The skin of a human replenishes every 27 days
27 days without you
1. I cried in the shower the day you left, and the only way I could stop was by convincing myself you would be back
2. I didnât leave my bed today, because if you were coming home I wanted to be in the same place you left me in
3. I cried in the school bathroom after a girl in my English class asked about you
4. When one of your friends looked at me I wouldnât help but think about all the double dates we went on, and that made me nauseas
5. The nausea returned today and my mother let me stay home and it brought me back to the day you snuck into my bedroom through my window to bring me my favourite movie and soup, and you wouldnât leave without a kiss no matter how much I protested because I didnât want you to get sick too.
6. I wrote about you today, the way I used to, full of love and happiness even though by the time I was done the page had become stained with tears
7. Today someone told me it takes half the time you were with someone to get over them, which means I still have 540 days
8. I got sick today while thinking about you, I donât know if it was from being sad of if I had just become so mad that my stomach couldnât take it
9. I drove by the cute little waffle house we used to go to every Sunday morning and I couldnât eat for the rest of the day
10. My bed no longer has the larger indent that used to mold our bodies perfectly together, itâs now left with one small lonely indent
11. I found an old letter you had given me when you first told me you loved me, we had always written each other letters, it was our thing, and it was so painful to find
12. I saw your mom at the supermarket today and she told me I looked well, but I know she was just trying to be polite
13. My hands get cold without you here to hold them, so I bought gloves
14. A boy with green eyes smiled at me today, and all I could do was compare his fields of green to your deep pools of sand
15. I finally washed my sheets, now they donât have the scent that you left behind, which used to comfort me but then only haunted my dreams
16. I saw you for the first time today and I think I felt every emotion imaginable in one moment
17. I gave all the hoodies I managed to steal from you over the years to your sister for her to give back to you but I donât want to think about any of the girls who might take them next
18. I kissed a boy today, he wasn't you, they werenât your lips, it was a new feeling, and I donât know how to feel
19. âOur songâ came on today and instead of changing it immediately I reminisced about the first time we ever heard it, it was a good feeling
20. I didnât dream about you
21. I took down all the photos of us together that were on my walls
22. I went to the waffle house today and ate alone
23. I almost called you drunk but luckily for both of us I was able to pull myself together enough not to go through with it
24. My lips forget the way yours feel, my mouth forgets the way you taste
25. I made a list of all the things I want to accomplish, I want to work on me, but not for you, completely for me
26. My gloves work better than your hands ever did
27. My body doesnât remember you, my mind will never forget you but my skin doesnât even know you and wouldnât recognize your touch
28. I am okay, I am going to be okay, I am working on myself, kissing boys and being selfish
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