My beautiful bulimic girlfriend

Eating disorder recovery from a girlfriend's point of view. I'm in a same sex relationship with a wonderful girl who has ed, depression and anxiety. This blog is about relationship with an ed and a girlfriend and getting better.

[inritum]

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

[ghostdog07]

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

[deathklaue]

YOOOOOOO

I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS

LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL

IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS

[doryishness]

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS. 

[victoriaringsinyourears]

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT 

[lenshade]

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

[themixedbagofwhat]

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

[wodkat]

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

[acstiel]

THE BOY I FELL I LOVE WITH LEFT TO TRAVEL THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND HAS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 3 MONTHS. WE HAVENT SPOKEN SINCE BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL TRAPPED TO ME AND NOT ENJOY HIS TIME SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO CONTACT ME FIRST. I SAW THIS ON A PARTICULARLY LOW DAY WHEN I WAS MISSING HIM SO MUCH I CRIED FROM THE PAIN, GUYS I REALLY LOVE HIM, SO I THOUGHT MEH WHAT THE FUCK, AND WISHED HE WOULD JUST LET ME KNOW HE WAS OKAY.

GUYS.

HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER

20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.

GOOD THINGS DO HAPPEN. AND ITS IN THIS POST.

[juststrokemyglabella]

I wish for someone to leave something in my ask.

[adweeb-deactivated20160228]

OKAY SO I ASKED FOR A HEDGEHOG AND NOW GUESS WHO HAS A PET HEDGEHOG

[mydeadcarcass]

I WISHED FOR SNK MERCH THE FIRST TIME. I GOT A JACKET.

I WISHED FOR MY GIRLFRIEND THE SECOND TIME. I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND.

[openyourthird-eye]

THIS WORKs I WISHED I WAS MOVING TO NORTH CAROLINA AND GUESS WHAT GUYS IM MOVING TO NC IN AUGUST I PROMISE U IM NOT LYING

[ariya-art]

guys ok ur probably thinking that this is all just bs right? WELL I THOUGHT SO TOO BUT I WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD CHAT ME AND HE DID AND IM FREAKING OUT not even kidding i swear on my grampas grave this works

[haihl-blog]

I love this it always works for me yey thank u shooting star :’)

[phoxae]

woah the notes let’s hope my wish comes true

[edgirlfriend]

I’m wishing, wishing, wishing. :)

[edrecoveryproblems]

When I'm feeling triggered by my body, but I don't have the energy to fully explain that to my significant other

[edgirlfriend]

This looks familiar

[edgirlfriend]

When my mother-in-law thinks my fiancee is just imagining depression, ED and anxiety to make her feel bad.

[danaeryn]

[edgirlfriend]

This is so frustrating!

[edgirlfriend]

Troll named Vom

We named it Vom. My girlfriend said it's pink with big mouth and big eyes. It's quite small but it has very bad habit to misunderstand normal things and turn them into bodyconcious whispers. I think it's a third wheel in our relationship. It dominates sometimes my thoughts too. Mainly when it has told my girlfriend not to let me touch her belly or thighs or waist. Then I start to think there's something wrong with me and that's Vom speaking in my head. My girlfriend has her first group therapy session tomorrow and Vom thinks she might have the biggest thighs or largest tummy in the group and that she isn't sick enough to get help.

I want Vom to shut up and get out of our relationship. There is no space for it.

[edgirlfriend]

Sleeping pills are scary and holidays are over -tears

It's the last day of the christmas holidays and tomorrow I'm supposed to grab the life by it's neck and try to tackle it. Or something. Having a bad evening. My girlfriend have been sleeping badly lately and took some pill for it and I didn't remember how scary that kind of sleep is: deeb, odd, unmoving and different from normal sleep syckels. Or so it seems to me. It's bit unnerving to cuddle in the bed when she is totally lights out and everything you might say (good night, is everything ok, you are drooling, can you move a bit, you are so sweet, I love you etc.) she can't comprehend or remember next morning.

I'm afraid of my ability to take care of studying and rest of the life, more precise if I'm not able to do things. School and studying is the number one right now on my stress list. Holidays have been good, I have been resting and I'm feeling bit more relaxed and more like myself. We have been laughing, having sex (you should not underestimate that one!) and spending time together. I'm hoping so hard we can keep all the lovely things going on even thought the holidays are over. I have all kinds of unfinished businesess from the last year and I'm supposed to wrap those up in few weeks. I'm scared about it and sometimes (right now) I feel like crying because of the things I need to get done.

I haven't been eating that much today. It's bad that I forget food or am too lazy to actually do it and she has an ED. Not good combination. BUT I think the reason I'm feeling like crying might be party because I'm hungry right now.

So I'm going to eat.

[edgirlfriend]

Ed with an adult

Part why I want to start this blog is because there is so much material about eating disorders but minimal part of that describes what it is to live with a wife or a huspand or a girlfriend or a boyfriend with an ed. My lovely, beautiful and dearly loved girlfriend sent me this link to an essay by the Nate Milsham in which he writes about his wife's eating disorder. I was a bit shocked and at the same time absolutely relieved to read and notice I'm not alone with our situation. Classical, huh?

Eat Your Heart Out: On My Wife’s Eating Disorder

So many times eating disorder seems to be painted mainly as young girls and teenager's sickness. Lot of information is given for parents and I'm not getting any leads how to deal with and adult in a relationship where the eating disorder is the third wheel.

More of that tomorrow I think. Right now I'm bit tired and these things make me feel gloomy... Sleep helps.

[edgirlfriend]

Eating disorder recovery from a girlfriend's point of view.

I'm young lady in her twenties, I'm in a same sex relationship with a wonderful girl who has an eating disorder, depression and anxiety. This is my blog of recovering from all those in a spouse's point of view.