Emm (Evan Rosier's Version)

rosekillers biggest fan I love evan so much <3

[ecklekecle]

Introduction?

Intro post now that I'm finally more active!

Check out my carrd too!

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About Meee

⭑ Emm | 19 | Any pronouns | Unlabelled

⭑ Evan Rosiers biggest fan

⭑ I live in Australia

⭑ I'm currently a uni student studying oral health so I'm as active as I can be

⭑ I love music, I play piano and clarinet, and I've dabbled in bass, guitar, drums, harmonica, and I want to try so many more instruments

⭑ I'm also active on instagram and tiktok (on my editing account found in my carrd) although I don't post marauders content on there

⭑ I made this blog to yap about rosekiller/Evan Rosier and 3 years later i'm still here

⭑ This is a very rosekiller/Evan Rosier centric blog since that is what I made it for, but I'm hoping to expand the things I yap about lol

⭑ I'd love to be mutuals, my asks and dms are always open, pls feel free to talk to me!! I'm pretty awkward when it comes to reaching out, but I try my best

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Fandoms I'm In

⭑ Marauders: What i post most, to be honest, probably the only thing I'll post about

⭑ Free! Iwatobi: My number 1 fandom, I love Free so so much, literally my whole life, what I post about most on Ig and TT

⭑ Batman/Batfam: I've only just recently been getting into Batman more, so I probably won't be talking too much in this area

⭑ I'm in a bunch of others but these will probably popup most in this blog

⭑ Others: Haikyuu, The Hunger games, PJO, Ninjago, Tokyo Revengers, Link Click, Project Hail Mary... (If i can remember any more I'll add them)

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Favourites Characters

⭑ EVAN ROSIER (my beloved, literally my whole blog is based off him and for him), Barty Crouch Jr, Regulus Black, LILY EVANS, Pandora Lovegood, Marlene Mckinnon, Remus Lupin

⭑ RIN MATSUOKA (My actual #1, i love him sm, if you know me, you'll definitely know him)

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Ships That I Ship

⭑ ROSEKILLER, ROSESTARKILLER, moonrose, moonwater, PANDALILY, marylily, dorlene, jegulus, wolfstar, gilderat, prongsfoot

⭑ im slowly expanding my ship collection so like, pls recommend me ships/fics!!

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Other Things

⭑ Music: currently super into The Neighbourhood, Radiohead, The Band Light, The Backseat Lovers, Wallows, Noah Kahan, Tame Impala,

⭑ Also basic DNI criteria (can also be found in my carrd)

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My Tags

⭑ #emm rambles <3 : for me yapping, non-fandom specific things

⭑ #emm talks too much </3 : for longer more in depth headcanons/thoughts

⭑ #emm answers ? : for answering asks

If you've reached the end, again guys, my dms and asks are always open, I'd love to talk <3

[tourbe-illon]

I had a vision of moonrose as evak (isak + even, if you haven't yet watched skam norway now is your call)

so even would be evan (shocking, i know) and isak would be Remus.

so Evan is confident in his love for Remus but faces mental disorders, and Remus is slowly accepting that he's gay while trying to understand evan's changes of behaviour

especially the scene where they are in isak's bed, smoking and cuddling, not or barely talking. that's moonrose. I don't make the rules

and also then Evan would be older than Remus, which is...a plus 👀

[microowaved]

What if I say Evan flirting and Barty being oblivious?

[ecklekecle]

barty·s so smarty hes stupid

[raineyartandstars]

regulus would be best friends with hornkus just to piss barty off

[maliciouslittlewhiteboy]

modern au where sirius and james / evan and barty would fake being a couple to get free meals at places for valentines day

[ecklekecle]

and then it just kept happening and happening and suddenly it wasn’t valentines anymore and they were a real couple

[laced-in-ruin]

Okay I don't know if yall are familiar with Noah Kahan's game or not but guys his new album, The Great Divide, IS Sunrose. Just for some examples...

The Great Divide: i can't even pick a lyric example because that WHOLE song is literally James thinking about Evan post breakup. Oh my god. All of it.

Dashboard: "You're an asshole, after all". this song is james about Evan YEARS later, in Canon when he learns Evan’s joined the death eaters.

Doors: "I keep showing you doors, but you can't open them up/'Cause it gets harder to see me the closer you try to look" Evan being so unfamiliar with being loved and cared for, trying to get used to opening up to another. And james just wants to show evan that it's okay to be loved.

Downfall: "So call me when it goes to shit, I'll be keeping the house the way it was. I won't rub your face in it. I swear I won't tell anyone. I don't mind being your dead end. I think it's fine to never move on," Evan about James after their breakup, being angry at James for leaving but also knowing it was his fault and blaming his own brokenness.

Willing and Able: "Oh I wish you could know me. And I wish I could know you much more, sometimes." Both of them wanting to work out and communicate and fix their relationship but being unsure how or where to start.

Porch Light: "It is not irrelevant that you stopped taking your medicine. But I'm giving you the benefit 'cause it's raining out," James watching Evan push him away and grow distant, not understanding that Evan is panicking and trying to self isolate. James is also beginning to see a darker side of Evan, a part of him that he doesn't know how to regulate.

All Them Horses: "So tell me when it feels you cannot escape me. Just yell like dad would yell at all the noise I'm making. I'm just happy you still call." Evan really wanting to get better and sort himself out and create a future for himself because of the positive influence James has had on him.

