Lain

Previously like uh the other electrical angel on jiraiblr like 3 people remember me but it's okay guys

[electrical-ang3l]

Please...

....Don't tell anyone.

introduction

name: lain

I use any pronouns (i also do not care about how my gender is described)

I am 15 years old

I was previously @electrical-ang3ll but I forgot the password and I'm too lazy to reset it.

it's been a while hasn't it... oops.... ;-; does anyone remember me? Probably not....

I am not professionally diagnosed with bpd but I show many symptoms of it and I say that I do have bpd.

i am diagnosed with depression, anxiety and OCD.

i also struggle with anemia. (Possibly something else)

interests: alien stage, bungo stray dogs, serial experiments lain, dinosaurs, death note, and more.

I play flute and clarinet and am being forced to do marching band which makes me want to explode.

i like making friends but please ask before dming me. It makes me nervous.

DNI

please follow my dni! I try my best to make sure i follow it as well, but sometimes i just follow back people who follow me, but usually i try to check.

DNI:

Proshippers/Darkshippers

Antiendos

Radqueers

pro-contact Paraphiles

Over 24s.

*depending on the circumstances i may block specific types of accounts for nothing that is their fault, just that i am uncomfortable

Thin ice:

people on not jiraiblr/yanblr/$hb1r/similar communities

anti-selfdiagnosers

My tags:

#please...donttellanyone - normal post

#ilovehersomuch - posts about my FP

#asks - ...what it says

#lainsreblogs - something I wanted to reblog lmao

[electrical-ang3l]

it feels like ghere are mbugs in mhyskin fuck coahcroakces

[electrical-ang3l]

yeah no thanks ì actuallh don't hwnana pass out so much 8dk myhead is so foighyg

[electrical-ang3l]

I feel very gay man coded in my marching band uniform it's something I don't get to express very often because I usually look feminine even though I have short hair.

it makes me quite happy.

And also another positive thing is that I have shorts that cover my cuts and are very comfortable!

[electrical-ang3l]

fyi my theme is "hikaru" not hikaru

[electrical-ang3l]

my FP should appear right now and we should hang out so I don't go mad actually

[electrical-ang3l]

no one gives a shit til you're either

Dead

doing better things in your life

or not paying attention to them.

why are people like that. It pisses me off. If I recover I get no notes if I am doing the worst I've ever been nobody cares. Nobody cares at all. Why does everything have to be such a push and pull I hate everything.

[electrical-ang3l]

I want attention I want to be appreciated again.

Starting over would maybe do something so that you wouldn't know who I am and then people could actually want to interact with my posts or something

[electrical-ang3l]

I'm gonna take a shower

and probably relapse really badly and cry and whine how I want my chosen dad and FP but we don't talk about that, k?

[electrical-ang3l]

"call 988" "call 988"

fyi I did when I was 12 and they told me to play with crayons

[r0tt3nc0rps3inth3d1rt]

I apologize if I stalked your entire blog after you gave me ONE notification and then followed you without a word it WILL happen again

[electrical-ang3l]

I also had a nightmare where no one remembered my FP existed and I got hit in the head with a basketball so I ran out of the school and died apparently why do all of my dreams end with me dying lately

[electrical-ang3l]

I look at everyone else's dividers and then I look at mine. I feel like everyone around me is pretty and I'm the ugly one out.

[electrical-ang3l]

probably sound like a loser when I say this but I had a dream where I skipped school and was late to my next class and started crying

[angel-pd]

how it feels to isolate yourself while also constantly checking your notifs to see if anyone gaf

[electrical-ang3l]

DONT FUCKING TALK TO ME R I DONT WANT TO HEAR FROM YOUR FUCKING ASS ESPECIALLY WHEN IM FEELING LIKE SHIT I DONT NEED THE MOST ANNOYING FUCKING CHILD TO PISS ME OFF ANYMORE. FUCK R /nbh

[electrical-ang3l]

"sorry for all the comment stalking I did...." hey so it wasn't just comment stalking please listen to yourself bro.

[electrical-ang3l]

I bet on losing dogs.