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reblog if ur part of prozac nation
Bittersweet Pills
I heard legends of medication killing your creativity.
Myths of zombified minds and nothing behind the eyes.
I didn't believe it, and even if I did, i believed it was worth it,
To give up my lifeline for a reason to live,
Tear away my poetry and start a new page.
My story has a distant ending now,
Potential for a future,
And the jagged pill that sticks to the walls of my throat each morning
Has given me pure joy and a lust for life.
However, these fables were not untrue, but merely mistranslated.
You see, I haven't written a single thing since my suicidal ideation has ceased,
Because my poetry feeds on raw ache and terminal disease.
A daily dose of cyanide, to kill off the artist in me,
And everyday for him I grieve,
But he no longer sits on my lungs, and now I can breathe.
just own the night, like the Fourth of July
my psychiatrist: I think you should be on less meds
me: can we wait until trump is gone please
I recently remembered that when I was 13 and in my first psych ward I was put on meds that have su*cidal habits as a side effect - so they thought about putting me into a closed ward before giving the meds to me. Before I didnt even do anything. I repeat: They wanted to put me in a traumatizing closed ward for meds that they gave to me when I was a child.
Oh, look at what you've done now to me
Dead tired and ornery
I'm leaving today, today
Thinking of the way I used to spend the time
I can see that I have overpaid
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