Lizzie☆

depression kicking my ass but I'm kicking back geto's whore (what who said thaaat ?)

[elisbraindoesntwork]

Hi ! u can call me eli or lizzie ! Let's be moots :)

18 — she/them — queer — probably a part of the woke police tbh

I'm a wannabe artist who loves reading, writing, music, visual arts, literally anything :)

Here's a list of media and art i like :

anime and manga : jjk, bsd, the green yuri, hxh and the apothecary diaries but I've basically read or watched everything !

drag race (any and every franchise)

shows : yellowjackets, the office, the rookie (somehow), Abbott, euphoria...

Avatar the last airbender, arcane, animated movies in general

the marauders (and not hp we do not condone fuck jkr)

Musicals : hadestown, Hamilton, epic, next to normal...

Books like bone season, pjo, thg, the maze runner, magnus chase, and many, many others

Music : I listen to mostly everything, but among my favourite artists are : sufjan stevens, bowie, Fleetwood mac, Kate bush, Conan gray, black box recorder, charli xcx, frank ocean, dominic fike, etc...

I am a HUGE fan of art and art history (take a wild guess as to what I study)

I don't know what I'm going to do with my account, but I'll probably be :

reposting various stuff and jjk fics/content (cause it's what I've been consuming lately)

and mayyybe I'll post fanfic/angst or even my own original writings if I feel like it

Also, obviously, if you are conservative, sexist, homophobic, transphobic, racist/xenophobic, zionist, fatphobic or ANYTHING of the sort, please do not interact with me for both our sakes cause I won't like you and you won't either<3

Thank youu :)

[elisbraindoesntwork]

Le bac de français

l'oral du bac de français il est là pour m'abattre en fait ? Manon Lescaut ? Grammaire ? Theatre ?

J-1 et je suis en train de réfléchir à aller voir ma psychiatre pour qu'elle me dispense ou qu'elle m'enferme en HP

tout sauf ça quoi

Jai fait trois textes de poésie et c'est tout

Faut aller se faire foutre

[elisbraindoesntwork]

hey advice to like, everyone reading this

what do you do when your gay ex situationship makes a comeback and breaks no contact ? And when she tells you she'll be in your city for two weeks in August ? And she wants to see you ?

Asking for a friend

Just curious

Really nothing to do with me

[elisbraindoesntwork]

cant wait to get my license so I can finally drive off a cliff

[elisbraindoesntwork]

chat is it gay to make out drunk with your friend during pride month when you're both sapphic and single

[elisbraindoesntwork]

RIMBAUD RIMBAUD

OMFG OUI MERCI.

Le ciel soit loué la poésie est tombée. Le ciel soit loué. la seule dissert que j'avais préparé.

Les planètes se sont alignées et Rimbaud est tombé pour la énième fois

Rimbaud you problematic bisexual twink thank you so much. I love pride month.

PASSING MY EXAMS WITH A MORE THAN EXCELLENT GRADE I SWEARRR

I'm getting that 20/20 🙏

[elisbraindoesntwork]

hey are you gay ? If so, happy pride month.

Hey, are you an 18 yo gay girl that lives in rome, has the prettiest laugh and smells like smoke and vanilla ? If you are then COME BACK I MISS YOU AND YOU STILL HAVE MY NUMBER.

[elisbraindoesntwork]

Exams are in 20 hours, I have a 39°C fever (102F), I passed out twice yesterday, I have hallucinations, and I haven't eaten in a day. HOWEVER my only concern in the last two days has been finding one of my favorite fics. I have legit cried because coanda effect, the peak satosugu formula one angsty AU has disappeared off of the surface of ao3.

I definitely have my priorities.

[elisbraindoesntwork]

wait no I lied I've been begging for a cigarette and scratching my veins out of despair

I have two priorities then

None of them include school

[elisbraindoesntwork]

Exams are in 20 hours, I have a 39°C fever (102F), I passed out twice yesterday, I have hallucinations, and I haven't eaten in a day. HOWEVER my only concern in the last two days has been finding one of my favorite fics. I have legit cried because coanda effect, the peak satosugu formula one angsty AU has disappeared off of the surface of ao3.

I definitely have my priorities.

[elisbraindoesntwork]

If the material I'm supposed to study for my finals is actually in the finals I am NOT passing.

[elisbraindoesntwork]

am I the only one whose dreams get really real and intense with antidepressants ? I don't know why but ever since I've started taking them, my dreams have gotten realer than ever, detailed, and realistic. So much so that I confuse reality and my dreams, and I'm convinced stuff has happened when it hasn't.

Everything is hazy for some reason, and I mix up things from reality and my subconscious, which is less than ideal

I'm just speculating, this might not be it, it might just be me. Or maybe it's the ADHD medication, although I doubt so.

[wifegideonnav]

“bits to use in everyday conversations”

[elisbraindoesntwork]

To the random dude who screamed "ACAB!" while the cops were doing an identity check on us after being caught in an urbex

I've already cursed you future spawn

You better not see me in the streets brother it's gonna go down badly

[elisbraindoesntwork]

lets be for real it's rainy outside I just want to read hurt/comfort in my bed and cuddle with my cat afterwards

Instead I have to w*rk

And then go out

What is this life even about

[evahdestrvction]

A'KERIA C DAVENPORT // drag race all stars 11x02 'bar queen couture: white party' for anon

[elisbraindoesntwork]

i just blinked and fifteen minutes passed

In like thirty seconds

What in the time vortex is that about

also how am I supposed to tag this

[elisbraindoesntwork]

....mmh no mom I don't think me cleaning up my room is going to cure my chronic depression but thanks for offering....