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Lily sat at a table, wedding binder in front of her as she splayed different pieces of paper in front of her. She still hadn’t gone to the dress shop, and while that was stressing her out beyond repair, she knew that she had much more to worry about if they were going to pull this off.
Humming as she worked, she quickly flicked a page of the binder, circling the cake that she’d liked the best when they went last year to the taste test. There was so much time between then, and now, though that she wasn’t even sure if the strawberry buttercream was still available.
Feeling the table move, Lily glanced up at the person who had sat down in front of her. “Unless you know something about baking cakes, I don’t know if you want to be around me right now,” she said. “I wouldn’t call myself bridezilla quite yet, but I’m sure I’m getting there.”
This cold was going to be the death of her, of this Elara was pretty much certain. The weather wasn’t even that terrible but she had underestimated it and the need for gloves, so now her fingers were practically frozen as she stepped into the shop to escape the wind. Stepping up the counter she ordered an extra hot tea to warm her up and waited as patiently as she could for it to steep.
With the cup now squeezed between her hands for warmth she turned to look for an empty table or someone she knew. Though an empty table would have been preferred Elara spotted the familiar red hair of who she only assumed could be Lily Evans first and suddenly company didn’t seem so bad. She headed over to the table with a smile on her face, taking a seat across from her much as Lily had done days ago at a table not too different from this.
“Baking, yes. Though I don’t know if my decorating skills are quite up to par for a wedding.” Shrugging her shoulders, Elara smiled at Lily and took a sip of her drink. “Breathe a little, Lily. Everything will be fine.”
Frank had paint all over his face when he ran into the pastry shop. There was nothing else on his mind but getting this done before Alice got home, and he knew his time was running short. He panted as he ran inside, hearing the doorbell ding as he found his way into the back of the line.
He had been trying to finish their baby’s room, painting it the colors they’d discussed and even drawing some bumblebees on the top of the scene. There was nothing in this world that he wanted more than to just surprise his wife, and hopefully get it done before she gets home.
Turning around as he heard the door ring again, his eyes widened and he quickly tried to cover his face, but knew that the person had most definitely seen him. He just didn’t want Alice to know anything about it until tonight, and was so worried she’d find out before then.
“Oh, hey, hi…” Frank said, rubbing the paint off of his face as he did so. “What are you… doing here? Not that I’m not happy to see you or anything… That’s not it.”
In hindsight staying up all night to just to finish the book she was currently reading probably wasn’t the best choice Elara could have made. Despite having slept most of the day already she was still groggy when she got up for work so she left her flat earlier than usual to grab coffee and something to eat on her way.
One large cup of coffee later Elara entered the pastry shop and paused at the door to close her eyes and let the mingling smells of various pastries waft up her nose. Though in her mind France would always have the superior baking she had to admit this shop was a fairly close second. Since going to France just for a croissant would be a bit ridiculous she could settle for this and be just as happy.
As she entered the line she heard a male’s voice and turned to look over her shoulder to see if there was someone else behind her that he could be speaking to. When she saw no one Elara quickly looked back at the man in front of her with a confused expression. “Oh, um. Hello?” Biting her lip she tried desperately to recall if she knew this man from anywhere. Though he looked vaguely familiar her brain was not quite awake enough to accurately place names and faces together. “I’m just here to get a croissant. I’m sorry but do I know you?”
the-alicelongbottom:
“Well you should– but sometimes it’s a challenge to recognize the best parts of ourselves. It’s much easier to see the beauty in other people,” she shrugged, standing up and dusting herself off. This conversation was getting a bit deeper than was comfortable with a near stranger. But honestly, anyone that was a friend of Remus was a friend of hers. “And don’t you worry, I won’t forget your name again.”
She nodded, smiling at the suggestion. She was too stressed out to be thinking clearly, so she was grateful that Elara’s brain seemed to be working just fine. “That’s an even better idea– he can go pick up Neville and I’ll meet him at home after. I definitely could use a bit of tea.” She hesitated as Elara asked her if she was pregnant again, but in the end she nodded. She was started to show, even through the thickest sweater, at this point. It was time to just begin admitting it. “I am.”
“You know, I think you and I are going to get along just fine. You kind of remind me of Daisy in some ways.” Elara said with a bright smile at the other girl. Alice seemed like a positive influence to be around, and during a war that was pretty much vital to getting through it with any semblance of sanity. Nodding her head once Alice agreed, Elara shoved her hand into her pockets as they walked. “Alright, sounds like an excellent plan.”
Elara beamed when Alice confirmed her suspicion and she looped her arm through Alice’s, figuring it would be less intimate than a hug when they still didn’t know each other very well, but would show her excitement for the older girl. “Oh Alice, that’s wonderful! Congratulations! Are you hoping for a girl this time or another boy?” There had never been a time in her life that Elara had necessarily wanted kids, but seeing everyone with children nowadays seemed to bring out a motherly desire in herself and she couldn’t help but be excited about a pregnancy. Even if it was a virtual strangers pregnancy.
