hold me closer tiny donut.

indie peter quill. written by jordy.

[elataan]

                hello ! I go by jordy :^) I am 27 years old (they/she) and live in the central time zone. here is some information for y’all in case you need it:

* headcanons from peter’s old blog. * carrd for mobile rules / bio / exclusives. * sample writing if you cannot find any on my blog. * you can also find me: Cassius Antonia. * my discord is available upon request, but I do just fine in IMs too ( ims help me remember users easier tbh ). * my primary face claim for peter will be garrett hedlund but I will likely still reblog canon source material.

[elataan]

I just rewatched got.g 2 and miss the heck out of Peter :(

[elataan]

well hi !! i just wanted to say your theme is the potentially the most amazing theme i've seen & i thought you should know ☺️

ahhhh thank u so much!! it's one that I am most proud of, if I'm honest. i kept this in my inbox for a lil while, but it makes me smile every time I read it. c: ♥

[elataan]

` @korctyshka said: ❝ give it back. it’s mine. give it back to me! ❞

SHE WAS NOT MUCH SHORTER THAN PETER , but still he remained just tall enough to hold the device over her head. ❛ finders keepers !  ❜ he exclaimed, simpering grin stitching itself into his face. ❛ what does it do anyway?  ❜ it was perhaps the reason he often found himself in all sorts of trouble--he had a NASTY habit of touching things he wasn't supposed to without knowing whether or not they were going to blow up in his face.

[elataan]

` @ofspaceandmyths said: “Cupcake thief.”

LAUGHTER ETCHED ITSELF IN HIS EXPRESSION as he attempted to slyly wipe away the evidence at the corner of his lips. how many times could he get away with stealing her cupcakes, he wondered, clasping his hands behind his back and bouncing on the balls of his feet. he was a thief after all, a ravager, a pirate amongst the stars. his official title of GUARDIAN protected him, but he knew what he was, truly. ❛ I thiiiiink you got the wrong dude ---  ❜ he gestured with his head to groot, whose unwavering concentration was directed at the handheld video game in his grasp, ❛ totally thought I saw him nabbin' your cakes just before I walked in. ❜

[edenmemes]

