#bazzi

[astro-tag-9]

The Signs as song titles that are not spelt correctly

Aries sun: If U Seek Amy - Britney Spears Aries moon: bet u wanna - Sabrina Carpenter Aries rising: Missing U - Robyn Aries Mercury: Leavin' - Jesse McCartney Aries mars: Bois Lie - Avril Lavigne, mgk Aries Venus: Die 4 Me - Halsey Taurus sun: Youforia - Mac Miller Taurus moon: thank u, next - Ariana Grande Taurus rising: I'm Gonna Getcha Good - Shania Twain Taurus Mercury: Howlin' for you - The Black Keys Taurus mars: ur so pretty - Wasia Project Taurus Venus: Anywhere u go - Tove Lo Gemini sun: Soundtrack 2 My Life - Kid Cudi Gemini moon: WTF Love is - Tove Lo Gemini rising: NDA - Billie Eilish Gemini mercury: Oy Vey - Mac Miller Gemini mars: Hot N Cold - Katy Perry Gemini Venus: I Found U - Passion Pit, Galantis Cancer sun: good 4 u - Olivia Rodrigo Cancer moon: Egyptian Luvr - Rejje Snow, Amine, Dana Williams Cancer rising: Dancin - Aaron Smith, Krono, Luvli Cancer mercury: FRZZN - OZZIE, Telfon Sega Cancer mars: pfct - Sabrina Carpenter Cancer Venus: Chiquititia - ABBA Leo sun: Rockin' - The Weeknd Leo moon: Les - Childish Gambino Leo rising: Insomniak - Mac Miller, Rick Ross Leo Mercury: I Luv This Shit - August Alsina, Trey Songz, Chris Brown Leo mars: Sexy MF - Labrinith Leo Venus: Boy With Luv - BTS, Halsey Virgo sun: Wet Dreamz - J. Cole Virgo moon: Perfecto - Mac Miller Virgo rising: I LUV IT - Camila Cabello, Playboi Carti Virgo mercury: Ur So F**kinG cOoL - Tones And I Virgo mars: Whataya Want From Me - Adam Lambert Virgo Venus: Doin' Time - Lana Del Rey Libra sun: did i tell u that i miss u - adore Libra moon: like u - Rosenfeld Libra rising: Only U - PARTYNEXTDOOR Libra mercury: 'Cause I'm a Man - Tame Impala Libra mars: She's Actin' Single - Ronnie Dunn Libra Venus: Dunno - Mac Miller Scorpio sun: Pumpin Blood - NONONO Scorpio moon: Love Sux - Avril Lavigne Scorpio rising: FU In My Head - Cloudy June Scorpio Mercury: Sunsetz - Cigarettes After Sex Scorpio mars: Thinking 'Bout You - Dustin Lunch, Macknezie Porter Scorpio Venus: girls like u - blackbear Sagittarius sun: FU - Miley Cyrus Sagittarius moon: Love Yourz - J. Cole Sagittarius rising: In The Kissah - Fefe Dobson Sagittarius Mercury: goodnight n go - Ariana Grande Sagittarius mars: Youuu - COIN Sagittarius Venus: Crazy AF - In Real Life Capricorn sun: Fore She Was Mama - Clay Walker Capricorn moon: Sk8er Boi - Avril Lavinge Capricorn rising: Rich Niggaz - J. Cole Capricorn mercury: u. - niteboi Capricorn mars: Eazy - The Game, Kanye West Capricorn Venus: Thinking Bout You - Ariana Grande Aquarius sun: WTF Do I Know - Miley Cyrus Aquarius moon: Am I High Rn - blackbear, Quinn XCII Aquarius rising: Drvin Thru the Night - Petit Biscuit Aquarius Mercury: Manakins - Mac Miller Aquarius mars: I Don't Want U Back - Borns Aquarius Venus: M.O.N.E.Y. - The 1975 Pisces sun: I miss the old u - blackbear Pisces moon: ghostin - Ariana Grande Pisces rising: Soarin - Bazzi Pisces mercury: F.U. - Avril Lavigne Pisces mars: Burnin - Petit Biscuit Pisces Venus: FCKIN IN LOVE - Fefe Dobson

[reachingforshadows]

Cole with Ari and Bazzi 🤗

Credits: colesprouse.info ig

[rueftjules]

BONES AND ALL HEADERS | packs.

