If you are so dedicated to doing absolutely anything to stop the pain or make yourself happier that you’ve contemplates suicide, Why not try loving yourself first? Try cutting yourself a break and start taking care of yourself? Fight vigorously to find a spark of happiness. Animalisticly hunt for your happiness. Scour the earth, leave no rock unturned, be willing to go back and check the same place twice. You will find a spark, you will learn how to soothe yourself, you will learn what it means to be there for yourself. You will, if you use your will wisely. Grow joy plant and water it. It will come to not only live but thrive. Your devotion to showing up for yourself fertilizes your heart for new life to bloom. I promise a spark will come through, just put your dedication in the right place. Don’t forget that you are supposed to be THE number one supporter in your life! My best eye opening advice is to be both a nurturing, protective, kind and caring mother to yourself and a child full of adventure, authenticity, and passion for whatever feels good to you, you are both.
-Jordyn Roe















