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sometimes you need dialogue tags and don't want to use the same four
For anyone who needs this
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I've always loved the idea of wangxian accidentally making their own clan. Like they would never actually want to because they're happy with just themselves and Lan Zhan still sees himself as a Lan but maybe in the au i made where Lan Zhan wrote history books on Wei Ying (here), word gets passed around really quick that demonic cultivation isn't dangerous or corrupting. It's literally just a an alternative cultivation method. Of course you need to be careful with it because every cultivation method has its limits and can cause harm (side eyes the Nie clan and the fact that they literally use resentful energy to cultivate their sabers to sometimes disastrous results)
But the best part is that Wei Yings cultivation method is perfect for people who have weak cores or simply struggle to cultivate in the classical method. And because of this they can be ostracized, belittled and in worse case scenarios just kicked out of their clan for being 'useless'. So people suddenly start showing up asking Wei ying to teach them and he's like, "I'm not real a teacher but you can tag along if you want", and they do and yeah, Wei Ying is very much a really good teacher and people would spend weeks with them learning with the only rule being that as soon as they all get back from a night hunt they are NOT to be bothered. The only time they stop is when wangxian goes back to Gusu for the winter.
But as months turn into years more and more people show up to learn under Wei Ying so some of the first students basically open up a school where they can teach other and occasionally have Master Wei come over to teach a few classes but there will always be a small crowd of disciples following wangxian around. And at some point wangxian shows up to the school for his annual semester of teaching that he promised and there's a plaque above the doorway that says "The Wei Clan for Demonic cultivation" and Wei Ying thinks it's the funniest shit.
But it all seriousness there is a legit need for this school because of the type of students that they collect and what started off as something small turned into a full-blown administration that create an actual curriculum with classes that cover most basics so when Wei Ying comes over to teach they can go straight to the advance stuff. The members/students do research and store copies of their findings at the school and there's so much of it that they even have their own forbidden library that is very well guarded.
Some of the students become nomads after they leave but most stay and the administration forms a system where they can send their disciples to certain areas that might need their help the same way Lan Zhan does with the juniors. They have dorms, cafeteria, recreational spaces. A huge open space a little far off from the school that's used to test with whatever experiment they've cooked up but of course you can only do it under supervision of a senior. Especially since a lot of juniors range between 8-16 because they were sent to the school to be taught because they'd been turned away from everywhere else
Basically wangxian indirectly brought Xiao Xingchen and Song Lans dream to life about starting a clan that had nothing to do with prestige or blood. Just anyone who wants to learn or join a community.
Of course they have rules. Very important rules, especially pertaining to rogue users who use what they've learned to harm others but they're rare because everyone who's part of the clan just really love being a part of it. Most of them are basically outsiders who were never given the chance due to a weakness that wasn't their fault. The Wei Clan and school is their home. Of course some go back to their parents and relatives who still love them once in a while for a visit and because of that those clan members have basically designated certain places that are under their protection. They're not shooing other clans away but these small areas are always safe from any trouble.
And because there are risks in practicing demonic cultivation the members and administration are also really serious about preventing that from ever happening. They always look for signs like the person becoming more isolated, sometimes violent. They're super strict about stopping rogue practitioners that are using what they've learned to hurt others.
And as years pass the Wei Clan becomes super prestigious and well respected by the majority of other clans. Lan Zhan also has classes where he teaches the students Lan techniques. He's not adamant about keeping the Lan techniques a secret so he teaches them the basics they can use to strengthen what they've learned. True to his heritage he does accidentally bring some Lan rules in his reprimands and some of it become part of the rules and guidelines of the Wei Clan
Even better, Wen Ning also occasionally teaches a few classes of his own. Some about the Wen Techniques. Some about his sisters knowledge on medicine. He doesn't practice it but he knows enough by memory that he could recall almost everything his sister had shared when he was alive.