What are the Chances | Severus&Elara
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“I suppose that makes sense.” He glanced at the book with renewed interest. Elara had been rambling slightly, but he actually appreciated the depth of her information. “Does it say anything about if they figure out why they transformed into spirits of chaos? Everything I’ve ever read suggested that it’s impossible to expel them from their associated location, even by choice. That would make sense if they couldn’t reflect on their previous lives, but if they can… well, I’d be interested to discover how a poltergeist might react to tiring of causing chaos, if that’s ever been documented.” Severus probably would enjoy the book, now that she’d brought it up. Well, that was his afternoon at the bookshop all sorted out.
“No,” he protested with an almost-teasing frown. “But you must admit, that’s a ridiculous number of books. I read fast as well - maybe not as fast as you - but I’d only be able to read that many in that short of a time period if reading was all I ever did. Tell me you at least go outside for a bit in between books.” He leaned his back against the end of the shelf as Elara described her book-giving versus book-keeping philosophy while she continued browsing. It was generous of her, to donate the ones she didn’t want to re-read - though he wondered how many of her previously-owned books were buried in the rubble of the now-destroyed Hogwarts library. “Understandable,” he said, regarding keeping her favorites. There were some books and stories that one could depend on for certain emotional or philosophical catharsis, and those were worth keeping safe. His own book-covered living room was proof of that; even though most of his were borrowed, it was still nice to have those old classics on hand.
“Small talk leads to conversation about things that either don’t matter or no one truly cares about,” he told her bluntly. “And if you’ll recall, I didn’t ask you to be nice.” They’d been having a perfectly civil and, actually, quite compelling conversation already, at least until it had gotten muddled. “I’ve gotten to know you plenty already without the banal how are you sorts of questions, don’t you agree?” he added, a bit less harshly this time. Elara Bloom, Pureblood, from France, missed visiting home, no career ambitions, worked at a candy shop, too smart for her own good. Despite being a Pureblood, she didn’t like the war, wanted to learn how to protect her friends - another curiosity - and probably needed to find a hobby besides reading. They didn’t need to resort to small talk when he knew all that; he really didn’t see why she thought his complaint made things “difficult.”
Severus refrained from telling Elara she could solve her problem by picking fewer books; she’d put them down like he suggested anyway, so it was a non-issue. Instead, he focused on answering her question. “It’s really not too exciting - bitterroot, antimony, dried chameleons’ eye, a few other things,” he explained as she turned her attention back to the bookshelves. “It’s one of those potions with an oddly specific set of stirring directions as well - remember those? Which isn’t terrible… but the more difficult part is that you’ve also got to make a second potion, the purpose of which is simply to coat the glass of the bottle you’re keeping the real one in - otherwise, the bottle will just keep turning invisible and use up all the potion itself over time.”
Reflecting on her reading of that particular book Elara tried to remember if it mentioned anything pertaining to his question, biting her lip. “No, it doesn’t mention why they transform into spirits of chaos. I think it’s because they don’t know the answer to that themselves. However, it does mention why they continue to cause chaos, but I’ll let it you read it for yourself to find that out.” Remembering what he had mentioned when asking the question, she quickly added, “Also poltergeists can’t necessarily be expelled, but they can be persuaded. They choose where they haunt and once they’ve made up their minds it’s nearly impossible to convince them to go, hence the misconception that they can’t leave.”
“I hope you know you sound like my aunt right now. Before I moved out she was always trying to tell me to get my nose out a book.” Elara laughed, running her fingers over the spines of some of the older books and glancing at Severus. “Of course I go outside still. I’m here right now, aren’t I? Between books, or sometimes chapters, I go out for coffee or tea, and sometimes I need to go get groceries. I also do still work for a living so I usually have to go out every second day for a shift.”
“Maybe. But something as simple as ‘how are you’ also lets you know that someone cares enough to check up on you every once in awhile.” Resisting the urge to roll her eyes at Severus’ tone, Elara shrugged and looked at the books again. “I know it may be a new concept for you, but some people just like to be nice.” As much as she would have liked to ignore him, Severus did have a point. They hadn’t asked each other anything that would be considered small talk while in the coffee shop, but she supposed he probably would have learned a lot about her during that conversation. Sighing she looked at him again, a hint of a begrudging smile on the corners of her lips. “Fine, I see your point. You could at least have less attitude though.”
Nodding her head as she listened to him explain how the potion worked Elara also continued to look at the books, splitting her attention between the man beside her and the shelves. A few times while he was speaking she would pull a book out from the shelf and skim the summary to see if it was any good before putting it back. She only paused when he mentioned the potion having specific stirring and she grimaced lightly. Those had never been overly tricky for her since she was quick at picking up directions, but whenever they had done those types in class she had been stuck doing all the stirring due to the fact that her partner kept screwing up the directions and rendering the potion useless. For that reason alone she held a small resentment towards potions that had to be stirred in a certain way. “I remember a shop recently started selling vials made from the same metal as cauldrons. Something about them not absorbing the magic from potions as easily as glass. Would that work for an invisibility potion?”
