The Diary of a Sugar Babe

25, and on the path to becoming a trophy wife. SB/SG for 3 + years. mentally battling the little girl inside me who wants to say "fuck it" to everything. family, 420, my bff, and soft cuddly animals are everything 👽💋

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Whenever I have a life changing revelation, like an attitude change after meeting someone new, I tell my sugar daddy I switched my birth control and it’s affecting my mood. Then he thinks it’s the hormones that are making me pay a little less attention to him, and he doesn’t get scared that I’m going to leave him.

Jokes on him! I’m just getting more powerful without fucking myself over

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hoe witch☽🕸

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So did I ever tell ya’ll about the time my current SD was going to have me sign a contract to work with him?🤔

I probably mentioned it on my old blog, but I don’t think I ever mentioned it here. About 3 years ago, when our relationship was still new, I was going to work for my SD. I sort of ended up doing it, but that’s besides the point. I want to talk about the contract he wanted me to sign.

I’m still not sure if he meant it the way I interpreted it, but I know how the law could interpret it. There was a “picture release” he wanted me to sign, the project he was working on was getting a lot of press. Basically just saying that he had the rights to any of my pictures, and I was signing off permission to publish them.

That was the line that made me refuse to sign.

I’d read around the same time that happened, that Iggy Azalea had sex tapes released by her former manager. She signed in her contract with him something that said He could release any video of her with any background recording. So he just added some background music and called it his creation. That freaked me out, and when I saw my SD had a picture release, that just made me imagine what kind of power he would have if one day we had a falling out,

It seemed harmless, and honestly it probably was. But I’m sure Iggy was thinking the same thing when she signed her contract. NEVER sign anything without a lawyer!

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Cristal Connors in Show Girls (1995)

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Password Questions!

Whenever there’s a lull in conversation with my SDs, I resort to password questions. Questions I’m sure he has answers to, only he knows, and could possibly spark a conversation. Usually if it’s the kind of question you might have to answer to get in your email, then it’s a great password question.

“Where was your first kiss?”

“What was your first pet”

“What was the make and model of your first car?”

“What city were you conceived in?”

You get the gist ;]

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This used to represent something it took me months to save for with my tips from a shitty job. Now, it’s mostly from hustling/ having sugar daddy hand me $50 to go pay for a bottle of water. Even when I feel down, I have to remember I’m in a good place!!!

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reblog from 1 year ago. reminding myself where i came from <3

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It took an older man saying point-blank “I like giving you advice” for me to realize that yes, that’s the bit you like. Not being helpful to me, but the sound of your authority reverberating in the ears of a younger woman.

Anna Kendrick 

A reminder for all the girls just getting into sugar

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kinda wanna relationship, kinda wanna stay single my whole life, kinda wanna go on adventures, kinda wanna stay in my bed my whole life 

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porn <3

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throwback to the time I went on two M&Gs scheduled back to back and walked away with $850 total.

I went on a lunch and a light dinner date. Both Thai lol. Lunch went so well, he wanted to give me $750 to fuck in the car. I was not going to pass that up. I was dripping sweat and my hair and make up was a mess. I asked my friend “should I go to this second M&G even though I’m going to be late?” and she said “what do you have to lose?” so I walked in there with so much confidence, he didn’t even notice I was a hot mess and he gave me $100 for literally 15 seconds of head in his car. 

I need another day like that. 

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queens || ghossip

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My bathroom altar to Aphrodite. The votive holders are heart shaped and the candles smell of roses, the bowl is shell shaped and filled with sea glass, shells and “pearls” (a little poor for the real thing) and the shell is for offerings. everything, besides the statue, was sorced from discount stores/thrift stores and I think it is beautiful and worthy of her! I think I spent $20 on everything and $45 on the statue. So for the most part pretty thrifty, and like my main altar she is also set up on a little shelf I also got from Ross. This shrine means a lot to me, hopefully ill be able to post about my relationship with Aphrodite soon (I’m on mobile now, posting from work so not sure I want to write a long emotional piece right now)

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Happiness is when you feel good about yourself without needing everyone else’s approval.

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