So the whole curriculum is very much an amalgamation and a mix of techniques from a variety of different sources so but there's no strict hard and fast rule that you have to master all of them. You learn what works for you and you hone it to perfection.
And because there's no emphasis on blood, name or prestige, the Wei Clan actually lasts way longer than the other clans because they're always open to any outsiders who want to join.
I've always loved the idea of wangxian accidentally making their own clan. Like they would never actually want to because they're happy with just themselves and Lan Zhan still sees himself as a Lan but maybe in the au i made where Lan Zhan wrote history books on Wei Ying (here), word gets passed around really quick that demonic cultivation isn't dangerous or corrupting. It's literally just a an alternative cultivation method. Of course you need to be careful with it because every cultivation method has its limits and can cause harm (side eyes the Nie clan and the fact that they literally use resentful energy to cultivate their sabers to sometimes disastrous results)
But the best part is that Wei Yings cultivation method is perfect for people who have weak cores or simply struggle to cultivate in the classical method. And because of this they can be ostracized, belittled and in worse case scenarios just kicked out of their clan for being 'useless'. So people suddenly start showing up asking Wei ying to teach them and he's like, "I'm not real a teacher but you can tag along if you want", and they do and yeah, Wei Ying is very much a really good teacher and people would spend weeks with them learning with the only rule being that as soon as they all get back from a night hunt they are NOT to be bothered. The only time they stop is when wangxian goes back to Gusu for the winter.
But as months turn into years more and more people show up to learn under Wei Ying so some of the first students basically open up a school where they can teach other and occasionally have Master Wei come over to teach a few classes but there will always be a small crowd of disciples following wangxian around. And at some point wangxian shows up to the school for his annual semester of teaching that he promised and there's a plaque above the doorway that says "The Wei Clan for Demonic cultivation" and Wei Ying thinks it's the funniest shit.
But it all seriousness there is a legit need for this school because of the type of students that they collect and what started off as something small turned into a full-blown administration that create an actual curriculum with classes that cover most basics so when Wei Ying comes over to teach they can go straight to the advance stuff. The members/students do research and store copies of their findings at the school and there's so much of it that they even have their own forbidden library that is very well guarded.
Some of the students become nomads after they leave but most stay and the administration forms a system where they can send their disciples to certain areas that might need their help the same way Lan Zhan does with the juniors. They have dorms, cafeteria, recreational spaces. A huge open space a little far off from the school that's used to test with whatever experiment they've cooked up but of course you can only do it under supervision of a senior. Especially since a lot of juniors range between 8-16 because they were sent to the school to be taught because they'd been turned away from everywhere else
Basically wangxian indirectly brought Xiao Xingchen and Song Lans dream to life about starting a clan that had nothing to do with prestige or blood. Just anyone who wants to learn or join a community.
Of course they have rules. Very important rules, especially pertaining to rogue users who use what they've learned to harm others but they're rare because everyone who's part of the clan just really love being a part of it. Most of them are basically outsiders who were never given the chance due to a weakness that wasn't their fault. The Wei Clan and school is their home. Of course some go back to their parents and relatives who still love them once in a while for a visit and because of that those clan members have basically designated certain places that are under their protection. They're not shooing other clans away but these small areas are always safe from any trouble.
And because there are risks in practicing demonic cultivation the members and administration are also really serious about preventing that from ever happening. They always look for signs like the person becoming more isolated, sometimes violent. They're super strict about stopping rogue practitioners that are using what they've learned to hurt others.
And as years pass the Wei Clan becomes super prestigious and well respected by the majority of other clans. Lan Zhan also has classes where he teaches the students Lan techniques. He's not adamant about keeping the Lan techniques a secret so he teaches them the basics they can use to strengthen what they've learned. True to his heritage he does accidentally bring some Lan rules in his reprimands and some of it become part of the rules and guidelines of the Wei Clan
Even better, Wen Ning also occasionally teaches a few classes of his own. Some about the Wen Techniques. Some about his sisters knowledge on medicine. He doesn't practice it but he knows enough by memory that he could recall almost everything his sister had shared when he was alive.
