Who are five people you find attractive?
Who is the last person you hugged?
Who was your firstkiss with?
Why did your last relationship fail?
Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
You’ll love me if:
Love + War
so I finally did a cover of it. debating if I should upload it to my band camp or not lol
its kind of ratchet but...
not a good 'stalkie'
apparently I have become unworthy of being stalked so I've been told smh lol
I'll try my best to ignite your stalking pleasures once more my dear lol
Vegan and Such
as of late I have been really considering becoming vegan. I thought it would be difficult but in actuality it has been quite simple. I haven't fully converted to veganism just yet; but the probability of it is strong. After making a few dishes mostly desserts I realized that I wouldn't be depriving myself of anything it would just be a different way of living. I'll research and experiment with recipes more. Are any of you vegan?
Just saw your comment. My pleasure.. have any other music that you've put out there? I'd love to take a listen..
sure do. mostly covers but a few originals;) www.iamellemusic.bandcamp.com
Listen to Live Uplugged: Valuable by Elle.
heard this song over the last 3 days about 5 times..and before then not in about 2 years..
must be tryna tell me something…
originally by corrine bailey rae..and i’m usually all about original versions but was very impressed with this version..very similar in tone and altruism..thanks elle for a new take on an old favorite..
thank you for sharing my cover and for the lovely compliments xoxo
Therapeutic
that last post really did it for me— although I wasn't able to go into that great of details as I would have like to it was still nice to just get some things out and hopefully settle my mind and body well enough to rest as I do need to be up for work in the morning it's about 1:45 and I need to be up at 5 out by 7. I can do it though.
sidebar yes indeed I have a job now, yay! I can't go into details about that as of yet but I will soon enough. I am just so proud of myself all I can say is visit my Facebook.
(cont) I'm smiling now and every so often I find myself smiling and it feels great. I feel like my self pride has been restored like I'm no longer in a situation with family and thinking am I good enough, did I do well enough. My father (although we don't get along) is proud of me as well. If you didn't know (which I'm sure none of you do) I prepared our entire Thanksgiving dinner aside from the turkey lol [inside joke] and everything came together so amazingly well I couldn't have been more pleased to see everyone enjoying the food, smiling and raving even my father had to call me once he got home that night and the next day to tell me how great the food was and how proud he was of me. I've been really enjoying watching myself come out of struggle and flourish going full throttle into my potential. I couldn't have asked for a better way to solidify that than having it being recognized by my family.
I feel so refreshed and restored. I can't find words to express it.
Sigh
against my better judgement I've decided to post— it is quite difficult considering the 't' keeps sticking meaning I have to press down very hard in order for it to work properly; but that's neither here nor there.
The point of this post is simple. I've been tossing and turning every night for the past two months and sleeping has become quite difficult in the last two weeks alone. I've been having dreams about the same person every night different scenario's but ultimately the same person. Either we pass one another while walking in a mall, or we're in bed together laughing or just being still (trust me it's not as weird as it sounds) it's actually quite beautiful but it makes my heart so heavy at the same time.
It's crazy how someone can reference something and it stirs so many emotions inside you that you had since buried in the most shallow grave ever because a part of you is still too attached to fully let go. I've been noticing that more and more lately.
sidebar I'm happy— God has bought me through, and to a lot that I never thought I'd be able to handle and overcome. I've seen and felt things that I wouldn't wish on anyone and I am grateful for those experiences both past and present however I am at a point where I feel a few things need mending, a bit of healing mentally and spiritually. I'm coming to a point where I can actually see fault and foul play and just want the chance to work through it the way I wish I could have when everything first transpired— not to try and change the outcome but simply show that I am a much better woman than I presented myself to be at the time.
(cont) now back to where I left off these recurring dreams, constant thoughts and estranged feelings are weighing heavy on me to the point where I literally have had to get up out of bed and pray or sit up for a moment. I've realized that for awhile I've been denying myself things out of fear or convenience to do so simply because it's easier to not deal when you are going through so many other things that are truthfully greater than your own personal conflicts with yourself or even someone else.
Now I will say that by denying yourself no matter when you arrive at the conclusion of your other problems you will still be faced with everything you've since 'pushed away' or hid from— and although I don't quite feel ready to deal I know that I am in a much better place— mentally than I was before hand.
sidebar Have you ever lied awake at night (or anytime really) and your mind is just fixed on one person and from those thoughts you can recall every single moment you've spent with that person down to the exact second it first began? I am at that point. I've always been able to do this as I think it's something standard that goes along with being with someone whether it be a friendship or a monogamous relationship. I get to the point where scenes flash in my mind on a continual bases until I am fleshed with sweat and exhaling deeply.
My brain is so emotionally connected to this person that most times when I'm awake— like now. I feel like they too are awake and thinking and have had the same thoughts and feelings as I have. It's astounding to me how much the mind controls who you are all together. It can either set you up or set you back— but in the end it's all based on the way you think and how you react.
(cont) I am learning how to cope and by 'cope' I mean confronting situation as they come and knowing that I am not superwoman and I do not have all the answers and for awhile as I was going through these personal trials and not even being able to express them to the persons I loved I realized that I can not and will not carry anyone's burdens as easy as it is for me to take on as if it's nothing I learned that not even for my mother will I do this at least not anymore.
It came to a point where I was so stressed out it reflected in a relationship I had and because I couldn't speak on what was going on (not because of them, but because I was asked not to) I couldn't fully enjoy our time together not to say that is an excuse but that's what happened. I was flustered all the time, angry, sad, irritated, agitated you name it— I was deep in it. As I reflect on it now I feel even worse because I know better. I also know that I allowed something to remove itself right from under my nose when that was never the intent.
sidebar I really hate when I can't be the best me or show someone the best me because quite honestly I'm really awesome— howsoever these past few months I was not able to be the best me at all. I feel sadden because the expectations I set for myself to be my best are great in all aspects and to know that I wasn't able to produce that greatness at any point and time is quite disheartening to say the least. To be honest these last few months I was at a point where I was weary so tired of being strong, so tired of praying, so tired of not crying and complaining, so tired of not being able to give my best because these trials beat me so bad I had no more best left.
I was literally at war with myself and the world. I won't go into detail about the things that transpired that got me to the point of weariness because as I said before I am happy God bought me through and showed me that even in the midst of wanting to give up I was strong enough to make it through.
(cont) In my head this post was a series of images replaying themselves to the mood theme in my head; alone together, thinkin' bout you, far away etc. Then it became a release for so much more than the usual love— relationships: life situation which I am grateful for because there are just things that I've held in for so long again trying to be strong and then something clicked inside of me and said: "let go" and as tears began to well in the bottom of my eye's when I first began writing— the more and more I wrote the less I felt like crying and more so felt like exhaling and letting go. I'll probably start writing more often again as it has proven yet again to be the pit of sanity when everything else seems to be in such disarray.
sidebar I'm still very much feeling in love with her but not just any kind of love.
—the end to a new beginning of writing.