This is the perfect time to update my blog. I have deactivated my other social media accounts: Twitter, Instagram and Facebook just because I wanted to feel like I’m in a silent world and at peace but of course, a very impossible thing to desire. This week has been very heavy for me and it’s very different. The usual me ignores all the worries and problems that may come into my life but this time it’s different. It feels like all the problems I have ignored for the past years, everything combined vs me now. It’s draining me so much. It’s so heavy and I cannot anymore. I thought I’m long past this phase since I know I have become very stronger compare to the past me but here we are again. But hey, here’s some pictures of my proof of life from my date night with my super busy bestfriend, Pauline, who’s my everyday shoulder to cry on and I know I can talk about everything or anything to.
I decided to update my blog to have something to remind me that this another heavy chapter will pass. This too shall pass. I know I can win this and by the time I read this again in the future, self is x10 stronger or maybe x1000 stronger who knows.
Here’s a reminder for everyone battling their own battles right now, KAYA NATIN ‘TO!
It may be hard as hell but we can do this. You are not alone. Talk about it, write about it, draw it, do whatever helps you just don’t absorb everything all at once. Breathe. Rest. Stand up stronger for your battles and do not let yourself lose this. You can win this!
Btw, pictures might show we celebrated my birthday but we did not. This was taken this September 2022 and certainly not my birthday. I just have one crazy friend lol