So the whole curriculum is very much an amalgamation and a mix of techniques from a variety of different sources so but there's no strict hard and fast rule that you have to master all of them. You learn what works for you and you hone it to perfection.
And because there's no emphasis on blood, name or prestige, the Wei Clan actually lasts way longer than the other clans because they're always open to any outsiders who want to join.
this too shall pass
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Thrice Upon a Time.
finally finished this painting i sketched out months ago… please click for better quality i know tumblr is gonna kill it (reference used)
Oh my god this is a painting
Guys its a painting
GUYS THIS IS A PAINTING
Me: This is not a painting at all I don’t believe it even though everyone is saying it and the artist themselves said it
*clicks for better quality and zooms in*
Oh my goodness this is a painting
a painting you say???
THERE IS A LITTLE FROG!
It’s Not a Plot Hole, It’s Foreshadowing
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It’s Not a Plot Hole, It’s Just Something That They Opted Not to Spoon-feed You Because It Would Be Obvious If You Thought About It For 20 Seconds
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It May Be a Plot Hole, But It Still Works In Terms of the Story’s Themes and Character Logic
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Okay, It Is a Plot Hole, What Are You Going to Do, Cry about It?
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All Works of Fiction Represent Constructed Realities and by Demanding a Lack of Plot Holes, You Are Improperly Importing the Rules of Objective Reality into a Subjective Creation that Must Be Judged Primarily on Its Aesthetic Merits
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Dude, Just Come-up With a Headcanon Like A Normal Human Being
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Is It Really a Plot Hole, or Are the Characters Just Not Making the Choices You Want Them To?
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Seriously though were people in the past just constantly giggling at the word “suck” being written with a long s like was that a thing do you think
I have a collection of these I keep in a folder called “I am an adult”.
Came across this folder again while cleaning out old files, so enjoy…
Tomska going hard on Twitter again.
He's right.
Who cares about the crowded, broad avenue? I'll stick to my single-log bridge until it's dark. The Untamed (2019)
It frustrates me so much when people use Jin Zixuan's death as some kind of proof that Wei Ying was out of control because you do remember he was being attacked at the time, right? Like he accepted the invitation to see his nephew in good faith, and instead, he was attacked. Violently. With the intent to kill. They were shooting arrows at him. If he hadn't spurred Wen Ning into action, he would have been killed. Like, you guys remember that, right? And it's not like he could just hop on his sword and fly away. He was cornered, and the only way out was to fight.
I'm not blaming Jin Zixuan for his own death, that blame lies solely on Jin Zixun, but I still think it was incredibly stupid of him to walk right into active fight zone and not expect to get hurt. Also, why was he telling Wei Ying to stop when Jin Zixun was still trying to kill him???
I don't understand this need to find something to blame Wei Ying for. He's always acting in defense. Against forces greater than him. He's reactive. He rarely actually starts things first. Like yeah he's a flawed character but that doesn't make him automatically culpable.
People at Nevernight were calling for both his blood and the Remnants, and he's supposed to just take that???? Just let it be? Take the Remnants and hide??? To where???? Wei Ying was so desperate to find them a place to go the first time that he took them to the Burial Mounds. The Burial Mounds. Do you know how desperate you have to be to consider a haven for corpses and ghosts as a safe haven??? Where else was he supposed to take them???
Even then, THEY shot him first. He didn't even make the first move. I do not understand why people think Wei Ying is in the wrong for simply fighting back to protect people he cared about.
For the love of God, someone needs to explain this to me because I'm really sick of this fanon character assassination
REAL. People in this fandom bend over backwards to blame Wei Wuxian for every little thing, as if the entire point of the series wasn’t that he was being used as a scapegoat.