Better Study Hard, Flashback | Elara&Remus
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Remus wanted to hug her but he couldn’t. He felt like this was his fault for telling her and now she was in pain. She didn’t deserve to feel like this; to know what he was and to have that burden hanging over her head. He could have kept it from her. He had kept it from her for this long after all. “You’re an awful friend?” he scoffed, looking over at the crying girl. “You’re absolutely ridiculous, Elara Bloom.” He shook his head. She was so kind and he had done this to her. “I’m the bad friend. I’m a–” he trailed off. Monster, he finished in his head.
He notice her starting to soften and he put his bag down and relaxed a little. He still kept the space in front of him empty though as he had put all his stuff away in preparation for a quick get away. “I appreciate your offer and you know I’ll always accept notes,” he said with a smile. “Especially yours. I could never be as organized as you.” He looked down at his hands. “But I mean, there’s not really anything else you can do. I can handle everything else. I, uh, the guys take care of me,” he said with a smile. It was more he could ever ask for and it still made his heart swell when he thought about it. “And I mean, I’ve gotten used to it, really. It’s not like I can do anything about it really.”
He pulled his potions book and notes out of his bag and opened back to the page Elara had turned to. “Let’s continue, shall we? I don’t want to get too distracted.” He squeezed her hand and smiled. He just hoped they’d be okay.
Elara knew what was going to come out of his mouth and she shook her head slowly. She had heard others use the word monster to describe werewolves before, and a few minutes ago she might even have said it. But that was before she had found out one of her best friends was one. “I know what you were going to say. Don’t. Don’t even think it. You haven’t hurt anyone so clearly there is still plenty of good in you.”
“Alright. But if anything ever comes up that I can help with, please let me know.” She returned his smile, relieved to see him starting to loosen up again. Once his bag was down on the ground again she was fairly confident that they were going to be fine. “Trust me, the organization is both a blessing and a curse. Last year I made my uncle buy dividers for my closet so I could organize it according to type of clothing and colour, and I’m pretty sure he still thinks I’m insane for it.” Elara said with a laugh and shook her head, remembering the look on her adoptive fathers face every time he came into her room and saw her closet. This was good. The laughter and the smiles reminded her of their normal type of conversations. Within a few minutes her eyes would stop looking red from the crying and it would almost be like that little moment had never happened.
“Yeah, you’re probably right, we should get back to work.” Pulling the textbook she had pushed aside earlier back in front of her she looked up at Remus with a raised eyebrow. “So do you wanna work on a general overview or focus on what Professor Slughorn was talking about last class?”
it’s a matter of trust(flashback);; elara®
its-regblck:
Calm down. Play the part. Play the game. Be what she wants to see.
His mantras usually worked, muttering those words in his mind was often enough to calm him down. Usually he could remember who he was and the stakes of maintaining the character the Black family wanted to see. But this didn’t just involve him, this also involved Daisy, and he couldn’t let Elara’s fear touch her in anyway. “I think,” he hesitated, not sure of the right thing here. Usually it was easy for him, to pull out the words that someone wanted to here, but he didn’t know Elara Bloom well enough to be able to do that. He didn’t know her end goal.
“But that is exactly what will happen if you tell,” he counted, a touch of desperation in his voice. “it’ll get back to my mum, and I’ll get pushed around a bit.” It’d be worse than that, likely. He remembered his mother condoning the use of the Cruciatus Curse on Sirius if he were found alone– he was certain that fraternizing with a Muggleborn was more than enough to earn him an official blood traitor title. “but it’ll really effect Daisy– she’ll move right to the top of all their lists, they’ll think she’s trying to work her way into a Sacred 28 family. If you keep your mouth shut we’ll all be fine. No one else will catch us, and even if they did no one has to know that you know.”
My mouth isn’t what got us here, she thought to herself but bit her tongue. Attitude wasn’t going to make the problem magically go away.
Daisy was only a girl she had come across very briefly; a few passings in the halls, a few times in class when they had sat near each other. Though her impression of the girl was small it had always been a positive one and if she could, Elara wanted to help the other girl. Come to think of it, she wanted to help Regulus too. Sure, she faced scrutiny of her interactions because of her apparent status as a Pureblood, but he was a Black. The Blooms, though well off, couldn’t even compare to the prestige of the Black family so he didn’t need to tell her for her to know how much danger he would be in if this got out.
Elara sighed, dropping her head and pushing the hair that fell into her face back with her hand. This decision could lead to be her downfall somewhere down the line, but seeing the desperation in Regulus’ eyes she couldn’t bring herself to say no to him. He cared for a girl that the rest of the world told him he wasn’t supposed to and he shouldn’t be blamed for that. “Alright. I won’t tell anyone, you have my word. Just please be more careful, Regulus. You got lucky that it was me, but next time it could be a blood purist that catches you and they won’t hesitate to either turn you in or hurt you both themselves.”
the-alicelongbottom:
“That’s a good skill to have,” she shrugged. “People are so much more inclined to trust you, to believe in who you are, if you have the ability to call them by their name. And in such a dangerous world, its so beneficial to have as many people as you possibly can on your side. It’ll only keep you safer in the end. Personally, I’m much better with faces than I am with names.”
