JOULE💥 @e1ectrasdynamitetruck - Tumblr Blog

*peaks her head around the corner quietly*

- @e1ectrasdynamitetruck

*looks over at the door and tilts her head*

*hesitates going to turn away*

Joule?

..?

Do you need something?

wanted to talk..

That’s ok.

What do you want to talk about?

Maybe going back on the meds

Joule you know I advised against them.

Nnnm

I know.

We can look into options if it’s what you want.

*nods*

Alright.

Mhm

I’ll need to look everything up, are you able to go without anything for a while?

Mn I guess

Thank you joule.

Mhm

*smiles at her*

*doesn’t smile back*

Would you like to stay in here for a while?

Oh, yeah

Alright.

Mhm

*offers joule the desk chair*

Here

I can sit on the floor it’s fine

You don’t need to.

I’m not the one working

It’s ok.

If you’re sure.

Mhm

*sits back down and checks the time with a sigh*

*settles down on the floor*

*gets up again*

*watches*

I’ll be back in a minute.

Okay

*walks over to a private room*

…

..,

…

*peaks her head around the corner quietly*

- @e1ectrasdynamitetruck

*looks over at the door and tilts her head*

*hesitates going to turn away*

Joule?

..?

Do you need something?

wanted to talk..

That’s ok.

What do you want to talk about?

Maybe going back on the meds

Joule you know I advised against them.

Nnnm

I know.

We can look into options if it’s what you want.

*nods*

Alright.

Mhm

I’ll need to look everything up, are you able to go without anything for a while?

Mn I guess

Thank you joule.

Mhm

*smiles at her*

*doesn’t smile back*

Would you like to stay in here for a while?

Oh, yeah

Alright.

Mhm

*offers joule the desk chair*

Here

I can sit on the floor it’s fine

You don’t need to.

I’m not the one working

It’s ok.

If you’re sure.

Mhm

*sits back down and checks the time with a sigh*

*settles down on the floor*

*gets up again*

*watches*

I’ll be back in a minute.

Okay

*walks over to a private room*

…

*peaks her head around the corner quietly*

- @e1ectrasdynamitetruck

*looks over at the door and tilts her head*

*hesitates going to turn away*

Joule?

..?

Do you need something?

wanted to talk..

That’s ok.

What do you want to talk about?

Maybe going back on the meds

Joule you know I advised against them.

Nnnm

I know.

We can look into options if it’s what you want.

*nods*

Alright.

Mhm

I’ll need to look everything up, are you able to go without anything for a while?

Mn I guess

Thank you joule.

Mhm

*smiles at her*

*doesn’t smile back*

Would you like to stay in here for a while?

Oh, yeah

Alright.

Mhm

*offers joule the desk chair*

Here

I can sit on the floor it’s fine

You don’t need to.

I’m not the one working

It’s ok.

If you’re sure.

Mhm

*sits back down and checks the time with a sigh*

*settles down on the floor*

*gets up again*

*watches*

I’ll be back in a minute.

Okay

*a serious of slammed doors as lec comes home and immediately goes to their room*

- @acdc-its-ok-by-me

*his head snaps over to the sound*

*slams their headroom door*

*debates wether he should enter or not*

*collapses face first into their bed*

*sighs getting up and knocking gently on the door and waits*

Leave me alone!

*they sound angry but there’s a slight whininess to it*

I’ll be in the living room.

No!

Hm?

I don’t know!

…may I come in? Do you need anything?

*grumbles*

*waits*

I don’t know

I’ll wait till you do.

*curled up on their bed, hugging themselves*

…

I don’t wanna be alone.

…may I enter..?

*grumbles*

…

I suppose

*opens the door and walks in closing it behind him*

*doesn’t look up from where there curled up*

*sits down on the bed and hesitantly placed his hand on lecs shoulders*

I’m always here for you, as much as the rest of us, you’re not alone. I love you.

okay, do you want anything? Have you had breakfast

*shrugs then nods*

alright , I’ll sit here with you tell me when you want me to leave

Nnn

…

*points at their draw*

*looks over at it before getting up and skating over to ir*

*they watch him as he opens the draw they keep their meds in*

*walks back over handing them to them*

*opens it and takes them*

…

*they hold the bottle back out to him*

*takes them gently walking of to go put them back, soon returning to lecs side*

Blanket

..your laying on them. Would you like to borrow one of mine?

*just grumbles*

I’ll just take that as a yes..