Like, Wei Wuxian is an unreliable narrator, specifically in the sense that he has an incredibly low sense of self-worth, defaults to blaming himself for everything, excuses any wrongdoing done to himself, and represses the memories of his own trauma. And he’s like that specifically because of his upbringing with the Jiang. Madame Yu blamed him for anything and everything, Jiang Fengmian enabled her and made Wei Ying feel like every bit of kindness incurred a debt that had to be repaid, and Jiang Cheng relied heavily on Wei Ying taking the blame for everything, so much so that he never really learned how to manage his emotions in a way that wasn’t blaming Wei Wuxian. He was raised a scapegoat, and that continued on in his role as the Yiling Patriarch. People blamed him for anything and everything, because it’s easier to pin all your problems on one convenient target than accept the complexities of a situation (and reflect on your own culpability in them).
Over the course of the novels, we see a lot of people blaming Wei Wuxian. Madame Yu and Lan Qiren are the first, and Jiang Cheng picks up soon after. Once the Sunshot Campaign ends, everyone is quick to blame every little thing on him and his cultivation. Then people like Jin Guangyao take advantage of that and manipulate it in their favor. Jin Zixun blames him for his stupid curse, then Jin Zixuan pops up and starts blaming him for the entire fight. There are mobs of people at the Second Siege of the Burial Mounds who blame him for all sorts of unreasonable shit. Jiang Cheng is CONSTANTLY blaming him for anything and everything: Lotus Pier, his parents, Jin Zixuan, Jiang Yanli, none of which were actually his fault. Shit, after the Golden Core reveal happens, Jiang Cheng starts blaming Wei Wuxian for the fact that he can’t blame Wei Wuxian for his problems anymore! And don’t get me started on Lan Xichen and the “his only mistake was you” conversation, as if Lan Wangji’s incredibly inobvious crush was somehow his responsibility to reciprocate while starving to death and trying to prevent a genocide. As if Lan Wangji’s punishment was his fault, despite the whole point being that Wei Wuxian was telling him to stop trying to help him. People lob so much shit at Wei Wuxian, and within the context of the novels, it is abundantly clear that it’s all just SHIT.
And the thing is, the novels understand this. Even though Wei Wuxian might not personally blame characters like Jiang Cheng or Lan Xichen for their reprehensible actions, the narrative ensures that they face consequences. Like, people get upset about Jiang Cheng’s ending, but he had ample opportunity to make amends with Wei Wuxian, and he refused. He just kept blaming him! Jiang Cheng never would have had to learn about the core transfer if he’d just shut his damn mouth and put the whip away, but he wouldn’t, so his entire fragile sense of accomplishment was destroyed. Now, he can’t blame Wei Wuxian for all his problems, because he knows Wei Wuxian gave up EVERYTHING so that he could lead the Jiang sect and be a powerful cultivator. And he can’t cope with that, so he ends the series unsatisfied and in seclusion.
And then look at Lan Xichen. Wei Wuxian never blames him for the whole mistake thing, but I really don’t think we’re supposed to see Lan Xichen as being in the right in that conversation. Like, first of all, he’s needlessly cruel. Second of all, with what we have read about the Second Battle at Nightless City, how would it be in any way reasonable to describe Wei Wuxian as being “satisfied with the killing?” People make Lan Xichen’s actions out to be understandable concern for his brother, but then Wei Wuxian gets nothing in regards to his own grief over the deaths of his sisters? Third of all, Lan Xichen is, at that moment, STILL making allowances for Jin Guangyao, even knowing the awful shit he did. Pot, meet kettle.
And that’s the thing! Towards the end of the series, the cultivation world’s mob mentality shifts from scapegoating Wei Wuxian to scapegoating Jin Guangyao. Technically a more worthy target, but even Wei Wuxian himself expresses discomfort at that shift. Lan Xichen, who still loves Jin Guangyao and is probably shaken by his own guilt over the part he played in his schemes, defaults to scapegoating Wei Wuxian instead. And sure, this scene happens in large part because of the narrative need for wangxian to get their shit together, but it still contextualizes Lan Xichen’s arc’s conclusion. And I’d argue that’s why he ends the series miserable and in seclusion too. He needed to be strong armed into feeling guilt and taking responsibility for his actions.
