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My first kiss?

Yesterday, at the beginning of the party everything was kind of boring; they didn’t let us leave, or smoke or drink. I danced with some guys, some tried to steal me a kiss, but it was disguised. Later I stared to dance with this boy which nickname was “Pumbaa” and our conversation was like:

Him: give me a kiss

Me: noooo

Him: I know that I want, and that you do too

Me: nooo (but in my head I was like yess)

Him: Why you don’t want to?

Me: ahhh

Later he started to give me kisses in the neck, and there I really wanted to kiss him. Later we went out to smoke and outside there were the parents of my friend, and I was like nooo they saw me smoking!!!! So I enter again and I drinked some TEQUILAA hahahaha and well I stayed inside for a while dancing with a friend. Then I went out and I and my friend started to talk with some guys and to drink and to smoke…. Then all my girlfriends leave and I stayed alone with a lot of guys, and a guy (not pumba) started to try to still me a kiss and I was like nooo, but it was really funny because I looked at him and it looks like I was going to kiss him but when we were really close I was like nooo hahahaha and he was like all over me and I was like nooo, and later Pumba said like “come with me to the inside” and I was like “ok” , and he was like “you love that everyone is falling for you” and I was like noooo, and he was like “yes, you do like you are going to kiss guys and latter you go back and let them with the want” and was like “nooo”. Then we went to the second floor, that was totally empty, to get my stuff, and before we were going down the stairs he was like “can I ask you for something” and I was like “sureee”, and he said “give a kiss” and I was like okay, and I kiss him, but latter we started a real kiss (with tongue) but later I realized that I couldn’t be that easy, so I stopped and we went outside and I was sit lying on him, and he asked “at what time you get picked up?” And I said “like in 15 minutes” and he told his friend “we leave as soon as she leaves” and while we was waiting, he kissed me in the head and hug me, he was really sweat.

PD: I don’t think that this have been my first kiss, because “the first kiss” should be romantic, special, and it should take your breath away , but this didn't happened. Also I felt really embarrassed because I didn't knew what to do. And it last like 1 second. What do you think?

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“A picture is worth a thousand words” via ViralNova

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the only photo set that actually matters on this stupid website

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I’m crying.

LMAOOOOOOOOO the screaming in the beginning “mr. owl” “oh jesus christ” “please don’t give me that look” “please don’t fly” DYING omg

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That owl is 30000000% done

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every time this video graces me with its presence i feel obliged to reblog it

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This gives me great joy

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Heartbreak never truly goes away. Eventually, you stop crying yourself to sleep and the self-blame will dim. The questions as to why you weren’t good enough along with all that lost time spent in the shower retracing your last conversation will also stop too. However, it will not be easy. You are still going to wake up with them in your mind for weeks to come and similarly, they will be all you can think about before you sleep. Heartbreak is a bit like love in that respect, you think about them constantly except the thoughts are painful this time around. Indeed, there are moments where you find shelter from these thoughts, a hot chocolate with a friend or an essay that requires your full attention. Your favourite song will come on but then that shuffled sad song will follow and trigger the thoughts all over again. This is inevitable so when it catches you off guard, let it all out. Do all you must to wash away the sadness. Call a friend, bake some cookies, go and lie on the floor with your dog and tell him you’re glad he wouldn’t ever hurt you like this. Your heart will miss them so much it will use any excuse to search for them. The same model car they have will drive by while you are laughing away with your friends and suddenly you cannot breathe. You might see someone with the same curly hair or the way the person sitting in front of you on the bus drums their fingers to a song will remind you of them. This too, is inevitable. Try to appreciate these small quirks because regardless of where you have ended up, these were once pieces of a puzzle that led to you falling in love and that is a beautiful thing. Most importantly of all, you are going to want to run to them. You are going to want to share your day- whether it be good or bad- purely out of habit. You will miss the way they told you terrible jokes or sent you pictures of your favourite breed dog just to bring a smile to your face for the first time that day. You will miss how excited they got when you were excited- how happy they got when you were happy. Allow yourself to grieve this absence but remind yourself that they aren’t the only person who would be willing to devote so much effort to cheering you up. Let your loved ones know you’re sad and soak in the warmth of their kind words. And then, suddenly, a few weeks have passed and you think of them for the first time in three days and you realise that you are healing. You start to fill your time with people and things that make you happy. You suddenly crave adventure and new experiences and anything that makes you feel alive again. You stop beating yourself up and start to defend your corner like you are your own best friend. You put your hands up and admit your contribution to the downfall of it all but the difference is, you refuse to defend them any longer. You validate your pain and tell yourself that it is okay to hurt and that you just need time- the art of healing requires the same patience as a few broken bones. The bond with your friends will strengthen if you let them in- please let them in. Spend time with them and regularly express how much you appreciate them. Feel good about telling loved ones that you love them. Do not shy away from this term because your heart is broken. Please remind yourself that this is not the end for you. Do not console yourself with the whole there are other fish in the sea rubbish because I know that despite how much pain they have caused, you still want them and you will continue to want them for a very long time. Instead, console yourself with the thought that your heart may be in two right now but bones do that sometimes and with a little support, healing is inevitable. My darling, to break may not be beautiful while you’re going through it but it is, don’t you see? Even a glow stick has to crack to shine; think of how proud you will be when one day you can smile at yourself in the mirror and mean it again.

Heartbreak 101. (via velcroheartstrings)