austin

in scene queen we trust

[eleventh-eternal]

2011

in my head i'm still in my clunkiest green coat and my skinniest jeans on that train station platform on that december evening. even when time and spotify scrub away at the nostalgia of the songs that quietly poured out of the radio, i'm stuck in place

[thedeathdeelers]

live reaction of the boys hearing julie sing (wake up) for the first time

[tsunflowers]

I feel bad for people who’ve never experienced a corn maze bc it’s not even fun but you just have to do it

[eleventh-eternal]

i did a corn maze before and i hated every second of it

[eleventh-eternal]

i'm not 'one of the boys' i'm better than the boys. anything they can do i can do better in the cutest mini skirt and pink barbie crop top

[eleventh-eternal]

wish vampires were real because I'd like one to bite me just to feel something

[eleventh-eternal]

November 5 2020 was on a Thursday too

[morganaspendragonss]

amid the celebrations about the queen probably dying soon, we need to remember how this will negatively affect the country. there will be millions spent on a funeral and charles’s coronation while we are in the middle of a severe economic crisis and working class families are having to choose between heating and food. it will take attention away from all the important politics and parliament may be suspended. all news and television will be about her death and her reign — it’s been said that comedy programmes will be cancelled for potentially up to a fortnight out of ‘respect’.

yes, celebrate this news. but her death does not erase the fact that the monarchy exists, and it will be a spit in the face for working people when the money we all so desperately need is spent on her and the rest of her family

[eleventh-eternal]

i'm alive because there are people that don't want me to be. my existence was a joke to the world, now it's a giant middle finger.

fuck you

[eleventh-eternal]

starting year 12 vs waiting for thursday

[eleventh-eternal]

dive headfirst into a video editing project! be a slut! watch eternals 5 times in a row! call your friends! whatever you do don't think about results day (or the game)

[eleventh-eternal]

i had a dream i was at a katy perry concert and when i left the stage it became a hozier concert (also I was dating a woman and her dad was trying to dealive me)

[eleventh-eternal]

i had a dream where a man who had long black hair, white painted face and was dressed in all black was our neighbour and sometimes he'd come in acting like a cat. he was probably a demon now that i think about it but his intrusion was normal and he never caused harm so we were polite and let the catman sit with us. anyway he came in asking for as many sticks as possible because he wanted to be the dogman. we gave him these sticks that just appeared on the sofa and he jumped on all fours, ran out into the garden and buried the sticks under an apple tree. we never saw him again. the dogman (a lovely chap) found himself.

[eleventh-eternal]

[eleventh-eternal]

i look down at my nails, blood red, and sigh to myself. blood red to match the nails of my lover that only exists where nobody can reach. nobody here at least.

to any passerby we are completely peaceful, surrounded by friends in the back corner of the train, his arms around me and mine around him as i rest my eyes. my hair pushed aside away from my neck. his eyes, blood red, fixated and fearful. he battles the demons that i only encourage and accept.

i tell him as we walk through the scorched grounds of our destination that his threats are not that to me but promises. promises of an eternity together full of the things we did that day. the slides, the sweets, the rollercoaster i was too chicken shit to go on.

i take his hands, blood red nails attached, and remind him just how much i trust him.