I WISH I WAS YOUR HOME
I wish I could be your safe heaven
But then he asks,
"Why do i have to make you my whole world?"
And all I can think is "I made you mine"
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I WISH I WAS YOUR HOME
I wish I could be your safe heaven
But then he asks,
"Why do i have to make you my whole world?"
And all I can think is "I made you mine"
you my love
were meant to be carved
placed in a museum
looked from afar
never to be touched
handled with ā love
they try to reach you
break you apart
to understand what youāre made of
but their rough hands leave scars
nevertheless,
you still looked like a piece of art
get adored by as many
but stay away from human touch
these peasants
might not see
your worth
youāre beauty is too much
for this world to handle
inside you is love
that
people want to touch
but they just want to see it
for fun
so fight my love
fight until you find someone
who knows how to care for you
someone who sees you and handles you softly
someone who is
scared to touch you
scared to leave a scar
someone who sees
that you are made out of glass
And then he asked, āwhat do you think will happen, if you let all the pain go?ā
āI think,ā she said slowly, āIāll be empty inside⦠and I donāt want to feel empty.ā
iām bleeding but breathing
let me lay on the ground
let me lay inside it
let the insects eat my body
let them use me for their own fulfillment
just the way this world did for so long
let it all feel the same
iām bleeding but breathing
so let me lay there
iām fragile
but iām willing to take risks
thought breaking will be good for me
didnāt try it before
had weight on my shoulders
then got too overwhelmed with emotions
now mourners wonāt leave my chest
thereās dirt on my body
scars on my heart
bruises on my soul
wonāt heal
they wonāt heal
thereās no healing left in me
I donāt get that feeling anymore
you know that feeling when you were younger and had a crush, or when you first felt love
the feeling that use to give you butterflies
the love that wasnāt defined by the world
it had itās own meaning ā a feeling you defined yourself
and now love is just a word that people say
itās just a word ā itās not a feeling anymore
and having a crush is childish
why you ask?
because the world said so.
Now these feelings THESE WORDS
just give me anxiety
the butterflies are dead
I donāt know ā do i make sense? What do you think world?
Sadness speaks better to me
People tell me to write something happy
but that shit doesnāt come easy to me
the happy voice itās loud
it embraces me for a second
and makes my emotions less on alert
but when sadness sneaks up on me
it speaks slowly,
it wraps my whole body with emotions
with a voice that cuts me deep but speaks so sweet
the hurt in that voice gets my attention
it makes me want to sit and
listen to it for hours
and then ā that is exactly what i do-
I sit on the edge of my bed
listening to everything that it has to say to me
the power in that voice is phenomenal
it makes me impetuous and untamed
even if I donāt like it
it stays.
To make it easier for you to understand
sadness is nicer to me
it lingers
never leaveās
sits inside me somewhere
never silent
speaking slowly ā soothingly
telling me how it will never leaveā NEVER.
LIGHT
find me in the dark
iāll be waiting
siting in the corner
beside the window
itās dark outside, clouds all around
thunder roaring
it scares me ⦠but i canāt move,
i canāt get the chains off my hands and legs right now
even though
i was the one who put them on
chilling wind
leaves me shivering
sends chills down my spine
āoh i canāt breatheā
my breathing getting even heavier now
āfind me! FIND ME!ā i yell for you
so follow the sound of my quivering voice,
find me in that dark dungeon that people call thoughts
baby bring the light with you
find me and warm me up
cause all my nights have been cold and long
sit beside me
so i donāt feel scared anymore
once you come
donāt you dare try and
leave me alone
at least stay with me
for a little while
baby please hold me tight
embrace me
accept all of me
just for one night
Sheās afraid that one day her emotions will take over her and she feels when sheāll break,
sheāll be shattered and no one would be able to pick her back up
people may try but theyāll just be cutting their own hand on the shards
and then after a while theyāll quitā¦
thatās why sheāll rather do it herself
just give her the space
let her hurt alone.
But I swear to god
she deserves so much love.
I donāt think Iāll be anywhere else in life,
I think Iām stuck.
When I was a kid⦠I use to be scared of ghosts and now,
Iām scared of people.
I canāt think of a single day where I was genuinely happy, with nothing going on in the back of my head.
For some years now I have been feeling this weight,
this fear in my body⦠which goes off/gets triggered whenever someone calls out my name, my whole body gets so alarmed, I feel the sirens inside me.
Even if I hear them talking to someone else, i feel my heart race, I hold onto my shivering body⦠try to control my thoughts by telling myself that, āthey arenāt talking about you, youāre okay and youāre safeā.
I can tell itās getting harder and harder,
and I know Iām getting even worse.
But I believe I can make it.
@e_k_b___š¤
āHow many times can the same thing break your heart?ā
ā Unknown (via thoughtkick)
āYou deserve love. You deserve good energy. You deserve to be surrounded by people who love you. You deserve to love who you are. You deserve to be at peace.ā
ā Unknown (via perfeqt)
āThe people who believe theyāll be happy if they go and live somewhere else ⦠learn it doesnāt work that way. Wherever you go, you take yourself with you.ā
ā Neil Gaiman (via perfeqt)
A wild, fanatic thought, it was,
"This ruthless mad world you better escape from.", it said.
The delusional I, with a glint of craze added,
"For an incandescent mad world to escape to."
You didnāt fuck just with my feelings,
you fucked with my mental health.