eilishslut

ella | 15 | lesbian

[bilssturns]

im literally in love

why is oitnb such a dead fandom I wanna cry

[eilishslut]

miss being your friend.

i think we were more. i dont know what the fuck we were. but i miss being your friend.

i’m not sure who this could be and i’m sorry i only saw this now but please dm me im sure id love to reconnect

[eilishslut]

we know you’re a bottom

wait i’m excusing the fact that this is a really weird ask to say that i feel major déjà-vu rn i feel like i got this ask and answered it before????

[eilishslut]

re reading that one post you made about me over and over again because i know you’re right and it kills me. i know now and i knew then that every word was true and i just couldn’t admit it, and now i get to sit here and look at ur posts with ur perfect girlfriend while i re read the shitty ones that were made about me because i deserved it. i don’t hate that you wrote the words i hate that they’re true.

[eilishslut]

making progress because i stopped notifications for both of the blogs i’ve been stalking 😪😪

[eilishslut]

lmao progress is already ruined

[eilishslut]

i said i got over it but there’s still immediate tears in my eyes whenever i see her face because if i never fucked it up maybe i wouldn’t have to make a whole separate account just to see it

[eilishslut]

i’m gonna tweak out i need a gf

[eilishslut]

making progress because i stopped notifications for both of the blogs i’ve been stalking 😪😪

[eilishslut]

i just saw reneé rapp at msg.

[creepyoldguy33]

i miss brody grant already

[wintvies]

sorry if i was a bitch i probably wanted to go home

[outsidersfan1]

if anyone didn’t dm me but still wants an audio from today here:

[r0sesthings]

@very-super-silly @cherrycolacowboy

The JPC!Paul riff I was talking about earlier from JFT (also Maggie!Cherry how I’ve missed ur voice and okkkk I forgot she did Emma’s riff too)

[eilishslut]

this but in emmas cherry is literally PERFECT like i look forward to it everytime

[eilishslut]

especially feeling “nothing gold can stay” after brody’s departure ☹️

[thereallattehottay]

all i’m gonna say is

brent as marcia

sky as cherry

anna as dally

and

melody as bob/cop

changed my life

[eilishslut]

sky for cherry 🤞❤️

[made-my-peace-with-all-the-bad]

An incomplete list of my favorite opt ups:

- Victor Darrel’s “every dollar that I earn” in Runs in the Family Reprise

- Daryl Johnny’s “every night we’d STARE up at the stars” in Far Away From Tulsa

- Brody Pony’s “another broken WINDOW pane” in Tulsa ‘67

- Brody Pony’s Far Away From Tulsa opt ups (we all know the one)

- Emma Cherry’s “OUT lookin’ for a fight” in Justice for Tulsa

- Alex and Tyler Dally’s “I’ll teach you EVERYTHING you need to know” in Grease Got a Hold

- Corbin Soda’s “that’s what love IS all about” in Throwing in the Towel

- Jaydon Two Bit’s “I ain’t no sweet talkin’ ROMEO but I can fight” in Grease Got a Hold

[eilishslut]

out looking for a fight blesses my ears everytime omg

[eilishslut]

just came on here to say brody grant signed my playbill and had a conversation with me. did i wait three hours at stage door? yes….

cropped out my face but that is him talking to me and signing!