But back to the main point: I think a lot of people don’t understand that Wei Wuxian largely isn’t to blame because most of this comes in as subtext. Wei Wuxian is the narrator and he often tells us that everything is his fault, that the things he’s put through aren’t so bad, but in moments of flashbacks, when he’s knocked out or using empathy and doesn’t have so much control over the narration, we see more clearly that he had noble intentions and was consistently backed into a corner. Meanwhile, we’re seeing all these other characters turn a blind eye to injustice (or actively participate in it) and then turn around and say UNTRUE SHIT about him. Even though the narrative doles out karmic punishments for characters’ fucked up actions, the fact that Wei Wuxian doesn’t SAY they’re wrong and deserving of consequences trips people up.
MDZS is a story that really needs to be read with a critical eye. I feel like a lot of people just hear that Wei Wuxian is an unreliable narrator and decide that means he’s crazy and can’t be trusted. Or they see that he uses ~dark magic~ and has technically killed a lot of people and decide that means he’s “morally grey” or a war criminal or smth. Or they personally like Jiang Cheng or Jin Guangyao or Lan Xichen, and end up blind to those characters’ flaws and resort to the same scapegoating of Wei Wuxian that those characters engage in. And that’s whatever. You’re allowed to like flawed characters. It just bothers me that this leads to SO MANY misinterpretations of the books. Or when people go too far in trying to make the conflicts in the story seem like ~both sides~ are at fault, and it ends up with some…questionable real-world implications.
AND it fucks with the themes of the story, which include some very poignant messages about propaganda, scapegoating, the ways that people in power shift blame and make themselves out to be victims, and how people can be pushed really far when backed into a corner while still being fundamentally good and deserving of happiness. A cornered dog is going to bite, it’s fucked up to criticize people for the methods they use to crawl out of hell, especially when YOU should have lent them a hand, etc.
Rant over. For now.
Now this! This is the kind of Wei Wuxian defending I can get behind! He! Had! His! Reasons!
I only just read, so I haven't seen fandom discourse about this but even reading, I couldn't get over how many characters blamed him not only for deaths that were largely self-defense but also that he...couldn't remember certain stuff? Stuff that happened during periods of intense trauma?
Whole time I was reading the 5th book I was like I'm sorry, hey Lan Xichen? You guys expect him to remember what time period again? Sorry the time period during which Wen Qing and Wen Ning (two people he dearly loved and sacrificed his whole life for) had been reduced to ashes and then his sister was killed right in front of him.... that time? Hey Lan Xichen, my darling? You're berating him for not remembering what Lan Wangji did for him when he felt responsible for ALL THOSE DEATHS of people he cared about?
If we'd gotten a little more of that period from Lan Wangji's perspective, WWX might have come across as almost entirely irredeemable, but we DIDN'T. bc MXTX had mercy on us. And while I'm at it Lan Wangji (also my dearest darlingest boy who I care about very much) being like "why can't you remember the love song I wrote for you... Why don't you realize that's how I recognized you?" My Good Sir he was delirious with fever at the time, having been BRANDED on the chest only to then go several days with no food or water or sunlight, then he was screamed at by a sword full of one billion ghosts for 6 hours straight while trying not to be swallowed by a monster that was also screaming at him.... and Lan Wangji my beloved.... you straight up called him loathsome to his face not long before and personally I believe Wei Wuxian deserves a written apology for that. Anyway how the fuck did he remember any of that at all.
Not to mention this fool was STRAIGHT UP DEAD FOR 13 YEARS AND ALL OF YOU EXPECT HIM TO JUST???
My fondest MDZS fanfictions that i have in my head have someone sitting WWX down and being like "listen... that shouldn't have happened to you and i'm sorry. You shouldn't blame yourself."
