୨୧ — You were drooling, eyes rolling back as you dug your nails into his shoulders trying to slow Valko down. Useless. Your legs wrapped around his waist, heels digging into his lower back as he drove into you, his name falling from your lips like a prayer between desperate pants.
“V-Val- hhahh- Val-ko- s'too- m'gonna- too m-much-“
Words? What were those? Your brain had turned to mush about three orgasms ago.
A whimper caught in your throat. Tears pricked at your lashes at the stretch, at being so fucking full, like he'd shoved your organs aside to make room.
“Hah-“ His voice broke, and you could feel every muscle in his body trembling, fighting something feral as his tail lashed wildly behind him. “Tryna be gentle but you-“
He fucked you like a beast anyway. Forehead pressed to yours, ears flat against his head, panting into your mouth. Your slick made the filthiest sounds every time he thrust home and when his teeth found your neck hard enough to break skin, the noise you made had his rhythm stuttering.
“Sorry- ngh- didn't mean-“ But he didn't stop. Couldn't.
His hand slid under your back, arching you up into him. The other pinned your wrist to the mattress. Blood smeared across your throat from his lips.
“That's it, that’s my good girl-“ Completely gone. Ruined.
You came screaming and do you think that made him slow down? Fuck no. He didn't slow down even a little.
“Again.” Barely a whisper. Begging. Pleading for just one more scream from those pretty lips…
“Valko- can't- no more-“
His ears drooped, this wounded little sound in his chest, “I know babe, m'sorry-“ His hips snapped forward anyway, “what’s a pup supposed to do? You just feel so good- cant- shit- can’t stop-“
Your cunt was a sloppy, ruined mess at this point- syrupy strings of your cum and arousal coating his cock, smearing creamy across your inner thighs. You could feel yourself dripping between your ass, making a puddle beneath you.
Then something big started pressing at your entrance.
You felt it before your sex stupid brain could process it- this thick, swelling pressure at your already stuffed hole. Stretching you wider. Wider. Too wide-
His knot.
It shoved inside with a wet POP and you shrieked, back bowing clean off the mattress, nails carving bleeding trenches down his spine. The sudden fullness -that fat bulge locking him in, plugging you up, pressing against every sensitive nerve- had your vision whiting out again. Your cunt spasmed around him, another orgasm cresting before the last one even finished, milking his knot in desperate fluttering clenches.
“Huh? What happened?” Total confusion. His ears shot up, head tilting, “You alright babe? Did I do something?”
“Your- your fucking knot- fuckfuckfuck-“ you choked out.
“What?” He blinked down at you, all golden puppy eyes while his monster sized knot split you in half, “What's wrong with it?”
“Ser -seriously? Sh’too- It's s’too big-“
“It is?” As he smirks he shifts his weight and you damn near passed out, “seems fine to me?”
You laughed -or sobbed, hard to tell- and it broke into a moan when he rolled his hips experimentally. You grabbed his hand and shoved it down between your bodies, pressing it against the bulge in your lower belly. Obscene. Fucking obscene.
“Valko.”
He looked down. Blinked. His tail started wagging. Actually wagging!
“Oh wow.” Like he'd found something mildly interesting, “That's pretty crazy.”
“YEAH.”
“Does it actually hurt?” He pressed against the bulge with genuine curiosity and your eyes nearly rolled back into your skull. Tail still going.
“Do you- hahh- do you seriously not know- how huge-“
“Dunno, never measured?” He dropped a casual kiss on your forehead, sweet as anything, while his fat fucking knot throbbed like it was trying to reshape your insides. “Always been like this. Annnnd those noises don’t really convince me you’re in pain.”
You were gonna fucking murder him. Right after you finished losing your mind on his cock.
He ground down into you and you came so hard you forgot your own name, pussy clenching around him like a goddamn vice.
“Oh- shit- shit-“ Finally cracking, his voice going high and whiney, “Squeezing me so tight, you’re gonna make me-“
He buried his face in your neck and came with a broken whine, and you felt it- pulse after pulse of hot cum pumping into you, filling you up til your belly rounded out even more. His arms caged you in, tail thumping against the mattress as he bred you full.
“S'good,” he slurred against your throat…
“Valko,” you whimpered, brain leaking out your ears., “M'so full-“
“Mm?” He sounded so pleased with himself.
Still absolutely clueless.
Way later -who even knows how long- he was still on top of you, weight braced on his elbows so he didn't crush you. His knot pulsed lazy and another warm gush filled you up.
“Hey,” he mumbled into your hair, and you could hear the grin in his voice.
“Mm.”
“So...” His fingers walked playfully up your side, making you squirm- which only made you clench around his knot and whimper, “You think my knot's big, huh?”
“Shut up.”
“Nah but like-“ He propped himself up to look at you, smirking, tail swishing, “You were really loud about it. Pretty sure the neighbors know now.”
“I hate you.”
“Mmhm.” He rolled his hips just slightly -enough to make you gasp- and his grin widened. “That why you're still milking my cock right now?”
Your face burned, “I- I can't- it's involuntary-“
“Sure it is.” He pressed a kiss to your cheek, nuzzling, “S'okay baby. I think it's cute how much you love my huge knot.”
“I never said-“
“‘S'so fucking big Valko,'”he mimicked in a breathy voice, and you smacked his chest while he snickered. “'Your knot Valko, oh my god-“
“I do NOT sound like that.”
“You kinda do.” Another lazy grind. Another gush of cum. His eyes glittered. “Wanna hear what else you said? Got real creative toward the end there.”
You shoved at his shoulder uselessly. He didn't budge, just laughed and buried his face in your neck, pressing smiling kisses to your skin.
“M'just teasing, babe” His tail curled around your thigh, “youre cute when you're embarrassed.” He nuzzled the tippy top of your head.
“I'm gonna kill you when your knot finally goes down.”
“Mm, that's fair.” He snuggled closer, entirely unbothered, “Gives me like twenty more minutes to annoy you though.”
His hips shifted again, lazy and deliberate, and the noise you made was mortifying.
summary: in which you ask about the lads boys condom size.
ft. xavier, zayne, rafayel, sylus & caleb
notes: suggestive content so NSFW / MDNI, xavier’s a little vulgar, zayne is lovely, rafayel wants to kill himself again (!!!), sylus is lovely again, caleb is strange. no explicit mentions of gender (!!!), only a few comments/compliments but nothing explicitly stated. that’s it (i think)
p.s. this is based on a req SO i hope you like it (even if just a little bit) ^^
a/n: yes…that is a cocoaxia original photo…no i don’t want to talk about the implications of me going about my normal human business and stopping to take a photo of the condom aisle to subsequently use for A LADS SMAU…i do it all for the realism…don’t ever say i'm not committed to you ladsnation…ty for reading (- -)(_ _)
Summary: Growing tension. Missions leading to dangerous places. Wandering eyes and flashing lights make it all too easy to forget this man is supposed to be your enemy... Or that he never really has been the villain.
Word Count: 14,880 words
Warnings: explicit sexual content (18+, mdni), pre-relationship, main storyline, references to main storyline, sexual tension, protocore auction & afterparty, club, grinding, alcohol, aerosol drug/ hallucinogenic, rivals-to-lovers-esque, Sylus is yearning & anxious & protective all at once, hints at his dragon myth, unspoken (but known) mutual attraction, dance sequence, MC has a few dragon instincts, Sylus has a lot of dragon instincts, he just wants his mate back man
Notes: HEAVILY inspired by 'In Your Fantasy' by ATEEZ, which the title and some lines are from!
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The makeup brush Sylus had given you—impossibly soft and quite possibly the best brush for application you'd ever used—ghosted over your cheekbones. You checked your blush in the mirror before setting the brush down. Your fingers danced over your earring options before you decided on pearls surrounded with tiny gemstones, something to offset the absolutely gorgeous shade of red silk that covered your body. You had to admit, pricey though his tastes were, Sylus' tastes were impeccable.
Bracelets over your gloves. Sparkling hair clips adorning your updo. Your gun holstered on your thigh, hidden by the fabric of your dress. You struggled for a few moments with the pearl necklace, but you refused to go into the next room over and ask Sylus for help getting it on.
Look completed, you gave yourself a once-over in the full-length mirror in the bedroom Sylus had gifted you for the duration of your stay in the N109 Zone. You adjusted a few things, fidgeting with your gloves for a moment. Your gaze landed on the brooch that you had stolen from him some time ago. After a few moments of indecisive haggling with yourself, you put it on.
A knock on the door announced Sylus' presence without him needing to say anything. You took a deep breath before calling, "Come in!"
The man who was to be your ally for the night stepped through the door. You eyed him as he closed it behind him. He was handsome, you had to admit, and today (the smug bastard, you thought as you realized) he was matching you. He wore a red shirt cut from the same silk as your dress, the top two buttons undone, a black suit jacket thrown over his shoulders. As he turned, you noticed the leather belt on his hips, the clasp shaped like a dragon's mouth.
Your mouth watered. Had he been anyone but the leader of Onychinus, you would have been plotting on how to take him home for the night or two or three or—
He is who he is, you reminded yourself, and you are who you are. There's no sleeping with this one.
Yet Sylus seemed to know where your mind was going, and liked to make it very, very hard for you to keep your thoughts in check. He grinned at you as he caught you staring. You looked away quickly, only realizing that was the wrong reaction when that Cheshire cat grin widened.
You focused on yourself on the mirror, pretending to fuss over your hair. Sylus came up behind you, so close that you could feel the heat of his body on your exposed back.
"You," he purred, looking at you through the glass, "are absolutely stunning."
You rolled your eyes. "Are you complimenting me, or yourself?"
"Can't you see I'm looking at you, sweetie?" he murmured. His eyes landed on the brooch, placed between your collarbone and your heart. He chuckled. "Wearing many of my gifts, I see..." His ruby eyes glittered.
"Don't flatter yourself," you snapped.
Sylus smirked. "Of course not," he said smoothly. "You do that enough for me."
You grit your teeth together, willing yourself not to rise to his banter. Whatever you had to say, he had a counterpoint, and eventually you'd lose this verbal battle, one way or another. And you didn't particularly fancy finding out how long your will held for.
Sylus' gaze had landed on your back, exposed in the dress. "We'll be out well after sunset, kitten. Do you want a jacket?"
There he goes again, acting like he cares, you thought. You smiled sweetly at him in the mirror. "No, thanks, I'll just borrow yours." You flicked the edge of his suit jacket.
He hummed. God, why did everything amuse him so much? "Oh? It's lined with paisley, you know. Beautiful, comfortable—but not very warm." He opened the jacket, revealing a black and red paisley. It was eye-catching, and you found yourself wanting to reach out and touch it. Or him. Or both. You weren't sure.
"I'll be fine," you insisted. Sylus shrugged. He stepped away from you, choosing to lean on the post of your canopy bed. He watched you fidget with your jewelry a bit more. The longer he watched you, catching sight of the way you nervously smoothed your hands down the front of your dress, a soft frown appeared between his brows.
"Let's go over it again," he said suddenly, when he'd apparently had enough of you cracking your knuckles.
You sighed. "No, Sylus, it's fine, we've been over it a hundred times—"
"One more doesn't hurt," he insisted. Before you could interrupt him again, he was barreling through a speech you'd heard at least three times a day since the plan had been hatched. "The auction is where we'll find rare protocores. We'll bid high on them—all of them—no matter what they are, to keep prying eyes away from us." His frown deepened. "But the auction isn't what's important. Our bids are a safety net, nothing more."
