Callum

who up transatlanti they cism

[chazchaschad]

I do not have a "side blog”, I do not “schedule posts”. I torture my followers with random bullshit and if that doesn’t work I KILL MYSELF

[edcept10n]

i've got a hunger twisting my stomach into knots

that my tongue has tied off

my brain's repeating, 'if you've got an impulse, let it out'

but they never make it past my mouth

[sailermoon]

having unwashed hair will have you believing shit like i can’t be saved

[hopeless-eccentric]

humiliating to be attracted to a conventionally attractive person. I thought I was a more sensitive and refined pervert than this

[bubblegum-gf]

reblogging a funny low note count textpost on your dash made by your mutual's mutual kinda feels like walking up to two strangers on the street and laughing loudly at their joke

[edcept10n]

And it seemed

He had mildew on his soul

From standing at the coastline

Wishing it would swallow him whole

[i-know-it-is-hard-to-believe-me]

what if twenty one pilots plays twenty one pilots songs at the twenty one pilots concert but i might be more scared of what if death cab for cutie plays death cab for cutie songs at the twenty one pilots concert. what are we gonna do if they play brothers on a hotel bed for an entire arena. what are we gonna do if they play passenger seat. what are we Going To Do if they play i will follow you into the dark.

[viola-halogen]

Happy pride month or something

[edcept10n]

[edcept10n]

Thank you! Listening to the new album just had me repeatedly going "OMG This is literally Clancybearer!" too, especially the A and B of "I Built You A Tower". I mean, the name of the album itself...TOWER???!! I'm simply gagged, and I can't help but wonder if Mr. Ben Gibbard has been following the Dema Lore, too! What's your AO3 handle, sir? 😁

Listening to 'i built you a tower' I was getting absolutely taken back to the city walls mv and that damn tower, its so clancybearer coded i could CRY. Im so hoping that Mr Gibbard knows the emotional turmoil this album has caused tøp fans all over the world hahaha

[edcept10n]

clancybearer edit to i built you a tower (a)

edit: AND VERSION B?? im listening to the album for the first time ohhh my gosh yes both.

[edcept10n]

times are so rough im considering visiting my local church

[edcept10n]

hey tumblr it MIGHT be over for me i just walked into the living room and my mum greeted me with 'hello callum' I have NEVER felt my stomach drop so fast and now im lowk barricading myself in my room

(for context I have never told my parents about the transgenderism ((apart from that one time when I was like 12 but that doesn't count))

its so incredibly joever. it was nice knowing you guys

[edcept10n]

Tiny vessels oozed into your neck

And formed the bruises

That you said you didn't want to fade

But they did, and so did I that day

[local-lesbian-tree-demon]

they should invent a body that feels normal to be inside of

[troutmemo]

it drives me absolutely bonkers insane how much the real ewen montagu wanted people to know about the way they carried out mincemeat, vs how much charles cholmondeley wanted it (and especially his own involvement in it) kept secret. and how they (presumably) never worked together again but montagu still wrote cholmondeley's obituary 40 years later. and how in that obituary he explicitly revealed cholmondeley's involvement in the operation. as far as we know montagu never got cholmondeley's consent to do that while he was alive, so you'd think he should have respected that after his death. especially since, based on the letters we've seen, it seems their differences in opinions were never resolved. but the obit doesnt read as spiteful. it reads as proud: "many citizens of london who survived the v bombs and many who landed in sicily owe their lives to charles cholmondeley"

im thinking about how all this is transferred into the musical in that one section montlie have together in glitzy ("we made a change and thats enough and no one needs to know how we won" / "the world needs to know we were making a man"). it really foreshadows that post-canon dynamic we can only assume the characters would go on to have based on the real history. and i'm very compelled by the concept of musical monty feeling this desperate urge to secure charles' legacy in history as well as his own, even if he has to do it against charles' will, even if it's after charles' death, when he can no longer beg monty not to. im envisioning an older, stubborn, repressed, grieving monty, who has long since convinced himself he's doing a good thing for charles. because all monty has ever wanted is for people to know his name, so in revealing charles' he's doing for him what he would have wanted for himself. but they have vastly different desires (again, as depicted in that dichotomous glitzy duet). and while monty might, by this point, have an illusory, idealised version of charles in his mind that is grateful for what monty has done for him, the real charles would have hated it. and on some level monty knows it

[troutmemo]

images that make me harm myself and others

[rablers]

(2011 / 2026)

you found me:,)