She hesitantly glanced back at the Ministry– Frank would be nervous if he came out and she wasn’t there, but he had admittedly said that it’d take him a bit of time; she nodded, in the end, and gestured for Elara to follow her. “We can go up to my office– I have a bit of tea in there. And I need to at least wave at my husband through his window. I don’t–” she put a soft hand on her stomach, biting down on her lip. “really want to worry him right now. But a cup of tea does sound wonderful.”
“Yeah, I guess that’s true. I never thought about it that way before.” Elara was one of those people who always found it slightly alarming when people knew her name and she couldn’t remember having given it to them. Usually she was scared that they must know more about her than they should, though she supposed if she wasn’t lying to everyone around her it probably wouldn’t make her panic so much.
“Of course, I totally understand. If you even want to stop for a minute and just let him know where you’ll be, we have the time. But alright. I’ll follow your lead.” Once they were in motion Elara glanced down and furrowed her brows at the way Alice had been so gentle with the hand on her stomach. It seemed to be a nurturing movement and since Elara knew that Alice already had one child she couldn’t help but wonder aloud, “Are you pregnant again?” She looked up at Alice with somewhat hopeful eyes and a bright smile. If it was true then at least some good news would be heard that day.
Better Study Hard, Flashback | Elara&Remus
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Elara’s push to get the notes for him made him feel a little more at ease. Sure, he was still pretty confident that she saw him quite differently now and it would take her a while to adjust to this new idea of him, but he was hoping this was a good sign. It had been extremely hard to keep his secret from his housemates, but it had been easy with Elara and he almost wished he had kept lying now that he saw the way she looked at him.
He laughed and he relaxed a bit more. It was true that his friends didn’t take the best notes. His friends were some of the smartest people he knew, smarter than most people knew; they had become bloody anigmagi for him for Merlin’s sake. But they definitely had trouble focusing in class and keeping organized notes. Remus appreciated everything he could get though, so he often settled for Sirius’s scribbled transfiguration notes and James’s doodle-covered potions recipes. “They mean well,” Remus said with a laugh. “But I see your point.”
Remus felt like Elara was scrutinizing his every move and he couldn’t exactly blame her. He couldn’t imagine what she thought of him now that she knew what he was; that one of her best friends is a monster. Her comment made him feel increasingly more uncomfortable and he kept a hold on his bag. He felt like he was being studied. He could barely speak, so he settled for a simple nod. “The transformations,” he began, scratching the back of his neck nervously. “They’re quite painful and violent. I often have to go to the Hospital Wing after the Full Moon for cuts, bruises, broken bones…” He ticked them all off on his fingers. That much wasn’t really mentioned in their textbooks; that a werewolf often attacked themself during the transformation and emerged almost ripped to shreds during the worst nights.
He wanted to take her hand when she began to cry, but he stopped himself and shoved his hand in his pocket. “Don’t cry,” he pleaded. He couldn’t think what he was doing to her. It was so selfish. She would have been so much better if he had graduated without her even knowing. Maybe she would have even been better without knowing a monster like him at all. But there was hope when she spoke again; that maybe she didn’t completely hate him. “Y-you mean you don’t hate me?” he blurted out in surprise. “Ellie, I don’t know what I would do if you weren’t my friend. And it’s not just because I’d probably fail Transfiguration.”
Hearing his laugh relaxed Elara a bit. It wasn’t hard to notice how nervous he was of her reaction and she wanted to make sure she supplied the right one so he would know how much she still cared for him. Giving a soft smile, both to show him and herself that everything was fine, she shrugged. “I know they must, but I know now and if you can get any kind of advantage then you should. So it’s settled, you’ll have my notes by the weekend.” It wasn’t enough. Notes were a pathetic piece of parchment and weren’t anywhere near enough to help him, but when it came to finding out her friend was a werewolf she was drastically underprepared to be of assistance.
His confirmation that his injuries were done by himself, and that they were substantially worse than she had even known about, made her tears multiply until they were running down her face in steady streams. Her voice broke when she attempted to speak at first and she looked down, taking a deep breath before trying again. “I’m not crying because I’m scared of you or anything. I’m crying because I’m an absolutely awful friend. I’m supposed to be smart, I should have noticed this sooner and I am so sorry that I didn’t, Rem.”
Looking up at Remus in shock when he mentioned her hating him, Elara shook her head fiercely swiping at her cheeks to clear the tears away. “Of course I don’t! You’re still the same Remus to me. Now I just understand you better and that’s not a bad thing.” The temptation to jump up and hug him was just getting stronger since her words were clearly failing her in reassuring him that they were okay. But she was worried that he was still waiting for her to lash out so she settled for a small and nonthreatening gesture. Holding her hand out towards him across the table, she opened her palm to show she still trusted him to physically be around her. “There are very few things that you could tell me that would make hate you. This isn’t one of them.”
What are the Chances | Severus&Elara
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“My life would be distinctly more tragic if potion-making were its only highlight,” Severus agreed dryly. Though he’d just been browsing blindly, Elara seemed rather enthusiastic about the book that he’d last looked at. He drummed his fingers against the shelf. “See, the troubling bit is that… how on earth did a poltergeist write it? I can’t imagine one calming down enough to compose something this long. Is that a proper job nowadays, poltergeist dictation?” He pulled the book from the shelf again and skimmed the summary on the inside cover for a moment before tossing it aside on the short table nearby. “If you say it’s good, I guess I’ll give it a try. But if it’s terrible, I’m blaming you,” he warned her.