squid game (2021) starters

❝ don’t make a big deal out of it. ❞ ❝ don’t do it. you aren’t that kind of person. ❞ ❝ are you really going to continue with this insanity? ❞ ❝ let’s end this. i can’t do this anymore. ❞ ❝ the least i can do is stand night-watch. ❞ ❝ i’ve never lived like i was in control of my own life. ❞ ❝ what’s got you so worked up? ❞ ❝ i’m sorry. i’ll be better. ❞ ❝ wait, did you steal this? ❞ ❝ i’m good at everything. you know that. ❞ ❝ i don’t trust people. especially people who ended up in a place like this. ❞ ❝ things will be a little dangerous tonight. keep your eyes open. ❞ ❝ give up. it’s over. ❞ ❝ you don’t trust people here because you can. you do it because you don’t have anybody else. ❞ ❝ i was afraid they might attack again. ❞ ❝ if anyone gets attacked, we have to stick together and fight. ❞ ❝ just think of it as a dream. ❞ ❝ if i hear you breathe, i’ll come for you. ❞ ❝ why? why do you do this? ❞ ❝ it was unexpected. i didn’t think you’d get this far. ❞ ❝ don’t let yourself go. stay right here. i’ll get a doctor. ❞ ❝ don’t worry. i’m not going to kill you. ❞ ❝ do as i say. and you will live ❞ ❝ you deceived me pretending to know nothing about it! ❞ ❝ this situation makes absolutely no sense! ❞ ❝ i’ll explain everything later. ❞ ❝ damn it! will you please pull yourself together? ❞ ❝ it’s all my fault i ended up like this. ❞ ❝ great job. keep it up. ❞ ❝ what’s wrong? are you scared? ❞ ❝ what about your family? ❞ ❝ you bastard. you’re cheating, aren’t you? ❞ ❝ what are you doing? open your hand. ❞ ❝ if we stay like this, we’ll both die! ❞ ❝ let’s make a promise. that if either one of us makes it out of here alive, we’ll look after each other’s family. ❞ ❝ don’t talk like that. we’ll get out here together. ❞ ❝ where the hell have you been? i haven’t seen or heard from you in days! ❞ ❝ you always have to get into trouble to know it’s trouble. ❞ ❝ do you know why your life is so pathetic? ❞ ❝ if i’m hurt, will you treat me? ❞ ❝ i have to stay alive and get the hell out of here! ❞ ❝ i can’t forgive you for everything that you’re doing. ❞ ❝ now, aren’t you a little too old to be this clueless? ❞ ❝ you pull anything on me and i’ll rip your fucking throat wide open. ❞ ❝ i always keep my word, don’t i? ❞ ❝ you’re dressed too lightly in this old weather. ❞ ❝ don’t ask anything for now. you need to pack up and leave right away. ❞ ❝ something is going on with you, right? ❞ ❝ look at those eyes. you still have that temper, huh? ❞ ❝ i’m alive right now because i tried damn hard to stay alive. ❞ ❝ i want at least one chance to be the owner of my life. ❞ ❝ remember? we promised to stick together until the end. ❞ ❝ i’m not going no matter what you say. ❞ ❝ do you still trust people? even after what you’ve been through? ❞ ❝ don’t mind me, and worry about yourself. ❞ ❝ shouldn’t you be grateful that i did the dirty work for you? ❞ ❝ no matter what excuses you make, you still killed an innocent man. ❞ ❝ this is hell. there are no rules in hell. ❞ ❝ i don’t trust a word you just said. ❞ ❝ you weren’t stabbed too deep, so you should be fine. ❞ ❝ you’re not the type to back down after a few blows. ❞ ❝ i can’t believe i’ve run into you here. ❞ ❝ those people tried to kill me every chance they had. ❞ ❝ i’m not going to die for you to live. ❞ ❝ did you stay up all night? ❞ ❝ see? i’m just another human like you. ❞ ❝ trust me. you and i will get out of here. ❞ ❝ come to think of it, we don’t even know each other’s names. ❞ ❝ it’s a relief none of us were badly hurt. ❞ ❝ please, stop! i’m so scared. ❞ ❝ why? do you want to team up with me? ❞ ❝ i never bothered to study, but i’m