mille fois je t'aime

Eternal crisis brought on by boys with stupid faces and poetic feelings.

[dzzyondreams]

Fic: You’ll Find Me by the Light of the Moon

Pete/Patrick, ~23k, ao3

Pete is a werewolf, and Patrick is his mate.  It wouldn't be a problem...except Patrick doesn't know.  And he doesn't feel that way about Pete, anyway.

For my dear Ronan <3 Many thanks to @girlpearl for the beta.

[dzzyondreams]

Fic: waiting for the chance to take a breath

Pete/Patrick; ~18k; ao3

Pete’s not planning to drop out of college.  He’s also not planning to be more than friends with Patrick.  Unfortunately, planning doesn’t seem to be his strong suit.

Thanks to @girlpearl for the beta!

[insincerelypete]

thank you for the birthday wishes. there was a point when i never thought i would make it here- or another day in general. i am glad i did. i hope one day i can do for you what you did for me. beyond all else survive….

Disloyal subjects In unamerican apparel Sometimes I know I’m just your favorite persons favorite person And that’s okay May our futures never fade Sometimes I smile just to put some perspective on the pain I’m not here to restore any faith And I make expensive mistakes But I only talk from the heart no matter what I say The right line at the wrong time But I’m so addicted to the nighttime Not the acid rain of the limelight You gotta lose everything but yourself And Maybe I’ve still got time to become a better version of myself

Sara tonin

Give me something to have faith in so I can leap them I’ve been sorry but I’m not anymore so all those apologies you can keep them

Always thought I’d live and die on the town I was born and raised in

But my dreams did their damage couldn’t be kept caged in

My reaper is not grim Cause he knows I never sleep, never wait and that I fear only him

I wanna be a conduit for your love I just wanna breathe your C02 in

[dzzyondreams]

fic: To the Nines

Pete/always-a-girl-Patrick; ~6k, @ao3.

It’s nice, sometimes, to be as invisible as everyone else. (Or: five times Patricia borrowed clothes from her bandmates, and one time she loaned them out instead).

Thanks to fabusina for the beta!  We’re gonna pretend I got this posted in April because I had it ready last night and then my internet died /0\

[dzzyondreams]

Fall Out Boy Fan Survey

[dzzyondreams]

I’m writing a paper on Fall Out Boy for my pop culture class, and part of the assignment involves getting to know who the fans are and why they choose to engage with Fall Out Boy’s music. If you have a few minutes, please help me by filling out this survey on your relationship with the band & their music.

[dzzyondreams]

Fall Out Boy Fan Survey

I’m writing a paper on Fall Out Boy for my pop culture class, and part of the assignment involves getting to know who the fans are and why they choose to engage with Fall Out Boy's music. If you have a few minutes, please help me by filling out this survey on your relationship with the band & their music.

[dzzyondreams]

fic: Smoke and Mirrors

Pete/Patrick, ~4k, @ao3. 

“You look good,” Patrick says, appearing in the doorway to interrupt Pete’s one-on-one with the mirror.

Birthday fic for whatimages; thanks to girlpearl for the beta!

[dzzyondreams]

sheer-vertigo replied to your post: so once upon a time, sceptick begged s...

ur so embarrassing

You know, a really fun thing about photoshop is that you can add all the fancy text and flowery backgrounds you want, but you can't change people's facial expressions, so REALLY who in this scenario is doing the embarrassing things???? (hint: it is not me)

and @whatimages sure, what the hell.

[dzzyondreams]

so once upon a time, sceptick begged someone to restore this photoshoot to its true identity, i.e. a romance novel cover, and of course I live to obey my friends' Photoshop needs.  There are, uh, some alternates (x, x, x, & view full since new tumblr screws up the resolution) because the bad romance titles are too good to resist and y'all better be glad I was doing this last night and got tired before I made it through all 8 lists.  Also, if you've never googled "romance novel covers" for reference, I suggest you do so, stat. 

[dzzyondreams]

fic: so you can keep the memories

Pete/Patrick; 4.3k.  @ao3

Pete convinces Patrick to make a sex tape.