“A week and a half? That’s… ah, alright, then.” He really should have expected that answer, from the way that she’d been so involved with a book when he’d first seen her at the coffee shop. Still, that was a lot of books to read in such a short amount of time. “Do you keep them all or do you return them after?”
Severus watched with apprehension as Elara attempted to readjust the enormous stack of books in her grasp. She was bound to topple over any minute. Or at least some of the books would. “If we could avoid the dull small talk, I’d be incredibly overjoyed. But since you asked, I’ve been just fine,” he said, just as it looked like the top two books on her stack began to slip. He fumbled forward to catch them before they smacked against the floor, luckily managing to do so without falling over himself. Dusting off the covers of the two books, he glanced back up at her. “One or two interesting orders, though they’re all done with and delivered by now. Usually it’s just healing draughts and the like, though I did get a request to brew an invisibility potion this time. That was a tricky one, but enjoyable to make, I suppose.”
With a frown, he reached out to place the books back on top of the stack, situating them so that with luck, they wouldn’t slip again. “If you’re going to stand here much longer, put them down on the table, for Merlin’s sake.”
“A desire to have their story told I suppose. Most works by poltergeists tend to be autobiographical, about their lives before and after their deaths. This one in particular though is interesting because he fully admits all his wrong doings in his life and how he comes to terms with it after death. Reading something like that changes how you see the world.” Realizing that she was verging on rambling about the book, Elara flushed a light pink and dropped her eyes away from his. “Either way, I’m sure you’ll love it.”
Hearing the slight tone of surprise in his voice when she said how long it would take her to read the books Elara had to laugh. “Severus, I was ahead in most of my subjects. Did you really think I was a slow reader?” Looking at a few books on the shelf beside her, she scanned titles to see if anything really jumped out to her but she looked back to Severus when he asked another question. “I keep the ones I like, donate some to Hogwarts if I think they’d be beneficial, and the rest go to some public libraries. I have a spare room in my flat so I converted it into a library for myself. Sometimes I like to go back to old favourites so it’s nice to have them readily available.”
Maybe Elara had jumped the gun when she had thought of Severus as pleasant company. Sighing softly she looked at him with a slight frown. “Small talk starts conversations which leads to getting to know people better. I’m trying to be nice here Severus and you don’t need to make it difficult.” As she spoke she leaned a little too much to the side and the stack of books she was holding started to tip towards the ground. Bracing as much of the stack with her forearm as she could she gasped when the top two fell regardless of her efforts, but looked down in time to see Severus catch them before they could hit the floor. Nodding at him with a smile she readied herself for him to place the books back on her stack, taking his advice and sitting them down onto the table after they were secure again. “Thank you for that. I always hate when books are mistreated, though I suppose I was asking for something like that to happen. I really ought to find something to carry those more efficiently.”
“Anyway, that invisibility potion, sounds intriguing. How exactly do you brew one of those?” As she waited for the answer she began to look at more of the books near her. Though she had zero intentions of grabbing more this trip it couldn’t hurt to have some ideas in mind for next time she happened to stop in.
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Lily couldn’t help but like Elara. The younger girl reminded her of Daisy, sweet and kind and full of life that should be able to continue. Of course, Elara was a pureblood, so that made it slightly easier for her to survive. But, the elitists all considered anyone who even associated with muggleborns dirt. Even the thought disgusted her. By talking with Elara right now, by Elara’s kindness towards her, she was putting her in a bad position. She tried not to think of the world that way, tried so hard to make her way of thinking seem normal that it was hard to think of what the Death Eaters were doing, but that was her reality. Their reality, really. “Well, I’m glad I have an official seat where you are. I’ll extend the welcome to you as well, if that doesn’t sound too cheesy stealing your line.”
After yesterday, she felt better listening than talking about her own experiences. She liked knowing that everyone was alright, safe in their beds, sleeping soundly even if it was with minor bruises. Lily herself had a couple of bruises that were probably going to stick around for a couple of days, even with the healing spells she was using on them every morning and night. But, that didn’t mean she wasn’t fine. “Cruciatus?” she asked, shaking her head. “Blimey. I hope she’s okay… I haven’t seen Daisy yet. I stopped in to talk to Charity but she was sleeping so I didn’t really… I didn’t know what had happened.” She paused and then tilted her head. “I’m glad you’re okay, though. It’s nice to know that people are safe.”
Elara smiled as Lily extending the same offer of a seat to her. The lively redhead was someone she could very easily see herself becoming close with. She reminded Elara of Remus in some ways, intelligent, brave, and kind. During a war she wasn’t sure if that was a good thing or not. Forming emotional connections to more people could only lead to getting hurt, however it could get awfully lonely real quick by living like that. As much as she would like to keep people at a distance and keep her own heart safe she could never be that person. “It’s only mildly cheesy, but I appreciate the offer regardless.” She said with a soft smile.