*skates iof to go get them*

*waits for him to come back*

*skates back eventually with a few blankets handing them to them*

*pulls them over themselves mostly their head*

*watches*

…

*sniffles*

*frowns*

Talk when your ready

*they go quite trying not to cry while they do*

*sits there allowing them to cry*

*doesn’t stop for quite a while*

…

…

*places his hand gently on their shoulder*

*flinches*

Shh, sorry

Why must you be so quiet.

*practically hisses*

Sorry

*yanks the blanket down*

*headtilt*

Hmph

*starts to let out quiet purrs trying to soothe them*

Nnm

*stops himself*

*watches*

…

I don’t want to be alone…

You won’t be

*they give him a look that’s hard to read*

I also don’t know if I want to be around any of you.

..that’s okay, we’ll give you space…

Nnm

.…

*turns away form him*

*stands up*

Do you want me to go?

I don’t care.

..okay

Ugh

*tgoes to leave*

…

…

…

…

*peaks her head around the corner quietly*

- @e1ectrasdynamitetruck

*looks over at the door and tilts her head*

*hesitates going to turn away*

Joule?

..?

Do you need something?

wanted to talk..

That’s ok.

What do you want to talk about?

Maybe going back on the meds

Joule you know I advised against them.

Nnnm

I know.

We can look into options if it’s what you want.

*nods*

Alright.

Mhm

I’ll need to look everything up, are you able to go without anything for a while?

Mn I guess

Thank you joule.

Mhm

*smiles at her*

*doesn’t smile back*

Would you like to stay in here for a while?

Oh, yeah

Alright.

Mhm

*offers joule the desk chair*

Here

I can sit on the floor it’s fine

You don’t need to.

I’m not the one working

It’s ok.

If you’re sure.

Mhm

*sits back down and checks the time with a sigh*

*settles down on the floor*

*gets up again*

*watches*

*peaks her head around the corner quietly*

- @e1ectrasdynamitetruck

*looks over at the door and tilts her head*

*hesitates going to turn away*

Joule?

..?

Do you need something?

wanted to talk..

That’s ok.

What do you want to talk about?

Maybe going back on the meds

Joule you know I advised against them.

Nnnm

I know.

We can look into options if it’s what you want.

*nods*

Alright.

Mhm

I’ll need to look everything up, are you able to go without anything for a while?

Mn I guess

Thank you joule.

Mhm

*smiles at her*

*doesn’t smile back*

Would you like to stay in here for a while?

Oh, yeah

Alright.

Mhm

*offers joule the desk chair*

Here

I can sit on the floor it’s fine

You don’t need to.

I’m not the one working

It’s ok.

If you’re sure.

Mhm

*sits back down and checks the time with a sigh*

*settles down on the floor*

*peaks her head around the corner quietly*

- @e1ectrasdynamitetruck

*looks over at the door and tilts her head*

*hesitates going to turn away*

Joule?

..?

Do you need something?

wanted to talk..

That’s ok.

What do you want to talk about?

Maybe going back on the meds

Joule you know I advised against them.

Nnnm

I know.

We can look into options if it’s what you want.

*nods*

Alright.

Mhm

I’ll need to look everything up, are you able to go without anything for a while?

Mn I guess

Thank you joule.

Mhm

*smiles at her*

*doesn’t smile back*

Would you like to stay in here for a while?

Oh, yeah

Alright.

Mhm

*offers joule the desk chair*

Here

I can sit on the floor it’s fine

You don’t need to.

I’m not the one working

It’s ok.

If you’re sure.

Mhm

*peaks her head around the corner quietly*

- @e1ectrasdynamitetruck

*looks over at the door and tilts her head*

*hesitates going to turn away*

Joule?

..?

Do you need something?

wanted to talk..

That’s ok.

What do you want to talk about?

Maybe going back on the meds

Joule you know I advised against them.

Nnnm

I know.

We can look into options if it’s what you want.

*nods*

Alright.

Mhm

I’ll need to look everything up, are you able to go without anything for a while?

Mn I guess

Thank you joule.

Mhm

*smiles at her*

*doesn’t smile back*

Would you like to stay in here for a while?

Oh, yeah

Alright.

Mhm

*offers joule the desk chair*

Here

I can sit on the floor it’s fine

You don’t need to.

I’m not the one working

It’s ok.

*peaks her head around the corner quietly*

- @e1ectrasdynamitetruck

*looks over at the door and tilts her head*

*hesitates going to turn away*

Joule?

..?

Do you need something?

wanted to talk..

That’s ok.

What do you want to talk about?

Maybe going back on the meds

Joule you know I advised against them.

Nnnm

I know.

We can look into options if it’s what you want.

*nods*

Alright.

Mhm

I’ll need to look everything up, are you able to go without anything for a while?