Thanks to fabusina for the beta!

[dzzyondreams]

fic: (good things come)

multiple pairings; 46k; written for polybigbang 2015

The first time it happens, it could be an accident; anything more than that is a pattern. But Patrick keeps accepting Pete's offers to hook up with people until it becomes something they do. The only problem is that he doesn't know what, exactly, they're doing. 

warnings: allusions to brain junk and alcohol abuse

fic - AO3 / mix: Keep You Like an Oath by fabusina - 8tracks/download

[dzzyondreams]

I was asked to list all the unfinished fics I have...

and this is going to be long.  But it's much easier than doing homework.  Also hello, site that I have not seen in a long while.  I hope you're doing well.

Works are listed as they're titled in my scrivener because...ART.

evil boyfriends i guess.  4 512 words, youngbloods au-ish.  The first thing I started writing for this fandom.  The one where everyone goes bad.  Probably not ever going to be finished because it is skirting on the edge of dubcon and that shit is HARD to negotiate when people are actually possessed in your canon, y'all.

ARRANGED MARRIAGE AU THO.  22 573 words, au that has changed shape many times.  The second thing I started writing, and it is absolutely a mess because halfway through I decided it would be easier to do a vampire-ish AU than a regency AU and...yeah.  This is the strongest argument I have for planning my writing ahead of time. 

hiatus angst.  2 637 words.  Technically finished but in need of lots of edits and ehhhh.  Maybe someday.

OT4 bullshit.  59 577 words.  In the process of being betaed, will actually be posted someday.  Huzzah!

oh god why am i thinking about a sequel.  371 words.  Then I realized what I was doing.  No, Julie, I am not writing it shut up shut UP.

stardust????  3 554 words, au that is...pretty self-explanatory.  I am not sure who suggested this one to me but I wrote a little of it for us because why not.

halloween au aw yeah.  1 759 words, the one that involves masquerade balls.  Did not finish this on time.  Still have not finished it.  Alas.  I suck.

cyborgs with Jen.  972 words, cyberpunkish au.  Really fucking hard for me to write for a lot of reasons, but also an idea I can't seem to leave behind.  As the title suggests, a collaborative effort between Jen and I.  She is much better at this than me.

poly bb?  36 461 words.  Am attempting to edit this because I actually have to have it finished and posted by sometime in January.  Spoiler: it is currently a mess.

immortals ot4s.  183 words.  Filed under will finish someday, but have more pressing concerns right now.  Happened bc the differences in the first verse when they played Kimmel.

Secret Santas, why am I writing this when I have so many other unfinished things.  5 051 words.  Here you see me becoming self-aware.  I actually want to finish this in time for Christmas, I guess we will see???  I'm like halfway through it though so. \0/

yes, drunk hookups are a great way to deal with all your problems.  2 542 words.  Currrently I have no idea how this is going to end.  Probably with sex.  That usualy works.

that one with the alternate selves. 12 184 words, kind of an au.  because of reasons.  I do really want to finish this one but the end isn't quite falling into place.  Possibly because I haven't taken a crack at it for awhile...

wbc fic why.  8 128 words.  When I was on vacation and sans internet, Jen texted me to tell me that Westboro Baptist apparently protested a concert?? So I wrote fic with a blissful unawareness of current events.  Maybe someday I'll even edit it but maaan there is like.  Zero in the way of emotional arc-age going on. /0\

halfgloves porn??  78 words.  I know.  I suck.  But.  SOUL PUNK PATRICK, Y'ALL.

julie said "escalating stage banter" so.  570 words.  Then I realized I was not writing the prompt at all.  Maybe someday.  Sorry, Julie.  But you probably wouldn't have even remembered this if I didn't post it here.

Spy AU.  4 691 words, youngbloods-ish au.  High on the list of potential candidates for actually being edited and posted.  But man does it need a better ending.   

AND THERE YOU HAVE IT.  Moral of the story: I write too much.  Someone make me do homework instead. 

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[stillstreets]

how'd it get to be only me? like I'm the last damn kid still kicking that still believes

[anisscream]

Sugar we’re going down