"I know," you said quickly. "It's unlikely the Aether Core will be—"
It was like he didn't seem to hear you. "The afterparty is where we'll focus our attention. We'll chat, mingle. Drink, dance, converse with whoever we need to until someone lets something slip. The people at the afterparty are important, but stupid. It will only take some drunkenness for someone's tongue to get loose so they say the wrong thing for them, right thing for us. Buy drinks for whoever gets interested in you. Let them buy you drinks, but keep your wits about you. Spit it back into the cup if you think you can get away with it."
"Sylus—" you said, turning around to face him.
"The afterparty's at a club, so watch everything. Pay attention to where your drink goes, who hands it to you, if anything goes in it. Don't make a scene, but don't drink it if anything seems suspicious. Matter of fact, you could just not drink anything at all if that makes you feel better—"
"Sylus." You stood directly in front of him now, arms crossed. He finally stopped talking, eyes focusing on you again. "I'll be fine."
He looked like he wanted to argue, but he only nodded. "Alright. I'll be around if you need me. Close."
I'm not going to need you, you wanted to say, but you weren't sure if that were true. The people here, they were shady, out for themselves. And you had to admit it, you didn't know them as well as Sylus did. He had files upon files of information on everyone you'd come into contact with tonight. He'd reviewed everything, told you the most important things, but he was still the repository of knowledge you didn't—couldn't—memorize that fast.
So you only nodded. "I know."
"You remember the signal? If you need me, but I'm too far away?"
You showed him the hand signal. His shoulders visibly relaxed. "And I'll have you on comms the whole time," you promised. "No turning it off. Not even in the bathroom, but don't be weird about it." This had been the subject of a previous argument; at one of your first protocore auctions with Sylus, you'd turned off your comm for three minutes to go to the bathroom. He'd lost his mind when you turned it back on and discovered that he'd been trying to contact you, only to be met with silence.
"I thought something had happened to you," he'd all but growled when you got back to his base. "You disappeared without a trace, even Mephisto didn't know where you were."
"It was three minutes!" you'd yelled back. "You lose your cool in three minutes? Some great, scary leader of Onychinus you are!"
"You could have been killed!" He'd finally snapped, finally yelled. It had been the first time you'd ever heard him raise his voice at you. It had scared you more than anything else, except maybe the wild look in his eyes when you'd stepped out of the bathroom and ran into him on your way back to the auction's main room.
Only after you'd recovered from your moment of shock, you yelled again, louder than before, "Oh, don't act like you care whether I live or die!"
He'd had no response to that, had looked so stung that you instantly felt bad—simultaneously wondering why, chastising yourself for feeling guilty about speaking the truth—and you stormed off to your bedroom. You hadn't seen him for days afterward. Oddly enough, it had bothered you.
So in the spirit of "keeping the peace" (sure, you could call it that), you looked him in the eye and added, "I promise."
You tried to turn away so you could finally slip on your shoes and feel like you weren't so short compared to him, but he caught your wrist. You turned back to him. He looked sullen again, eyes pinched with that same "slap in the face" look he'd had when you'd accused him of not caring.
"Please don't turn it off," he said quietly—too quietly. Your breath caught in your chest.
"I already promised," you said, your voice a whisper. But you said again, "I won't turn it off."
Sylus nodded. He cleared his throat, and the look in his eyes was gone. He let you go a moment later.
You sat on the bed, pulling your heeled boots on. He knelt in front of you. "Let me," he murmured, fingers reaching the strings before you could. You watched, hardly breathing, as he laced up one boot, then slipped the other on your foot and laced that one too. He looked up at you, and you wanted to devour him just from the glint in his half-lidded eyes. "Breathe, kitten. I don't bite."
"Sure you don't," you said, more breathy than you'd intended.
He stood and offered you his hand. After a moment, you took it.
"You have your weapons?" he asked, leading you to the door. You brushed the silk of your dress to the side, letting him see the gun in your garter. You didn't miss his hard swallow. "Excellent. Let's be on our way, then."
~❊~
The auction was nothing out of the ordinary. A large venue, carpeted floors, pedestals displaying protocores of various kinds and strengths in glass cases, a ballroom with a live band, an exquisite, extensive menu in the dining room.
You were on your own—mostly—for three hours, making purchases with amounts of money you could only dream of. Mephisto followed you and Sylus occasionally chuckled in your ear as he listened to you make bids. His own voice echoed in your ears as he spoke with people who were clearly terrified of him. It was amusing, really, but you would have loved to see the look on these people as they practically wet themselves coming face to face with him.
You met again as you tried to cross the ballroom to get to another one of the rooms. An arm slipped around your waist just as you registered the tall, white-haired figure that had appeared next to you.
"I've already been through that room, sweetie," he murmured, pulling you into a dance. Against your better judgment, you let him maneuver you, bodies close.
You stared up at him, studying. This close, you realized his popped buttons exposed his collarbones and the stacked necklaces he wore. You swallowed. How is he this hot? "You know, for someone so tall, you are remarkably good at sneaking up on people."
He chuckled, glancing over your head to survey the room again. He was quiet for a moment before he bent closer to you. Practically into your ear, he purred, "Enjoying spending my money?"
You could feel the flush creeping across your skin. "I—don't know what you mean."
Sylus smirked. "Oh, sweetie. You've been spending quite a lot of it." The look on your face made him smile far more genuinely. "By all means, keep spending—you've hardly made a dent."
You scowled at him, then smoothed out your expression before anyone around you could catch it. "Does everything you look at have a price tag on it?"
"Hardly," he scoffed. At your skeptical look, he sighed. "I'm telling you to keep up the high prices. The rate we're going at now, no one will question it if we offer this much for the Aether Core."
You wrinkled your nose. "I really don't think it's here, Sylus," you said, keeping your voice soft.
"We thought that coming into this," he reminded you. "But that doesn't mean we can't be careful."
"You're just trying to drown me in protocores," you muttered. You reached up, thumb brushing at the corner of his eye. Another dancing couple nearby side-eyed the movement as if it had interrupted their own dance. "Make me grateful for spoiling me."
He laughed. "So what if I am? Would it really make you grateful if I spent a fortune on you?"
You narrowed your eyes at him. The look in his eye, unbearably fond, made you pause. It was gone in a moment, but you swore he looked a little...dazed. You wondered if he'd look at you like that when he was naked.
"No," you said at last, realizing he truly wanted an answer, staring intently as he swayed you back and forth. It was still hard to tell, sometimes, which of his questions were rhetorical. "I'm not easily swayed by shiny things."
Sylus smirked. "I am," he said, which sounded like a blatant lie until you remembered how his horde of weapons glittered with how meticulously he cleaned them. He slipped his hand into yours and pulled you into another room of the auction, one you had yet to traipse through. "So why don't we spend some more, hmm?"
You scoffed. "You're incorrigible."
He chuckled. "Maybe."
This last room was different from the others. Instead of display cases containing single protocores on velvet beds, attendants stood behind rows and rows of cases, all short and containing...jewelry? Yes, it must be, because there were a few men in suits who were carrying around individual pieces. But why was there room dedicated to jewelry at a protocore auction?
As always, Sylus sensed your confusion. He bent down, whispering into your ear, "These pieces are made out of protocores. People without something dangerous," he added, tapping above your heart, "always want it for themselves."
Does that include you? But the question died on your tongue as you looked at his eye, glowing subtly in the dark room. He already had his own something dangerous. How many people had tried to kill him for it? Tried to take his eye? The thought had you squirming uncomfortably.
"It's the truth of this place," he murmured. "You'll get used to it."
The sound of someone clearing their throat nearby had Sylus standing straight again, both of you turning to look. A young man in a suit was standing just feet away, arm outstretched, jewels glittering on a velvet bed in his hand.
Sylus peered at the piece. "What's this?" he asked, voice light.
"A gift for the lady, sir," the attendant said, eyes skipping between the two of you. "If she likes it."
"Well, kitten?" Sylus asked, a gentle tug on your hand coaxing you to take a look. You stepped close, looking down at the sparkling necklace.
It was a choker, a raw protocore at the center. Rectangular rubies, dark and imposing, were laid into gold all the way around until the clasp. Even with the room's dim lighting, it sparkled. You fought the urge to touch it, your hand instead ghosting over your neck, wondering how it would feel there.
"It's beautiful," you murmured.
Sylus was tracking your every move, swallowing hard as your fingers grazed the column of your throat. "Do you want it, sweetie?" His voice was deeper, rougher. Something primal in it.
You were unable to tear your eyes away from the choker. "I couldn't possibly..." It had to be priceless. It was worth way more than you could imagine, way more than anything you had ever seen. Even your life couldn't be worth those jewels, could it?
A hand slipped beneath your chin, two fingers cradling it, the thumb on your lower lip. Sylus turned you until all you could see was his eyes, the red darker than blood, his pupils blown wide. Your pulse quickened. "None of that," he murmured, voice dripping with... You didn't dare name it. "Do you want it?"
Still quite literally in the palm of his hand, your eyes dipped back down to the choker. The rubies glittered and the protocore gleamed. They were beautiful. The protocore at the center, it was luminous.
It glowed like his right eye.
"Yes," you whispered.
Lips twitching in a satisfied smirk, Sylus finally let go of your face.
The attendant was also smiling. "An excellent choice, miss! It's a stunning piece, really, priced at—"
"We'll take it," Sylus cut in smoothly.
He'd pulled a box seemingly out of nowhere. "We can wrap this quickly for you."
"No need," Sylus said. He picked up the necklace smoothly and brushed your hair out of the way, already putting it on for you. You hoped his fingers did not feel the way your pulse was flying beneath your skin.
"Sir—"
Remembering suddenly that you had Sylus' card, you handed it over. "Put it on this."
The man took the card. He glanced down at it, then back up at you. "We'll need to put a name down for the buyer, Miss...?"
Sylus cut the man a glare, slipping his hand back into yours. "She's with me," he snapped.
"Er, yes. Of course. I'll, um, be right back. My...my apologies, Missus." He scurried off to process the payment.
You glanced at Sylus. "Missus? Last I checked, I wasn't wearing any rings."
He smirked. "If you're complaining, sweetie, I can get you plenty of those, too."
"No," you said quickly, letting go of his hand. "No, I... You've spoiled me enough now. I told you it wouldn't make me grateful, remember?"
He chuckled. "You're right, it doesn't." He took his card back from the attendant and put his hand on your back, gently guiding you through the rest of the room. You hardly felt the heat of his hand through the heat that had flushed your entire body.
His lips were by your ear a moment later. "But it does make you flustered," he whispered, eyes lidded, "which is a sight I enjoy much, much more."
~❊~
Sylus had described what an auction's afterparty looked like to the best of his ability, but you'd never truly understood what it was going to be like. You realized as you stepped through the doors of the club that it was because it was impossible to describe.
There was no clear cut comparison. It was wilder than a college frat party, more colorful and vibrant than a regular club, not as drugged out as a rave. The air smelled of booze and sweat and money—like real, physical cash that had passed through many dirty and tricky hands. You were quite certain that the iron tang in the air was blood that had been scrubbed away, but would never truly be gone.
Ceilings were low, walls were adorned with photos you couldn't make out with the flashing lights. The floor was tiled ornately, but you sensed it was going to be sticky long before you stepped on it, judging by the alcohol sloshing over the rims of glasses. The bar was in the center, golden light illuminating it. Multiple bartenders were at work, each in a uniform designed to make onlookers drool—rolled up sleeves, top buttons undone, waists cinched by tight-fitting waistcoats and corsets.