“Yeah. It was awful to see her in pain like that and not be able to do anything.” It really shouldn’t have been so surprising to her that a Death Eater would stoop to the level of an Unforgivable but there was still that sliver of Elara that was in shock of seeing it used. If she hadn’t been sure that they wouldn’t hold back before she definitely knew now. “But Charity is pretty strong. I think she’ll be okay.” Nodding at Lily, Elara offered a smile before taking a sip of her coffee. “Thank you. I’m glad to have gotten out alright, I just wish I could have done more, you know?”
Tapping her fingers against the outside of the mug she dropped silent for a moment. It seemed as though the only thing current in their lives could be the attack, but Elara knew if they continued on this topic she would become an emotional wreck in no time. “How’s your family doing? I heard from Remus you had a son awhile ago, but I don’t see you enough to ever really ask.”
What are the Chances | Severus&Elara
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The heavy silence in the air at Spinner’s End was suffocating; Severus had to get away and do something, it didn’t much matter what. He hadn’t heard any updates in days, no owls, no anything. And he’d finished all of his potions orders the week before, and even finished delivering them to their requesters. He was going to go mad if he had to sit in his house for one more hour, so he’d apparated himself over to a wizarding bookstore in Yorkshire without a second thought. He knew the Flourish & Blotts catalogue by heart by now, and he needed something new for once. And at least there, he wouldn’t have to run into anyone he knew. A few blessedly peaceful hours reading might help him forget how stifled he felt with current events hanging in the balance the way that they were.
He glided through the aisles of the shop with ease, the centimeters-thick dust coating some of the shelves providing him with a measure of comfort. He could see faint tracks in the wood where books had repeatedly been taken out and reshelved, the bright colors of newer acquisitions contrasting with the worn-leather covers of older books, fiction and nonfiction alike. He was browsing a tiny section books apparently written by poltergeists - though how the mechanics of that worked, exactly, he wasn’t sure - when he heard quiet footsteps approach, followed by a familiar voice. Elara. “Fancy running into you, indeed,” he said with a sigh, turning to face her. Well, at least he’d run into someone he didn’t entirely mind talking to. It could have been worse.
“It may surprise you to hear, but I do read other books that are not, in fact, potions-related.” Severus snapped shut the one in his hands and slid it back on the shelf, nestled between two much thicker volumes. “Sometimes I do enjoy branching out.” He glanced up and down at Elara indifferently, taking in the immense stack of books in her arms that she was clearly struggling to keep in her grasp. “Have enough books there, do you?”
Somehow, and Elara wasn’t quite sure of this herself considering the conversation had been steered to be pretty neutral, Severus had managed to cheer her up during their discussion in the coffee shop. His view on the world though pessimistic at times seemed to be realistic as well, and the logic driven part of her brain occasionally needed to hear things like that. A few days ago he would have just been another person in an aisle to her, but now she had a positive experience associated with him. At least positive enough of one that she felt able to approach him in a bookstore now without it being too odd.
Giving a gentle laugh to his response Elara nodded. “Actually it kind of does surprise me if I’m being honest, but I’m also kind of relieved to know that you care about more than just potions.” Looking at the book he had just returned to the shelf she nodded in approval. “That’s one pretty good. I read it about two years ago now but I remember really enjoying it. You should get it if you’re looking for something that really makes you think.”
Elara smiled at him before looking down at the stack of books in her arms, adjusting them to make it easier for herself before shrugging slightly. “Not nearly enough for my liking actually. I’ll probably be done all these in about a week and a half, but I might be able to get two weeks from them if I stretch it out and actually leave my house for something other than a shift or coffee.” She had a tendency to lose herself in literature. Whenever she had a day off from Honeydukes she would lock herself in her own flat and sit in her comfiest chair to read for hours. Many times she had looked up from her book only to find that it was already dark. “But there’s only so much my arms can physically carry so I’ll make do. How have you been since I last saw you? Any interesting orders lately?”
Better Study Hard, Flashback | Elara&Remus
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Remus had gotten to know Elara pretty well throughout the year or so that they had known each other. So when he opened up the page in his textbook, he knew immediately that she was afraid; she was afraid of him. And he couldn’t exactly blame her. No matter how many times his parents and friends tried to assure him that he wasn’t a monster, he couldn’t get the facts about werewolves from the textbooks out of his mind. He couldn’t ignore the scars covering his body and let his mind wander to what would happen if he was ever put in contact with another person during his transformation.
He slammed the book shut, wanting nothing more than to get up and leave. He didn’t like to make assumptions based on people’s heritage, but another reason Remus was so skeptical about telling Elara in the first place was because of her more traditional pure-blood heritage. He loved Elara dearly and she was one of the sweetest people he knew, but he had no idea what ideas had been fed into her mind since childhood. He knew most pure-blood wizards had very outdated opinions on even muggleborn wizards and their opinions were even more strict when it came to halfbreed magical creatures such as centaurs, werewolves, and giants. He knew they were seen as sub-human and he didn’t want it to ruin his friendship with Elara. “I couldn’t lie to you,” he said, quietly. “You’re not dumb; you’d find out sooner or later.” He started to put his books back in his bag. He knew she wouldn’t want to be around him anymore; not with the way she was looking at him.