unbelievably smart. ❞ ❝ let’s get you washed up first. ❞ ❝ how can i trust a scumbag like you? ❞ ❝ it’ll be okay once you get some rest. ❞ ❝ at this rate, we’ll all die! everyone is going to die. ❞ ❝ stick with the strongest team. that’s the only way. ❞ ❝ you think that i’ll be thankful that you did this? ❞ ❝ we come too far to go back. ❞ ❝ you’re so young. how’d you end up like this? ❞ ❝ you’ll be shocked to find out the things i can do for you. ❞ ❝ what’s with your face by the way? you get into fights now? ❞ ❝ i can kill you right this instant. ❞ ❝ you can be in all the fights that you want, but don’t get beaten up. ❞ ❝ out there, i don’t stand a chance. i do in here. ❞ ❝ stop. why the hell would you try do do that? ❞ ❝ wow. you’re so cold. as cold as ice. ❞ ❝ you’re the one who asked me to join you. ❞ ❝ why do you care about my name? ❞ ❝ hey, you can’t just leave! ❞ ❝ let’s talk about things we wouldn’t tell other people. ❞ ❝ why are you in such a hurry? ❞ ❝ let’s play this, just this once. it’s really fun. ❞ ❝ i don’t want to do this with you. ❞ ❝ i just came here because i had nowhere else to go. ❞ ❝ i got to say, your stories are way too dark. ❞ ❝ i’m sorry. i took you wrong. ❞ ❝ have you ever seen a dead person before you came here? ❞ ❝ you got this far all thanks to me. ❞ ❝ we’re doomed if you lose this. you know that, right? ❞ ❝ no. do you think i’m a kid? ❞ ❝ hey, you’ve got to dream big, don’t you think? ❞ ❝ remember. once they find out who you are, they die. ❞ ❝ you’re just a kid. what did they do to you? ❞ ❝ nothing has been this sad. tragic. ❞ ❝ what happened yesterday? where were you? ❞ ❝ anything else? is there anywhere you want to go? ❞ ❝ bullshit. you killed those guys out there. ❞ ❝ you killed them. you killed them all. ❞ ❝ if you help me, there’s a way both of us could live. ❞ ❝ if i die here, my entire family will die too. ❞ ❝ i lived my entire life hiding behind others like a coward. ❞ ❝ what are you doing? stop stalling. ❞ ❝ one more strike and you’re out. ❞ ❝ no matter what we tell each other, there’s no reason to feel embarrassed. ❞ ❝ you don’t look too well. ❞ ❝ please, please trust me this once and help me. ❞ ❝ shit. i’m not scared. ❞ ❝ i want to go home. ❞ ❝ how dare you touch me, you little shit! ❞ ❝ we’ll talk later, okay? i’m busy right now. ❞ ❝ i’m too tired. i’m too tired to go on. ❞ ❝ it broke because of you, asshole! ❞ ❝ i guess we were destined to meet. ❞ ❝ no, you’re not fine. you can’t even walk properly. ❞ ❝ do you have your phone on you? can i use your phone? ❞ ❝ i feel really bad for your mother. ❞ ❝ i don’t want to sit around waiting for my death like this. ❞ ❝ i don’t think you realize the seriousness of this matter. ❞ ❝ thank you. you saved my life. ❞ ❝ we can’t fall asleep tonight. anything can happen after lights-out. ❞ ❝ we shouldn’t be killing each other like this. ❞ ❝ you startled me! ❞ ❝ i’m trying to say that we need to share. ❞ ❝ give it back. it’s mine. give it back to me! ❞ ❝ buy me some time. i’ll let you know if i find out anything. ❞ ❝ you don’t look too well. ❞ ❝ you won’t find anyone better than me among those that are left. ❞ ❝ are you…going to go in there? ❞ ❝ you’re the really annoying type. know that? ❞ ❝ this brings back old memories. ❞ ❝ don’t be nervous. we’ll surely win if we work together. ❞ ❝ where is everyone? why is everyone gone? ❞ ❝ we girls should stick together. ❞ ❝ do you think you can win without me? ❞ ❝ i don’t care if it’s embarrassing. i have to win no matter what. ❞ ❝ you should’ve known when to stop. ❞ ❝ life out here is more tormenting. ❞ ❝ i can’t believe i ran into you here. what are the chances? ❞ ❝ don’t skip meals and dress warmly. ❞ ❝ if you keep silent like that, i’m going to leave. ❞ ❝ you’re making a big mistake by not teaming up with me. ❞ ❝ if you deceive me again, i’ll cut your throat open. ❞ ❝ i understand very well what your situation is like. ❞ ❝ look over there. what is that? looks really creepy. ❞ ❝ what happened? why are you here? ❞ ❝ stop dragging this on and be my partner. ❞ ❝ you’re the only one who looked they they’d come along. ❞ ❝ why do you want to team up with me? ❞ ❝ do something! god damn it! ❞ ❝ do you trust me? i don’t trust you. ❞ ❝ we’re all sinners already. our hands are drenched in blood. ❞ ❝ do me a favor. just leave me alone. ❞ ❝ no need to thank me. i did it to save myself. ❞ ❝ what a shame. i wanted to kill you myself. ❞ ❝ i thought we were all going to die. ❞ ❝ i’m good at everything except for the things that i’m not. ❞ ❝ if you call me that again, i’ll rip that mouth off. ❞ ❝ are you finally showing your true colours? ❞ ❝ we’ll have a girl’s night out and make mijitos and everything, okay? ❞ ❝ you ask such dumb questions even in this kind of situation. ❞ ❝ dimwit. you don’t know anything. ❞ ❝ we don’t have a leader. we’re all equal in this team. ❞ ❝ you’re so secretive. ❞ ❝ if you’re so confident, do it yourself. ❞ ❝ let me see your face. ❞ ❝ what are you thinking about so deeply? i thought you were sleeping with your eyes open. ❞ ❝ will you be okay? it looks like you had a nightmare. ❞ ❝ try doing this without much sleep or food, while barely escaping death every day. ❞ ❝ i stopped the others from killing you because they can’t trust you. ❞ ❝ can you really do this without me? i can’t do this without you. ❞ ❝ give me a good reason why i should trust you. ❞ ❝ trust me. we still have another chance. ❞ ❝ that’s a pretty name. though i’m not sure how well it fits. ❞ ❝ don’t worry. why would i kill you? ❞ ❝ if you make a bigger scene and get caught, you and i both will die in vain. ❞ ❝ what’s important isn’t who i am. ❞ ❝ not only did you get me more curious, your voice seems to have changed. ❞ ❝ back then, i was a bit out of it. ❞ ❝ kill me? and how are you going to do that? ❞ ❝ what’s wrong with you? you don’t remember? ❞ ❝ i’m sorry. i shouldn’t have mentioned it. ❞ ❝ i’m not going to stand with a coward like you. ❞ ❝ just go! or we will all die! ❞ ❝ it’s all right. everything will be all right. ❞ ❝ make sure you leave this place alive. ❞ ❝ just let me lose in style. ❞ ❝ you need to pack up and leave right away. ❞ ❝ thank you. for everything. ❞ ❝ oh, my. you’re pretty cute. ❞ ❝ who are you praying to right now? ❞ ❝ it was fun while it lasted. ❞ ❝ stop giggling, asshole. ❞ ❝ i was worried because i couldn’t find you. ❞ ❝ this is the biggest tragedy since the war. ❞ ❝ i used to live in a neighborhood just like this one. ❞ ❝ we should focus on protecting ourselves first. ❞ ❝ those guys are definitely up to no good. ❞ ❝ thanks to you, i had a good time. ❞ ❝ i’m not in a position to help anyone at this moment. ❞ ❝ i would’ve killed you already if i wanted. ❞ ❝ when faced with danger, seek refuge in the herd. ❞ ❝ i hope your long trip here has not been too difficult. ❞ ❝ you want us to leave and start a shitty life all over again from rock bottom with this shitty guilt in our hearts? ❞ ❝ if you wish to leave with me, please stand up. ❞ ❝ how do you call yourself human? ❞ ❝ pull yourself together! pull yourself together and listen to me! ❞ ❝ please. please pull yourself together. i beg you. please. ❞ ❝ i’m keeping everyone safe. don’t worry and go to sleep. ❞ ❝ now that i’m working with you, i feel like we could win. ❞ ❝ sorry. my mistake, again. ❞