The people were far more curious than the club itself. The press of bodies was mostly indistinguishable, but you caught sight of bionic arms and legs, metallic eyes, weapons built into bodies. Some were in full suits, others in practically nothing at all. Your own dress, two slits up the side, suddenly felt like you were a prude to some, a whore to others. Instinctively, you pressed close to Sylus as many pairs of eyes roved over you.
"Stay close to me," Sylus whispered, hand falling on your hip. "And remember what I told you."
It was obvious now why he was worried. Elegant as the placed tried to be, a mimicry of Elysium, it and its patrons were still just seedy enough to put you on edge.
You nodded. "I'll be alright," you insisted. He hesitated a moment, but didn't argue.
Sylus led you into the crush of people, and the air changed immediately. Your senses dulled, vision blurring. In just a few seconds, you felt wasted. It was like you'd downed several pitchers of some fruity drink with a high alcohol content that you couldn't taste, only realizing how much you'd had the first time you tried to stand. Even Sylus' touch on your hip felt distant, separated from you.
What happened to your body, you realized, was not happening to your head. They were two separate entities in this space.
You felt lips at your ear, the sensation mildly grounding and mostly arousing. "What you are feeling now," Sylus' voice whispered, "is a relatively new drug that hit the streets of the N109 Zone. I didn't know it had gotten here yet, but they're pumping it out through the vents."
"What is it?" you asked, voice surprisingly stable. Even if you felt drunk, you weren't.
"I'm not totally certain," he said.
"That's not reassuring."
"No," he agreed, "it's not. From what I can tell, it's been created through combining a hallucinogenic and a depressant. Your vision will swim, your head will feel disconnected from your body, the world will get loud. But you haven't injected it, it's just misting over you. This is the lesser reaction."
You scoffed. "This is lesser?"
For the second time tonight, Sylus' fingers slipped under your chin. He turned your head toward him, toward the concern in those deep red eyes. "Are you alright?" he asked. "You don't have to do this. You shouldn't do this if your senses are impaired—"
You shook your head and gently pushed his fingers away from your chin. Your mind felt suddenly clearer. "The Aether Core is here, right?"
Sylus hesitated, then nodded. "It's possible," he admitted.
"Then we're doing this." For a moment, it looked like he might argue with you. You dug your heels in harder. "I mean it. I'm not leaving without it."
"If it's even here," he reminded you. You kept your gaze hard. He sighed. "Stubborn as an ox when you want something."
You elected to ignore that statement, looking around the club again as Sylus continued walking, leading you to the bar. There were eyes on the two of you—of course there were. Sylus had just had his fingers under your chin, and you were wearing a necklace of rubies and protocores that cost more than your life, and it was painfully clear that he'd bought it so you'd match him.
Was it?
Or was this drug making you jump to conclusions?
A drink was set on the bartop before Sylus even had to speak. You recognized the bourbon in a rocks glass—his usual drink. The bartender sized you up, then turned back to his well, already pouring something new.
"Come here often?" you asked, gesturing to the glass as Sylus picked it up.
"No," he said. "The bartender makes a judgment call and gives you a drink they think you'll like."
"So you're just easy to read," you said, raising an eyebrow, "because you have that all the time."
A sly grin passed over his face. "Ah, so you are paying attention to me," he teased.
Your cheeks flushed. "Shut up," you snapped. Your tone was not nearly as strong as you would have liked it to have been.
Sylus turned you toward him with the hand on your waist. He moved it to the small of your back, his pinky slipping down just enough to meet the tiny band of your thong—the only thing you could wear that wouldn't be visible in this dress. Your breath hitched, and you knew he noticed.
"Oh, sweetie," he purred. "I pay so much attention to you. It's only fair that you return the favor."
The sound of a throat clearing broke the tension. The bartender set a glass down before you. Sylus tossed cash at him, and he left you alone again, turning back to his other customers.
You picked up the martini glass and stared at the deep red liquid in it. It shimmered under the golden lights behind the bar.
"It's safe to drink," he assured you. "No bartender would dare put anything in it while I'm right next to you."
You shrugged and sipped at it. Your eyes must have lit up, judging by the easy smile that came to Sylus' face.
You were shoving the drink at him before you could think twice about it, just like you would with your girls. "Try this, holy shit," you said.
Sylus raised one elegant eyebrow, but he accepted the drink, his fingers brushing over yours. Warmth ignited under your skin. Your mouth dried up as you watched Sylus drink, Adam's apple bobbing.
Relax, you told yourself. You have a job to do.
"It's good," he said, pushing it back to you. "Pomegranate?"
You nodded. "I think so!" You drained the glass quickly, and it was Sylus' turn to stare at you like he could devour you, eyes sliding over the column of your throat, pupil blown. His right eye was glowing softly.
Fuck. If you didn't put distance between him and yourself right now, you were going to end up bent over a bathroom sink. And if you were going to succumb to him, it wasn't going to be that way.
Shit, am I really considering this now? He's the enemy!
But...is he?
"Another drink?" Sylus asked.
You shook your head. If your wires were already this crossed after a drink that had hardly hit your system yet, you didn't want to know what would happen if you had more and they all hit at once. "I want to find this thing."
His gaze darkened. "Alright. We'll stick together and comb through—"
"No." You were shaking your head before you could second guess yourself. "We'll cover more ground if we split up, and this place is packed."
"It will be safer if we stay together," Sylus began, a note of warning in his voice.
"I'm a Hunter, Sylus," you said. "I can handle myself. I'll contact you if I need you." You tapped your comm.
He was right, of course. It would be way safer to stay together. You could already tell the seedy people surrounding you would do anything to get their hands on you. You were decked out in protocores—and who knew what they'd do if they discovered the core in your heart.
But you couldn't stay near Sylus. Not with the heat rising in your body, not with the slickness gathering between your thighs at every slight brush of his fingers.
Just a couple minutes away from him was all you needed to calm your body, to get refocused on this. Then you'd comm him. You only needed to calm your spiking heart rate.
You glanced over at Sylus again. He was glowering, his eyes lidded and narrowed. Your thighs squeezed together. Fuck.
"I'm not changing my mind," you said before you could do something stupid, like drag him into the bathroom by his lapel.
A muscle in his jaw feathered. He looked at you for a moment longer, then out across the sea of writhing bodies. "Fine," he said, voice gruff. "You call me the minute you need help." His eyes fell back on you. "The minute."
And just like that, you knew your panties were going to be ruined when you took them off later. Apparently hot and protective was right up Sylus' alley.
"I promise," you said. You pushed your empty glass back toward the bar.
Before you could step away, a hand closed around your wrist. The grip was loose enough that you could pull away, but you didn't, despite the spike of need that shot through your body like lightning.
"Check in every five minutes," he said.
Irritation cut through the building arousal, banking the growing flames. "I can handle myself—"
"It's not you I'm worried about," he confessed, quieter. You blinked at him, at the tenderness you found in his face.
"Every five minutes," you conceded. He let you go.
"I'll take the back," he said. "You focus on the front. It'll be someone seated, so pay more attention to the booths rather than the dance floor."
You nodded.
Sylus waited, hesitating like he wanted to say something else, but he had turned away and walked away from the bar before you could ask. He disappeared into the shadows with alarming ease.
The fog in your brain cleared a little. The drug still dulled the edges of your vision, but your thoughts no longer caught on the giant dam that was Sylus' presence and touch. You released a long breath and left the bar, slipping back into the sea of people.
The stench overwhelmed your senses. That heady smell you'd been hit with the minute you walked into the club came back, paired with the sickeningly sweet smell of the drug and the clinging odor of sweat, vomit, blood, and alcohol.
"The N109 Zone is a cesspool of human corruption," you'd been told by one of your superiors at the Association, someone else who'd gone undercover before you. She'd been in the N109 Zone for five months before she'd been pulled out. "It's decrepit, but it will do everything in its power to make you love it. Usually. There are places that feed into the image of self so hard it's impossible not to see how far people are willing to go to indulge in themselves."
Had that agent ended up here? At a place just like it? She'd never talked about what her mission was, claimed it was just as classified as your own mission. But that haunted look in her eyes... Would you walked out of this place with that same look?
You walked through the people until you were at the edge of the dance floor. You swayed as you walked, bopping your head to blend in with the people you weaved through, though you kept your eyes fixed on the tables that lined the walls. Each one was a booth of black velvet, the seats curving to provide as much privacy as possible to the tables—all of which boasted a chess board and were covered in a thick layer of resin.
What does someone who has the Aether Core look like? you asked yourself. Sylus, of course, came to mind immediately. But you ignored the usual smirk on his lips, seeming to taunt you that you couldn't do your job without thinking about him—
You ducked around a dancing couple, eyes flitting over the seated patrons. At the nearest table, a man in a leather jacket and no shirt leered at his companion's mostly exposed breasts while conducting a deal with a young man who looked like a scared office intern.
The next table over contained a group of five men, all in finely pressed suits with starched collars. All bore the same culty-looking tattoo under their ears.
Onto the next table—but you looked away quickly, nearly squeaking aloud at the sight of a woman plopped in a man's lap, his pants shoved to the ground and her dress pooled around her waist. The table in front of them was nearly completely white with powder.
Your watch beeped.
Sylus: five minutes, kitten
You winced and lifted your fingers to your comm. "Nothing yet," you murmured to him, soft enough that your voice would get lost in the crowd to anyone eavesdropping. "Though I'm not sure I know exactly what I'm looking for..."
"Get closer to the tables," he said. "Listen to their conversations. The speech will be weird, and that's when you'll have found something worth following."
"Code?" you asked.
"Yes," he said. A moment later you heard a click and knew that he'd dropped the line.
You squeezed further out of the crowd, plucking a drink off of a tray of a server who was standing perfectly still between two booths. You let a stumble make its way into your step, the liquid sloshing over the side of the glass. It fizzed oddly and a list of all the known illegal substances currently on the streets of the N109 Zone ran through your head.
You passed the couple shamelessly fucking in their booth and continued down the line. Women in glittery lingerie covered by sheer skirts sat at the next table, whispering about their prospects. A man made almost entirely of metal chatted in clicks with a human woman who answered entirely in English. Another group of men in suits argued about their tanking business.
It didn't take long to sweep through the left side of the club. You weaved through the dancing people at the very front of the club to get to the right side and began combing through again.
"Still nothing," you said into your comm. "Except I'm beginning to see why the N109 Zone has this kind of reputation."
You received a snort in reply.
It was more of the same—people not-so-discreetly fucking, arguments over business deals, conversations with thinly veiled threats, conversations with open threats in the form of weaponry on the tables, men and women keeping an eye out for their partner of the night.
You slipped past the bar, edging into the area of booths that seemed to be hidden in shadows, if not for the single dim light barely illuminating the tables. The faces of those sitting in the booths seemed to be nearly completely hidden, a few sharper features visible here and there.
Low murmuring from one of the tables caught your attention. You faked another stumble, letting your shoe twist around your ankle. Cursing, you stooped down, fixing it slowly in a drug-addled stupor echoing the behavior of many of the other patrons inhaling the stuff like it was oxygen.
"...like nothing I've ever seen," one of the voices at the table murmured. Fingers drummed on the tabletop. "You're sure she's real?"
"Realer than the girls you've been fucking," someone else replied, the voice deeper. "She's genuine. Trust me, I'd know."
"You got her already?" the first voice asked. He sounded on the younger side.
