Stuff I Like

[cultofthewyrm]

by Philosophy

[eg6kid]

I can't sleep. The feeling that I have fucked up continues to get worse. It feels like it is spreading to more things, and now I am just stuck in this deep pit and can't get out because I've fucked. It's 2 AM and all I can do is have some chocolate milk and hope my younger self would still be happy with how things ended up if they knew.

[eg6kid]

I just want to shout into the void today because I don't know what else to do. Today is such an important day and I can barely get out of bed. I'm trying so hard to put one foot in front of the other, but it feels so impossible today.

[artbylittlebug]

[wifegideonnav]

“bits to use in everyday conversations”

[birdsean]

[zmpl]

Can I Please Eat In The Computer Room Tonight? by Nicole Nikolich (2025)

[oldschoolfrp]

Custom van with 1981 Erol Otus D&D art

[opendirectories]

[eg6kid]

5 more days without medicine

? more days of being this unhappy

[eg6kid]

Feeling very unsure about things and like I don't have options, which I think tends to make me feel overwhelmed more easily and makes it so I have harder time talking, but I'm still getting through it 🥲

[drawnsnake]

Refuge.

[oshiwambo]

[pururin]

[eg6kid]

I'm trying so hard today I really am, but I'm so overwhelmed. I don't know if it is burnout or shutdown or what. Then one more thing happens, something I'm already really anxious about and I just can't. And I hate how that sounds and how I feel. Most of it is my fault too. I've dug myself a deep hole and I don't know how to get out. I don't know what to do. I think that's probably what I hate the most, the fact that I feel so helpless. Most of it I did, and I can't seem to undo it on my own. I hate how it feels and I hate how it sounds and I get even more stressed and anxious what others would think knowing that I'm like this. But of course they already know, it feels like it's written on me everywhere sometimes, I can't always see it, but it seems like everyone else can. Even so, if I could somehow pay someone to make this all go away and deal with it I would. It's both the solution I hate and the only one I can think of when I'm feeling like this, how ever unrealistic it may be.

[atrophi4pcb]

before and after telling her to rearrange my guts

[eg6kid]