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this is what being poor is like

if you want to find me, this is where i am now

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To all of you who still follow me

Tumblr has been a safehaven for me for about 3 years, I have used it in my lowest of times, to document my life and to find things which will make me feel better. As many of you might know I have suffered with extreme anxiety and depression in the past, and I used tumblr to help me work with my emotions, even though now, when I look back on what I previously posted I can see that it may have only made me worse. My mum passed away on Christmas eve from a long battle with cancer and since then, although that was obviously a tough time, my life has got slowly better. I have to run my own household, and look after myself, which can be tough at times but I’m managing as well as any 18 year old can do in my position.

The strange thing is that I’m probably the happiest I’ve been in 3 years. I have found love, and I receive love in return, from someone who sees me for who I actually am, and not some sad, anxiety ridden version of me who I hate. I have real friends who have been with me through everything, and I have learnt from my mistakes. I am so strong since everything that has happened and I don’t need tumblr as my walking cane anymore.

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