"Be patient," a third voice snapped, a tad nasal. "Anton? She's your kind of jewel."
There was a moment of silence, then the sound of something sliding across a table. A photograph, perhaps. Then a fourth voice—presumably Anton—said, "She's my jewel, alright. Busty, certainly. She'll be a hefty cost, whether you've got her already or not, and people'll pay a pretty penny to get their hands on her."
She. Busty. People will pay. They could be talking about a stripper, but... Jewel. This "she" could also be a protocore.
"She's one of a kind," said the deeper voice. "We haven't gotten our hands on her yet, but my operatives know where to find her. She'll be ours in a week."
Your heart rate spiked.
"You want us to risk everything on a maybe that you'll retrieve it?" the younger voice asked. Your ears snagged on "it." Not a woman, certainly, though with these kinds of men you couldn't be certain a woman wasn't an object.
You finally fixed your shoe and straightened, certain it would become too obvious you were eavesdropping if you didn't move soon.
"She'll start wars," the deeper voice replied, still calm despite the edge in his voice. "If you want her, this maybe is the surest way you'll get her."
Your eyes landed on the table as you put a hand to your mouth like you'd done in college after a few too many. Pretending to swallow down bile, you scanned the table through your lashes—five men, one of whom hadn't spoken yet but was tucking a photograph back into his suit pocket.
You pulled your hand away from your mouth and let out a slow breath. Your fingers itched to reach for your comm, but you were aware that two of the men were watching you.
"So? What'll it be?" said one, the one with the deep voice. He wore a pressed black suit, the only splash of color on him the burgundy tie at his throat and a gold tie pin.
He was staring straight at you. You summoned up a drunk girl giggle, waving your fingers at him. You turned away, stumbling a little, and started back toward the dancing crowd.
I'll call Sylus once I'm in the crowd so they don't see me do it—
Fingers brushed down your arm. You glanced up and found the deep voiced man at your side. He smirked at you and his fingers twitched in a beckoning motion. You paused a minute, let him get further into the crowd, then followed him with a smile forced onto your lips as he looked back at you.
Into your comm, you said, "I got something. Following the guy."
"What?" Sylus said sharply. "Where?"
"He'd headed onto the dance floor. We're near the bar."
"I'm coming to you."
You found the man quickly, easily. He had stopped, standing perfectly still amongst the other people dancing and grinding.
He stepped closer to you. "Aren't you a pretty thing?"
You gave him your best drunk giggle. "Oh, stop it," you purred.
He grinned wide. He was handsome, you'd give him that, with dark hair and charming eyes. But any lingering arousal from Sylus' touch drained out of your body at the sight of that grin, just a little too much to be comforting.
"You look like you'd appreciate a dance," he murmured to you, offering you his hand.
Sensing that he'd suspect you weren't just the drunk girl you were pretending to be if you turned him down, you took it.
~❊~
Sylus was taking forever. Twice you thought you'd seen him, both near the table the man now dancing with you had originally come from.
Honestly, the man had rhythm. He moved in time with the music, kept you swaying close to him. Somehow you didn't knock into anyone as he spun you around.
You found yourself laughing as he dipped you. The drug pumped through the air had certainly hit your bloodstream by now. You could feel it more than before, felt it wafting over you, coating your tongue, burning your nostrils like you'd snorted it.
"That necklace," he murmured, pulling you back up. "Are those real protocores?"
Suddenly you felt very certain that you were right. This man knew something about the protocores. The one he'd been talking about earlier—was he trying to sell the Aether Core without even owning it?
You giggled, hand drifting from his bicep to your throat. "That's what they told me when they sold it to me."
He spun you, pulled your back flush to his chest. His own hand ghosted over the necklace. "Oh, I can verify that for you."
You blinked up at him. "You can?"
He nodded. "I'm in the business of protocores."
"Isn't everyone, these days?" You kept your voice light, innocent, a tad drunk. Let him think you were flirting with a man who looked like he might have money, rather than digging for all the information he could give you.
The man chuckled. "But only I know the rare ones, sweetheart. The good ones. The powerful ones." He punctuated the statement with a roll of his hips into your backside. Surprise fluttered through you. Had he decided you weren't a spy, but that you'd still be a worthwhile night? "You can tell by two things, my dear: the quality and the price."
"Really?"
"So how much did they sell it to you for?" he asked, pelvis meeting your ass again, hands slipping down to hold—no, to guide—your hips.
"I don't actually know," you said.
The man lost his rhythm for a moment. "What? You bought it without knowing—"
A shadow fell over the both of you. "I don't need my lady squirming over the prices of my gifts to her."
Strong relief swept through you, so hard you felt like you might cry. You resisted the urge to throw yourself into Sylus' arms.
My lady.
The man still grinding into your ass stared at Sylus in shock. Sylus' gaze dipped down to where your hips were glued to the man's pelvis.
"And you are?" the man drawled.
"Hers," said Sylus, glowering down at the man. Pleasure shot through you and it had absolutely nothing to do with the man holding you. "I'd much appreciate if you took your hands...off of her."
You shivered. Ooo, that did it, that tone of his voice... Commanding and solid. Stern. Protective.
"And if I don't?" the man challenged, fingers tightening on your hips. You hissed, pulling away from him.
Sylus growled, actually growled at the man, and shifted his weight, pulling his suit jacket to the side. The stock of a gun gleamed in his waistband. "Then you'll be staring at the muzzle of this gun for less than two seconds before you hit the floor."
He reached for you, pulling you closer to him. He tucked you into his side, arm around you like it was your own personal shelter.
This man had never been your enemy. He'd laid himself at your goddamn feet, let you shoot him, let you spend his money, let you stay in his house, called himself yours like you'd been married for decades.
And you, damn it all to hell, liked it.
The man stared at Sylus, eyes dipping to you. For a moment, it looked like he might not move, might actually challenge Sylus' threat.
But then Sylus took a decisive step toward him. The man stepped back instantly, his fear so palpable you thought you could smell it. He melted into the crowd, hands raised.
"That was my lead." You scowled at Sylus.
"I trust that's the only reason you let him touch you and live," he drawled.
"Oh, I think you would have handled the killing part," you said. Sylus slipped in behind you, taking the man's place. His scent replaced the overly strong cologne the other had worn. Warmth flooded your body as Sylus' hands slipped up and down your sides gently, as if he could erase the other man's touch.
You leaned into him instinctively, pressed your whole body against him. You glanced up at him, realizing only as you met his eyes that you'd bared your neck to him. His fingers slipped over your new necklace—his gift, so he said, to his lady.
"We should go after him," you murmured. "Demand more information."
"I got it already," Sylus said smoothly. "His associate talked quite easily."
You huffed. "So that's what took you so long to get to me."
Sylus frowned. "Did he touch you? Hurt you?"
You shook your head. "I'm alright."
His frown did not lessen. "Are you sure? He seemed very...intimate."
A small smile slipped onto your face at the low tone in his voice, which he hardly attempted to hide. "Oh, Sylus... Are you jealous?"
He met your teasing gaze with his own steady stare. "And if I was?"
"No reason to be," you purred. You wiggled your ass and heard his sharp intake of breath. "He may have been leading in the last dance, but I'm reciprocating in this one."
Sylus squeezed his eyes shut, hands gripping your hips. "Fuck," he hissed. "Don't tease me, sweetie. I won't—" He choked on his own words as you pressed back into him, grinding slowly. "If you don't mean it, if this is the drugs..."
"I mean it," you whispered.
He groaned, his head falling to your shoulder. He nipped softly at your exposed skin. You spun in his arms when he finally lifted his head. Once again, his eyes were lidded, and his right eye glowed. You hummed.
"Call Luke and Kieran," you said. "Tell them to leave if they want to get any sleep tonight."
"Fuck," Sylus growled. He took your hand and led you out of the crowd.
You found yourself grinning as you stepped into the cool night air, your thighs once again slick.
~❊~
Mephisto was waiting at the front door of the base when you returned. But he seemed to sense the mood the pair of you were in and waited long enough to ensure the door closed behind both of you before he squawked and flew off.
The walk back to the base, which had been winding to throw off anyone who may have been tailing you, had cleared your head significantly. The fog had dissipated the farther you got from the vents.
Your arousal, however, had not.
Sylus grinned at you as the door shut behind you. The two of you moved at the same time, Sylus pushing you against the wall as you grabbed at his shirt, tugging him down to you.
You weren't sure what you expected Sylus' kiss to be like, but it wasn't...this. This was soft, gentle, almost scared. He nuzzled the side of your face as the kiss broke.
"Sylus?" you whispered.
"I have waited for this," he rasped, "for so long." He pulled away enough to stared into your eyes, his large hand cupping your cheek. You leaned into the touch. "If I let go, if I do what I want..." He shook his head and you heard the warning in his voice. "I don't want to hurt you."
You covered his hand with your own. "I can handle it, Sylus," you murmured. You leaned in, kissed his nose. "I can handle you."
He stared at you, eyes glimmering. His right eye began to glow subtly. "I can't promise that I'll be gentle."
"I don't want gentle," you assured him.
Sylus groaned. He was on you in a second, mouth hungry against yours. This was closer to the kiss you'd anticipated—powerful, needy, begging—though it remained soft. He cupped your head in his hands, thumbs brushing over your cheekbones.
"Sylus," you gasped.
A low, growling purr seemed to emanate from the back of his throat. His tongue met yours, licking and sucking. He tasted slightly of the bourbon he'd drank earlier.
You reached for him, hands resting on whatever they could find—his wrists first, then your hands slid up his arms. One rested on his neck, the other squeezing his bicep. His tongue licked deeper into your mouth and a moan ripped from your chest.
Sylus' hand pushed into your hair, the other sliding down your body. He paused as his fingertips drifted down your neck. "May I touch you?"
You nodded, whimpering desperately, somehow unashamed of it with the way he was looking at you—so adoring, so devoted.
"Where?" he whispered.
"Everywhere," you moaned. You pushed your chest forward and he grinned.
"Shall I start here?" he asked, hand drifting to cup one of your breasts through your dress. He played with your pebbled nipple through the silk covering you, the heat of his hand spreading through your already warm body.
Another groan of his name fell from your lips, swallowed by his mouth. He pulled away at last, looking at you. You could see all he wanted written clearly in his eyes, in the way he looked at your heaving cleavage.
His hand slipped from your tit to your hip, coaxing your leg around his waist. "Your bedroom or mine?" he murmured.
You hopped up, hooking your ankles around the small of his back. "Yours," you whispered.
"As you wish," he said, nuzzling your cheek. He pressed a soft kiss to the side of your mouth.
He walked slowly, carefully, as if not to jostle you, through the base and to his bedroom. You'd only been there a few times—namely as you stole the brooch now fastened at your collarbone. It was his space, the one room in the base you hadn't been able to convince yourself to go into, though he'd never said you couldn't.
Sylus gently set you down in the middle of the room. He dropped to his knees in front of you, your heart thudding in your chest. He took in your wide eyes and chuckled.
"Easy, kitten," he whispered. "Have you fantasized about this?" His hand wrapped around your calf and slid up your leg. You shivered in answer.
His hand slipped back down your leg. He lifted your foot to his thigh, slipping off your shoe. He repeated the process with your other shoe, then kissed your inner knee. He stood and retreated to his bed. He sat, eyes lidded as he watched you, his hand popping another button of his shirt. It wasn't strictly necessary, not with the way his shirt was already open, but you weren't going to complain as more of his skin was revealed to you.