Literalyyy. Like, in fairness to Lan Wangji, I think the whole “think for yourself” responses to Wei Wuxian asking about how he recognized him weren’t actually Lan Wangji expecting Wei Wuxian to remember the song. I think it was just his way of deflecting Wei Wuxian’s questions so he didn’t have to admit that he recognized Wei Wuxian because of the super personal love song he wrote for him and only played once. Because he assumed that Wei Wuxian would reject him.
BUT, bro was a little insane for expecting Wei Wuxian to remember the whole “get lost” scene as a love confession?? Like come ON. Lan Xichen doesn’t even say that Lan Wangji confessed, just that “the way he was looking at” Wei Wuxian was obvious. And I don’t trust his opinions on this matter tbh. Knowing Wei Wuxian, a facial expression wouldn’t have been enough to make him get that Lan Wangji was into him. NOT TO MENTION, the wording of “get lost” was literally a parallel to something Lan Wangji said when they were teenagers! Lan Wangji told Wei Wuxian to get lost first!! But I’m willing to chalk some of that up to Lan Wangji’s insecurities in service of this series relying wayyy too heavily on miscommunication for my sanity.
I’m far more lenient with Lan Wangji’s flaws because he’s the rare character who has actually self-reflected on his own failures and misdeeds and basically spends the whole present timeline in the series atoning for them, and I dig that. Like, re: my first reblog, my main problem with Jiang Cheng and Lan Xichen is that they’re remorseless and deflect blame onto Wei Wuxian instead of taking accountability themselves. Lan Wangji, on the other hand, seemingly had a crisis of faith after Wei Wuxian died and went from, “everything will be right again if you just follow the rules,” to, “the rules are fallible, the politicians are corrupt, let’s be fugitives together.” And we stan character growth!
But that being said, I 1000% also crave fics where people tell Wei Wuxian it wasn’t his fault. Too many fics will take this weird preachy tone with him and try to make the series into some “your cause may have been good, but your methods were wrong” condemnation of violent resistance thing and I’m just like. Why. Why are we doing this. Lan Wangji’s whole story was understanding that following the rules religiously WOULDN’T have solved any of the problems, so why are you trying to take that away from him? The story repeatedly emphasizes that the people in power were he ones in the wrong, so why are you trying to act like One Guy, who’s been made a pariah and spends all his time living humbly and looking after refugees he liberated from a forced labor camp, is somehow equally at fault with the people who set up those labor camps and sent armies to massacre those refugees? Because he liberated that labor camp in a way that wasn’t friendly enough?? Because he wouldn’t come to the table to make a diplomatic agreement with people who are MORE THAN WILLING to go back on their words when said agreement would inevitably involve turning over the people he’s protecting to the same people who put them in those labor camps?
And let’s not forget that Lan Wangji, instead of helping those innocent people, only ever lectured Wei Wuxian about returning to the orthodox path and being diplomatic. Like, yeah, he was trying to protect him. But protect him how? Bringing him back to Gusu and locking him up like his mother? That imprisonment would be fine if Wei Wuxian was willing? And the Wen remnants would…choke, I guess? Lan Wangji’s flaw was his religious adherence to the rules. He thought that Wei Wuxian not following the rules was what was causing him all those problems, but because Lan Wangji loved him, he was willing to take the burden of Wei Wuxian’s consequences for not following the rules himself. But people need to understand that he was WRONG for that!
Wei Wuxian’s cultivation wasn’t making him go insane and lose is grasp on morality like Lan Wangji thought, it was the trauma! He acted different because he was traumatized! And he never lost his grasp on morality, because even though he took violent revenge on Wen Chao and Wen Zhuliu (again, the TRAUMA), he was the only person willing to put that anger aside after the war and not dogmatically blame all Wens! Is that someone blinded by vengeance? And I think Lan Wangji gets some of that by the present timeline, but he really, REALLY starts to understand after the golden core reveal pulls the rug out from under everyone. Because that was the undeniable proof that Wei Wuxian COULDN’T just follow the rules. It wasn’t available to him, so he did his goddamn best with what was. Lan Wangji could have tried to understand that at the time, but he didn’t. And he regrets it every day for 13 years.
