Human Antidote. @ellidote - Tumblr Blog

{ooc; Maybe I'll come back to this account, I'm not really sure. If I do I probably won't be keeping Ellie. I might decide to bring Sherry Birkin here.

#writersnote;.

Yeah, I kind of vanished.

I started college last week and to be honest, some part of me thought it wouldn't take as much time and effort as it has; hilarious, I know.

I'm sorry about not giving anyone a heads-up, I kind of didn't have the time to. You can probably tell where this post is going by now, so here it goes-- I don't have time for Ellie and it breaks my heart. I was really excited about portraying her and looking forward to roleplaying with all of you, but I really need to do well right now. It's my freshmen year of college, I've got five classes, I'm joining clubs, my ex is teaching me self-defense, I'm trying to meet people (yeah, I'm sort of missing dating) and I'm being the best student I can be, it's basically driving me into the ground.

Plus, somewhere along the summer timeline, I actually made friends in real life and they've been occupying my weekends. Besides that, any other time has began to be spent working out, eating and sleeping... I'm booked solid until December and possibly a little afterward. I wish I wasn't, I wish I could be here on Ellie, but I can't and I hope you'll forgive me.

If you'd like you can add me on skype --> indianalacey

friend me on facebook--> shannon adams

shoot me an email--> [email protected]

We can keep in touch OOC, because I don't like to lose friends. So yes, when the time comes that I'm able to return to RP, we'll jump right in!

I love you guys, laters<3

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Nobody said it was easy It's such a {s h a m e} for us to {p a r t} Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be { T H I S H A R D } { ---- Oh, take me back to the start.}

#thesewords #notions

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#playlist #{I'll never get enough of this song.}

out of jokes;

I really want to make a TLOU/TWD oc...

#OOC

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I was like why so secretive yo

Yeah, my bad. Tumblr with it's buttons and shizz.

#OOC #atromito

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#dFDTGTGSDFRT #I met to hit PUBLIC!!! fuck you tumblr. Get a REDO button.#atromito #OOC

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reblog if you've killed a man.

#...I mean-- of course I mean Ellie.

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If you’ve got a second to read this, I’d appreciate it. And it could help me more than you’ll ever know.

I was adopted at a young age, and ever since I can remember; My step dad/Grandpa has mentally and at times physically abused me. I’ve had scissors thrown at me as a kid and much more.

Not only that but the mental abuse is worse. My Step Dad weighs over 400lbs and he likes to make fun of me about my weight. He even makes fun of me for cutting myself. That’s right. He thinks it’s funny. He has purposely dropped forks and knives when handing me them to take to the kitchen. Not only that, but he calls me stupid and does not accept me for who I am as a person (FTM and Demisexual). It’s gotten to the point where I have tried to take my life a total of 4 times this month because of him.

I told him about the sexual abuse I had happen to me in High School and he called me a liar. So did my step mom. It happened 3 times by the same person.

What can you do to help? I have a place to move to but without the money I can’t leave this house. I’m also in need of medical attention for my severe anxiety, depression, and PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome from sexual abuse).

If you donate any amount of money, I will draw you whatever you’d like. My paypal is [email protected]

Even if you can’t donate, reblogs always help. At this point, you could save my life.

#I just had to reblog this because I know I'd like it done for me...#hang in there #oocp