Sylus patted his thigh. "Come take your seat," he purred. You shuddered and obeyed, walking toward him, the carpet soft on your bare feet. You slipped your legs on either side of him as you settled in his lap, his thighs strong beneath you.
His hands grabbed your waist, sliding up to cradle you to him. His lips were on yours in seconds, dragging you back into him. Your arms wrapped around his shoulders, fingers grazing the nape of his neck. He shuddered.
Sylus' lips did not stay on yours for long. He nudged your head to the side minutes later, lips seeking purchase on your neck. He sucked and nipped at your skin, soothing his love bites with his tongue.
He worked his way down your body, slipping the strap of your dress to the side so he could kiss your collarbone. But he seemed content to leave the dress on, nipping at the soft flesh of your breasts visible above your neckline.
The marks you'd have tomorrow... Fuck. Wet warmth pooled between your legs.
At last, Sylus lay back. "There's another seat for you," he said, the timbre of his voice skating down your spine, "if you're interested."
You stood up and slipped your underwear down your legs. Sylus watched you toss the red, skimpy lace to the floor.
"If I didn't know any better," he drawled, "I'd say you were hoping for this, kitten."
A sly smile was your answer. He raised a brow. "Know your enemy," you said, shrugging. Then you added, quieter, "Though I don't know that applies anymore."
"It doesn't," he said, voice equally soft. "Not to me."
Ignoring the hopeful warmth that unfurled in your chest, you stalked back toward him, crawling up his body. You hovered above his chest, fingers skimming over his face. His eyelids fluttered and he leaned into your every touch.
"If it's too much—" you began.
Sylus growled, hands latching onto your waist. He tugged you toward him and you let your body slip forward and above his head.
"Beautiful," Sylus purred, staring up at your bare pussy. He bunched the skirt of your dress at your hips, the cool air of his bedroom hitting your soaked, overheated skin.
He gave you no time to respond, however, bringing you to his mouth with a quick pull.
Your body curled, hunching over at the press of his tongue against your entrance. Sylus moaned unabashedly, licking a stripe up your center. He shifted beneath you, lips kissing and suckling your folds, until—
A gasp fell from your open mouth as his nose nudged your clit. "Sylus!"
"There?" he murmured, voice rumbling through your cunt. He was watching you. Had been watching you, you realized.
"Yes," you whispered, dragging your fingers through his hair, pushing it away from his forehead.
He hummed and your entire body shivered. You could feel him grin against you as he devoured you. His tongue slid through your folds, soft groans coming from deep in his throat as he tasted you, drank you. His nose continued to nudge your clit.
Sylus' hands squeezed your ass. "Ride my face," he murmured, barely pulling himself away from the slick mess you had become. When you did not react beyond a hitched breath, he begged, "Darling."
That desperate tone—so at odds with the man you'd thought you'd despised—convinced your hips to move. A slow drag across his face. He laughed through his moan, his mouth suckling on your folds.
"That's it," he murmured. "Just like that."
Your clit bumped his nose and your entire body jolted, a high, needy moan escaping you.
Sylus chuckled. "Shall I pay you more attention here?" he mused, gaze meeting yours.
"Please," you whined. You bucked your hips against his face and he moaned again—savoring your pleasure, your demand for more.
Sylus' lips latched onto your clit. He sucked gently, then harder, watching you closely as the pressure changed. Your chest heaved, breasts straining against the fabric of your dress, against the lace beneath.
He patted your ass lightly, then shifted his hand between your legs, fingers trailing across your skin. He left a trail of goosebumps in his wake.
The tips of his fingers prodded at your wet folds, spreading them, caressing them. Your chest tightened and you nearly stopped breathing in anticipation.
Sylus stopped licking your clit to ask, "Do you want it, kitten?"
"Yes," you breathed out. "Fuck, Sylus, please."
He grinned—and resumed his suckling as he pushed two fingers deep into your wet cunt.
Your breath returned to you in tiny, fast pants as he pumped them in and out of you, settling into a pace that matched his licks and sucks to your clit. In, out, in, out. He spread his fingers, rubbing against that soft spot deep inside you. Embarrassing squelches filled the room—or they would have been embarrassing, if you didn't feel so damn good.
And those sounds were nothing compared to Sylus'. He was vocal as he sucked on your clit, groaning against your heated, slick flesh, mumbling sentences you couldn't understand but could feel vibrating through you.
Already, a tight knot formed in your lower belly. You tugged on his hair and he groaned deeply.
"Sylus," you gasped. "Close."
He hummed against you. "Already?" he purred. You whined. He chuckled. "How do you need me, sweet girl?"
"Your mouth," you gasped. "Just your mouth."
He pulled his fingers out of you, and there was no mistaking the S he drew on your thigh with your juices. His hands grasped your ass, coaxing you to grind against his face.
"Take what you need," he encouraged.
So you rode his face, his tongue lapping at you, his pleasure vibrating through you as he groaned against your cunt. You breathed out his name in warning as your body spasmed and locked up, your orgasm hitting you with toe-curling pleasure. You cried out, your movements faltering.
Sylus gripped your hips, groaning deeply as he tasted you. "That's it," he murmured. "That's my good girl. Cum for me. Let me have it."
He lapped at you, tongue slowing as you came down from your high, body twitching and shaking from the force of it. He helped you slide back down his body, hands rubbing soothingly at your cramping thighs.
At last, you came to lay next to him, his arms scooping you up. Sylus cradled your panting, shaking body to his. "That's it, sweetie," he murmured. He pressed a soft kiss to your forehead. Your breathing slowed, your pulse relaxing as your muscles did. "Breathe. You did so well."
You looked up at Sylus and found a tender expression on his face that matched the unbelievably fond tone. His eyes were soft, open, watching you with an adoration that made your heart ache.
You rolled away from him, hand skimming down his torso. Your eyes followed the hard line of his body all the way down to the straining bulge in his pants.
"Let me return the favor," you whispered. Your fingers slipped into his waistband. "Please."
Sylus nodded, something akin to desperation shining in the scarlet depths of his eyes.
You dropped to your knees on the floor. Sylus tossed a pillow down to you and you smiled. He let his legs hang over the edge of the bed, scooting toward you until his hips were even with the bed.
You sat up on your knees, resting your head on his inner thigh. You rubbed the flat of your palm over his bulge. A feral, needy groan ripped from Sylus' throat.
Giggling, you unbuckled his belt and unzipped his pants. You slipped your hand inside the fabric, feeling him through his boxers. He twitched at your touch, hot and heavy.
Your fingers danced up the length of him—the considerable length of him. His hips bucked at the featherlight touch.
"Please, sweetie," he rasped. He lifted his head to look at you. The color on his cheeks was high and deep. It may have been the prettiest you'd ever seen him.
So you tugged his pants down, letting them pool at his ankles. Your attention, however, was solely on the outline of his straining cock still confined by his boxers.
They left little to the imagination, the black fabric clinging to every vein. You trailed your forefinger up the underside of his cock, pausing to tease the head, and Sylus groaned, hips twitching.
"Do you enjoy teasing me?" he panted. "Do you like watching me lose it for you?"
You grinned up at him, leaning down to kiss his head through the damp fabric. "It's my favorite part," you murmured, lips ghosting over him.
You finally pulled his boxers down. His cock jumped, hitting your cheek. You nuzzled into it and Sylus grit his teeth.
He was beautiful. Long, heavy, hot. His tip was flushed with need, pre-cum already dribbling down the length of his cock. Prominent veins under his skin begged you to lick them.
"Pretty," you cooed, and a flush crept up to Sylus' ears.
Fuck. A man about to get his cock sucked should not look this...godly.
Gathering saliva in your mouth, you wrapped your lips around the head of his cock. He groaned, hips barely bucking as he fought his own instinct. You pushed yourself up higher, taking as much of him into your mouth as you could without gagging. The rest you wrapped in your hand.
You paused, looking up at him through your lashes. He threw his head back, a high moan that did not seem to match the man it came from escaping. "Start slow," he begged, already panting. "I... I will guide you...when I need more."
Keeping eye contact, you began to bob your head, your tongue laving at the underside of his head with every pass. Sylus let out a rough laugh.
"Little minx," he breathed.
Your lips twitched, fighting a smile around him. You sucked him deeper, tongue caressing the underside of his cock. You could feel him throbbing, feel his veins pulsing as he held himself back.
Sylus wove his hand into your hair, tugging gently to guide you. His palm settled against your scalp and he cooed softly to you as you let him move you up and down on his length.
"Faster," he murmured. "Just a little."
You obeyed without question, jaw working along his length. Sylus heaved a relieved sigh that tapered into a moan as your saliva drenched him. Pressure at the back of your head coaxed you to bob your head even faster.
"Fuck," Sylus gasped. "I won't—last long." He groaned, throwing. his head back as you paused to kiss his tip, then took him back in your mouth. "Do you want—more? Than this?"
You met his gaze. More. He'd give you everything if you asked, you could see it in his eyes. He'd give you anything you wanted tonight, for the same reasons he'd bought you a necklace of protocores undoubtedly worth five times your life just because you'd looked at it a second too long.
You didn't dare give a name to that reason, but it still made you nod, humming your yes. He groaned, the salty taste of his pre-cum flooding your mouth.
Sylus gently pulled you off of his cock. "Then I won't finish like this," he whispered, propping himself up on his elbows. "Come here."
You crawled back up onto the bed, straddling his middle. His hand slid to the back of your neck, pulling you down to him, your mouths colliding in a messy crush of lips and spit and teeth.
Sylus groaned into the kiss, his mouth hot and needy and as soft as silk. He liked into your mouth and you knew he could taste himself on your tongue, just as your own taste coated his.
His hips bucked, his cock sliding between your folds and then slapping your belly. He adjusted you on his body, tugging your hips down.
"Grind," he ordered.
You giggled. "So demanding," you teased.
"Forgive me," he drawled, not an ounce of apology in his face, "but I've wanted this for longer than you can imagine."
A thrilling spark went up your spine. "No time to waste, then, hmm?"
You sat up, shuffling back. His legs parted slightly and he watched as you took his cock in your hand, stroked it, and lined him up with your entrance. You shivered as his head notched against your pussy.
Sylus caught one of your hands in his own. "Easy," he told you. "Slow. Don't hurt yourself."
You nodded, glancing down. Fuck, he'd been big in your mouth, but positioned like this... It was dizzying, really, and you weren't sure you could fit all of him.
"Take what you can," Sylus said, as if reading your thoughts. "The rest..." He smirked. "Well, the rest will come in time."
Some snarky comeback would have been nice, but none came to mind. You could only hold your breath as you sank down on his thick, perfect cock.
Slowly.
You paused, releasing your breath as you took the tip. Sylus sighed in tandem, lips twitching with a smile.
"That's it, sweetie, breathe through it," he encouraged. His hands settled on your hips once more, thumbs rubbing soothing circles on your hip bones. He did not push, just rested there, as you began to lower yourself again.
Slow inch by slow inch, his cock filled you. You stopped when you felt full enough to burst. "That—that's as much as I can take."
Sylus peered down at your linked bodies. "I'm impressed," he admitted. He reached up, thumb brushing your cheek. You turned your face toward that tender touch. "You handle me well, sweet girl."
You giggled. "I haven't even started yet."
He pressed his palm to your lower abdomen, pushing gently. Your eyes fluttered, the pressure outlining his cock in your guts, and you clenched around him. He hissed.
"Careful," he warned, "or I won't last long."
