Hello lovelies! I could really use some help moving out ASAP.
I know a lot of these float around, and I never imagined I’d be one to make a post like this of my own, but I desperately need some help.
I’m 19 years old, and still currently living with my NARC mother. Tonight (Nov 28, 2017), we had one of our worse fights, and it’s not safe for me to stay here anymore. This is only one of the many constant fights we have and things never get better. We’ve tried therapy and medication already.
And if you’re wondering who Giselle is, mentioned in the video by my mother, she is my long-distance girlfriend. My mother knows very well that I’m insecure about my mental illnesses affecting my relationship, something I had confided in her just two days ago, and she used it against me in this very argument, simply for the purpose of hurting me.
Growing up, suicidal thoughts and self harm have been something I’ve had to live with. My depression is reaching a dangerously low point. I hardly have motivation to do anything, even shower, and I need to get out of this house before I do something I’ll regret. Thankfully, self harm has long since become a habit of the past, but unfortunately, my suicidal thoughts have not. They’re hitting me full force as of late, and I can no longer stay with my mother, who is the main source of my diagnosed depression. And on top of this, I also have diagnosed anxiety and ADD. I fear if I stay, those thoughts will become actions.
I have a plan to move in with a friend, so rent wont be much of a problem, but all I have is a part-time job that I will have to leave in two days because I am moving more than an hour away from my current location, and they simply don’t pay me enough to sustain myself. I’m already looking for jobs in the area, but until I can get settled into one, I need help paying my car and insurance.
My next car payment is on December 21, 2017, and right after that, my insurance is next. Both of these payments are each around $250. I need at least $500 before December 20, 2017 and I am begging you for help. I only have a little over $100 saved up, and if you beautiful people could help me reach $500-$800 before the 20th of December, I would be forever grateful.
Here is a link to my PayPal.
Please, my mental health is counting on this. All I need is $500 to get through my next bills. Hopefully, I will have a job by then.
Thank you so much in advance to everyone donating and sharing this post. Every penny helps.
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