A Few of Your Own: this whole song is both of them at the beginning/good parts of their relationship, knowing theyre both not perfect but wanting each other anyways and getting used to each other's prescense in their lives.

Okay sorry for so much. Again these are just some examples. This might just be their album. (Except for Lighthouse which is actually Rosekiller).

Sunrose council: @maliciouslittlewhiteboy @ecklekecle @beautifullikeblood @b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m

[ecklekecle]

i love you for saying all of this, and i hate how accurate you are

im too out of it rn to delve more into each song like you did but best believe when i come to, i’ll be back

im never listening this album the same, sunrose you deserve all the happiness, they deserve sunshine if you will

[four-toast]

New ship name dropping: Silverkiller (Barty x Evan's dad)

Thanks to the polycule for helping me out with this one hehe

[ecklekecle]

im actually so invested in barty x evans dad like im gonna be honest out of everyone, i see barty being in an age gap relationship the most

[ecklekecle]

it’s so strange loving evan cause a lot of his angsty headcanons and such that i give him are based off my own insecurities and things i hate/hated about myself, but i love all those things about him, and all those things are what makes him him, and makes him special to me and i hate that i know how to love someone with the same or similar issues to me but not myself

my version of evan is based so heavily on myself and the the experiences and feelings im living through now, and i think that just makes him a little more special for me, but at the same time it’s so strange to write happy endings for him, not knowing if they’ll happen for me

and if i were to say evan would be the same, in which he has the capacity to love, but just not enough for himself

[darlingmylovethatsmurder]

bartylily with a side of sunrose

[laced-in-ruin]

Toxic Rosekiller but it's Barty convincing Evan that Evan needs him to feel protected and loved because no one else will do it except Barty.

[ecklekecle]

the one thing barty picks up from his politician father is how to sweet talk his way into things, he knows exactly what insecurities to pick apart, when to say things and how to make himself sound so believable

[solarmane]

Evan Rosier. The man you are.

That’s it. That’s the whole post. Just that.

[ecklekecle]

not to be dramatic but he’s literally my whole life. I would do anything. for him

[ecklekecle]

someone remind me how to write essays again

[ecklekecle]

update: i wrote a singular sentence and my laptop shut down

[ecklekecle]

the keyboard stopped working and my laptop shut down again so like

i wasnt panicking before but i am now

luckily tho, ive done all my research and ive got like heaps of research, i just need to actually write the essay. which ive got 2 weeks since i took an extension. but i also have my end of session exams. so what do i sacrifice. but also also i have my morning free tomorrow as long as i dont sleep in. realistically i could probably finish this by monday if i really lock in

but do i just let my laptop rest and be properly shut down tonight. thats the question

why is life so hard

[ecklekecle]

ok so. Im in the library. Its 6:45 ish nearly, in four minutes. Ive been here since probably 4:30. Ive written about 120 words. Im so tired. And im still lowkey sick so i really need to cough but its so quiet in here rn and im also wearing and a puffer jacket so every time i move im making noise. And i need to be home soon for dinner but my uni is a 30min drive away

[ecklekecle]

i forgot i have a test on thursday that i havent studied for why is everything so clsoe together and i have to work all day tomorrow omfg im not gonna make it

[ecklekecle]

someone remind me how to write essays again

[ecklekecle]

update: i wrote a singular sentence and my laptop shut down

[ecklekecle]

the keyboard stopped working and my laptop shut down again so like

i wasnt panicking before but i am now

luckily tho, ive done all my research and ive got like heaps of research, i just need to actually write the essay. which ive got 2 weeks since i took an extension. but i also have my end of session exams. so what do i sacrifice. but also also i have my morning free tomorrow as long as i dont sleep in. realistically i could probably finish this by monday if i really lock in

but do i just let my laptop rest and be properly shut down tonight. thats the question

why is life so hard

[ecklekecle]

ok so. Im in the library. Its 6:45 ish nearly, in four minutes. Ive been here since probably 4:30. Ive written about 120 words. Im so tired. And im still lowkey sick so i really need to cough but its so quiet in here rn and im also wearing and a puffer jacket so every time i move im making noise. And i need to be home soon for dinner but my uni is a 30min drive away

[3artho]

He’s leaky and old, like pick a struggle (part 1)

[ecklekecle]

rosekiller who don’t celebrate pride month because, even though they are most utterly in love, beneath all the love and longing, the internal homophobia speaks so loud

and if i were to say they’ve never said they love each other cause that makes it to real and they aren’t ready to face what they are

they’re always denying but deep down they know, they just dont want to be…?

[b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m]

Why does everyone wanna make me sad this pride month???????

[ecklekecle]

that was meant to be my “happy pride month” post but idk how it ended up depressing, my bad guys

[maliciouslittlewhiteboy]

james will literally rant for hours and be all lovey dovey when someone asks about his boyfriend(evan) like james LOVESLOVESLOVES evan

@laced-in-ruin @b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m @beautifullikeblood @ecklekecle sunrose committee

[ecklekecle]

if i had a boyfriend like evan i would rant for hours too 😞

EVAN DESERVES ALL THE LOVE JAMES GIVES HIM, evan also rants about james but internally or he writes it down, he’s just less vocal about his love. He isnt as nonchalant as he thinks he is

[imaginaryarcturus]

Just discovered moonrose

life = changed