[elataan]

                             oh my god this guy in the bathroom wearing a cowboy hat just greeted me with a  ❛ howdy brother ❜ and I panicked and shouted  ❛ YEE HAW . ❜

[elataan]

                    my superpower is returning only to disappear for weeks on end ! I promise I’ve not abandoned my blogs --- real life / my mental health has been kicking my ass but i send all my love xoxoxo

[elataan]

putinalumina​:

‘   i’m   not   PERFECT   yet,   but   i’ll   keep   trying.   ’

’*ﾟ‘ﾟ･ 

@elataan​​   //   liked

                 ❛      WELL   ---   YEAH  .   NO    ONE    IS    PERFECT    when   they   first   start . ❜   he   remembered   yondu   teaching   him   to   shoot   and   fly   a   spaceship,   both   no   easy   feats.   peter   had   never   given   up   then   either,   and   look   where   he   was   now.  ❛   if   you   keep   trying   ---   you   can’t   go   anywhere   but   up.   I   mean,   if   you   somehow   can   go   down   --   then   that’s   something   to   be   proud   of   you   because   that’s   gotta   be   like...   impossible.   ❜

[elataan]

ravagermedic​:

“Footloose? what’s that?” Is it edible?

@elataan​ + starter !

             SHOCK     EMBELLISHED      FEATURES      ;   he   could   scarcely   believe   what   he   was   hearing.    ❛  NO   it’s  not  edible    !   ❜  his   patience   wavered   but   held   strong   ;   he’d   been   dealing   with   alien ignorance   his   entire   life.   he   could   do   so   now.  ❛   it’s   only,   like,   the   GREATEST   movie   of   all   time.   y’know?   moving   pictures?   guy   saves   the   town   with   his   amazing   dance   moves?   ❜

[elataan]

gildedruins​:

‘ no,  this is the only christmas song they listen to on midgard now.  i’m absolutely positive.  it’s about a christmas tree farm.  all other songs are outlawed from november to december.  ’  

holiday starter call » @elataan​

          ❛  LISTEN   MAN   ---   I’VE   GIVEN   YOUR   dumb   little   song   a   chance   . . .   but   there   is   no   flarkin’   way   that   this   song   is   even   in   the   TOP TEN   best   christmas   songs.   you’re   outta   your   damn mind   !   ❜

[giveintogarrett]

🤍▪️🤍

[elataan]

Merry Christmas to those who celebrate! 🎄✨🎁

[elataan]

               SIBLINGS / SIBLING - LIKE RELATIONSHIPS.

peter didn’t grow up with siblings. it was just him and his mom. he didn’t really have friends growing up either, and was always getting into fights, so he really had to grow up learning to be okay with the company of himself. he didn’t find much company in the ravagers either, because lbr, they didn’t have many kids hanging around. peter was kind of the oddball out. peter’s fierce commitment to familial bonds is strong due to his relationship with his late mother, and then when he finds a family in the guardians. peter has a very soft, good, genuine heart, and he likes to protects those he cares about. he probably didn’t discover right away, what ego did to all of his half siblings, but peter is a lot more observant than people give him credit for. he watched ego’s little presentation on how he had intercourse with all of those alien women, who had children who failed him. peter knows what type of man ego was, and the knowledge of his fallen siblings is devastating to him. he knows it to be illogical, but he wished he could have somehow protected them from ego’s selfish nature / cruelty. there is a possibility that there are living half - siblings of peter’s out there that managed to escape ego’s vision ( much like the case of peter’s ), but it’s unlikely peter will ever know. however, people who form sibling - like attachments with peter, especially post got/g 2 ( like mantis, or cir or jami, or grogu and hannah ) are especially important to peter, and he treasures those relationships more than those people probably will ever know, because he would do anything to keep them safe and happy. 

[elataan]

          i don’t think I ever talked about this on peter’s old blog... PETER’S UNDIAGNOSED ADHD. the three core symptoms of adhd are as follows: inattention, impulsivity, and hyperactivity. he has a lot of smyptoms in the two latter categories, which often include: prone to fidgeting by squirming in his seat / tapping his hands and feet, often interrupts / intrudes on others, has difficulties staying still / is uncomfortable with sitting for long periods of time, talking excessively, and often loses things / is forgetful in nature. peter is attentive by forced survival - he had to be in order to survive a universe he was thrown into by force, so he often fights with his adhd in such regard. peter is intelligent and observant, and often uses his adhd to his advantage as methods of distraction. however --- because of circumstances, the biggest being he’s in space, he doesn’t have access to medications that would help him manage his adhd. therefore his adhd is untreated, but he manages it through various coping techniques his mother taught him when he was a kid, as the eighties did not have a good handle on mental illness and adhd often went untreated in children anyway. meredith wouldn’t have been able to afford the medication anyway. peter’s methods of managing his adhd include: braiding hair ( anything that lets him use his hands helps tbh, but his mom would let him braid her hair / mess with it before she got sick ) sing passionately / dance to music. those two are the biggest coping mechanisms he has learned over the years. he also finds that wearing himself out (winkwonk) helps out a lot.

[elataan]

elataanarchive​:

                                 headcanon : peter’s favourite planets.