The tone in her voice changed almost immediately and Remus was completely taken aback. She was chattering on so fast he could barely understand her, but she was still there and she was talking about giving him notes, so maybe they’d be okay after all. “I-I’ve got it covered,” he said with a small smile. “James and Sirius and Peter… they’ve been such a help,” he said. Especially lately, he added mentally. Lately, when they had gone father than he ever could have asked and completed the incredibly difficult process to become animagi–and all for him. “And you have too,” he added with a laugh. “Even if you did think you were getting notes while I was visiting my sick mother.”
There had been plenty of moments that Elara found herself wishing she could tell somebody the truth about her blood status, and now more than ever she wanted to. Remus was trusting her enough to let her in on his secret and she wanted to trust him too, but she had sworn to the Blooms that no one would ever know. Elara’s life wasn’t the only one on the line if her true heritage got out and for that reason alone she kept her mouth shut. As much as she had faith in him, her new family had saved her and given her a life of privilege; she owed it to them to keep her word.
“No offence to your friends academic skills, but I’ve seen their notes and there are some improvements that could made. You need more organization and details so you can ace the assignments and such. You deserve the best possible notes, especially if the only reason you aren’t there to write them yourself is for something you can’t do anything about.” The realization that he wasn’t in control of this was what finally made Elara crack and let a few tears stream down her cheeks. She had seen Remus with bruises or cuts that appeared odd, but she had always assumed it was from wrestling with his friends or something else ridiculous that boys tended to do. It had never occurred to her that he could be harming himself from something he couldn’t control. “All those times you were hurt, were they from full moons?”
Once she was no longer blinking back tears Elara looked down and noticed that Remus had been in the process of putting his books away. He had been planning to go if her reaction hadn’t been positive and it broke her heart that he actually thought she would leave him. “You thought I was going to turn my back on you, didn’t you?” Pushing away from her side of the table she walked over to his and crouched down, throwing her arms around him and burying her face into his shoulder. “Remus, you’re one of the only people in this school that I actually feel close to. I’m not going to give that up because you’re a werewolf.”
Better Study Hard, Flashback | Elara&Remus
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Remus groaned and put his head in his hands. “Maybe if there was a way to make the day longer, I’d be able to get the allotted five hours of sleep,” he whined. “I’ve probably gotten five hours in the past week.” Remus was certainly a hypocrite when it came to taking care of himself. He would annoy all of his friends about sleeping and getting their work done, but then he would never get enough sleep himself. He had completely forgotten to eat multiple times this week and without Sirius and James he suspected he might have withered away.
He had to expect this at some point, but his stomach still lurched when he realized that she was onto him. Normally, he would have no trouble telling her, but he almost couldn’t help but wonder if he could trust her. It was a dangerous secret to tell people and he didn’t want his information to get into the wrong hands. He loved Elara dearly, but he knew how even the nicest people could be prejudiced towards his kind and he couldn’t risk the information getting into the wrong hands. But he also couldn’t just lie to her. She had probably figured it out anyway; she wasn’t an idiot.
Remus searched his brain for how to break it to her, but he just reached into his book bag and pulled out his Defense Against the Dark Arts textbook. He knew the section on werewolves didn’t paint them in the best light, but he didn’t have any time to get a better book–not that there really was a better book. All the books about werewolves were full of scientific inaccuracies and biases about how werewolves are threats to society and can’t control their primal urges. He opened up to the section on werewolves which was filled with notes, even some that James and Sirius had added in from time to time. “You’re a Ravenclaw,” he said, almost feeling like he was going to throw up. He loved Elara like a younger sister and he couldn’t think that maybe she’d turn her back on him now. “Ever notice how I always disappear around the full moon?”
He looked at her notes and tried to take in as much information as he could. It looked like something he should have been in class for, but unfortunately for him, he had no choice. At least he had a friend like Elara to help him out. Though he couldn’t help but have a sinking feeling that it wouldn’t last for long. He felt so paranoid and he almost wanted to run out of the library right then and there, but he really needed to study and he couldn’t just run away from his problems either. That wouldn’t solve anything.
The instant Elara looked down at the page he had open her stomach dropped. She knew the Defense Against the Dark Arts textbook forwards and backwards. In fact, the werewolf section was what had started her suspicions that something was up with Remus. But it was so horrible, all the things it said about werewolves, that she had always denied that was a possibility. According to that textbook the boy sitting across from her was a dangerous monster that wouldn’t hesitate to kill her if she was unfortunate enough to come across him on a full moon. She’d be lying to say she wasn’t a little scared, but when she looked up at Remus she saw the fear of her reaction in his own eyes. No matter how frightened she was she couldn’t just abandon him.
This was Remus, a friend she had known for over a year already and in that time he had never once tried to hurt her or anyone else. There hadn’t been news of any wolf attacks either. Surely if he was going to hurt anyone he would have by now. As much as the facts tried to lead her one way she had to believe that one of her closest friends was still good. “You’re a werewolf.” Her whispered words came out as more of a statement than a question. She already knew the answer as much as her heart was still trying to deny it. “Okay. At least now everything makes sense.”