GOD this series makes me insane. I could go on for pages!
Deeply upsetting to find out that people write fanfics to preach at Wei Wuxian instead of doing what they should do which is say "yeah I'd die for this fictional man for sure"
You are so right about LWJ and i perhaps came across as too harsh on him but i really do love his character too. By GOD his reaction to the golden core reveal... finding out there had once been a 50-50 chance he would never have seen Wei Wuxian again and no one would ever have known what happened...? My heart was broken my day was ruined i was crying screaming throwing up I don't think I'm ever getting over that. jesus christ.
During the earlier flashbacks I had my critiques against Lan Wangji for how he acted towards Wei Wuxian, and what he expected of him in terms of memory, but... I really can't be serious about any of em. I love him so much. My sweet baby boy Lan Wangji was a teenager laboring under emotional repression and internalized homophobia for years and years of his young life and there's no way to ignore how painful that was for him, and how difficult it was to endure that he was head over heels for this little troublemaker who is nothing if not annoying on purpose. no fucking WAY was he gonna be able to respond with anything other than violence
Gonna just gently set aside the later years in the flashbacks where he fights to get Wei Wuxian to stop doing what he was doing. I'll put those right over there and I'm not gonna think about them bc I'll be sad. But I bet Lan Wangji's heart was being ripped into shreds watching Wei Wuxian in pain bc mine sure was.
Anyway if I think about it from his POV I can't help but be miserable for Lan Wangji as a lil guy under the weight of a huge crush on That Fool (affectionate). Wei Wuxian so clearly had a brother and friends he could hang out with. Maybe they never protected him with the same fervor he protected everyone else but that's more of my Wei Wuxian defending coming up and I'm trying to think about Lan Wangji. People liked Wei Wuxian! He put his life on the line for people he just met, or had never met! He cared about Lan Wangji just as easily as he cared about everyone, because that's just how he was!!! Like no wonder Lan Wangji fell in love with someone like that!!!! But even though I felt like Wei Wuxian was making it clear that he ALSO really wanted Lan Wangji to like him and be friends with him... he had other people to hang out with, and a social circle outside of Lan Wangji. And for Lan Wangji... Wei Wuxian was pretty much his whole world. All he wanted was to be as special to Wei Wuxian as Wei Wuxian was to him but the only thing he could ever notice was that Wei Wuxian risked his life to save Lan Wangji from that monster in the cave the same way he risked his life to save Su She from the Waterborne Abyss and Mianmian from the branding iron. Just cause he cared about people. And the ultimate tragedy.... Wei Wuxian's opinion of himself was so service-oriented that he didn't notice the key difference to saving LWJ instead of some rando... Lan Wangji was maybe the first motherfucker who leapt in trying to save him too –with any degree of efficiency that is. looking at u jiang cheng. skill issue
Also i definitely don't mean to call Lan Wangji selfish or accuse him of only wanting Wei Wuxian to himself, i think it's so reasonable to want to be special to ur crush. He just didn't realize – and this is not his fault – that if he hung out with Wei Wuxian consistently for about two or three months, he'd fall in love with him too (obviously might not have gone that way at the time but i like to think it would have).
god this series really does just make you want to give certain extremely traumatized, self-sacrificial characters I could mention big giant comfy squeezy hugs, doesn't it
Witness the epic battle of Hanguang Jun and the Yiling Patriarch, who hate each other the most, and who can never see eye to eye.
Close up on this panel cause it's really small and you can't see our handsome men. And also lwj and wwx.
Lan Wangji: Why are there little handprints all over the walls?
Wei Wuxian, whispering: Why are there little handprints all over the walls?
A-Yuan, whispering: Because I have little hands.
Wei Wuxian to Lan Wangji: Because he has little hands.