ARSTA’GAR: this planet houses singing gems that are mined for their value by a small, mole like alien race. peter has several of them in his room, which he actually did not steal, by everyone’s surprise. the natives to this planet gifted him these beautiful gems ( they looks like cracked geodes, see REFERENCE PICTURE HERE ) because he saved them and their mines from a space dragon who sought to consume these gems and hoard them in its belly. peter slayed the dragon ( he likes to call himself peter the dragon slayer sometimes when he’s trying to impress someone smh ) and the natives praise him on the same level they might praise a god. he likes visiting this planet, and each time he does, he does not leave empty handed. these geodes actually help him sleep, and he has a lot of them littered about his room because the music they produce is beautiful and comforting. they don’t sing in language, persay, but rather something like the SWEDISH HERDING CALLS.

Tírwanee: this planet is very small, and one that peter found on accident. he visits because they have one of his favourite places to eat, and he refuses to tell anyone ( not even the guardians ) its location. he takes very great care in preserving its location because he’s a Greedy Boy and doesn’t wanna share. in my verse with svet’s bucky, it’s the location of their home together that they frequent when they tire of space and wanna spend some time on the ground. the surface is full of very vibrant nature life, and very beautiful animals. it’s also very close to the planet where peter rescued na’li, and Tírwanee even has huocondo native to the planet in its most swamp like regions. the food joint peter goes to on the planet ( NAME OF RESTAURANT TBD ) has some of the best spicy food he’s ever eaten. he actually had to build up a tolerance to it, because the first few times he ate it, it made him very sick ( probably only managed it because he was part celestial - terran couldn’t eat it ). after a while though, he can eat it no problem unless he doesn’t have it for a while, and then he has to build up his immunity again. probably not the best for him, but he thinks it’s worth it. I’ll come up with the food later!

THE FORESTS OF FORN: these forests are located on a small, unnamed planet. it’s got no sentient life form on it that peter has ever encountered, but he sometimes goes there when he needs to clear his head because the trees hum. he has to be careful, because if he stays too long the trees will lull him into a trance he won’t wake up from ( a sadistic way to get him to starve to death so that they can eat him yikes ! ) but he enjoys going there because he can’t explain it, but the humming is just so beautiful, even if it almost killed him the first time he stumbled across the tiny planet.

THE SKELETON OF DA’MAR. da’mar is located on the small planet of shigeera, a desert planets whose people believe da’mar is their god. the massive skeleton is located in their largest desert, and was once a massive, cosmic dragon. the natives believe that he didn’t die, but just rather shed his mortal flesh and ascended into godhood, his true form, which are a constellation of stars in the sky. the skeleton is MASSIVE and spans probably for hundreds of miles. the skeleton itself it sacred, and there are villages built within its bones, but those villages are holy, and sacred, and house those who are devoted to da’mar. peter just thinks the skeleton looks rly cool, and has even stolen part of a tooth out of the skull of the dragon. he nearly died getting it, but was paid handsomely for it. he does back sometimes just to test his luck and steal from things people left as offerings on the skeleton.

NAME OF PLANET TBD: this planet is very advanced in their technology, and peter’s favourite spot to go when he considered time for shore leave. it’s got an abundance of clubs and bars, both of which peter enjoys going to. it’s where he’s found many of his one night stands, and made many enemies. he still likes to try his luck though because it’s got some of his favourite liquor brewed native to the planet. this liquor is bright blue in color and kind of sweet, and is a nectar that they pull from the native plants. it’s sold on other neighboring planets, but because of import costs it’s always a lot more expensive, so peter generally tests his luck by just going to the planet where its made. he’s a big fan of the music in these clubs, and there’s even a small club that uses music that peter has shown them that he likes to go to a lot. he’s become pretty good friends with the club owner and oftentimes gets to drink there for free.

                              i’ll add more planets as I think of them!!!

[riighteousman]

                                      they’re my family.

                                    not by something as                                  ACCIDENTAL as blood. 

            –   BUT ONE MADE BY CHOICE.