“I’ll find all my notes from the past couple full moons and get them to you as soon as I can, okay? And some of my older housemates have mentioned having classes with you before. I can get their notes too. I’ll make sure you ace school and that no one else finds out.” She hesitated then, trying to hold back the tears threatening to spill down her cheeks. How were notes supposed to help someone who had to undergo such horrible physical pain every month? Pain that he had never asked for. She had months of suspicions, time she could have used to do further research on werewolves, and yet here she was being entirely useless to one of the people she cared about the most. “I don’t really know what else I can do to help. Is there anything else I can do?”
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She felt relieved that she had been able to do something to help today, because no matter what Frank or Lily or Mary told her, she didn’t really see the value in escaping Voldemort– not when she let him go to terrorize someone who may be a bit less adept to defending themselves. So, as small as it was, she was grateful for the opportunity to help this girl leave the ruins of the Ministry intact. “I was happy to help.” She knew that her smile was tighter than was typical, but she didn’t think this girl would notice as she didn’t really know her at all.
“I was– rather oblivious my last two years,” she shrugged with an apologetic smile. She had spent most of her sixth year in a daze while she recovered from the death of her father, and her seventh year had been characterized by her friends; traumas. She was focused on not murdering Mulciber and Snape. “but I still vaguely remember you. Clearly you made more of an impact than you thought.” She hesitated. “I just– had to deal with something rather unpleasant, but you are helping but letting me help you.”
“It’s alright, I was pretty much oblivious every year. I just happen to have a good memory when it comes to faces and names.” It was true too. Elara was always off in her own little la la world of books and classes and finding new places within the castle to hide away when she needed some peace. Names and faces did stick out for her, but that was just a side effect of her overly active brain. Alice still had a point though. She was remembered, and for once it was for more than being the overly intelligent girl who always had her hand up in class. That was at least a good starting point.
“Good, I’m glad I can do something other than trip over my own two feet. Can I at least get you something to drink though? Water, or maybe even coffee or tea? My mom used to always say there was nothing a nice warm cup of tea couldn’t make better.” Elara said with a half smile. Of course she wasn’t about to tell Alice that the mother who always said this happened to be the muggle one rather than the adoptive one, but that was irrelevant. Who said it didn’t make it any less true.
it’s a matter of trust(flashback);; elara®
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He nodded, walking alongside her as he turned over what he wanted to say in his mind– he wasn’t even sure what she had seen, and he wanted to be sure before he gave her any unnecessary ideas. He didn’t want to confirm anything she only had suspicions about, but he also didn’t want this to get back to his family. He wanted to say that it was for pure selfless reasons, but Bellatrix and his mum scared him.
When they entered the library he followed her until he was sure that they were away from everyone else. He had to make sure no one else overheard or else he would only be perpetuating the issue. “Elara, I–” he swallowed, not sure what to say to her. How did he ask this without giving her more information that she needed. “I don’t know what you think you saw, but…” he trailed off, running a tired hand over his face. “I can see why you’d have gotten the wrong impression, but you have to know how bad it would be for me if that wrong impression got back to the wrong ears.”
How Elara managed to find herself in the middle of a mess that put two lives, and potentially her own now, at risk she didn’t know. Being studious was supposed to be a good thing yet here she was, trapped between a rock and a hard place, all because she had needed a different book to finish her paper. Finding a corner of the library that was quiet so no one would overhear, she turned toward Regulus putting her books down on the table beside her to give her arms a rest.
“First of all, I know exactly what I saw. It took me slightly longer than I care to admit to put the pieces together, but I did. You forget all of us Purebloods are trained the same way. To notice signs of traitors.” She sighed as she shook her head. Her heart was telling her to keep this close, but she knew how dangerous that could become. “I may not see you that way, but I don’t know if you realize what you’re asking me to do, Regulus. If this gets out and anyone finds out that I knew and didn’t say anything I could be in danger too. I don’t want anyone to get hurt, but...” she trailed off, looking down at her feet as her mind warred with what to do. “I just don’t know what to do yet, okay?”
What are the Chances | Severus&Elara
Something that always brought Elara great joy was curling up on her couch with a blanket, a hot mug of tea, and a really good book. Whether she was reading for information or purely for pleasure she always found that a book held the power to make all her other problems go away, at least for a little while. She could completely immerse herself in another place and the world wouldn’t have to feel so overwhelming. It had been awhile since she’d had the opportunity to read for pleasure and considering she had already read through the entire libraries of both her families home and her own flat, she was in desperate need of something new to sate her forever seeking mind. What better place to find something new than at a bookshop she’d never visited before?
Running her fingers over the spines of old and new books alike Elara occasionally pulled out something that looked interesting. When she found the descriptions to be equally intriguing she added them to the collection of books she was struggling to carry in her arms before moving on to another aisle of shelves. Just as she was finally satisfied with the amount she was holding she noticed a familiar figure at the end of the aisle she was in. The last place she had seen him was across a table from herself in a small coffee shop. Smiling, she headed towards Severus, speaking quietly and only once she was close enough to be heard by him but wouldn’t disturb anyone else around potentially trying to read. “Severus, fancy running into you here. Don’t you already own every book related to potions?”
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