Non Lethal Joeys

[eligere-fidei]

Maybe I wasn’t her for you but you were my whole world

-e.f fidei

[eligere-fidei]

How can you go from looking at me like I’m your world to not being able to look me in the eye anymore

- e.f fidei

[eligere-fidei]

My defences melt as soon as you look at me, a smile and I’m weak and still all you do is break me every time.

- e.f fidei

[eligere-fidei]

I’m becoming numb fearing one day I won’t wait to feel again.

~ e.f fidei

[eligere-fidei]

I live freely as I’m numb to the world.

-e.f fidei [drunk]

[eligere-fidei]

I could’ve died, yet I only care about what people would’ve thought if I had.

- e.f fidei

[eligere-fidei]

How can I say I’m struggling when truely I feel nothing at all.

- e.f fidei

[eligere-fidei]

I never said I wanted to be saved. I just want to feel something again.

- e.f fidei

[eligere-fidei]

I find memories of times I thought I’d forgotten, feeling pain I know I’ll never forget.

- e.f fidei

[eligere-fidei]

I avoided you so I wouldn’t have to say goodbye.

There is nothing I will regret more.

//I’m sorry

[eligere-fidei]

He whispered honeyed words into someone else's ear, so I burnt down our castle and save myself.

- I am not a damsel anymore // e.f fidei

[eligere-fidei]

I’m becoming the person I said I’d never be, yet all I do is stand and watch.

[eligere-fidei]

Everything changes, why do you stay the same?

- e.f fidei

[eligere-fidei]

I can’t stop thinking of how things could be if I wasn’t so tired of being here

- e.f fidei

[eligere-fidei]

In that moment I realised feeling is just too much.

- e.f fidei

[eligere-fidei]

Why is it that the people closest to you hold the potential to hurt you the most?

- e.f fidei

[eligere-fidei]

I don’t know what’s worse, liking you or knowing that you are so much better off without me

- e.f fidei