[kpop-bbg]

[asawanitrinitysantos]

3:15 (Shane's POV)

angst

cw: topics of sexual intercourse

wc: lost count

no proofread

summary: Shane spends one night with Ilya before an early flight, overwhelmed by regret over the feelings he never communicated and the love he never claimed. Watching Ilya sleep, he realizes his unrequited feelings never faded, even as guilt about Rose and his own emotional failures weigh on him. By morning, Shane leaves knowing his silence—not distance—was what truly cost him Ilya.

Shane POV:

The ceiling’s too white for this hour of the night. Everything feels too sharp—light, thought, memory. I’m lying next to him, and my phone keeps buzzing on the nightstand, reminding me that I’ve got a flight in the morning. Like I could forget.

Ilya’s asleep on his side, breathing slow, one arm thrown out like he always does. Like he’s claiming space he doesn’t even know he owns. I watch the rise and fall of his chest and wonder when I started measuring time in moments like this—counting hours I don’t deserve.

I’m supposed to be thinking about what matters. My career. The season. The future. Instead, all I can think about is how wrong everything feels and how right this moment does at the same time.

I hate that part the most.

I think about her—Rose—and the guilt sits heavy in my throat. She’s good. She’s kind. She’s easy in a way I’ve never been. And still, my mind betrays me every time, drifting back to the guy sleeping inches away. I hate myself for that too.

If Ilya looked at me right now and asked me to be honest, I don’t know if I could do it. I never have been good at saying what I mean. I bury things. Deflect. Joke. Pretend I don’t care until the lie starts sounding real even to me.

That’s how I lost him the first time.

A year without seeing him should’ve been enough to dull this feeling. It should’ve faded into something manageable. Instead, it just sat there, growing quieter and heavier, waiting for the worst possible moment to remind me it existed.

I drove two hours tonight. Two hours just to stay, just to convince myself that this didn’t mean anything more than nostalgia and bad decisions. That I wasn’t still hopelessly attached to someone I never learned how to fight for.

But here I am, memorizing the sound of his laugh from earlier, replaying it until it hurts. Because I know I’m going to miss it the second I walk out that door. I already do.

That’s the cruelest part—seeing him happy. Seeing him open, unguarded. Knowing that once upon a time, I had that version of him, and I didn’t know how to hold onto it.

I never told him when things hurt. Never said when I needed more. I assumed he’d just know. And when he didn’t, I blamed him instead of myself. Now all I can see are the moments where I could’ve spoken up and didn’t.

I turn onto my side, facing him, careful not to wake him. I want to tell him everything—that I’m sorry, that I was scared, that I didn’t know how to be honest without risking everything. That I still feel it, whatever this is, even if it’s too late.

But my mouth stays shut. Like always.

In a few hours, I’ll leave. I’ll get on that flight and go back to the life I chose because it felt safer. And I’ll carry this with me—the weight of unsaid words, the echo of his laugh, the knowledge that some losses aren’t loud or dramatic.

Some just linger.

And I’ll spend a long time wondering how different things could’ve been if I’d just learned how to say what I felt before it was already gone.

[muzetrigger]

I love her <3

Protect Morella at all costs (even though she doesn't really need protecting ;p)

Anyway, I decided to revive this meme for Morella Aprilciation day, and since it was more of a meme format, I also decided to use CapCut, which was... interesting.

Mostly, that's because I made the whole thing using "Standard" features, and then when I went to export it, I realized "Standard" was actually premium.

Well, gee. Thanks, capitalism.

Anyway, not a gigantic fan of having to scrub through every video element to make sure it's not using a premium feature. Also, sometimes CapCut will just load a previous clip's info instead of the one you have selected and also randomly set transitions to 0.0s so you can't tell which clips are using premium transitions. That basically doubled the amount of time I had to spend on this.

But hey, I guess I know how to use CapCut now?

The template feature is wack. I feel like every single one of them is just different enough from your mental plan that it's better to just start from scratch :p

Anyway, Morella <3

I don't think I realized how intimate Morella gets with everyone until I started looking for video material. It definitely made Morellenore (is that the ship name?) start competing with Morellada in my heart, but also, I think Morella just has a harem in Nevermore?

Like, everyone loves her. (How could you not tbh?)

She also initiates a lot of physical contact, which is something she shares with Ada! They're both very touch-focused characters when it comes showing affection. So, y'know. Morellada on top <3

[rainbowcity2025]

Still missing the Ballum Love...💖💔 still searching for that same beautiful feeling...👀🥺

[thevampiresblackrose]

🦊🩷🌹