"You don't have to," you purred. You curved down enough to kiss him, Sylus rising up on his elbows again to meet you. "You just need to feel good."
And oh-so-slowly, you began to bounce.
You lifted yourself up until just his tip remained, then sank down again, much faster than you had the first time. A deep, guttural moan ripped from you, louder than Sylus' own.
You aimed for the same up-and-down pace you'd managed with your mouth, faltering every so often as your thighs trembled—from your previous orgasm or your position now, you couldn't tell.
It was a tad awkward, you had to admit, riding him without being able to take him all the way. Your thighs burned from keeping yourself up, from preventing yourself from impaling yourself on him. Yet still, the two of you moaned and panted, sounding far more rabid and animalistic than human.
And, shit, the growls coming out of this man... His noises, deep and needy and heavenly, had you dripping.
Sylus helped you move, slipping his hands under your ass and moving you up and down on his cock, careful not to let you sink down too far.
Your hands found purchase on his legs behind you, slightly bent at the knees, and you found yourself moving faster and faster until you were bouncing on him with reckless abandon. You no longer cared that your moans were echoing throughout his base, no longer cared that anyone on the street could probably hear you, no longer cared that the twins might be inside the base, scandalized.
"Look at you," Sylus growled, his eyes focused on your tits. His hand slipped up your body, briefly pinching your nipple before his fingers ghosted over the necklace he'd bought you. "Draped in the jewels my money paid for..." He sighed, throwing his head back as you rolled your hips. "Ah! That's— That's it!" He groaned. "You know, all the jewels you're wearing. Bought them for you. Just you."
You panted as you lowered your body to his, bouncing on him as you lay on his chest. "They're not just—just from your collection?"
He let out a sound that was nearly a purr, a deep rumble in his chest. His fingers brushed the hair out of your face, holding it back, admiring the jewels dangling from your ears. "No," he murmured. "No. They're special pieces. Pieces made for you."
You moaned softly, mouth finding his nipple. You kissed and licked and a moan—higher than the others—fell from Sylus' mouth.
He nuzzled into your neck, breathing deeply. He sucked on your skin so hard it hurt, stopping only when you whined. He soothed it with a soft kiss and his tongue.
"They're yours," he murmured. "Every jewel you wear. But they tell everyone who sees them that you are mine." He bucked his hips into you as you sank down and a sharp whine fell from your lips.
His hands slid down your body, caressing softly until they came to rest on your hips. He guided you up and down on his cock, thumbs rubbing your hip bones again.
"Getting tired, sweetie?" he murmured. You huffed, cheeks coloring, but nodded. He smiled, pressing a surprisingly gentle kiss to your cheek. "Let me."
He pulled you off of him and flipped your body with ease. He hovered over you, those crimson eyes surveying you. He stroked himself once, twice, and eyed the mess between your legs with a chuckle. He guided his tip to your folds, rubbing gently. You whined.
"Tell me what you want," he whispered.
"Need your cock," you rasped.
He chuckled. "Oh, need is it?" You nodded. He pressed his forehead against yours, a mischievous grin on his lips. He whispered, "Good girl." You clenched around nothing.
He noticed. A slow grin spread across his face, lighting up his eyes. "You like that, don't you?"
You whimpered.
Sylus brushed his nose against your cheek, then bit you gently. You squealed, nipping him back. He leaned into it.
"That's it," he whispered. "Bite me. Mark me. I'm yours—claim me as such." For such a low tone, there was a growl in his voice. Something primal, nearly feral. But familiar. It rubbed at the edges of your soul, as if you'd heard those words before. As if Sylus was always meant to be yours.
You wiggled your hips impatiently. Sylus chuckled, head ducking into the nook between your neck and shoulder. He pressed a soft kiss there as he looked between your bodies, to where his hand guided his cock toward your entrance.
"Are you ready for me?" He lifted his head, looking deep into your eyes. You nodded. "Words, sweetie."
"I'm ready," you promised, the words tumbling out on a breath, as if you couldn't say them fast enough.
Sylus sucked in a deep breath. "Tell me if I need to stop," he murmured, kissing you softly. Then, slowly, he pushed in.
It was easier this time to get him inside of you. You closed your eyes, your head fell back, you mouth dropped open in a silent moan. But you took him.
Sylus slowed. "Think you can take all of me this time?" he murmured. "You're almost there."
"I want to try," you whispered.
He nodded. Bucked his hips forward a little more. You moaned, but he sank deeper into you. And then you felt him bottom out, his hips nestled against yours.
"That's my girl," he breathed. Again, he pressed his hand to your abdomen, feeling where he lay inside you. It wasn't strictly necessary—you could see him now, see him in the bulge of your belly. And with the man hovering above you, back curved to keep pressing soft kisses to your face...
Sylus was tall. Bigger than you. Just standing next to him made it impossible to ignore. But, fuck, if only now did it really sink in.
His hand massaged your belly. "You feel me?" he purred. "Do you feel how deep I get inside you?"
You moaned, nodding. "Shit, Sylus," you gasped.
He chuckled, nuzzling into you. "Tell me when I can move, kitten," he murmured.
You wrapped your arms around him, nudging his head over until you could get to his lips. You kissed him deeply, sucking on his tongue. He groaned. You nudged your hips up against his, unwilling to break the kiss to beg him to start driving his cock into you.
"Ready for me?" he murmured into your mouth, smiling, knowing instinctively what you wanted.
"Yes," you mumbled. "Please."
Almost experimentally, Sylus pulled halfway out and rolled his hips into you. You gasped, eyelids fluttering, your muscles fluttering around him. He grinned against your skin, nipped at your neck. He pulled out again, further this time, and pushed back in. Again and again until he was pulling out to the tip and driving back into you.
"How do you want it, kitten?" he breathed. He looked like an angel above you, hair falling in his eyes, muscles moving beautifully.
"Hard," you murmured.
Sylus chuckled. "Slow or fast?"
You lifted his head, his chin between your fingers. He grinned, undoubtedly remembering that he'd done the same to you just hours before. "Fast enough that you can see my tits bounce, Sy."
He laughed. A true, full-bodied laugh that had you clenching. He tapered into a groan. His teeth nipped at the pad of your thumb.
Sylus began to drive into you, setting a pace that truly had your tits bouncing. He groaned, lips latching around one nipple and sucking. You whined, throwing your head back.
His hips met yours, the wet squelch of your meeting once again filling the room. You lifted your hips to meet Sylus' thrusts.
"That's it," he coaxed. "Let me give you what you need." He gripped your hip with a hand, lifting you slightly. A pillow slipped beneath your hips a second later. You groaned at the new angle, heart skipping a beat at the tenderness in the action—and in Sylus' crimson eyes.
How often had he looked at you like that? How often had this—had you—been on his mind?
"Sylus," you whined.
"Hmm?" was his only response, looking down at you with lidded eyes.
"Don't stop," you said, "but come here." Your hand slipped to the back of his neck, a slight pressure telling him what you wanted.
He settled on his forearms, hips still pushing into you. His lips met yours and the air seemed to change. He softened against you, relaxed in your embrace. Your ankles crossed behind his back. His movements slowed, just a fraction, as his tongue slid into your mouth.
Sylus' hand slipped under your head and into your hair. He hummed against your mouth, almost a low rumble in his chest.
"Sylus..." you whispered. He cracked his eye open, but there was nothing more to say—nothing but his name on your lips, your every emotion written on your face.
He smiled, face open and fond and you could see your own feelings—nothing you could dare name or speak aloud—written in the lines of that smile.
He kissed you again, and it was an admission.
The tightness in your core became unbearable. Your breath hitched as a familiar wave began to hasten to a peak. "C-close," you whimpered.
Sylus' hand slipped between your bodies, his fingers finding your clit with ease. You cried out embarrassingly loudly.
"I am too, sweetie," he murmured. "Just let go for me. Cum when you're ready."
Your breath came faster, eyelashes fluttering. Still, you met his gaze as the taut cord within you snapped. It seemed to ricochet through your body as you trembled, legs locking and toes curling. Your back arched, a soft "Oh!" falling from your lips.
A low growl ripped through Sylus. He buried his face in your chest as you came, his fingers twisting in your hair. "Good girl," he moaned. "Good girl, lose it for me!"
His voice faded into a cry. He started to pull out, his teeth gritted to hold his orgasm at bay. But you locked your legs around him.
"Stay," you gasped. "Please."
He groaned. "Are you sure?"
You nodded. "Cum, Sylus. Inside of me."
With a cry, Sylus did, his right eye seeming to glow. He collapsed on top of you, scooping you into his arms. He rolled you onto your sides, slipping out of you with a wet squelch! that had you gasping.
The room was silent but for your panting. Sylus' hands roamed your arms and back, fingers brushing your skin comfortingly. He pushed your hair, stuck to your skin with sweat, away from your face.
You stared at each other. And then a small giggle slipped out of you, and any awkward tension that may have built between you dispersed. Sylus chuckled, pulling you into him, your forehead bumping his sternum.
"That was..." he breathed.
"Yeah," you murmured. "Holy shit, Sylus."
"Don't hate me anymore?" he teased.
"I never hated you," you said, shaking your head. You looked up at him. "I was just...scared."
Something shuttered in his eyes, your heart twanging awfully at the sight, but all he said was, "Can't say that I blame you."
A pout formed on your lips. You nestled into his chest, wrapping your arms around his waist. He returned the gesture, one hand sliding into your hair and the other splayed against your back.
Sylus was warm. Sweaty, yes, but it didn't matter—not with the way he held you so tenderly, not with his biceps around your shoulders, not with the steady beat of his heart beneath your ear. You nuzzled into him, trying to get closer, deeper, trying to climb into his skin.
He chuckled. "Just breathe," he whispered against your hair. He kissed the top of your head and your heart melted. "You did so good. Took me so well, kitten."
You flushed at the praise, wiggling into him to hide your face. He hissed subtly.
"Careful, sweetheart," he said. "Bit sensitive."
You raised a brow. "Round two?"
Sylus smirked. "Patience, you little minx." You grinned and turned your head, nipping his bicep. He chuckled. "Feisty thing, aren't you?"
"You should have known that already," you reminded him. "I did shoot you the first time we met."
Again, that deep, melodic laugh rumbled from his chest. "At my prompting," he added. He cradled you against his chest. "Though I...had hoped we'd find ourselves like this."
You glanced up at him. "Really?" you whispered.
He nodded, the pink of his cheeks a little darker than it had been.
Words failed you. You reached up, cupped his face, and kissed his cheek gently.
More soft kisses and the smooth glide of fingers over skin followed. Your mouth moved incrementally across his chest, leaving tiny nips and kisses behind. His hand rubbed circles into your back and stroked up and down your side, following your curves with fond admiration.
Slowly your breath evened out and you felt yourself starting to doze in his arms. You blinked yourself awake, adjusting in his arms.
Sylus cooed at you. "You can fall asleep here, you know."
You shook your hand, pressing your palm flat against his abs. Slowly, you slipped your hand further down. "Wouldn't want to cut off our fun." You dragged your fingers up his cock, touch feather-light.
His whole body shuddered, but Sylus still said, "We don't have to keep going if you're tired."
"I want to," you insisted. You shifted to lay on your back, peering down his body. Fuck, he looked like a damn statue, perfectly sculpted.
Sylus tilted his head back. "Alright," he breathed. "Fuck, sweetie..." He twitched in your hand, hardening at an alarming rate. You bit your bottom lip, watching your hand slide up and down his shaft, squeezing his ruddy tip.
