Fernestly Earnest

side blog to be a weirdo and parasocial about my blorbos and playing with my toys littlecelestialmoth on AO3

[mascaraphernalia]

i cant believe they kicked her out of the convent on her birthday :((( can't a girl just stab someone ONCE on her special day?

[sunchildsatoru]

[electric-typewriter]

make me

find it on ao3

Dan Howell/Phil Lester part 12 of (let go) 3,7k, rated E, includes shenanigans and sentimentality and anal sex

Dan calls Phil bossy, and Phil is delighted to demonstrate that he is perfectly happy for Dan to take the reins. If Dan wants them, that is.

[disgustinggf]

[aroace-ryland-grace]

thinking about the parallels between these three shots and how grace is fighting to keep his eyes open in the first two and in the third his fight is finally over and he can close them by his own volition out of pure relief & love for his best friend

[earnestlyfernest]

Me disassociating in the back while my client is under the dryer for 15 minutes

[terrificpairofcomiclads]

This is me. This is it. This is me in a photograph

[danandphilgay]

happy pride month

[ahappydnp]

psyching myself up to see 4 images of the same man i’ve looked at every day for 15 years

[atomikats]

upgrading from the ball

[2009editingtips]

[scuddleduck]

i LOVE that dnp talk about sex and make jokes about sex and model a healthy adult relationship that happens to include sex

Phil has mentioned on a few separate occasions now how when he came out to his friends in uni some of them were like 'thats cool man but dont talk about gay sex because thats gross' and how much that really hurt him because his feelings and experiences are valid, too. He should be able to talk about it and joke about it and have friends who treat him the same as anyone else

I just think it's really fucking insulting and gross to openly say that dnp need to go back to censoring themselves and hiding a huge part of their lives and relationship because it makes some people feel icky to hear it. Like, this is a real bean soup situation. Maybe the new era isn't for everyone, but that's not on dnp to address

[eileengreen]

happy pride to everyone AND to page 222 of You Will Get Through This Night by Daniel Howell that made me decide to come out to my family last May 2nd 🏳️‍🌈✨

I've always procrastinated coming out as aroace because I'm awkward and struggle with voicing my feelings. It's by reading This Night that I realised that doing it by email in Dan's case or WhatsApp message in my case wasn't the bad option it was just A option and what matters is that you say it

excited by the prospect, I put the book down immediately and started plotting my coming out video, but not before leaving this beautiful annotation:

the page and quote in question:

THROW A NOTE FOLDED INTO A PAPER PLAN AND RUN OUT OF THE ROOM IF YOU HAVE TO and HAPPY PRIDE 🫶🏳️‍🌈

[tuherrus]

you don't even have a dog

[pseudophan]

💔 when your boyfriend of 16 years tells you he thought you maybe moved in together too fast 💔

[ghostengarden]

Wuhluhwuh

[eileengreen]

one of my favorite things about the Sims series is when Dan says something weirdly poetic, such as (some of my favorites but I'm sure there's more):

"it's a pastiche of suburban life!!"

"hopefully there's no lovecraftian monsters that wash up on the beach as a sign of our hubris"

and my favorite

"HE ATE THE OPACITY OF THE BOWL"