Mn I guess

Thank you joule.

Mhm

*smiles at her*

*doesn’t smile back*

Would you like to stay in here for a while?

Oh, yeah

Alright.

Mhm

*offers joule the desk chair*

Here

I can sit on the floor it’s fine

You don’t need to.

I’m not the one working

*peaks her head around the corner quietly*

- @e1ectrasdynamitetruck

*looks over at the door and tilts her head*

*hesitates going to turn away*

Joule?

..?

Do you need something?

wanted to talk..

That’s ok.

What do you want to talk about?

Maybe going back on the meds

Joule you know I advised against them.

Nnnm

I know.

We can look into options if it’s what you want.

*nods*

Alright.

Mhm

I’ll need to look everything up, are you able to go without anything for a while?

Mn I guess

Thank you joule.

Mhm

*smiles at her*

*doesn’t smile back*

Would you like to stay in here for a while?

Oh, yeah

Alright.

Mhm

*offers joule the desk chair*

Here

I can sit on the floor it’s fine

*peaks her head around the corner quietly*

- @e1ectrasdynamitetruck

*looks over at the door and tilts her head*

*hesitates going to turn away*

Joule?

..?

Do you need something?

wanted to talk..

That’s ok.

What do you want to talk about?

Maybe going back on the meds

Joule you know I advised against them.

Nnnm

I know.

We can look into options if it’s what you want.

*nods*

Alright.

Mhm

I’ll need to look everything up, are you able to go without anything for a while?

Mn I guess

Thank you joule.

Mhm

*smiles at her*

*doesn’t smile back*

Would you like to stay in here for a while?

Oh, yeah

Alright.

Mhm

*peaks her head around the corner quietly*

- @e1ectrasdynamitetruck

*looks over at the door and tilts her head*

*hesitates going to turn away*

Joule?

..?

Do you need something?

wanted to talk..

That’s ok.

What do you want to talk about?

Maybe going back on the meds

Joule you know I advised against them.

Nnnm

I know.

We can look into options if it’s what you want.

*nods*

Alright.

Mhm

I’ll need to look everything up, are you able to go without anything for a while?

Mn I guess

Thank you joule.

Mhm

*smiles at her*

*doesn’t smile back*

Would you like to stay in here for a while?

Oh, yeah

*peaks her head around the corner quietly*

- @e1ectrasdynamitetruck

*looks over at the door and tilts her head*

*hesitates going to turn away*

Joule?

..?

Do you need something?

wanted to talk..

That’s ok.

What do you want to talk about?

Maybe going back on the meds

Joule you know I advised against them.

Nnnm

I know.

We can look into options if it’s what you want.

*nods*

Alright.

Mhm

I’ll need to look everything up, are you able to go without anything for a while?

Mn I guess

Thank you joule.

Mhm

*smiles at her*

*doesn’t smile back*

*peaks her head around the corner quietly*

- @e1ectrasdynamitetruck

*looks over at the door and tilts her head*

*hesitates going to turn away*

Joule?

..?

Do you need something?

wanted to talk..

That’s ok.

What do you want to talk about?

Maybe going back on the meds

Joule you know I advised against them.

Nnnm

I know.

We can look into options if it’s what you want.

*nods*

Alright.

Mhm

I’ll need to look everything up, are you able to go without anything for a while?

Mn I guess

Thank you joule.

Mhm

*peaks her head around the corner quietly*

- @e1ectrasdynamitetruck

*looks over at the door and tilts her head*

*hesitates going to turn away*

Joule?

..?

Do you need something?

wanted to talk..

That’s ok.

What do you want to talk about?

Maybe going back on the meds

Joule you know I advised against them.

Nnnm

I know.

We can look into options if it’s what you want.

*nods*

Alright.

Mhm

I’ll need to look everything up, are you able to go without anything for a while?

Mn I guess

*peaks her head around the corner quietly*

- @e1ectrasdynamitetruck

*looks over at the door and tilts her head*

*hesitates going to turn away*

Joule?

..?

Do you need something?

wanted to talk..

That’s ok.

What do you want to talk about?

Maybe going back on the meds

Joule you know I advised against them.

Nnnm

I know.

We can look into options if it’s what you want.

*nods*

Alright.

Mhm

*peaks her head around the corner quietly*

- @e1ectrasdynamitetruck

*looks over at the door and tilts her head*

*hesitates going to turn away*

Joule?

..?

Do you need something?

wanted to talk..

That’s ok.

What do you want to talk about?

Maybe going back on the meds

Joule you know I advised against them.

Nnnm

I know.

We can look into options if it’s what you want.