He groaned loudly, hips bucking into your hand. "Tighter, please," he gasped out, red eyes landing on you. You curled your fingers tighter around him, grinning at the way his entire body shuddered.
He leaned over to you, hand groping at one of your tits. He squeezed one breast, thumb flicking over your nipple. He watched as the fat of your breast was squished between his fingers. He was playing with your tits, you realized, seconds before he sucked your other nipple into his mouth.
You moaned. His tongue lapped at your nipple, teeth grazing it lightly. You whimpered and he bit the soft flesh of your breast. You squeezed his cock tighter in response.
Sylus' body shuddered beside you. He arched into your hand, hips bucking. "If you keep going like that," he groaned against your breast, "I am going to cum embarrassingly fast."
You grinned at him, fiendishly.
"That glint in your eye," he murmured. "You're up to something, aren't you?"
You let go of his cock and adjusted to lay perfectly flat on your back. He watched as you reached up and pushed your breasts together.
"Since you like them so much," you teased, voice lilting, "why don't you fuck them?"
Sylus pushed his face into your tits, pressing soft kisses to them. "You spoil me," he purred. He was moving before you could really process it, slipping his cock between your tits. He murmured, "Keep them pressed together for me."
You nodded.
His hips began to move, keeping a slow pace. A soft hiss escaped Sylus' lips and you glanced up to find his eyes squeezed shut. His mouth had dropped open.
Despite the soft, un-Sylus-like noises that kept coming from him, Sylus kept a steady pace. You found yourself staring up at him, mesmerized by the way his abs flexed with every thrust. If you weren't keeping your tits squished together for him, you would have lifted up a hand to touch him, to caress his skin.
"You're beautiful, Sylus," you murmured.
He looked down at you, for a moment watching his cock push between your breasts, his pre-cum making them glisten. Your breath caught at the sight of him; his right eye was glowing again, the Aether Core flaring with his desire. It was brighter than before.
"Oh, Sylus," you whispered.
"Yours does it too," he groaned. "Just...harder to see...with the naked eye."
The way his voice was stuttering... Was he close?
"But you can see it?" you asked.
"Sometimes," he admitted, nodding. He tapped right next to his eye. "It was glowing earlier, in the bar."
"Is that how you always find me? This...star in my chest?" you teased.
But Sylus was utterly serious, despite his cock still moving between your clamped tits. "No, sweetheart," he murmured. "Even in a crowd of thousands, I will always find you."
That pleased, fluttering warmth unfurled in your chest again. Your breath hitched at the sight of such sincerity, his blatant honesty unbearably familiar.
Need flooded your body. You wanted to kiss him. You needed him closer. You wanted him to feel good. You wanted him inside of you again, right fucking now.
You stuck your tongue out, licking the tip of his cock as he thrust forward again. Sylus gasped, the sound seemingly ripped out of him. You giggled and kissed the head on his next thrust.
Sylus groaned, his body curving. You watched his abs tense as he pulled his cock from between your tits. You let go of them just as he began to cum, warm ropes of it splattering on your tits. A little fell on your lips; you opened your mouth and licked them clean without hesitation.
Moaning, he stared down at the mess he'd made on you. The corner of his lips twitched into a smirk. "You're glowing right now," he murmured, his voice somehow a composed, silky purr. "Underneath my cum."
You drew your finger through it and sucked it into your mouth. He let out another pleased half-moan. "Tastes like you," you murmured around your finger. It wasn't flattery—underneath the saltiness, there was something else, something wild and distinct and so very Sylus.
He laughed. "Does it really?"
"Yes—yes!" you giggled, his surprise delighting you. "I can't describe it, it just— I dunno, it tastes good, it tastes like you." Your cheeks burned, feeling slightly ridiculous.
But Sylus just lowered himself to hover above you, propped on his forearms. He kissed your nose. "I guess that makes sense. You taste like you." He collected his seed from your mouth, thumb slipping into your mouth. He grinned as he said, "But I'll have to taste it, too, right?"
His words had barely processed in your brain when he bent and licked his cum from your tits.
You stared at him. "Freak," you muttered, though your cheeks were burning and the sight was...perhaps more delicious than he was.
He chuckled. "You like it," he whispered. He nibbled just beneath your nipple for a moment, then murmured, "Flip over."
"Huh?"
"I can tell you're not quite satisfied yet," he purred. "Flip."
You rolled onto your belly without a second thought, excitement building as he kneed your legs apart. His hand found your empty cunt, a finger testing you quickly. His tip notched at your entrance a moment later.
Sylus pushed into you as gently as he had the first time, kissing your shoulder softly. You moaned, twisting your head to meet his gaze. He kissed you softly.
"Sweet girl," he murmured. "How do you want me this time?"
"Soft," you breathed. "Just—just like this."
He laid on you, his weight a comfort, and his hips found a rhythm against yours. Despite the slap of his skin against yours—louder now, more obscene with all the cum and sweat and wetness between your bodies—the moment remained overwhelmingly intimate.
You honestly weren't sure how long it lasted, the shallow thrusts that kept you creeping oh-so-slowly to yet another peak. But you were certain you could have stayed there forever. His body pressed against yours, trapping you against the mattress; his lips at your shoulder and ear, nibbling; his hips meeting yours, nudging his cock against that spongey spot inside of you.
"Sylus," you murmured, eyes fluttering closed.
"Mmm? Yes, sweetie?" he asked, kissing your cheek.
"Nothin'," you mumbled. "Just...wanted to say it."
He smiled against your cheek. He nuzzled against you and you felt him breathe deep. He slipped his arms under your head. "Rest on me," he said. "I'll take care of you."
You let your head fall onto his forearm, content to be caged in by his biceps. You leaned forward a little to bite his bicep softly.
"Feisty kitten," he mumbled, kissing the junction of your neck and shoulder, his words almost lost in your skin. Again, he breathed deeply. "Let me hear you moan. Let me hear how good I make you feel."
Your body rocked beneath his with every roll of his hips. Your soft moans were directed into the muscle of his forearms, his name falling from your lips in quiet gasps as his tip nudged sensitive spots.
"I'm not gonna last much longer," Sylus whispered in your ear, after what could have been an hour of gentle lovemaking. "But I want you to cum first."
"Close," you admitted. "I was...trying to hold it back for you..." Your eyes slid to his, head turning to see him clearly. "Don't want this to end."
"It...doesn't have to," he said slowly. "I mean. If you don't want it to be."
You hummed happily, pushing your lips together. Sylus smiled and leaned in to give you the kiss you were asking for.
"Let go for me," he murmured against your lips. "This isn't... This isn't the last of me you'll get."
"Mmm, I'm holding you to that," you said, wiggling your hips into him.
He groaned. "Careful now." He slipped his hand between the mattress and your body, fingers finding your clit. He slowly began to circle and you moaned his name. "That's it, sweetie. Just feel good for me."
Your orgasm came suddenly, cresting with an ease that you knew meant your body was soon to be spent. You shuddered, riding out your pleasure on his cock, relieved when his fingers stopped playing with your sensitive clit.
"I don't have much more in me," you warned Sylus. But there was no need. He was already groaning, stilling inside of you. Warmth flooded you again and you decided then and there that it was a feeling you never wanted to part with.
Sylus pulled out of you. You both winced, huffing as he began to spill out of you.
"Stay right there, let me get something to clean you up," Sylus said. He pressed a quick kiss to your temple, then walked into the bathroom. You watched him go, unabashedly looking him top to bottom.
He returned quickly, smirking as he caught you looking, and knelt between your legs. A warm cloth sponged away the cooling stickiness. He tossed the cloth aside and scooped you into his arms, sitting you in his lap so you could lay on his chest.
"Are you alright?" he murmured, fingers stroking up and down your arm. "Was I too much?"
You shook your head. "You were perfect, Sylus. I'm more than alright." Leaning up a little, you kissed his jaw. "I haven't felt that good in...a while."
He laughed into your hair, a hand cradling the back of your head. "I'll always make you feel that good." He paused, freezing so suddenly and so completely you were sure he'd stopped breathing. "If you want me to, that is."
You lifted your head to meet his gaze. His ears were red.
"I meant what I said earlier," he continued, voice impossibly tender. "This doesn't have to end if you don't want it to."
"Sylus," you whispered.
He brushed your hair away from your face, playing with it absentmindedly. "My bed is yours. My room is yours. My house is yours. Anything you could possibly ask for... It will be yours as soon as you say the word. And that..." He glanced away, and you could see the hesitation in his face. You cupped his cheek and turned him back toward you. "And that includes me."
You knew you should say something. There should be words in your brain to give this man. But they had melted straight out of your head, and all you could do was stare at him.
"I know that's a lot to hear," he said quickly. "If it's too much, I can—"
"No," you said quickly. He froze again. "I mean— It's not too much. To hear. And I... I'd like that." You rubbed a thumb down his cheek. "I really, really would."
You'd never seen him look more relieved. Both of his arms settled around your waist.
"Stay with me tonight, then," he murmured. "Please."
"In your bed? We'd never have enough room," you teased, gesturing to the large expanse of mattress.
"Perhaps if I let you go—?" he suggested.
You snuggled deeper into him. "Don't you dare."
He hummed, as if to say Just as I expected, and held you tighter. You shifted in his arms, finding a comfortable position to spend the night in with your head tucked into Sylus' neck and shoulder.
In the silence, he asked, "You don't have to be at the Association tomorrow?"
"I'll tell them I had a late night doing some digging. They'll believe it. I'll just have to send in a report tomorrow afternoon."
Sylus hesitated. "Kitten—"
You shushed him. "I want to stay, Sylus. I'm going to stay."
He kissed the top of your head. "Thank you."
You tilted your head up to kiss him properly. "Good night, Sylus. I'll be here when you wake up."
Sylus hummed. "Sleep well, kitten."
You fell asleep with plenty of words unsaid, but they could wait for the morning. (Or, realistically, nightfall.) All that mattered now was Sylus' hand in your hair, coaxing you gently into a dreamless sleep.
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jason todd leaves you breathless every time he hugs you.
It’s not just the way his arms wrap around you, like he’s still half convinced you might disappear if he doesn’t hold on tight enough. It’s the whole damn ritual of it.
His hands find your waist first, big and calloused, fingers splaying wide like he needs to feel as much of you as possible. Then he pulls you in, slow but inevitable, until your chest collides with the solid wall of his.
The air punches out of your lungs in a surprised oof every single time.
He’s so warm. Always warmer than he has any right to be, like he’s carrying the last embers of whatever fire kept him alive tonight. His heartbeat thuds against your cheek and you can’t help the way your own pulse stutters in answer.
One of his arms bands across your lower back, the other slides up between your shoulder blades, palm pressing flat so he can cradle the back of your head. He tucks you under his chin like you were made to fit there. Like every jagged scar on his body is just another place for you to rest.
You feel the moment he finally exhales, the tension bleeding out of him in a long, shaky breath that ruffles your hair. His grip tightens for a second like he’s reminding himself you’re real.
hi! I love how you write your jason fics, so i was wondering if you could write something regarding the headcanon of his chronic pain. Maybe after a couple of consecutive nights on patrol his body is really feeling the effects of it to the point that he needs to stay in for the night. Where everything is a little fuzzy and the pain too much to take care of on his own, so the reader has to step in.
When the Body Remembers
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You knew something was wrong when Jason didn't argue about you coming over.
"Yeah, sure, whatever," he'd said when you'd texted asking if you could drop by. No deflection, no "I'm busy," no suggestion to meet somewhere else instead. Just easy agreement that set off every alarm bell in your head.
Jason Todd didn't do "easy" anything.
Which is why you found yourself at his safehouse at nine PM on a Thursday, letting yourself in with the key he'd given you three months ago (and pretended was "just practical" and "didn't mean anything").
The apartment was dark except for the blue glow of the TV playing some old movie on mute. It took your eyes a moment to adjust, to find Jason's shape on the couch, and when you did, your heart clenched.
He was lying on his side, still in his tactical pants and undershirt, one arm wrapped around his ribs and the other hanging limply off the couch. His face was pale in the flickering light, jaw clenched tight, and even from across the room you could see the tension radiating through his entire body.
"Jason?" you said softly, not wanting to startle him.
His eyes opened, you hadn't realized they were closed, and it took him a second too long to focus on you. "Hey," he rasped. "Sorry, didn't hear you come in."
That was wrong too. Jason always heard everything. It was an annoying vigilante trait that made surprising him virtually impossible.
You moved closer, kneeling beside the couch so you could see his face better. His pupils were slightly dilated, his breathing shallow and careful. There was a pill bottle on the coffee table, prescription painkillers with a label you recognized from previous injuries, but it looked untouched.
"How long have you been lying here?" you asked.
Jason's eyes slid away from yours. "Couple hours. Maybe more."
"And patrol?"
"Wasn't gonna happen tonight." He said it casually, but you could hear the frustration underneath. Jason hated missing patrol, hated feeling like he was letting Crime Alley down.
You reached out slowly, telegraphing the movement, and touched his forehead. He was slightly clammy, and he flinched at the contact despite clearly trying not to.
"Where's it bad?" you asked quietly.
Jason's laugh was humorless. "Where isn't it?"
You'd known about the chronic pain for a while now. Had seen him favor his left side on bad days, noticed the way he moved carefully in the mornings, caught him pressing his hand to his ribs when he thought no one was looking. Jason had died violently, been resurrected wrong, and spent years putting his body through hell. The pain was just another scar he carried, invisible but constant.
Usually, he was good at managing it. Had a routine: painkillers, careful stretching, ice packs, the stubborn refusal to acknowledge it was happening. But sometimes, after too many consecutive nights of patrol, too many fights, too much stress on a body that had been broken and badly repaired, the pain won.
"Jason," you said gently. "Have you taken anything?"
"Makes me fuzzy. Can't afford to be out of it."
"You're not going on patrol tonight anyway."
"Yeah, but..." He stopped, jaw clenching again. "What if something happens? What if someone needs—"
"Gotham has other heroes. Crime Alley will survive one night without Red Hood." You brushed his hair back from his forehead, and he leaned into the touch despite himself. "Right now, I need you to let me help you."
Jason's eyes closed. "Don't need help."
"I know you don't need it. I'm asking if you'll accept it anyway."
He was quiet for a long moment, and you could see him fighting with himself, the ingrained need to handle everything alone warring with the obvious reality that he was barely holding it together.
"It's bad tonight," he finally admitted, voice rough. "Like, really bad. Everything's... it's like my whole body's remembering every hit, every break, every... " He stopped, breathing carefully through his nose. "Feels like I'm dying again."
Your chest tightened. "Okay. Okay, we're going to get you comfortable, and then you're going to take your medication, and then we're going to get through this together. Sound good?"
Jason nodded weakly, and you stood up to survey the situation. First things first, he needed to be somewhere more comfortable than the couch.
"Can you walk?" you asked.
"Yeah, just... give me a second." Jason braced his hand on the couch and tried to push himself up. He made it about halfway before his face went gray and he had to stop, breathing hard.
"Okay, new plan." You moved to his side, carefully sliding an arm around his back. "Lean on me."
"I'm too heavy—"
"Jason Todd, if you finish that sentence I'm going to be very annoyed with you." You helped him sit up, moving slowly, giving his body time to adjust. "On three. One, two, three."
You got him to his feet, and Jason leaned heavily against you, his breathing harsh in your ear. Every step toward the bedroom was careful and slow, and you could feel him trembling with the effort of staying upright.
"Almost there," you murmured. "You're doing great."
"'M not doing anything. You're doing all the work."
"Then you're doing great at letting me help. That's character growth."
Jason made a sound that might have been a laugh if he'd had the breath for it.
You got him to the bed and helped him sit on the edge. His face was even paler now, a thin sheen of sweat on his forehead despite the cool temperature of the apartment.
"Shirt off," you said. "I need to see what we're working with."
Jason's hands moved to the hem of his undershirt but stopped, fingers trembling. "Can't... can't raise my arms that high right now."
"Okay. I've got it." You found the hem and carefully, slowly, began working the shirt up. Jason helped where he could, but his range of motion was severely limited. When you finally got the shirt over his head, you had to bite back a sound of sympathy.
His torso was a patchwork of scars, some old and faded, some relatively new, all of them telling stories of violence survived. But it was the way he was holding himself that worried you, the visible tension in every muscle, the way his ribs stood out too sharply as he struggled to breathe through the pain.
"Where's the worst of it?" you asked, though you could guess. Jason always held his left side when the pain got bad.
"Ribs," he confirmed, pressing his hand to his left side. "Where the... where the crowbar... " He didn't finish the sentence. Didn't need to.
You knew the story. Everyone who knew Jason knew the story, even if he never talked about it. The Joker. The crowbar. The warehouse. The death that had started all of this.
"Okay. Lie back, carefully." You helped him recline against the pillows, and Jason's breath hissed out between his teeth. "I'm going to get some supplies. Don't move."
"Wasn't planning on it," Jason muttered.
You made a quick trip to the bathroom, gathering everything you could think of, the heating pad you'd bought him last month, muscle relaxant gel, the good lotion for massage, more water. When you returned, Jason's eyes were closed again, his face tight with pain.
You set everything on the nightstand and sat on the edge of the bed. "I'm going to touch you now. Tell me if anything hurts worse, okay?"
Jason nodded without opening his eyes.
You started carefully, your hands gentle on his shoulders, feeling for the knots of tension. Jason was solid muscle, but right now everything felt locked up, his body clenched against the pain. You worked slowly, using just enough pressure to encourage the muscles to release without causing more hurt.
"Breathe," you reminded him softly. "You're holding your breath."
Jason exhaled shakily. "Trying not to... trying not to feel it."
"I know. But holding your breath makes it worse. Breathe with me?" You demonstrated, slow and steady, and after a moment Jason tried to match your rhythm.
You worked your way down his arms, his chest, being extra careful around the ribs. When your fingers found a particularly tight knot near his shoulder blade, Jason made a sound that was half relief, half pain.
"That's a big one," you observed.
"Caught a hit there two nights ago. Thought I was fine."
"You're never fine," you said, but your tone was gentle. "You just get really good at pretending."
Your hands moved to his sides, carefully avoiding the worst of the rib pain, working on the muscles that were trying to compensate. Jason's breathing was starting to even out slightly, the tension slowly, so slowly, beginning to ease under your touch.
"When did you last sleep?" you asked.
"Really sleep? Tuesday, maybe."
It was Thursday. "Jason."
"I know, I know. Just... been a busy week."
You reached for the heating pad, turning it on low and placing it carefully over his ribs. Jason sighed, some of the tightness leaving his face.
"Better?" you asked.
"Yeah. That's... that's good."
"I'm going to get your medication now. Don't argue."
"Wasn't going to," Jason said, which was how you knew he was really hurting. The Jason who argued about everything, who insisted he was fine, who never wanted help, that Jason only disappeared when the pain got too overwhelming to fight through.
You returned with two pills and a glass of water. "Can you sit up a little?"
Jason tried, but the movement pulled at his ribs and he had to stop, breathing hard. You slid an arm behind his shoulders and helped him up just enough to take the pills, then eased him back down.
"They'll take about twenty minutes to kick in," you said, settling back beside him. "Until then, we're just going to focus on breathing and staying comfortable."
Jason's hand found yours, gripping it tighter than necessary. "Thank you," he said quietly. "For coming over. For... for all of this."
"You don't have to thank me."
"Yeah, I do. I know I'm... this isn't fun. Taking care of someone who's... "
"Jason." You squeezed his hand. "Stop. This isn't a burden. You're not a burden. You're someone I care about who's in pain, and I want to help. That's it. No score-keeping, no debt owed."
Jason's eyes were bright, and you pretended not to notice the wetness at the corners. "I'm not good at this. At letting people see me like this."
"I know. But you're doing it anyway, which is brave as hell."
"Doesn't feel brave. Feels like... " He stopped, jaw clenching again. "Feels like being weak."
"It's not weak to need help. It's not weak to be in pain. It's not weak to be human, Jason." You brushed his hair back again, and this time he actively leaned into the touch, seeking comfort. "You've been fighting alone for so long. You don't have to anymore."
Jason was quiet for a moment. "What if I can't stop? Fighting alone, I mean. What if that's just.. what if that's all I know how to do?"
"Then we'll work on it. Together." You glanced at the clock. "Medication should be starting to work soon. How are you feeling?"
Jason took a mental inventory. "Fuzzy," he admitted. "But the... the sharp edges are getting softer. Not gone, but better."
"Good. That's good." You adjusted the heating pad, making sure it was positioned correctly. "What do you need right now? More water? Different position? Distraction?"
"Just... " Jason's grip on your hand tightened again. "Just stay. Please. I don't want to... don't want to be alone with this."
Your heart broke a little at the vulnerability in his voice. "I'm not going anywhere. I promise."
You stayed beside him, one hand in his, the other gently running through his hair. Jason's breathing gradually evened out as the medication worked its way through his system, the lines of pain in his face slowly smoothing.
"Tell me something," he murmured after a while, words starting to slur slightly. "Something normal. Something that's not... not this."
So you talked. You told him about your day, about the weird customer at work, about the stray cat you'd seen on the way over. Mundane things, boring things, the kind of everyday life that Jason rarely got to experience. And you watched as the normalcy of it, combined with the medication and the warmth and your presence, finally let him start to relax.
"You're good at this," Jason said quietly, his eyes half-closed now. "The taking care of people thing."
"I have a good patient."
"Liar. I'm a terrible patient."
"Okay, you're a terrible patient," you agreed. "But you're trying, and that counts for something."
"I already promised I would." You shifted to lie down beside him, carefully, making sure not to jostle him. "I'm right here. You can sleep."
"What if I have nightmares? Sometimes when I take the meds, I dream about... about the warehouse."
"Then I'll be here when you wake up. We'll get through it together." You pressed a kiss to his forehead. "You're safe, Jason. I promise you're safe."
Jason's breathing was deep and even now, his body finally surrendering to exhaustion and medication. His hand was still holding yours, and you settled in for the long haul, knowing he'd probably wake up a few times during the night, knowing the pain would likely be back by morning even if less intense.
But for now, he was resting. The tension had left his body, the pain temporarily managed, and he'd let you help him, had trusted you enough to be vulnerable, to admit he couldn't do this alone.
It was a big step for Jason Todd, who'd spent so long believing he had to carry everything himself.
You watched him sleep, his face peaceful in a way it rarely was when awake, and made a silent promise to always be there when the pain got too bad. To remind him that needing help wasn't weakness, that his body's limitations didn't make him less of a hero, that he was allowed to rest.
Jason stirred slightly, his grip on your hand tightening in his sleep, and you squeezed back.
"I've got you," you whispered into the darkness. "Always."